Many of you have been telling me that my site isn’t loading or showing as available. That is censorship on your end. My site is fine and I am able to see it both as a “normal” person and both as an Administrator. When that happens (which it has been happening off and on the last 3 years or so) – just try again in a few minutes or keep refreshing. The other night it took me about 4-5 refreshes for it to finally load. I’ve also noticed that sometimes, if you use a VPN, that can be the issue. (IMHO, most commercial VPN’s like anti-virus programs are tools to censor and have little if anything to do with protecting you/us.)
Expanded my search for work-at-home into the early hours overnight. Very zzzzzzzz today. Found a place I registered at – more to do when I find and make the time. And have the brain ability to. Mentally taxed. Energies? Maybe. Life circumstances? Yeah. So much I want to say here – but can’t. Yet. Just know when I say I need support – in all areas – especially now – I am not just doing my usual “please support my work”. As I have often said – with everyone who can – just $1/month from everyone who can goes a long way. I appreciate so much of those of you who do donate. An exchange of energy is how I view it. It is because of ya’ll that I continue to put the time and energy into this site. At this stage in my life, if that weren’t happening, I’d find something else to do that guaranteed me an income and move on. For now – it’s a juggling act. Only one of me – spread thin. Too thin. Where am I in all of “this”?
Something came to me earlier – an issue I have faced w/those with the main go-to program of the narc: Just because I am commanding to be treated with respect doesn’t make me entitled, pretentious or an elitist spoiled fill-in-the-blank. It means I VALUE myself and have this oddball belief that I deserve the very best for myself. (and nor does it include me thinking the other deserves less)
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Someone tried to dismiss the schumann (russian site) – the theories surrounding it – saying it just picks up on storms/thunderstorms. Uh huh. I asked for an explanation as to why we had 3 24 hour long spikes 3 months in consecutive row on the same. day. of. each. month. Random storm my arse…(have not received a response btw)……….
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too (talking about the woman on da plane)……woman – absolutely correct……….remember friends THEY LIVE was a documentary………the “beast is yet to come” – is here………although i have a different pove w/her when she says they’re not necessarily evil……..they hide from us and blend in………because they are evil…………evil is as evil does……….is it possible SOME may be “good”? perhaps – for now – given the experience inside this place – given what we experience here – what is seen here – in this realm and in the astral – i assume they’re all evil until i would know and i mean KNOW otherwise………
San Tarot………unwanted energy in the vicinity……….we come in as STARS………unreachable/untouchable……….makes sense – we of the Light – getting poked by the demons, etc………….whew really focused on bringing in more protection……….protection is in the reads atm……….
So my girl and I decided to watch a movie tonight – Father of the Bride II. Steve Martin. Diane Keaton. We watched FOTB last week (a rewatch for me from almost 30 years ago) and decided to watch the second one. Middle aged parents – pregnant – same time as their newly married daughter.
The money thrown around in that movie was just over-the-top. Lavish baby shower. Dad whips out a check for $100k to buy back his house he had had sold in a moment of middle-aged insanity. The 90’s – back when things were pretty good for most people. Back in the day when being gay wasn’t pushed and was still benign without the perversion. Back in the day when there was not the politically/socially correct bullsheot we all see everywhere.
And now…….Here I am now thinking how the hell will I ever – E V E R – be able to compete with that? How will I ever be able to catch up? Today my girl organized and re-arranged her room. She asked to get rid of her nightstand. It’s old – smelling a bit musty – a knob missing – in need of a total refinish job and I thought – I actually thought – “I can’t even afford to get my daughter a new nightstand”. Just thinking about getting a used one – again – made me say “NO I AM DONE WITH THAT.” She. deserves. NEW – not someone’s discarded unwanted cr@p.
And then there’s her pool. The pool we bought her last year – which got a puncture in it the second day we used it and the patch I had didn’t work but I decided to keep it anyway. So this year I bought different patches and put them on last weekend. They worked – so I filled it up again and now it has more puncture marks yet again (rats or raccoon – who knows). So I patched it up yet again today and it’s still slowly leaking from who knows where and I’m thinking ok new pool – but I can’t afford that.
I can’t even afford a f ‘ing slip-n-slide. Not that I would get her something like that – pretty dangerous. My budget is dollar tree plastic and a garden hose.
When I WANT to give her so. much. more. She deserves it. I deserve the chance to do just that. Yeah I know – love is enough. That’s what “they” say. But it isn’t, is it? Love doesn’t buy those things she wants much less needs. And love doesn’t take away the pain and angst I feel over my life and what I want to do for her and at this moment, can’t.
7 years ago this month I was nudged to start this site. 7. years. ago. I had nothing else coming to me at the time – and so I followed those nudges and my heart who told me my idea for this site was time – it was time 7 years ago this July to launch it. And when I made the decision to DO – things flowed together quickly and easily – which is how the Universe flows.
And yet here I am today – wondering what the absolute f u c h to do next – as I am not feeling that Universal flow – not the way I have in the past – much less real authentic nudges from within. I hear stories in my mind about what I THINK I can do (and am working on those) – but nothing new is really coming THROUGH me – if that makes sense.
The terms “Trust the plan” and “trust the universe” and “you have a purpose” are not phrases I am feeeeeeeeeeeeeling much these days – if at all – certainly not the way I was feeling 7 years ago. I’m feeling like I’ve hit a wall I don’t know how to knock down or get past or climb over. I feel as though I have run out of options, out of ideas, out of any real doing anything significant or lasting or new in this experience – in this space – in this frequency – in this reality – other than what I do each day to ensure my girl is fed housed clothed and has a smile on her face at the end of the day.
That’s it.
But it’s not enough.
I stand at that wall – and still chip away at it – because I will never. stop. trying. doing. for myself or for giving a better life experience for my child. It can stand there – stoic and unmoving and pushing back all it once – I NEVER QUIT. I’ll f’ing steal a plasma weapon and bust it down if I have to. Nope – I NEVER. QUIT.
But I do walk away from plans.
And I am ok telling the Universe or God or anyone to shove it – I will go it alone.
Because I want and deserve the opportunity to have the experience where I can buy my kid a new pool and surprise her when she comes home from the horse riding lessons I can also afford to give her – where she sees a brand new dresser – in that shade of gray she loves. And not to prove anything to her or to show her how much I love her – but so that I can DO as I long to do – FOR her.
Not understanding – again – how things are playing out – at least why they are. Drugs found in the WH. Big f’ing deal. WHY Is there so much focus on HB? For so long? And a lot of alternative headlines about that 80’s female like-a-virgin entity. Again – so what. Total snooze-fest even with alternative media now. Snooze-fest that is this movie too – certainly this part of it is – for most of us. But I continue to take baby steps – searching within and without – ways to create my life the way I want and need. Be nice if that abundance I continue to draw in and receive would show the fuch up for me already, you know?
Certain things wax in pushing me to become desperate – which is in some way my inner I NEED CHANGE NOW frustrated DONE part of me coming online. But……I have learned this – remembering this: IT IS UP TO ME TO DETERMINE HOW I FEEL. It is ALWAYS my choice – even when it’s difficult as he!! due to others actions and energies – it. is. still. always. my. choice. That being said – given the course I am on – it is difficult to near impossible for me now to be around anyone who is stuck and stagnant and choosing to give up or follow a narrative that says we are all screwed why bother. I respect the choice – but I can’t be in that space.
Blocking is a useful tool.
Other than that – what a giant smackheaded sin it is for ANYONE to not be able to do what THEY NEED due. to. money. P E R I O D. OMG do I have a lot of anger over this one once again. I don’t want to have that anger – so again I am focused on releasing and re-centering myself. However I am losing patience in having to do this. Why? I should not have to. And yet – I do.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
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This:
No one cares about recreational drugs—how’s this even a thing? 🤪😂
Can we plz fast track this 🤡show to the “real” parts where we transition to QFS, free energy, restructure of “government”, elimination of Vatican’s crimes against humanity…
— The Fourth Musketeer (@IV_Musketeer) July 4, 2023
Personally, I would not recommend – I have Z E R O alignment with this – never have – no matter how strong your mind/spirit are. When you are venturing into experiences/realities in which you have no real knowledge of, you do it sober – not under the influence of something – and even at that – just because you CAN go visiting some unknown space doesn’t mean you should. Not until it is safe to do so (as in the dimensionals creating chaos are gone kapoot cleared out etc.)…….
For those thinking about doing psychedelics etc. or those ppl who are intuitive empaths, this video shows that putting on your Spiritual Armor is important. Our energy can be used against us.
Loved this whole video. Talks about Pyramids and how they were built towards the end. pic.twitter.com/ruh7etnTTw
May 15, 1991 back when News was somewhat bold enough to bring…News they brought on a man who told you everything your starting to figure out today
From the CIA involvement killing JFK, Deepstate , secret societies and Black op government programs, William Cooper told you all of… pic.twitter.com/oxl8wk9uLM
(there is a video circulating from a tik tok channel – the guy who was allegedly on the plane w/the woman who got off the flight after becoming visibly upset after seeing one of “them”………the guy is satire……..block him and report him……..this is serious sheot here – the war w/the invisible enemy……done w/fools who think they “know” when they haven’t a f’ing clue what has been here with us…….)
Human Trafficker Allison Mack released from prison on July 3rd
'Sound of Freedom' released in theaters on July 4th
Best video of the week. This little boy is so precious! And the end……..just beautiful. Kindness is everything.
🥰 oh my – our children are so precious! i command that NEW EXPERIENCE NEW ENERGY so that this spirit of energy below is EVERYWHERE. https://t.co/vvk9DeMPcG
this brings up so much emotion in me – in ways i know i don’t have to share………too many clued out parents out there………..still seeking a tribe – at this point i will go TO them……….and what happened to his 2 year old sister? this narrator just another uncaring/detached entity disguised as a human?
United together is the only answer……For me……..Ya’ll know I’m done with the plan in terms of waiting for it to play out to improve my situation…….I too am worn to the bone w/the isolation………..as he said COME ON – let’s get this rolling………let’s DO – T O G E T H E R..………Yeah – I feel this way inside every day……..
BRICS is set to introduce a new currency backed by gold, in contrast to the credit-backed US dollar, with the decision coming a month ahead of the bloc's summit in Johannesburg. With the growing initiative, more and more countries are lining-up to join the group. pic.twitter.com/U5ExGv4IE3
Still feeeeeeeeeeel, most of the time, that is that this was our original creation b4 “they” invaded…….
Once you get past Globe theory, recognizing that there is no demonstrable curvature or experiment that can be done to prove earths motion, The real learning begins.
We live in an elctromagnetic Torodial system. Tesla knew it, the governing powers know it. pic.twitter.com/589onmqBiz
Antarctica is the 360° perimeter of our known world and acts as a container for the oceans. Independent travel is prohibited beyond the 60th southern latitude. Research #flatearth#AntarcticTreatypic.twitter.com/FU4tAyrsDF
Yay another San (earth sign too). New Deck too. Major arcanas (6 of the 7 first cards shared). Energies pushing us into a new direction. Pushing us forward quickly. Things out of balance – coming back into balance (with the justice card and wheel of fortune card/energies). We have spent enough time in this structure….with this experience….opening up now pushing us forward……..
Parents strive to find the balance between being a parent and a friend – sometimes the two don’t mix – ultimately you be the parent at the end of the day – first and foremost. Hard to parent these days indeed – striving for a better reality but still parenting to know how to navigate this one. Ultimately the goal is a child who knows herself – can speak her mind – has respect for herself and others. Some days I think Yeah, I’m doing good by her – other days – like today – I think gawd help me – I’m failing.
I have moments where I feel I’m ok – I’m enough – I got this. Then days like today wax in and I feel I will never be good enough. Financially abundant enough. Young enough. Firm enough. Soft enough. Energetic enough. Competent enough (some days I have no clue what I’m doing). Yes, sometimes those boundaries are solid and firm – sometimes they are squishy and pliable especially when this woman is just plum f’ing exhausted.
Yesterday was far better here in my experience. The one big difference – sleep. I had amazing sleep 2 nights before. Last night? Back at it with the sleep intention seeking – leaving me feeling in some moments desperate and pleading and instead of intending the sleep – BEGGING for it.
Fuch.
I want to please people. Probably too much. But sometimes I also want to punch their lights out, spit on the ground and walk away.
Discovering myself again – and anew – is not always a pretty process.
So I saw this tweet below tonight – and as a mama – I appreciated it. Reminded me again what my real role is. Kids learn what they see and not just what they are told – and they learn best when the rules are solid. Cross the line? Well there’s a consequence for those times when it’s crossed.
Good Story…. This morning a few people saw my daughter walking to school & me following behind her. Some asked me why I did that & others gave me a stank stare. I’m very well aware she’s only 10. And she walked Because I told her to. Because she forgot how to treat adults, So I… pic.twitter.com/3YzkhPGGXN
My girl has a phone – but no phone plan. My thought – she wants a plan – she can pay for it. Yes the last 3 years have been very difficult for her – I get that. But I’m still raising a child into adulthood here and sometimes you just gots to know when to let that past nonsense go and move on. Stop repeating the story. It happened. Focus on the NOW – and find some reason to put on a smile – like she did today when she filled up her pool with water balloons or when she swung on the swings tonight at the park. I reflected – watched her – smile on my face – and paused to take in the moment. If she’s still able to create her own joy – even if it ain’t perfect – I must be doing something right.
Always room for expansion.
Love,
V.
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Not much to share………..or shall I say very little is impressing me atm….These first two describe my experience perfectly……..
Can anyone else sleep? For the past few weeks it’s been getting worse and worse. I literally feel like a cat. Just napping here and there. Not sure it’s worse but it is different for sure.
Snopes…….🙄……readers “insights” (i.e. normies trying to sound like they’ve done their research)…… 😂😜
THE GATEWAY TO ANTARCTICA This theory is based on the concept that the Earth may in fact be much larger than we have been told, and there is a way into the unknown through the so-called "Summer Gate. According to this theory, the outer worlds are hidden from us, while we are… pic.twitter.com/1YAUlqoI4n
— @AndTartary and antiquity (@andtartary2) July 4, 2023
Back and forth…………moves and countermoves………long past time for the hammer to clear the board, ya know? I keep saying – others of us saying too – by the time this movie actually ends or gets good enough to watch 24/7 the theatre will be empty. This back and forth bipolar schizo reality has run its course. More and more I tell myself – just observe. Eat a cookie. Locate the chocolate. Make some bread. Ride your bike. Throw a water balloon. Spit on a demon and scream a little.
Sat down to eat – nudged to turn on the radio – Axel Rose is singing “Take Me Home”. Didn’t really want to listen to the entire song so something nudged me to go to another station – which I did. What is just starting? Collins – In The Air Tonight.
Later on head out – turn on the radio – The Final Countdown just starting. Guided to look off to my right – car with license plate QQQ. Arriving home the odometer read(s): 111.1.
Just putting out what I’m feeeeeeeeeeeeeling……..
The Great Lakes. Something with that.
7/11………..feeling that (as well as 7/24).
The storms taking place last night and into today – including the flooding in Chicago – clearing out the sulfur dioxide. Spoke with LH about this – she shared with me a very good insight on that – about it coming from underground. I read yesterday on t’er – someone saying no way was it coming from balloons/from the air – you’d have to dump that by the billions of lbs to get that level of coverage.
Race on tv – keeps showing Christmas in July (also really feeeeeeeeeeeeling that). Also on the race – Kennedy’s speech he gave just. before. the. Bay of Pigs. The ad was focused on an event they say is released 7.10.23.
Feeling more into Laura’s View and Tarot Too read on July – land of confusion until middle of July. Then very positive movements for ALL OF US (well those of us on the final timeline of Good/Freedom/Liberation etc. etc.)……….
Saw this on twitter – find it very interesting……….aligns w/In The Air Tonight, Final Countdown songs I heard………Dial of Destiny – Harrison Ford’s latest – just out (6.30)………..Films focus is on the Antikythera mechanism:
WWE comms today – triple 8’s in reference to the number of people in the audience. It was held in the O2 Arena – which is interesting given how I’ve been drawn to oxygen lately – and how f’d up it is here. We’re not breathing enough. 71% nitrogen – 20% Oxygen. You go to the hospital – what do they do – give the patient nitrogen? Nope. The patient is given oxygen. Those numbers should be flipped. Anyway…. WWE comms – the bloodline fell and the king (roman reigns) is gone. Interesting………..
I continue to be like this (thank you to my dear friend LH who not only engages with me in some of the most encouraging honest conversations I have ever had but sends the best GIFs lol):
For now……….join in with me and LH in commanding the return of our WEALTH that was stolen from us – from EVERY LEVEL of “their” societies and systems. It is wrong on every. level. that I (and anyone else) is blocked from doing what is wanted and needed because. of. their. money. system. ENOUGH!!!!!
Love,
V.
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Ok this was the last one I found to share – but I feeeeel it is so big – it need to go at the top….check out the last paragraph. BAM! (btw – I am sharing this because Jack Dorsey’s twitter account retweeted this…..)
The media has been selling a false-idol image of "woman" that was never WOMEN at all. It's time to tear that altar down and stop worshipping the lie. Real women deserve all the love and adoration these imposters have stolen. That is OUR rightful energy. GIVE IT BACK. #EGIpic.twitter.com/cTh9MqWeer
you know – i’m feeling we’re in the thick of the confusion part………….what IS real now? verify first then go with the trust thing, right? the train derailments – read there’s an average of 1700 per year – as in they are not uncommon. what’s really in the air with these air quality alerts? something is happening as i have family in one of the areas experiencing the alerts. i hope to what is REAL that the deception and confusion get removed from the program this month.
dude on the right – walks past T – holding the black suitcase……..
Watch closely, those who are paying attention will spot it.
What are the odds… VK tweets, “verify then trust” 17 days later Jack tweets, “don‘t trust, verify” At 10:07 VK tweeted Jack’s tweet. pic.twitter.com/qi0n9Oogtn
Birds again at 2am………..now my feeeeeeeeeeel on this is – more signs of the simulation…….MrMBB333….I know some days around here I will hear a lot of bird noise – but not able to see the numbers I should be seeing…….or sometimes they simply sound like someone turns on a speaker – then shuts it off……..hard to explain – just a “sense”………
So………..for awhile I’ve been hearing random Christmas songs in my mind. Every year around this time – for the past 5 years or so I think “Christmas in July” (it’s a thing here in the states – has been for decades – but I never resonated with it until the whole “plan” thing came into my space). It’s back. And others are sensing it too including LMH – who Brother Rick said she was sensing it as well. Then on twitter today I see this (possible) comm/synch:
PRESIDENT TRUMP TALKING JULY 4 CELEBRATION! He mentions 250 years ago (but it is actually 247 years ago) Have you all seen Q 247???https://t.co/RclPbxINrE
“we are losing the capacity to rebound from sudden losses”………..AMEN LAURA! any plan – whether it’s a war situation or otherwise – where those on the inside KNOW the outcome – HAVE to know that at some point – people are going to drop their support because they are experiencing too much trauma and loss………that is my perspective……….I think what Laura is saying is stop replacing people w/a look-alike, etc. because that is just continuing to fool too many people who are not going to be able to handle the full Truth……….and those of us who KNOW and SEE – we can’t take the waiting or the hits……….anyway – i don’t feel her tweet was a comm – obviously “she” (original) is gone – made to look so bizarre anyone over the age of 5 does the “what?! who is that?!”……….so i feeeeeeeeeeeel and felt at the time i saw that tweet (i think i shared it here last night??) it was a WH production – letting us know the storm’s here………or about to hit……..and remember 17 never said who would share those words (if they’re even shared as written)………..
Today is definitely one of those moves/countermoves kinda day. Anyone have extra sleeps to pass my way? Could sure use some! 😜😂😭 Ya’ll know what to do – if you can of course. 1:11 (been seeing those numbers again) Love, V.
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A severe thunderstorm watch has been issued for parts of Alabama until 7 PM CDT pic.twitter.com/jed2xTasKy
— NWS Severe Tstorm (@NWSSevereTstorm) June 29, 2023
About 15 years ago there was a study done by a group of doctors who had their own clinic – pediatrians – and they did not offer vaccines. Why? Their studies of the Amish communities which included some of their patients. Only 2 had Autism – one had been adopted into a traditional “western” family – the other had lived in an area that had heavily polluted ground water. I tried sharing it with a family member – an avid system (medical) supporter – who dismissed it.
Cleaning up continues…………? (when I look at the schumann from the other “country that cannot be named” – it shows another round of frequencies happening at the same time as the last round………)
— Biff Tannen's Dual Timeline (@BiffDon) June 29, 2023
ANy of you in these locations to confirm? A convo……….wondering if this “mist” so many have seen at the onset of the “event” was really what’s being seen now………?
Fifth generation warfare (5GW) is meant to pit neighbor against neighbor even family member against family member. That is what those who wish to continue to divide want to achieve. Once they achieve this, they walk right into America and complete the take over they desire. That… https://t.co/Q0r5G2ea33
So uh VK shared a tweet yesterday that is too disgusting for me to share – big piece of tape w/hair on it – but the phrase was interesting: Mission Accomplished.
