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Songs………and some Finds………….KEEP. GOING.

 

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Just exhausted – body is weary and worn and torn.  Heart.  Mind.  Soul.  Spirit.  All of it that makes up Me is just, you know.  But as long as I can feeeeeeeeeel, as long as I can hold my own thought, my own truth, as long as I AM, that Spark within remains Lit.  Always said I don’t care if I’m crawlin’ across that g.d f’ing finish line at the end – I AM CROSSING IT.  (although i intend to leap across it like a boss with all of my power)

Music is helping atm.  Listening more so – for a time that is.  I played the piano for awhile – I tried so much to get into it – it just isn’t there in me now.  Not learning new songs.  I need – NEW.  As I said – my distractions that were once my joys are hardly distracting me now.  Tonight-I tried something new – different.  For the first time I made a carrot cake recipe in my bread machine and proceeded to fry it (the machine).  I just stared at it – smoking – while at the same time my girl is saying “ok mom i found some clothes to buy!”  Bread machine replacement – bottom of the list of things to buy.  lol

O M F G

Whether one is awake or not – in knowing or not – we all really need this truth for ALL moment so we can unite and live and BE who we are supposed to be with one another – without fear.  Without judgment.  Without wondering if someone is going to turn on us and attack or clam up or laugh at us because we’ve shared something that isn’t on their matrix program plate.  We ARE LOVE and we KNOW this.  

You know that thing I shared earlier – Trump saying You Can’t Always GEt What You Want?  Straight out of GEORGE Mag Feb. ’97 issue.  Then VK speaking about the Trump/Kennedy prophecy appearing to be (duh) true.  I saw a headline from yahoo – negative against John Kennedy Jr.  Yeah – it’s showtime.  If “they” are attacking him, we know.  It has to be.  Easter timeline.  T said the words – twice – 3 years ago.  I get the whole “disinfo” thing but at the time he was speaking to the public about (allegedly) Covid – opening up – being free of “the invisible enemy” – easter timeline- which we had been battling for a long time now – quite awhile – all of this his words – so COME. ON. ALREADY. AND. DO. IT. Q.  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are some things to share.

Love,

V.

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Not. safe. anymore.  (although it doesn’t escape me seeing the masked up folks and the ones without a clue – at least the audience was small.  a T rally would stomp all over that nonsense.)

CV03 The Corolla Virus™ @Kofa

06 April, 06:47
#nancypelosi TRASHED At Event,
Labeled A Warmonger

 

 

China declares it will board ships in Taiwan Strait

China will be boarding and inspecting cargo ships in the Taiwan Strait after Taiwanese President Tsai Ing-wen’s high-level U.S. meeting.

https://americanmilitarynews.com/2023/04/china-declares-it-will-board-ships-in-taiwan-strait-taiwan-says-it-will-resist/

 

 

 

Is THIS the saving israel for last?

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i sigh and sigh and sigh some more and again wonder – ok WHEN will this all drop out in the open?  OUR TIMELINE.  OUR TIMELINE.  OUR TIMELINE.

 

 

 

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look over there just not here……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Again – DUH.  So uh recusal, right?  And dismissal, right?  Hmm?  ANYONE?!

 

I still remember when these lyrics hit me with a kapow – we are living in a world of fools breakin’ us down……….when they all should let us Be………we belong to you and me…………I was at an intersection – the truth of it all – where I was – what was out there running things keeping us all divided with their lies and games – the injustice and crazy of it all hit me, leaving me bawling, pounding on the steering wheel, looking around at all the other peeps in their cars, wanting to hug them all and shake them awake.

 

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4.6.23 ~ I don’t get it ~ what is real here? A find or two as well.

 

I don’t get anything today.

What is actually REAL in my life?  My experience?

Every one of us has challenges and as I continue to hammer away on – there are enough of us that, when working TOGETHER regardless of our location, we can some changes to alleviate at least some of those challenges, right?  Networking.

And it’s free.  And it’s something every. one. of. us. can. do.

You need xyz.  I can’t help with xyz.  But I can reach out to people I do know (real or not lol omg cannot believe i feel the need to even type that) – and say I have this friend who needs xyz.  Can you help?  Yes, great!  No?  Could you please put out the word to those you know and ask?  Thank you!

That’s how we do it.  Together.

T O G E T H E R.

Most seem now to just be in their own space and don’t want to hassle with anything else outside of that bubble.  And I get that.

Overall, I get that.  Completely.

But I still have moments where I can and do create the space to see if I can help another.

And that is missing.

Oh goodness is that missing now.

It’s like a dead space.

And it feels even more lonely – for me – than it ever has.  And I don’t like it.

Other than that, that’s where I am today.  AI program really at it – person in which I have spoken of who comes out far too often to be a coincidence – the same time as we do – happened again today and this time I left almost 15 minutes later than I always do on this particular day.  Week after week.  But still – there it is.

O M G

WHAT IS REAL?  Someone – can someone tell me – WHAT IS REAL here??!!

 

THIS is real (just need it to come out in full so I can get some frigging retribution for the attacks I’ve had to endure saying hey everyone – John is still here!):

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4.5.23 ~ More finds and reflecting

 

 

So it seems I am not the only one who had some amazing experiences in the astral last night.  Spoke with a few more who had something unusual/unique happen.  Sharing my experience with my mate allowed his mind to remember his own experience/dream (and he rarely dreams) – he was on a ship (likely his) and saw rapid flashing of chess pieces and other artifacts (historic).  One of the chess pieces was the Knight – in the same color as the uniform he has seen himself in. The Knights, in chess, have the ability to capture and check the king, queen and rooks –  plus they can hop over the pawns to escape capture.  Interesting.  That’s what we’re doing.

There were other things I “got” today but have since forgot.  Not fully here today – plus had an intense healing session – feeling like I am looping and unlooping and swirling and twirling.  Oh yes – I remember – talking with Sister LH (who is so intuitive – she has a better knowledge of this place than many of the big dudes/dudettes) – reflecting on the feel that we broke “their” time spell on April 1.  Something is definitely different since then.  Time no longer feels relevant.  Even Sister D shared an image this week of a clock and in the middle simply said NOW.  Money spell I feel is next to go.

Also forgot to share this – mate received info last night – the time controls are broken.  The clock is spinning faster and faster.

So uh here’s what I’m seeing.  Please as always support my work by sharing and leaving a donation.  Love hearing from ya’ll too and seeing how you’re doing!

Love,

V.

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Hmmm…………….key(stone)………….?

 

 

now this is interesting…………

 

 

Project sandman……………

 

GORGEOUS!  (i love love LOVE the song too)

(must include the song):

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THERE’S MORE – Alvin Bragg’s Case Against Trump Shows Complete Ignorance and Manipulation of Basic Accounting

 

 

Uh shouldn’t he recuse himself?  lol

REVEALED: Committed Leftist Judge Juan Merchan Who Oversees Trump’s Sham Case in NYC Court Made Political Contributions to “Stop The Republicans” and “Biden For President”

 

 

Scripts…………….interesting uh left eye there…….

Ari Fleischer: Conservative Prosecutors Have to Go After Hillary Clinton, Bill Clinton, Hunter Biden (VIDEO)

 

 

Robert F Kennedy Jr. Files to Run for President in 2024 Against Joe Biden

 

 

 

 

“Whatever Reason He Is in Prison is Good Enough For Me” – Members of the Press Speak Their Mind to Undercover James O’Keefe at Trump Arraignment (VIDEO)

 

 

Did I share this last night?  NPR = state affiliated media…………

Elon Musk Applauded After Twitter Makes Big Change to NPR’s Profile: ‘Been Asking for This for a Long Time’

 

 

 

following his script……………

 

Perhaps “we” are the good “aliens”…………

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Starz4stripes Lmm @Starz4stripes
05 April, 06:10
JFK FILES
https://jfkfacts.substack….
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Florida Lawmakers File Bill Draft that Could Repeal ‘Resign to Run’ · The Floridian

A bill has been filed in the Florida Senate minutes after the announcement that President Donald Trump has been indicted by a Manhattan Grand Jury on 30 counts related to alleged business fraud. The bill, “SPB 7050: Elections” could change Florida’s “Resign to Run” law which..

https://floridianpress.com/2023/03/florida-lawmakers-file-bill-draft-that-could-repeal-resign-to-run/

 

 

Well, we will see…………..the flags have changed before………….we need to see the REAL flag instead of the war flag – which we will – when it’s over…….

 

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Yeah – happening under JB…………Crash the old under 46 – bring in the new under 45.  Or 19.

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MARY L. KIRBY BRYANT @MARYLKIRBYBRYANT

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Carole Parnell  @MagaMutt

So I traveled all this way – see myself and realize HEY!  I’m cuter than I thought!  

 

 

So uh this is coming to the forefront – alcohol companies showing themselves – now the military………

https://resistthemainstream.com/see-it-rep-gaetz-personally-presents-gen-milley-with-evidence-of-drag-queen-events-on-military-bases/

 

https://resistthemainstream.com/don-lemon-accused-sending-threatening-texts-to-female-colleague-in-new-bombshell-report/

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

Dan Scavino, Jr. – On the “17” Team?

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Temporal Displacement In Process ~ A “dream” experience

 

 

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(remember – Elon Musk shared this one last night on twitter)

 

As I told my healer today – please excuse my exhaustion and oddities today – I am engaged in temporal displacement during the astral time.  (look it up if it don’t register)

I had another experience.  And my body is REALLY feeling it today.  I went back in time – gathered up some family members – mom, grandma (who was connected with my mom) and my brother.  We were all much younger.  I was maybe 19, 20.  We were focused on painting my (former) grandma’s house.  Looking at a calendar I saw that the next month was July – said the 11th is good (and saw a red circle appear around it) – and told my mom “if we all do this together we can do it in one day”.  Still pondering that one – interesting…….  My (former) dog showed up – who I felt was completely aware of what she was doing and was just there to witness and be a part of the experience.  It was all so strange because it was literally 2 versions of me – me now and me then/outside.  So maybe 3 versions.  I dunno…….

When we left, we got into my mom’s car – a Delorean type car.  As I squeezed into the back the me now said what about claustrophobia and that issue – but the me in the dream, while she/I knew about the issue – there were no energies around it.  No fear.  Mom fired up the car – and it hovered as it moved.  I suddenly knew for such a trip I would need water so I asked her to stop at the mini mart.  The car continued to hover above the road – bypassing other vehicles (on the ground).  I got out – took my brother inside with me.  As I entered the me now said “graphene oxide stay away from people!” but the me inside the experience, again while I knew about that experience, had no fear – I was on a different timeline where the experience was not a factor.  So I relaxed – looked around – saw some Dr. Bronner’s soaps on a shelf – which looked unfamiliar but I also knew I would know about them in the future.  I also noticed the menu board was different – those black letters from back in the day that clerks would move around.  And I noticed there was no bottled water so I knew I’d have to just get a cup and fill it up with ice and water from the tap.  The experience ended.  I woke up hearing “Back In Time” (Huey Lewis & the News).

Pretty certain I traveled back in time to do some consciousness’ gathering of family.

And a big message – drink water.  Stay hydrated.  Our minds and physical vessels (elsewhere) are doing a lot of work atm.  IF this resonates, that’s what I pass along.  It may not resonate.  That’s ok.  I continue to feeeeeeeeeeel we all have different roles – some are more passive/just along for the ride – some are more active.  The natural leader/control freak that is me here always has been is probably doing more active stuff.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tired.  Oh my am I just so mentally depleted today.  Well lines up with what I felt 5 loooooooooooong f’ing years ago – the closer to the end the more I would need to sleep.  Not that I WOULD sleep – just the need to just zzzzzzzzz in silence and peace is, atm, overwhelming.

Love,

V.

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Late evening puzzle piece…………….

 

 

 

 

17 drop 33 (note the 5 years 5 days 5:5)………

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Nov 01, 2017 2:51:49 AM EDT
Anonymous ID: grTMpzrL No. 147455196 
I’m hopeful my time spent here was not wasted. Note few if any shills inside this thread. Reason for that. It’s being monitored, recorded, and analyzed and don’t want the clutter. Take good care. God bless.
5y, 5m, 4d, 1h, 17m ago

 

 

 

Speaking of 5:5 (saw this at 1:11):

 

 

 

More finds ~ 4.4.23 ~ We are in a New Energy Experience

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Red panda with claws out now………

 

 

VK’s APL went up……..like the triple 5’s:

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#FamilyIsEverything . America Pissed Level – 9.555/10

 

Well now – you don’t say?

Former US President Obama to relocate to Kenya in June – FurtherAfrica

Former US President Barack Obama is resettling in Kenya for at least a year as SED, a deployment which he said “makes me truly grateful

https://furtherafrica.com/2023/04/04/former-us-president-obama-to-relocate-to-kenya-in-june/

 

 

Reminds me of 17 post:

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Mar 09, 2018 2:41:10 AM EST
Q !UW.yye1fxo ID: afa548 No. 598581 
Mar 09, 2018 1:48:18 AM EST

Anonymous ID: 853fdd No. 598223 

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>>598223
When we’re done he’ll claim KENYAn citizenship as a way to escape.
Q
Notice he shared this at 7:59am – same time as the 17 post (pm)……….
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Brain Death Is A Lie. Don’t donate your organs. Very Disturbing Information – Dr. Paul A. Bryne

Brain Death Is A Lie Every donor is killed in the process, he stated. Revoking your organ donation status from your drivers license is not enough, you must also complete a document of refusal. Dr. Paul A. Byrne is a Board Certified Neonatologis…

https://www.bitchute.com/video/zAuz6c44AoR0/

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LIVE: President Donald J. Trump Holds Post-Arraignment Press Conference from Mar-a-Lago- 4/4/23

 

 

 

 

“This Case Could Collapse Before it Gets to Trial” – Jonathan Turley Slams Alvin Bragg’s Case Against Trump (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

Soros-Funded Alvin Bragg Admits He Has No Case: Charges Trump for “Catch and Kill Scheme” Also Called Signing a Non-Disclosure Agreement

 

 

 

well that’s an interesting location………..

Can’t Make This Up… UPDATE – Joe Biden Moved and Stored Unguarded Classified Documents in China Town! (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

 

More Prominent Countries Abandoning the US Dollar and Ignore U.S. Plea To Boost Oil Production

 

 

 

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/trump-awarded-legal-fees-from-stormy-daniels/

 

 

 

While this “court case” is going on, we got this:

https://www.zerohedge.com/economics/us-economy-grinds-halt-loan-demand-sales-crater-aftermath-bank-crisis

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/gordon-johnson-despite-positive-china-numbers-teslas-q1-earnings-setting-epic-disaster

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/here-are-7-signs-global-de-dollarization-has-just-shifted-overdrive

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/peter-schiff-fed-flunked-its-own-stress-test

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/labor-market-finally-cracks-job-openings-hires-crash-lowest-may-2021-miss-every-estimate

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/iccs-putin-arrest-warrant-based-state-dept-funded-report-debunked-itself

 

 

 

 

Why Central Banks Are Buying All the Gold They Can

 

 

 

What if – 4.4 indicates we are at step 4 which is the last step/stage……….for there is no step 5 (below for those 2 17 posts):

Cowboy W2b @cowboyw2b
 
In response Doq Holliday to his Publication

Qoincidence.
Trump indicted and arrested.
4/4 (2020) happens to line up with Marker 9 on the Qclock.

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And Marker [9] – there are two drops – both of them identical – same exact time too………..3716 and 3717

 

 

 

These next two intuitives are getting similar messages today – Justice in particular……….

San Tarot……….interesting read…………for me i see the collective and individual (speaking for myself) in this one…….almost like more than one experience………..the energy coming in that perhaps creates what some have said and some of us have felt – many of us feeeeeeeeeeel – that this “movie” – the whole show and tell is not for us but for those who haven’t seen – and there will be a point on the timeline when there’s separation – and those of us who already SEE we go on to our own experience while those who have yet to see continue on seeing the movie playing out and revealing all that WE have already seen/known….and it happens in the energetic frequency without evil without blockage without interference….and it is also possible that those who have continued to align w/staying put or going with the “normies” to help them will do just that (me?  i’m outta here!)…when you think about it – imagine someone who still wears a face mask – going from that state of consciousness to where many of us are at this moment……….zero to 1000 – yeah – not gonna happen in an instant………….they will need time – years (from our understanding of “time”)…….NCSWIC is the singularity event – the moment when the OS of this matrix ends – it has to for us to escape and be liberated from “their” doings – their programs……so anyway……the SEEING energy is pushing through (the TRUTH) and whatever else is going on gets pushed aside in order for the TRUTH to be witnessed…………the “to do” in NYC is definitely a part of this…….She even says EYES ON which is from 34 cue posts.……..listening to T speak – I’m now feeeeeeeeeeeeling and seeeeeeeeeeeeeeing that we are seeing a New ENergy today – showing up in his speech and in the intuitive workings of San and Laura.

Taurus – The big to-do in New York, for example.

 

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

Widespread EBS?

 

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Trump “Arrest” ~ it’s all a movie………….4.4.23

 

Want to know who is good and who is bad/and or controlled – follow who had on a mask today…….

 

 

Just tellin us it’s all scripted………….

 

So all along, until over the weekend I believe, il Donaldo’s screen always said he was not the president and then mentioned his glorious mustacho.  Now – it says this:

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The Biggest Most Beautiful UNFILTERED Commentary, Straight from the Hearto of IL GREATEST PRESIDENTO THAT EVER LIVED!!! (And a little bit of parody…)

 

 

 

 

Yes he will………..

 

 

 

Check out the SS on the left………..same guy we’ve seen with T all along…………John with a mask……….?

 

 

And then………there was this gem………….TT is in the air…….

 

This is one of those movie scenes that had to be – one of those “look HERE not THERE” and the THERE, I feel, is at least in part the destruction of the $$ system and that well probably needed to happen under JB……..

4.3.23 ~ Finds

 

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Or whenever I have to deal with ANY THING that no longer aligns….

 

WORD:

Law & Physics @physics171
 

💜It’s alright to share how we are feeling, whats going on in our lives.

Things are progressively bringing thing to surface, wild times happening, energies are increasing, major shifts happening.
Keep connected, realizing we are not alone, humanity is going through things.
If you are having challenging, hard times, communicate, share, do best to not feel secluded, like you are alone.

With love.
😃💜

 

 

Richard Branson’s rocket company Virgin Orbit laying off 85% of its workers

 

 

Whites QWall  @qtip75
 

Trump’s last tweet.
711 vibes.
11 words on top line, 7 on bottom.
Flip it … “WAR GAMES”.

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time travel………..leading up to the singularity……which is why most of us aren’t sleeping “normally” – and why we’re punchy and easily triggered to a variety of intense emotional states……….

911 – 17 post 911 contains two words:  MARCH MADNESS  (april = jan. may = feb. june = march……….i don’t know – calendar all messed up – wouldn’t surprise me if next week is “may” and week after that “june”………with all of this tt’ing going on – Temporal Displacement in process…..nothing is normal or to be counted on)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Twatter…………..Patreon…………..Poohpal……………me and my little site and truth sharing got nailed 3x….2x………..1x…………

Doq Holliday @doqholliday
 

If the US Gov censored us but we should be protected under the 1A according to the Constitution, does that mean all Anons and Patriots can sue the shit out of the US Gov?

Sounds like it’s possible.

How do we get started?

Courtney Webster @patriot777_

… 😉

how and when do we sue Twitter

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Anyone of you in the UK receive/see this?

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More outing.  Million dollar unanswered question:  how long is this outing process going to continue??

Kuntuzangpo UM 1776 – A To Z @kuntuzangpo1776
 

“Trump attorney Alina Habba dropping truth on CNN: “Let’s remember that the real crime here that we have is that DA Bragg did leak that there were 30-34 counts. We already know that. That in itself is a felony.” 💥”

From Patri0tsareincontr0l
https://t.me/Patri0tsareinContr0l/4352

https://v2.anonup.com/upload/videos/2023/04/okMcujNgu9xiLJfpha1A_03_87ff1ce428e34a73fac03c797c73adf8_video_original.mov

 

Donald Trump Issues Statement Ahead of Looming Arraignment

 

Alvin Bragg Or Grand Jury Member Could Face 5 Years In Prison, Dershowitz Says

The shoe is on the other foot.

https://conservativebrief.com/grand-72134

 

 

 

i have a difficult time w/this because T was N E V E R the victim of “their” doings……….just the one in the way to stop them from going after the real victims………..what i am saying is let’s not get so wrapped up in “poor DJT” – and “pray for DJT” – but remember who the real victims of this toxic realm have been all along………….

COMMANDER VALIANTTHOR @commandervaliantthor
 

CLINTON MAKES THE FRONT PAGE ON THE NEW YORK POST.
CLINTON CABAL EXPOSED‼️

Drip drip drip ….the word Cabal is hitting the mainstream now. It’s no longer a conspiracy theory

Best regards,
🔗Vincent Kennedy 🇺🇸 (@RealVincentKennedyVK)

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Yeah see, do any of us really know WHEN we are?  lolol  omg……….actually 4.3 on the IFC is 4.9 (according to this site)
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some anons puzzle piecing (my feel for awhile is that after JB was removed – HB flipped)…….
Chris CdnPatriot @cdnpatriot1017

Feels like we are right over target…drop 314 < > 413 > 4.4 > 8 🎱

It is about the BREAK

How ironic if the April Fool’s trick is to have Hunter be the surprise witness to end the Witch Hunt

Twosday 4/4 > 8

4/4/2023 > 8/7 > 15

69 > 15

💧 4958 > 422 > 44

6/29 Delta > 611 > 8

3:23 > 3:5 > 8

Surprise Witness….Where’s Hunter? 👀👀

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i had a thought earlier today – quick one – thought of VK and VKM both at the same time………..i dunno……….

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“If he doesn’t shave it I will have to change my name.”

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San Tarot…………..going incognito………interesting read…………

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too

Indicted, Now What?

 

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A reflection/share ~ a prayer request ~ and a good find to indicate END ~ 4.3.23

 

Beginning with a Prayer Request.  My friend Tracy asked that we put out prayers for her family member Heather, whom she is very close to.  Heather is to undergo surgery that will free her from a medical device she has had to wear.  Thank you!

So…………………Don’t know what’s going on “out there”.  I don’t care atm.  Only thing in my mind and heart is ARREST THEM ALL and liberate and heal US.

I woke up thinking about all of these “sensitivities” I have.  I’ve spent the better part of the last 30 years trying to either heal or fix or change these “sensitivities” of mine.  Done the same with removing trauma.  Changing my thoughts.  Exercises.  Deep breathing.  Mantra’s.  Meditations.

The truth is – my sensitivities are just an indicator that I am in the WRONG PLACE.  The WRONG frequency.  The WRONG system.  It isn’t a reflection of how defective I am – but rather how toxic and defective this reality is.  The only way for me to heal is to return to/go to a reality that ALIGNS where my “sensitivities” as labeled here is how everyone is thus no need for a label to separate.

Speaking of – I also thought about keeping the eyes on the prize:  Freedom.  Liberation.  Healing.  Love.  Keep thy eyes on the prize without getting lost in the details for that is when we can become divided – debating and/or arguing about the details.  I gotta watch that myself. Those details are largely hidden from us anyway – allegedly for us (war and all).

I am once again exhausted and have reached a space where I am now wondering how much longer I can “drag myself” through this.  I went to bed at a decent hour but still – wake up – walk around – return to bed – repeat 1-2x more.  Anxiety is high – woke up shaking.  Weeping.  Too tired for drama or conflict or anything else similar – just kinda sigh and smile when I can – or hands up walk away just cannot deal.  Seems about all I have left at times now is just what little softness and love is in my heart – which naturally doesn’t want anything BUT love in action and presentation.  What once was me saying DO NOT QUIT has quietly become “i just can’t………….”  Until the lioness energy comes back in.  But me thinks that is not part of our natural experience – just necessary at times here.

Anyway……..

Then there is this – sent to me by one of you beautiful Souls – to show that hey maybe that dream I had a few years ago (!!!) was in indicator the end is here.

Love,

V.

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