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I wanted to let everyone know that I now have CASHAPP to use as another source of payment.  It is not linked through my website so it would have to be done via e-mail exchange.  If interested, let me know!  And much thanks too.  More later.

Love,

V.

i’m trying not to lose my mind………..lol

 

My beautiful, thoughtful girl sent me some work-at-home sites – one in particular is for writers/bloggers like myself – especially for someone my “age”.  So I took some time to fill out an application.  I spent over 20 minutes coming up with my pitch and was feeling really good about it.  I was actually starting to look forward to writing for them.  This particular site was PERFECT for what I am seeking.

Then I see – they require a paypal account.

I wanted to scream.

I could literally feel the blood rising in my brain.

How the FUCH am I supposed to change my life when I continue to get pushed out by the system because I was WRONGFULLY censored and have had NO RESTITUTION?  When will I have the right to be heard?  When will I be given the right to defend myself?

I was looking through some analysis passed on to me about this awesome website of mine.  Google continues to throttle me.  For example, google claims my load-time is too slow.  I pay top dollar for excellent hosting.  And I have ZERO pop-up ads (for now).  My content and site are so basic – there is no logical/technical reason why my site shouldn’t come up in under 2 seconds.  That is my experience when I type in my url.  It’s instant.  So that tells me it isn’t my site – it. is. google.  And if I am to succeed further with this venture and increase my income with it, wtf are my options in terms of search engines?

While there are some things I can do different to help promote myself and become more visible, when the main search engine is also engaged in censoring you, again, wtf am I supposed to do?

I am being denied the right to earn a living – in the way that works. for. me. and. my. family.  I am so worn out from what this “awakening/war” has done to me.

When in the holy f’ing blinkin’ blinkin’ stinkin’ BLEEP will I be able to earn the kind of living I need and deserve?

One thing I ask for – and am really going to be pushing this one – is for every one of you who comes here – if you are truly supportive of this site – if you really want to see me succeed – if you want to help – then please SHARE my site.  Encourage your friends to visit.  Like and share.  Those two actions are so critical to helping me succeed in the way I want and need.

That’s all I got for tonight.  Gonna take a shower and a breather and intend the Universe brings me what I seek.  I’ve been putting myself out there so much the past 6 weeks or so – something beautiful and miraculous has. to. break. through. for me.

Until next time….

Love,

V.

9.7.23 ~ Headlines. Finds. More reflecting.

 

So the water in the shower portal tells me these two goodies in the past 12 hours:

  1. Our ego’s were created by “them” to make sure their fear programs stick hence making it a challenge to stay in the heart (Our natural state).  Anyone else fed up and finished with having to clear and re-clear then protect and re-protect?  Another rinse and repeat behavior.  Sound familiar?
  2. Time.  I saw it as a locking mechanism – ultimately.  “They” created time to keep us locked inside of their frequency – denying us the right to be in the natural state of alignment with the Universe (i.e. the real frequency we are all used to and were created originally for) which has made our ability to manifest instantly and easily so complicated thus bringing about “their” need to bring in new age garbage that tells us we aren’t doing it right or the religious program of “you’s gots to get right wiff Jesus” while failing to talk about all of the other little hidden goodies in those dimensions that are all around us that we can’t see or gain access to – unless in a drugged state which makes us vulnerable as u know what.

I see it all so much easier now.  It makes sense.  We’re all POW’s here.  Compassion and love are how we get through this.  (and the occasional meltdowns, cries, both ugly and beautiful, punching pillows, screaming out to the Universe, cursing evil, etc. etc.)

Here’s what’s happening.  (p.s. – spoiler alert- it’s more of the same)

Love,

V.

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About 210 atm.  3 hours ago it was 377.  Still at 175 at 10:30pm EST

 

ENRIQUE TARRIO TELLS ALL AFTER SENTENCING- “The FEDS Asked Me To LIE About President Trump In Order To Indict Him!!” AUDIO!! Plus TWITTER SPACE with Tarrio this Friday at 8 PM EST!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Another one going to the moon, eh?  hmmmmm….

Japan Launches Lunar Mission With ‘SLIM’ Moon Lander and ‘XRISM’ X-Ray Telescope, In a Bid To Join the Space Superpowers Club

 

Trump Attorneys May Seek to Move Georgia RICO Case to Federal Court

 

As I said – more of the same.  More finger pointing.  More obvious crimes revealed by JB, etc.  More “we must hold congressional hearings” (aka at the swamp factory)………”we must hold them accountable” (while we see nothing play out on the world stage that is in any way significant)

 

Well yes, back in the day, more than once, I claimed my child had the right to breathe – just like the rest of us.  Oh my the triggers……

Senator JD Vance Introduces “Freedom to Breathe Act” to Prevent Unsafe and Ineffective Mask Mandates – Will Force Democrats to Vote for More Mandates (VIDEO)

 

Have friends in the area who received an emergency alert last night on their phones (they are out of the state at the moment – good timing):

Low Wind Generation Prompts Texas Power Grid Operator to Declare Emergency to Avoid Blackouts

 

Well this is good news:

California City Takes Bold Stance Pro-Freedom Stance with Late Night Vote to Ban COVID Mandates

 

 

Wait a minute – didn’t that big account Jack Straw on twatter say under a COG (continuity of government) – EO’s could only be extended twice?  Yes, I believe he did and I believe I shared that here earlier this week.

 

 

Current discussion on twatter:  if this is about the children – then where the fuch is the protection of those children still being injected w/the jabber wocky poison?  And you cannot have a plan that is just about the children – this plan has to be about ALL of us – without the parents there are no children.  I try hard to see the deeper truth in this – but seeing children poisoned – STILL – tosses any alleged logical explanation out the window.

 

But if they don’t have anything to hide…….

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/fda-refuses-provide-covid-19-vaccine-safety-data-us-senator

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/trump-calls-big-pharma-disclose-all-vaccine-side-effect-data

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/everyone-loses-cracks-appear-us-deep-state-insiders-warn-negotiations-russia-only-way

 

 

Laura’s View & Tarot, Too

Is #44 Being Thrown Under the Bus?

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9.7.23 ~ Check in

 

Rough night.  Really. rough. night.

Went to sleep – fast and easily – feeling peaceful.

Woke up 4 hours later pounding my bed.

I continue to take steps to change myself and my experience.

Currently hitting a wall – again.

Thoughts of money – again.

To get well and to heal and to do x y z requires that.  A lot of it.

Where I am now – if it isn’t free – I ain’t considering it.

I can’t.

Or maybe let me pay $5/month.

My site will have to return to basic (free) security.  It’s an order of priority – eat, keep utilities going – then other things follow.  Or this month – keep the car “legal” (g.d. car registration – which of course jumped up again).

WHEN DO I HAVE A SAY AS TO WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT PAY?!

Thinking and intending “oh this will switch by this time” when this time comes and goes.

I ain’t getting – understanding – anything.  12:34pm.

Just another number to remind me I’m in a giant computer.

I watched a movie last night – The Notebook.  So beautiful.  Their Love created enough magic for them to leave this realm together (at the end of their experience – both were suffering/struggling with horrid health conditions).

Money has made “the world go around” long enough.  Why can’t we make LOVE do the same?

Do you struggle to feel safe – to feel the Universe (much less others) have your back?

Do you struggle to feel Love truly can solve everything?

Love in action?

Some moments I am there.

Now – I feel so worn down.  My mind – fractured.  My Soul – weary.  My body………never mind about that.  lol

How much longer do we have to continue to purge and release and power up and protect?

Why aren’t I allowed an answer to that question (or the other myriad of questions I have)?

Who is running this place?

And most importantly – how do we take back control and f’ing change it already back to WHAT WE WANT – ON OUR TIMELINE AND TIME FRAME?!

zzzzzzzzzzz

Love,

V.

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9.6.23 ~ Reflection………..Finds

 

 

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Today was really different.  I’m seeing the waxing in of the experience I want and today left me happily surprised with a particular situation that, last week, I thought I would have to shift away from.  But she and I spoke and came to a new level of connection that left us both in tears.  …  Authentic communication – where both are being honest in how they feel, presenting it such a way that is respectful, where we each owned how we felt, our responsibility for those feelings – which aligns with my recent desire to expand into new ways of communicating.

Conversations – even when there is a difference of opinion – when done RIGHT – is expansive.  If it leaves me drained, it isn’t authentic convo.  It’s dramatic bullsheot.  Fighting – defensiveness – refusing to see oneself in an honest way – that experience is over for me.

Other than that – I had some moments where I felt I was elsewhere – walking sideways.  Something continues to build “out there” – waxing inside this space.  We’re in “something” – whether it is finally actually IT – remains to be seen.  But we are in something at this time.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to Share…Donate…Comment….Subscribe & Like.  Thank you!

Love,

V.

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BREAKING HUGE: “Voter Identity Theft” – Arizona Judge Defines Voter Registration Record, Rules that Mail-In Ballot Signatures Have Been Compared Illegally! – ORDER INCLUDED

 

SoCal: Huntington Beach Bans Universal Mask, Vaccine Mandates as Democrats Push Covid Hysteria Again

 

All Texas Department of Criminal Justice Prisons Placed on Lockdown Until Further Notice

 

Our actor…………

Biden Goes Off-Script Again: They Keep Telling Me… I Gotta Keep Wearing a Mask, But Don’t Tell Them I Didn’t Have It On When I Walked In (VIDEO)

 

Not listening………….just leaving it here……….

 

 

at the moment it is 32, 904, 574 … … gone up about 2 billion since last night……..

 

 

Take your pick – “they” have had so many end scenes………time to flip it…..it is OUR TURN.

 

 

 

Kuntuzangpo UM 1776 – A to Z@Kuntuzangpo1776
06 September, 09:50
From AP
https://apnews.com/article…‼️ and see Q Post #2098 with a 5 years delta ‼️

“2098 Sep 06, 2018 3:46:32 PM EDT
Q !!mG7VJxZNCI

>>2904064
1/Billion Coincidence?
Enjoy the show tonight.
Q”

What a coincidence ‼️🎥🍿

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Navy fires commanding officer of Fleet Readiness Center Mid-Atlantic

Capt. Paul Choate was one of at least seven Navy commanding officers relieved in 2023.

https://www.navytimes.com/news/your-navy/2023/09/06/navy-fires-commanding-officer-of-fleet-readiness-center-mid-atlantic/

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Movie script delta…………
Age of Enlightenment @Sparrows
06 September, 11:26
Mathematically impossible.
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The shot heard around the world – could indicate this too……..
Chris D Bell@CdnPatriot1017
06 September, 10:50

10:26

Oct = 8

10/26 = 8/26 > 88 TRUMP 🇺🇸🦁

Aug 26 Julian = Fryday Sept 8

9/8 > 17

POTUS departing on Fryday for SD to speak at Mount Rushmore

9/8/2023 > 17/7 > 8/7

BLACKOUT NECESSARY

Shot heard around the world incoming

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And again, saving the best for last (YAY a Cappy read!).  VERY. ALIGNING.  
San Tarot ~
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I think I’m getting something on the debt clock………..

 

 

So – I relied on my own brain – college courses – long ago.  Anyway I actually did well in math until algebra so I think I have this figured out.

The difference between the debt clock in a 4 hour period – from the time VK shared his capture at 8pm until the time I checked again – at midnight – 4 hours later – the difference was approximately 500 million.  I multiplied that by 24 hours – and get 12 billion.  We are 96 billion shy of the number going to 33 trillion.  Ok?  That’s in 4 days – 9.10.23.

What happened here in the United States on 9/10/01?  Rep. Cynthia McKinney was grilling Rumsfield on where the missing $2.3 TRILLION dollars from the Pentagon went.  He admitted it went missing.  The hearing went nowhere as the next day was 9/11.

WHAT IF THE DEFAULT HAPPENS IN 4 days?  Once the number hits the magic number of 33 trillion – what if on that day it gets flipped.

I don’t know – it’s just something that came to me.  We’ll see……….

9.5.23 ~ A reflection…………..a gematria……….and whatever else

 

PERFECT description………

 

 

So I’m seeing the show continue to play out in its insane format of stewpid, with T and others talking about how much better this place (the states) were under his rule.  Seeing him and others talk about all of these things that will be coming back including tariffs and easier access to pharmaceuticals and gas powered cars.  My mind hears “blah blah blah NO”.

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None of it aligns.  NOT. ONE. BIT.  I try and pretend – fake it – bring it in – as it’s all that is being offered to us.  But it is all just a lie to myself – making me wonder – again – wtf I am doing here…

I know what I want – I keep seeing it and bringing it in.

But………….there’s this:

So either the narrative that we all get out and we get to frigging actually CHOOSE (the way FREE CREATOR BEINGS DO) the reality and experience we want……….or we’re gonna be stuck in another pay to live system of competition –  just a cleaned up version.  (see above again for how I feel about that)

Where is OUR narrative?  Where is the narrative storyline about HOME and REAL healing and DNA restoration and RETURNED memories and REAL ORGANIC NATURAL LIVING AND BEING?  It’s in our hearts and out of the mouths of those who channel.  That’s about it.  Where are these things in the awakening movement headlines?

Or am I just being too impatient?  (again)?

Today was another challenge day energetically.  I saw the condition of my brain and the trauma in my body (that I continually now clear as best as I can).  On a walk today – my girl and I – she suddenly sees a snake and screams “SNAKE!”  I about jump outta MY skin – and it took me a few minutes to literally regain my composure.  Then about 15 minutes later we’re walking back up in the same area – and she’s saying watch out for the snake – and I said “we are protected” and as soon as I say that – she decides to open up the water bottle and spill out some on the concrete walking path which sounds just like a frigging snake.  I jumped yet again – and this time I had to walk to a bench and compose myself before I could finish the walk.  I was shaking all over.

So………..I held it together until I couldn’t anymore.  I release the embarrassment and shame and guilt I hold in asking for help – a lot of help.  I am accountable for me – but I am not taking on the full accountability for how this reality has allowed for the unhealthy conditions in which I have been in.  All I can do is love me for me and purge what I don’t want or need and keep at it and pray and intend that the experience I want and need is ready to burst wide open and through for me.  And ditto that for any of you whose life experience here has been less than stellar and supportive – and for whom you need some extra extra’s atm.  Who the fook doesn’t?

So much to go around – too much hoarded and controlled.  Why can’t we all just stop what we’re doing in an organized fashion – and for one week – unite and say ENOUGH.  WE DONE.  NO MORE CONTROLS.  We ain’t budging or supporting your sheot until you step off the stage.  

???

Remember the movie – Risky Business – where his character had just had it with his life at that time – he felt he had nothing much left to lose or to hide – and he put on those sunglasses – said that famous line?

You try to do the right thing – over and over and over.  You DO the “right” thing – over and over and o v e r.  Then “this place” happens – over and over.  You fall down.  You get back up.  You get smacked down again.  (omg – being asked why can’t you use paypal i don’t get it……or why did you get banned on social media?  why does google censor you?  i don’t get it…….)

A R G H!!!!!!!!!!!

The cycle repeats until sometimes, in some moments, you arrive at this place where morality gets tossed out the window – you no longer care about what is “right” or what some system b.s. rule or law says – and you just gotta take care of yourself #1 and do what you need to do however you need to do it.

And screw the rest.

Here’s a gematria.  And whatever else……….

Love,

V.

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The fact that THIS is being allowed to happen …….Seriously – who can justify this now?   Oh, ignore it – yeah just like we ignored it when children were trafficked or pick a topic.  How much longer we just gonna stay in our bubbles quietly?   We gonna have to go into civil war?  Where is our line in the sand?  How long do we trust in the plan?  How long we wait until we see what we all want to see?  Tough questions but someone has to ask them.

HERE WE GO: Public Elementary School in Wealthy DC Suburb Forcing Third-Grade Children to Wear Masks Again

 

 

McCarthy’s Time as Speaker May Be Coming to an End: Report

 

Gematria:  Vyommitra (the name of that India robot that is said to be sent on a “space” mission)

Great Awakening  (sky event?  who knows….)

Financial Reset

One One One One

The End Is Now

November Rain

Can You Feel It (been hearing both of those songs lately……….🤷‍♀️

 

Liking this.  And I’m ready – more than ever – to join up w/others and build our own space.  I. AM. READY.

 

Ok I could possibly get a wee bit excited about this one – as I’ve been posting here for a few years how T said at a rally the magic number 33………Any of you with knowledge:  how long would this take to get to 33T?  (this was 2 hours ago………now it’s at 32, 904…….ok so i asked – someone said it goes up 1 million every 30 seconds (confirmed – i misread the numbers – got the billion confused w/the million – thank goodness i never made a living in the stock market, eh?  lol)

 

 

This is interesting………..my understanding is they can be reauthorized as often as they are, well, reauthorized………but someone said since we’re in COG (Continuity of Government) – allegedly they can only be reauthorized twice……..so if that’s true then END maybe finally??!!

 

uh the END??!!

 

Good because I am soooooooooooo ready for this:

 

We are stardust……….we are billion years old………..getting back Home….

San Tarot…..we being told by higher selves and home who we really are…..interesting – trying to have a psychic breakthrough – i was focused (too much i realize) soooooo hard today on having one of those…..this is a nice one………very much resonating……….

Sagittarius – Baby, you’re a star!

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Early day Finds ~ 9.5.23

 

Still early……….About 200 up atm in the states……….Will share more later.

Please Share….Like………Subscribe……… & Donate (below)!  Thank you!

Love,

Victoria

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President Trump Addresses Vaccine Adverse Events for the First Time – Calls on Big Pharma to Disclose Safety Data Immediately (VIDEO)

 

IT BEGINS: Vaccinated And Boosted Whoopi Goldberg Absent from ‘The View’ Due to COVID-19 For the Third Time (VIDEO)

 

United Airlines Issues Nationwide Ground Stop Due to Computer Issue *UPDATED*

 

Tucker Carlson Releases Teaser Interview with Man Claiming Sexual Encounter with Barack Obama in 1999 (VIDEO)

 

After the Moon Landing and the Solar Probe Launch, India Gears up for Its First Manned Space Mission – But First, They Will Send Humanoid Robot Vyommitra

 

Yes – i too don’t like the focus being so much on the states…..

 

 

 

 

 

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/cuba-claims-rus-ran-human-trafficking-network-ship-cubans-russias-frontlines

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/mexican-officials-place-slab-berlin-wall-next-open-us-border-lesson

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/nato-article-5-romania-firmly-rejects-ukraine-claim-russian-drone-hit-its-territory

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A Stand-alone piece on 9/23/23

 

 

I shared a piece in recent days on this date – which is everywhere – has been everywhere – in their forms of entertainment.  Found another one today with more inserts.  Interesting commentary from the Truman Show – where his character says the dates – given as numbers – and mentions traveling back in time to save an ancient civilization from total annihilation.

 

Then something told me to check the 17 posts for Sep 23.  There are SEVENTEEN of them.  These stand out the most:
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Sep 23, 2020 8:03:58 PM EDT
Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: e88da5 No. 10762509 
https://twitter.com/IngrahamAngle/status/1308788330201583618
The World is Waking Up.
Virus or Election?
Q
This one because a few times this week I’ve heard “have faith in humanity” in my mind – including today (in the portal room):
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Sep 23, 2020 1:46:26 PM EDT
Q !!Hs1Jq13jV6 ID: 2481e5 No. 10756928 
Let the truth be told.
Political spying [illegal] less than 1%.
Have faith in Humanity.
Q
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Sep 23, 2018 7:43:32 PM EDT
Q !!mG7VJxZNCI ID: 000000 No. 294 
TRUST GRASSLEY.
Q
He (Grassley) posted this image a few days ago – talking about corn about ready to harvest:
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This one (there’s more – just sharing the statement that stands out):
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Sep 23, 2018 12:36:42 PM EDT
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PREPARE FOR ‘SKY IS FALLING’ WEEK.
Q
Let’s gematria a couple of things.  One, SKY IS FALLING (in single quotes – which could mean a quote within a quote)….144 in simple gematria………and i have been seeing 14 and 144 and 1414 a lot the past week:
The Declaration of Independence
Take Our Nation Back
The End Of All Suffering
The Time Has Come
Remove The Curse
Drop The Hammer
Inverted Time (i.e. Time Reversal – time running backwards)
Hologram Body
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9.4.23 ~ Headlines and Finds and a Reflection………..

 

 

One thing I’ve always tried – and wanted to do – learn how to communicate in a way so that my perspective is shared and understood – and to have connections with those who seek the same.  Communication is a skill that none of us are taught.  Well, taught well.  I would say half of communication is talking and the other half, listening.  Given that insight, given the level of conflict in our world, I would say most of us have failed to truly learn how to communicate.  It isn’t easy – that’s for sure.  The more easily triggered we are, the more trauma, the more effort it takes on our part to move past our triggers and truly SEE and HEAR.

And understand.

People get locked into their communication styles.  And when that happens, if you are seeking to speak in a new way, there will be shall we say gridlock.

I have a bucket of “pipe dreams”, with effective communicating, that I plan on blowing with those who wish to join in with me.

We’re building up to something significant and reality altering.  I woke up this morning – again – feeling anticipation and anxiety.  Something is shaking it all up now.  Shifting energies – releasing old – to make way for new.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to share, donate what you can and let me know what you’re feeling/thinking and how you are.

Love,

V.

 

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This one feels – significant:

 

The Collective has spoken……….Long enough……….FAR PAST time…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

My first dog – I went along with everything the vet said – including the food choices.  I was in my 20’s.  She got cancer – aggressive – and died at 10.  She was a small dog.  I knew this was due to my choices – which nearly broke me for awhile.  Instead I used it to research holistic veterinary medicine (I was already into holistic/natural/organic living).  Next dog – no jabs.  Organic food supplemented with homemade food and treats.  She lived to 14.  She was a medium sized dog.  THAT is the difference.

 

 

 

Been waiting to see a picture of the two of them together……….she’s  merging back lately……….with the latest intel/info she spoke of dropping yesterday……….

 

 

Burning Man Descends Into Chaos, Attendees Turn on Each Other as They Desperately Try to Flee Muddy Hellhole, Chris Rock Escapes in Back of Fan’s Truck (VIDEO)

 

Elon Musk Threatens to Sue the ADL and Release Communications Between ADL and Other Groups Pushing to Censor Twitter-X Accounts

 

National Archives Misses Deadline to Turn Over Biden Pseudonym Emails He Used for Illicit Business Deals with Foreign Officials

 

Abandon Ship!! Former DeSantis Super PAC Co-Chair Denounces the Florida Governor’s Presidential Bid

 

 

Very interesting…………

 

Yep…………

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…..(as long as it’s cleaned up………..)

Burning Man 2023: Festival of Mud and More

 

 

Again.  Trying to keep “their” narrative going………could also be WH comm……..to show how ridiculous this all is……….

First lady Jill Biden tests positive for COVID-19 | khou.com

 

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