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2.19.24 ~ Finds, Puzzle Piecing and a Gematria

 

Feels different today – again.ย  More detached.ย  More unfamiliar.ย  Also a lull – another one but this one feels more palpable.ย  I’ve been having some strange visions flash in my minds eye – cartoon characters/scenes.ย  Very strange.ย  I’ve been remembering a very vivid dream I had about 20 years ago where I saw a large group of darker skinned males with weapons come up the coast line and go inland.ย  I wasn’t afraid – even though I hid behind a mound of sand I felt they weren’t there to cause any harm – but were there to show people something (as they headed inland).ย  Perhaps I was seeing an upcoming movie scene w/the “illegal immigrant” narrative.

I don’t know what to believe – even wondering if T isn’t part of it and will be exposed in the end.ย  Apparently people bought those gold shoes – and are now reselling them on ebay for over $5k/piece.ย  Check it out:

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Is T calling out the insanity?ย  ย Engaged in this ongoing lookie me self promotion?ย  I see he’s now sharing a new donation campaign.

Like I said – nothing makes sense to me now.ย  Truly now – in full – in that moment of lost w/that character who asks “guys where are we?”

I think my favorite quote is from the pilot episode where Charlie just looks around and is like ...

I have no answers.ย  Just things to share that I see.

Love,

V.

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but then there’s this ($5k ain’t nuthin’, apparently)……….45, eh?

Trumpโ€™s sneakers are already going for up to $45,000. Can they hold their value? – MarketWatch

 

 

What she said (and others affirming):

 

 

 

 

 

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all by design………..isn’t it possible that the eclipse on 4.8 flips it all?ย  sun and moon aligned juuuuuuuuuuuuuust right – we blast outta here and leave them in our dust.

I decided to see what happened in history – April 8, 2020 (since many of us are seeing/sensing a repeat of 2020):

T said the WHO “called it wrong” on CV

“Most of Antarctic cruise ship’s passengers test positive for coronavirus”

 

And……Here’s a Gematria on APRIL EIGHTH TWENTY TWENTY FOUR:

Total Solar Eclipse Over America Coach Hebrews Time Running Out

Trumps Been Right About Everything

I am getting closer to all hidden truths

Today Is Yesterday Tomorrow Is Today

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The Galactic Federation – a see eye aye find

 

This. is. a. fascinating. find.ย  I didn’t know they were so local – but it makes sense – as someone said could be a pyramid out of Antarctica – which resonated immediately with me.ย  If you can read of this person’s experience, let me know what you think.

interesting synch………

2.18.24 ~ Checking in with reflecting and a few finds

 

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I read something online – someone I follow – that has me deeply. triggered. today.ย  I don’t know how to let it go or shake it, tbh.ย  I see the above – it means something – giving me the power – ultimately – and I also know where I am now – more or less – and how things work.ย  This woman was saying she just doesn’t have it in her to take all of the help that’s being offered her – she’s energetically spent and done – however, help has come her way – help which includes promotion and means to make money – as well as people in her comment section saying they are sending her money because she’s a spiritual warrior in this battle (which she is – but also has sensitivities that make being “out there” in battle very challenging some ways – which I understand)….. And yet she is in need – great need – her tribe stepped in to help in the ways she needed.

Pretty much every. thing. I. have. been. seeking and asking. for. in. very. specific. terms.ย  Seems the more I request – the more disconnected I feel – and experience.ย  I mean yes – I receive support here.ย  Thank you so much to those who do support my work.ย  You have allowed me to provide food for my family.ย  I value each of you for your generosity and support.ย  That said, I’m under no illusion that many who come here are quiet – take the information – and leave nothing behind – not even a share.ย  I see the numbers.

But this woman – fellow spiritual warrior – has that love come her way but she doesn’t want to accept it.

Where am I?ย  lolย  Seriously – What kind of a reality is this place where something like this would happen?ย  Inverted and twisted leaving me with my head spinning, my heart aching – and my mind screaming with this rage.ย  Yeah, as my spouse is telling me – the matrix is attacking you – knows how to poke – knows your triggers – just breath and let it go.

Yes.ย  My trigger.ย  But – I also pause and consider.ย  Is it only the matrix doing this or am I also being guided to see something that still needs healed?ย  I like to think my highest guidance wants me to heal and is far more brilliant than some AI program.ย  And perhaps this warrior soul above is also being guided to heal something in her that rejects love.

My wounds – getting triggered.ย  The need to feel safe and be seen.ย  My love languages.ย  To know I matter.ย  Tonight I asked myself – do I really love myself.ย  Do I really know what love really is?ย  What does it feel like – how do I carry it – how do I live it – be it – allow for it.ย  I came up with something – over the following 2 hours or so after reading the original post that got me so worked up:ย  We Grow With Love.ย  We Grow In Love.ย  and We Grow Because OF Love.

Nothing more.

I am a work in progress.

Something switched in the last 48 hours.

It’s become more – what is it – unfamiliar.

More – intolerable?

The energy of ugh is constant – even if pushed away or quiet – it’s still there.ย  Something’s up – something’s amping up.ย  Feeeeeeeeeeeeeels.

Panic and anxiety have been a challenge.

Things I normally do w/o issue – there is the anxiety popping in to say knock knock -helloooooooooo.

I push it back.

I say, “nope – not today – not me – that’s the old me”.

It’s a continuous battle now.ย  For me.ย  For others too I see.

Trying to be the strong one – the one who says WE GOT THIS.ย  Come on tribe – hang in there with me – keep going.

But man – jesus – today – I want to hide in my room and just stay there until this passes.ย  Have a few meltdowns.ย  Eat some chocolate.

And then take the Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep mudder flipping fracking frooking twit twat breathe and move. on.

Had a couple of quiet “knowing’s” earlier when I was having some moments of clarity – HA lol – Assange is the original Anon and Jesus – the original Neo.ย  I already had felt that about Jesus a few years ago (or whatever his name was or who he – maybe even she – was) – but today got clearer.ย  It’s the anti-virus to the matrix simulation – spreading throughout – touching our hearts – reminding us of who we really are and that this place – the frequency here – the systems – aren’t us.ย  Hence the term “worship jesus” really means take the proverbial red pill and be the cure for the virus here.ย  Crash the system.ย  (evil of course hijacked that by inserting fear programs – making it about worship and sin and if you don’t you get to hang out for eternity in dat der lake o fire)

Because God loves you so.ย  ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‚

Thank you, Carlin, for putting that one inside this place – allowing millions of us to see the hypocrisy of religion.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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mebbe………..i can see that……………still feeeeeeeeeeeeels unpleasant when i struggle to figure out how to buy my girl spring/summer clothes……….that $400 amount has to be for the entire year……….

 

 

EXCLUSIVE: Pentagon Forces Army Reserve Troops in Midwest to Conduct Mock Exercise with Gov. Abbott’s โ€œDrowning Migrants in the Rio Grandeโ€ and Texas Soldier Shooting Swimming Migrants Yelling โ€œAmerica Firstโ€œ โ€” A Violation of HATCH Act

 

we’ll see how this works out………..when i see such things, after i push through the “this will only hurt the real people – the evil twats can get on their jets and go to one of their other homes” – i also remember T telling big retailers to stock up for 3 months………if this ain’t part of the plan and will produce good – this, well, any plan don’t want to further piss of the populace at this point.ย  we’re all on edge……..seeing some love this move – wanting horror on nyc……..that ain’t beneficial – horrible way to talk…….

REPORT: Trucking Company Cancels Shipments to New York City on Monday (VIDEO)

 

Who writes these headlines?

Rep. Andy Ogles (R-TN) Requests Formal Inquiry into Intelligence committee Chair Mike Turner (R-OH) for “Reckless Disregard” in Sounding Alarm on “Serious National Security Threat” in Attempt to Interfere with FISA Reform Legislation and Ensure Funding for Ukraine

 

Interesting hand shake.ย  Tells me who is in control……..

Hungarian Prime Minister Viktor Orbรกn Endorses Trump: “It is Time for Another Make America Great Again” (VIDEO)

 

“No Lives Were Saved” by the COVID-19 Vaccine Injections Says Scientist Denis Rancourt – VIDEO

 

George Santos Files Lawsuit Against Jimmy Kimmel for ‘Fraudulent’ Use of Cameo Videos

 

Top Border Patrol Doctor Allegedly Pressured Staff to Order “Fentanyl Lollipops” for UN General Assembly, Whistleblower Claims

 

well this may bring down the things disguised as food industry……

Four Out of Five Americans Test Positive for ‘Emerging Contaminant’ Found in Popular Cereal Brands: Study | The Gateway Pundit | by Jack Davis, The Western Journal

 

 

we will know in the next 48 hours or so………

 

 

the feeeeeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

this actually gave me some relief – the anxiety has really been unusual the past week or so…….

 

 

 

word salad……….

 

yes yes yes…….

 

 

interesting…….

 

 

from 1988 to 1955 – 33 years…….

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2.17.24 ~ Checking in

 

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W h e w.

As Sister D shared w/me today:ย  “these energies are horrendous”.

Yeah.

Distracting and surrendering.

It’s like being on a long bumpy train ride – you want off – it’s getting too bumpy – so you occupy yourself.ย  Crafts.ย  Reading.ย  Movement.ย  Movies.ย  Music.ย  And sometimes you can pull yourself out of the bumpiness – but even at that – that annoying bump bump bump is still. riiiiiiiiiiight. there.

Best way for me to describe how it’s been.ย  Even now – when otherwise everything in 3D is well – dinner going, laundry done, girl got her homework finished, spouse happy for a treasure he found, me – did some painting – got some good jazz going – I AM STILL ON EDGE.ย  Marvin Gaye is singing how he heard it through the grapevine – me bopping in my seat.ย  Spouse outside pounding nails into the house to keep the siding in tact.

O M G this ends at some point……….

Had some relief later in the evening last night – but around 2/3am I felt the ugh creep in – and thought “noooooooooooooooo I don’t want to go to sleep and wake up feeling this”.ย  That’s exactly what happened – interfered with my sleep so that I had maybe 1-2 hour at a time rest.

F’ing suchs.

But it is as it is.ย  And I honestly just shrug and surrender at this point.

And say I’m here with ya’ll as we go through this process of Freedom and detaching from this system/place/experience.

Other than T speaking in PA – I have no idea what’s going on “out there”.ย  So here I go diving in and below I share.

Love,

V.

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We’ll see.ย  I keep telling my spouse – something about march and finances – feeeeeeeeeeeels:

 

Why don’t they just find a way to stick it to the leaders instead of making the people struggle even more?

BREAKING REPORT: Truckers Plan to Stop Shipments to NYC in Response to Political Hack Judge Engoronโ€™s $238 Million Ruling Against Trump and His Sons (VIDEO)

 

Do these threats ever come to fruition or cause any real harm?ย  Thinking back to other similar strikes/actions………

 

 

 

 

Gold Sneaker

President Trump Launches Official New Line of Sneakers During ‘Sneaker Con’ in Philadelphia (VIDEO) …Update: Shoes Sell-Out in One Afternoon!

 

WATCH LIVE: President Trump to Speak in Waterford Township, Michigan @ 7 PM ET

 

WATCH: THE CONQUEST OF AVDEEVKA – Ukrainians Ordered To Leave – Russians Take Strategic Strongholds – Kiev Leaves โ€˜Low Valueโ€™ Troops (Including Women) to Protect the Retreat

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/major-victory-russian-army-ukraine-forces-flee-eastern-city

 

We’ve seen some of this outside of our library………..

Gavin Newsom’s California: Public Library in Antioch Abruptly Closes Because of Rampant Crime, Vandalism, People Using Drugs and Having Sexual Intercourse Inside the Library “In Full View of Patrons and Staff”

 

the rest of the headlines at gateway are not suitable for my viewing eyes – lol – omg – some of these people are looking really rough too………๐Ÿ˜ง

 

 

 

So I saw this to start my day.ย  And got angry.ย  Reaaaaaaaaaaaaal angry.ย  Why?ย  WHY can’t folks start a fundraiser for people who are in NEED?ย  T’s a billionaire – 300 million is like $20 to you and me.ย  W H Y?!ย  When I see sheot like this I need to take a drink – but I don’t drink – so instead I grab the bottle of Apple Juice and drink it straight out of the bottle because it feels like I’m giving attitude to authority and levels of frustration I can’t deal with.ย  ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ ย  (when I first went there it said over $80k had been raised in under a few hours – O M G – that money could help so many I know – my friend could get the necessary surgery she absolutely needs but can’t afford it on her own and her insurance doesn’t cover it – another friend to get a reliable car – my other friend money for food – and I could use a chunk of that to move out of this stinkin’ city – I mean C O M E ON!!!!!ย  E N U F F!!!!)

Trump fans launch GoFundMe to raise $355M ex-prez owes after civil fraud trial (msn.com)

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/federal-judge-hands-rfk-jr-win-lawsuit-accusing-biden-admin-censoring-covid-19-vaccine-info

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/us-designates-houthis-terrorist-organization

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The Experience in Memes

 

 

I just didn’t find anything I felt like sharing.ย  I’d rather talk less about political/social happenings and more about plain ‘oleย  human emotional states atm- our struggles and trauma’s and how to heal and how to love ourselves and support ourselves and love and support one another.ย  Still haven’t found what I’m looking for – but I continue to look – and remembering at times I just need to let go and allow the energy and magic to find its way to me.

Here are some meme’s I found and collected that sum up where I am atm.

Love,

V.

 

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Current pursuit:

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Current Book:

 

 

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Remembering how………

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We’re never alone.ย  We never need be.

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A Gematria or two

 

Suddenly April 1 is around me – and calendars.ย  We know April first used to be the New Year when we were on the Julian calendar.ย  I decided to gematria APRIL FIRST with some interesting results:

Seven Eleven (remember the images of 7/11 Elon and VK put out a year and a half ago or so?)

Elon R Musk

The Bird is Free

Great Scott (doc – back to the future)

 

Another gematria for MARCH MADNESS

Checkmate Bitches

Overnight

The Storm

The Matrix

We Have It All

Financial Crash

The Awakening

Separation

 

2.15.24 ~ Finds out there in matrixland and some reflecting

 

 

Vibe. Is. INTENSE.

So current feeeeeeeeeeeeels – that are growing – that this really is an illusion – and I mean a dreamworld – real Amazing in Full me outside – somewhere.ย  That separation is sooooooooo thin now – I can almost “hear” the experience on the outside.ย  I can call in energy when needed – and can feel that immediately (which wow – today – even though I slept pretty good – feels like I need a wall to hold me up).ย  More things being energetically removed from my experience – that ongoing need to be in my own space with total. quiet…….ย  The ability to have conversations with anyone for more than a moment or two that aren’t in my frequency or of like mind or whatever you want to call it – I can’t do it – and it isn’t that I think I’m better than or know more (or even know less) – it’s an ENERGY – and when it’s right and when it clicks and is in alignment that energy builds.ย  If the energy is not in alignment – it’s a drain – sometimes lately I notice I can’t even look at the person beyond a glance.

Delicate process underway.ย  I feel it.ย  I know it.ย  And it’s as uncomfortable as h e l l now – this being forced into this space that doesn’t align – it’s a full on “force-fit” now.ย  I feel it.ย  And yeah – I don’t like it one f’ing bit – no matter what I tell myself – inner me KNOWS.ย  The metaphor I use is being told you love a particular food when you know you don’t.

You just KNOW.

When this moment happens – we all get moved/shifted – immediate – literally in a flash – we all go but we don’t all go to the same place.ย  I don’t know how I know this but I know to trust it as it is a knowing that has never left me and only grown.ย  We didn’t all come from the same place.ย  We are still at various levels of awakening.ย  If we had to wait for everyone to get to that level of awakening many of us are – it would take decades and obviously we don’t have that kind of time.ย  So at that moment some go on to another copy benign sim of this place – where they will likely forget those like us – temporarily – and they will continue on w/their awakening – in a place where there are not the controls or deception.ย  We?ย  We go Home – back where we belong.ย  Even at that – that looks different.ย  Called different names.ย  But still the same concept.

“Their” reincarnation agenda is kaput – no more trap the soul and send it back – even though obviously babies are still being born – pretty sure it’s done organically naturally and by choice now.

My feeeeeeeeeeeels.ย  The need to stay home lately – INTENSE.ย  How about ya’ll?

Here’s what I’m seeing atm out on the stage in matrix dream world.

Love,

V.

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I didn’t feel afraid.ย  Did you?

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Still – gotta take into account incomes over there (something I don’t know about)……….

 

 

 

 

ANTARCTICA – remembering when Heather Ann Tucci said when Antarctica is front and center – we’re at the end.ย  Years ago.ย  We are finally there.ย  Can have many purposes – for me it’s just getting Antarctica out in the public eye because it is KEY to this place – getting in AND out.ย  Trigger that cellular memory………

Still trending – number going up……..

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Breaking News: Explosions heard in DC – Eastern Market Train Station

 

 

my first question:ย  shouldn’t it be more crowded?

 

2.14.24 ~ A few more finds and some reflecting on this place ~ the energies being felt ~ and some very interesting gematria’s

 

 

Ok – something’s going on energetically.ย  Off and on the past few days feel like I’m on a moving ship – today was intense.ย  Dizzy.ย  Feeling myself floating in and out of – somewhere else.ย  Having to stop and take deep breaths – heaviness – anxiety (!!).ย  Daughter is feeling the strong need to be in silence – for me that is an ongoing experience.ย  I see it’s really coming down to energy – frequency.ย  Needing to eat heavy foods again – made hamburger wrapped in bacon tonight.ย  Something’s happening to us – these bodies.ย  All week.

Here are a few additional goodies.ย  Let me know how you’re doing.

Love,

V.

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something said “look up antarctica news” – got another incident of cruise ship oddities:
Paradise Bay – why am I hearing GnR “Take me down to the paradise city where the grass is green and the girls are pretty – oh won’t you please take me Home.”ย  When I sing that song – going way back – I just had this feeling it was a real place – Paradise – somewhere – that wasn’t here.ย  So – I did a gematria on Paradise Bay Antarctica:
Traveler
So The Book Is The Exit (???ย  hmmmm……….)
I Will Live In Heaven
The Perfect Storm
Mission Completed
The Ancient Has Awakened
Reverse The Curse

 

 

 

 

lots of those “ff” today………

 

 

Re-sharing – for the song – Glory of Love……….interesting lyrics…….I Will Never Leave You Alone……..bold/italics are mine – feeeeeeeeeeels……..

[Chorus]
I am a man who will fight for your honor
I’ll be the hero you’re dreaming of
We’ll live foreverย  (live forever love your job – GEORGE news 1997)
Knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love...

It’s like a knight in shining armor
From a long time agoย  (time travel)
Just in time, I will save the day
Take you to my castle far away

 

Super Tuesday here in the states is 3.5 – I thought it was supposed to be yesterday the 13th – don’t know where I got that idea………๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜œย  Something just nudged me to gematria SUPER TUESDAY so here you go w/that:

Trust The Plan

You’ll Find Out

Eye Of The Storm

Time Traveler Z

Checkmate With JFK R

Storm Is Coming

 

I keep feeling I am part of a team (recent dream – briefly – I was looking for them – woke up whimpering like a puppy – felt it strongly deep within – that longing – had to walk around and needed to say outloud “I need to find my team” – calmed down and returned to sleep).ย  I keep feeling these energies we are experiencing are not coming from the sun (that’s been proven to be the case quite often) but are instead outside computer codes being sent to detach our minds from the hive mind here.ย  Amped up lately – another “round” of incoming work to facilitate that slow painstaking process – which would explain why at least everyone in this house has been feeling like we’re on a moving ship (again).ย  WWG1WGA at first – outta this place – but where we land – very individual experience.ย  I am doing my best to remember to honor that.

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2.14.24 ~ Finds………..

 

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I paused typing the subject line, thinking “it can’t really be 2024”.ย  Because perhaps, it’s not.ย  Often I wonder – where is my plan – the one I want?ย  Anyone else?

Here are some early day finds.

Love,

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