to my fellow “squeaky wheels”……….  lol

I read this:

“I need this purgatory experience to end with every fiber of my being now.”

I wrote this at the same time the above was posted (which I get because who isn’t broke as hell/in debt at this point??): – btw applied for a writing job tonight training AI……..lol………seriously – those jobs are starting to become more mainstream…….so i figured why not join in while it’s hot and make some money to increase my living standard while we’re still in this pit……

I. Need. This. Show. To. E N D.
DONE with it.
I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!!!!!

— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (@nina_leone11) February 24, 2024

Then see this:

Another reminder. September 25th brings brings us to FEBRUARY 25TH🔥💥👀..

Five months is almost here🔥🔥 https://t.co/YihauI0rRW

— 🇺🇸SharonH✨️💙✨️🇺🇸 (@Sahylt1) February 24, 2024

It is so time for US to rise and hold this plan and the words shared ACCOUNTABLE!  Are we DONE or are we really D O N E?  CLAIM IT!  RISE UP!  SPEAK THE WORDS!

Off to eat some comfort food.

🥴😩😠😜💖

V.

After having a phone conversation with one of you today – one of those flowing, intuitive types where we go deep into the all and connect things and bring in new energies – expanding out until something just *clicks*.

So – here’s what I am feeeeeeeeeling on a few things atm:  I believe I said this earlier, but in case I didn’t, I have been seeing this merry-go-round type image where each year – for many years (6 years for me going back to 2018) – we go through these experiences that bring about the same feeeeeeeeeeel.  For me, March/April, every year for the past 6, I have been sensing things like $$ event leading to sky event leading to out/new world.  The feeeeeeel comes – then leaves – then returns again same time the following year, only the closeness of it feels greater – the energy more intense.  Each time we go through this experience, we collapse a timeline and thus get closer to arriving at the final destination.  And let me tell you this. feels. I T to me.

Grrrrrrrrr – I was in this flow of info when I got interrupted so now I have to find that energy flow again.  lol

Ok – during our talk today, she was talking about what is it that will enable people to see.  I had been talking about that Doobie Brother’s song – can’t you feel it flowing, day by day, people, getting ready for the news.  some are happy – some are sad.  She shared how another channel was talking about such an event to really wake up people.  As she said this, I began to think people have to see it – which then lead to that small knowing within and had the image of John Kennedy followed by Princess Diana and said – as she was saying the same – “those we thought were dead are actually alive”.  Cool synch!

I’ve also been thinking things like 10 days of darkness and the EBS were just distractions – never planned events that kept “them” on alert for it.  Which then has led me to think ok – but if now is the time for me to have such a thought does that indicate the organic evil ones are now gone and all we have are just programs running?  (as in the threat factor is not what it once was in terms of receiving information intuitively/consciously) I don’t know – but LH had this on her X page – a recent one by Michelle Walling (an excellent piece btw) – and this comment by Michelle aligns with what I have been pondering:

Where we are seems to be void of real evil and instead the only “bad” things here are just AI programs running that cause people to still act “as if”.

Something else we talked about – briefly – was something I’ve felt – how those still not yet awake or at a very beginning stage – they will need their own reality – another sim that looks like this place only a cleaned up version – in order to continue with their awakening.  Michelle Walling had this to say about that in her recent piece linked above:

The information I was given was that back then on a higher level we voted to lessen the horror of the experience for those who could not move on to the next (highest) level. They would be living in another simulation of this world, slowly growing at their own pace, and it was even worse that what we are seeing now. The struggles were going to be probably more than a soul could handle, and growth from that struggle was difficult to achieve. So the last 6 years was an inside job on so many levels to “drain the swamp” of true evil so those that were choosing to stay in low frequencies would not suffer.

Absolutely align with this.

Michelle also talks about feeling we were very close 6 years ago as well – 2018 – which as I said is where that feeeeeeeeeeel began for me.

I’ve also been remembering old dreams I had – like decades ago – including one that keeps popping into my mind in recent days.  I remember when I had it – at the time it was so bizarre/unusual but felt so real – I’ve never forgotten it.  And this was before I was really awake – more like questioning things but nowhere near where I am now.  I was in what looked like a subway station and though I saw no trains, I felt I was waiting for one.  To pass the time, I did some shopping but kept looking out the door – waiting for something.  Also of interest – most of the scene was in white – which could indicate a program.  And though I saw no train tracks – only pavement – I still felt it was a train I was waiting for.  Like that scene out of the matrix with the young couple and the little girl – only I felt I was the only one at the time waiting for something to arrive.  Everyone else was doing their own thing.  That train so many of us have seen over the years could be a metaphor for traveling to our new destination.

Also feeling less fear – not that it’s gone – but it’s changing.  Be really beautiful to have that program completely removed/healed.

Oh yes – one more thing – speaking of programs.  I was thinking about something today – a family member who was an alcoholic – the proverbial alcoholic uncle.  Suddenly I think “how many families do we see that one play out?”  It’s even in Back to the Future – the alcoholic uncle (only this one was in jail).  Then this realizing spread over me like a warm blanket (followed by a mind trip that took me a minute or so to adjust to): it’s just a program here.  A running program inside our collective movie – some have it, others don’t.  I mean think about it – seriously – how many families have this same situation?  It isn’t the drunk aunt or cousin – it’s the alcoholic uncle (who often does other things which I won’t mention).

Just. A. Program.  An illusion.  Our bodies feel it though of course making it seem very real here.  But perhaps seeing so much of this experience really IS a movie we are playing out plus watching elsewhere – 17 has told us countless times “you are watching a movie” – maybe that can allow us to detach more.  I no longer think it’s just about watching the disclosure playing out with the actors on stage – I think it’s also about us literally being in a movie now with another part of us – the rest of us – watching – prepping and guiding us to see/awaken/remember more.

Anyway, that’s what I have been getting lately.  I don’t always put it all together much less remember it.  I have to be in a really quiet space to have these experiences – or be in conversation with a like-minded/frequency person – especially if it’s a female friend.  Something about that just allows the magic to happen.  And atm, I have hijacked my spouse’s recliner with the warm blanket, totally relaxed and thinking I may not let him sit in it the rest of the evening.  😂🥰

Love,

Victoria

still waiting to get the car fixed. 😠  had an appointment – turns out the place wanted to break up the dates to fix the issues instead of doing it all at once which meant more money for them.  so we found another garage to take it to who can do it all at one appointment (and said the other place was “asinine” for telling us what they did).  we’re in it “up to here” financially.  if this financial sheot doesn’t switch by late spring/summer – i have no. clue. what to do next.  none.  zero.  zip.

read something how when things crumble it means it’s time for the light to bring in the new.

how long we wait for that new before we realize that’s just another matrix new age pacification narrative?

i still feeeeeeeeeeeeel new is coming and the old is crumbling – but i absolutely have no feels over the concept that anyone must suffer – especially long term – during that process.  suffering creates trauma which only creates pain.  positive intending focus or not – the body knows and feels and it ain’t pleasant.  everyone i talk to regularly – regardless of where they are/who they are – is done – suffering unnecessarily – doing the best they can.  if this plan can allow for the story for immigrants to receive thousands of dollars (paid actors perhaps?) – then someone can find a way to funnel that money towards those who have held on and NEED HELP YESTERDAY.

difficult to know who to trust – with the jabbed – many – not being the same.  heard from another sister friend who confirmed the shedding.  2 years later – slowly becoming a bit more “mainstream”.  two. dayem. years.  long time – too long.

all of this – too long.

but i hang on and hang in – just like we all do.  cursing the whole way.

love to ya’ll ~

victoria