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The Struggle is very real atm ~ 10.29 & Finds

 

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So beautiful – and feels so true and right – and also explains why we are not IN that space.  But there is still a piece of that within me – within you.

My heart is very heavy and no matter how much I may reside in my head at times with the puzzle piecing, the truth is my heart is sad and heavy.  I long so much to return to a time of more innocence.  I miss my family – very much.  I hate that they were tricked into this scam of covid and “their” jabs and poison.  I hate that they were so tricked into it they could not allow just one of my thoughts to enter and perhaps cause a change within.  I hate how it has robbed my girl of over 2 years of her childhood.  I hate how long it is taking to roll everything out.  I hate the wait – I really do.  Every ounce within me is always – always – saying “JUST ROLL IT ALL OUT WE CAN HANDLE IT TOGETHER”.

I’ve said for some time now – wtf is this – traumatized and forced to see (or even if you’re not looking those of us sensitive enough “feel”) “them” and their sick perversions – right until the last second and then WALA we have some amazing moment of rescue and we’re supposed to go off into the sunset together and sing kumbaf’ingya?

I just can’t make any sort of real solid sticking sense of this – neither in my heart nor in my mind.  I try – but the truth within my heart says otherwise.  I’m too awake to not see or feel.  I’m far too independent and questioning to have blind faith in some “god” like being who is watching and is in charge (whatever that means).

I want answers, you know?  Answers to my most pressing questions now – instead of being chastized like a naughty child by some “holier than thou” type – or as painful, silence.  An “I don’t know” suffices just fine.  At this point it feels like I’ve been forced into a narcissistic, sociopathic relationship and I just want OUT.  For good.  For now I continue to occupy my spare time w/as much pure as I can – but even at that I can feel “their” script/energies right there.  I call in Higher Me and Heaven/Home often – sometimes it provides some good energy – sometimes I feel nothing – but it is always. temporary.  And fuch – some real sleep and PROTECTED sleep (like I call on every single night) would be a real blessing now.

Let’s see what I can find that is positive and hopeful that we’re near the end of this flick.

Love,

V.

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Putin Warns ‘New World Order Is Being Dismantled – Nobody Can Sit Out The Storm’

 

 

 

notable?

 

 

 

 

 

I have so much evidence – so many pieces in a file I’ve kept – just wish people I know would be willing to listen……….

https://rumble.com/v1qhkk1-dr.-paul-marik-really-serious-complications-from-taking-the-vaccine.html

 

 

People can laugh – but it’s hard to perceive how we will be “united” as we’ve been told for years when we see this happening………

 

 

W H E N…………..WE ARE READY………

 

Gonna take a miracle at this point that is BEYOND all of “this” here………

 

Played some Prince on the piano today………..I’m ready (in case I haven’t made myself clear yet lol)…………..

 

 

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My usual question is – are those who need to see getting this yet?  And at this point – as far as the rest of us – do we even really care now?

There Are Multiple Problems with the Paul Pelosi – David DePape Story – Nothing Adds Up

 

This needs to be all switched up and revealed by then because other than that, there is NO PURPOSE for something like this……..

Special Event: Winter Gala with President Donald J. Trump At Mar-a-Lago

 

We stopped engaging in this holiday.  Wonder how much loosh “they” received in this one………..

https://resistthemainstream.org/146-people-dead-150-injured-after-being-crushed-in-large-halloween-party/?utm_source=newsletter1

 

 

#leo #tarot #intuitivereading

Leo – They let it slip.

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/goldmans-biggest-bear-flips-only-question-you-need-ask-weekend

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/russia-suspends-participation-ukraine-grain-deal-after-massive-drone-attack-black-sea

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/gitmos-oldest-detainee-freed-after-20-years-no-charges

 

https://www.marketwatch.com/story/another-fed-jumbo-rate-hike-is-expected-next-week-and-then-life-gets-difficult-for-powell-11666982034?mod=home-page

few more finds/goodies to pass along……10.28

 

 

 

Falcon 9 seen in Phoenix………..yesterday…………..same day Elon set the “bird free”…………Phoenix Rising………..volcano update from Hawaii too…..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I don’t know (how long this plays out)………

 

 

 

 

 

LOVE obsidian……….

 

 

Safe States for Children: Here’s UPDATED List of 21 Republican Governors Who Won’t Comply with CDC Mandates to Force COVID-19 Vaccination on Kids for School – Nebraska Governor Added to List

 

Letter P.  Maybe from 17 drops?

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Feb 10, 2018 5:46:19 AM EST
Mess with the best, die like the rest. [2] highly classified clown ops exposed. [44] remaining. Wizards & Warlocks. Save the best for last. [P] Q

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Nov 09, 2017 11:07:15 PM EST

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Trip added. [C]oordinated effort to misdirect. Guide to reading the crumbs necessary to cont[I]nue. Attached gr[A]phic is correct. Linked graphics are incorrect and false. Graphic is necessary and vital. Time stamp(s) and order [is] critical. Re-review graphic (in full) each day post news release. Learn to distinguish between relevant/non-relevant news. Disinformation is real. Disinformation is necessary. Ex: US ML NG (1) False SA True Why was this necessary? What questions were asked re: SA prior to SA events? Why is this relevant? Think mirror. Look there, or [here], or there, truth is behind you. What is a map? Why is a map useful? What is a legend? Why is a legend useful? What is a sequence? Why is this relevant? When does a map become a guide? What is a keystone? Everything stated is relevant. Everything. Future provides past. Map provides picture. Picture provides 40,000ft. v. 40,000ft. v. is classified. Why is a map useful? Think direction. Think full picture. Who controls the narrative? Why is this relevant? What is a spell? Who is asleep? Dissemination. Attention on deck. There is an active war on your mind. Be [P]repared. Ope[r]ations underway. Operators [a]ctive. Graphic is essential. Find the ke[y]stone. Moves and countermoves. They never thought she would lose. Snow white. Godfather III. Iron Eagle. Q
Also thinking of the pelosi hammer incident……….HAMMER – also from 17 drops………

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Mar 23, 2019 8:06:10 PM EDT
Mar 23, 2019 7:57:27 PM EDT

Anonymous ID: d6b2e4 No. 5853322 

(lb) >>5853176 All of us have been antsy for the HAMMER to drop… but we will remember this time… the time before we knew the next BIG scene… this is historic.
>>5853322 The calm before the storm? What happens when a blockade (threat) is dismantled & removed? “You’ll find out.” Children used as shields (manufactured crimes of perjury)? FIRE AT WILL, COMMANDER. Q
Verrrrry interesting…….
  • The Philadelphia A’s won the 1929 World Series, which ended on Oct. 14, 1929 — just a couple of weeks before the Wall Street Crash of 1929 on Black Monday, Oct. 28, 1929.
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i am pretty sure most of us are feeling overwhelmed now.  “sleeping a lot”.  already took a nap after dinner.  ready for another.  at this point, if you can, i say sleep when you need to and don’t concern yourself w/the 3d skies and clocks.  remember in 2018 i began to hear within that the closer we got to the end the more i would need to sleep.  seems it is actually collective.
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A day in the life………..

 

The following is a true story.  It contains truths that may trigger some mama’s and may induce laughter in others which may make you feel guilty for finding humor at my expense.  And this happens to be my favorite style of writing – humorous/essay.  The events of this afternoon, all happening in under 20 minutes, inspired me.  All I can say is do not try this at home.

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Lookin’ to toot my own horn and maybe garner up a bit of sympathy plus provide some laughs all in one post.  It goes a little something like this….

There’s this female who has a mate and a child.  She does a lot for her family.  Makes many things from scratch ~ laundry soap, deodorants, tooth powder, room sprays, hand sanitizers and chicken tenders.  Today I realized I needed to make the tenders.  Well, at first that is.

So I’m in the kitchen – child at the stove making her lunch.  Mate was out in the garage – recovering from his visit to the corporate store with the wi-fi emitters and whatever else they have inside that dayem place that takes graphene oxide, etc. and spreads that happy sheot everywhere.  (he spent too much time in there but did manage to come home with some silver coins found in the change machine)  Child and I had both already felt it and were doing our own protocols to help (thank you SO MUCH to Sister C and the folks at Medica Health for the bottles – they are being utilized daily).

Anyway – I realized I needed to make bread crumbs.  Do that.  Then remember the chicken was still frozen so I get it out, place it in the sink and accidentally put the hot water on high – spraying chicken juice all over the place including freshly washed dishes.  No big deal, I’ll get the chicken breaded and into the oven then clean and sanitize the place with mama’s homemade hand sanitizer.  Got the chicken in the oven – wash hands – go to find the sanitizers.

Not so fast.  I realized I needed to make more.  Sheot, I think, turning around and realize daughter has spilled part of her lunch prep on the rug in front of the stove.  Call out for her to come take care of it.  500 hours go by and nothing so I call out again and realize she’s tuned me out again and/or has gone off into another dimension.  Pre-teen style.  So I grumble, grab the rug, walk to the front door, trip over my mate’s walker and even though it’s large and I should have seen it in my chicken/bread crumb/hand sanitizer/daughter’s lunch mess HAZE I don’t see it, manage to get outside with the rug in hand, shake it out, bring it back inside and wipe it down, make the hand sanitizers, then sterilize the counters and re-wash the dishes.

Then I glance into the living room and see my glue gun plugged in, sitting on my beautiful glider.  WHAAAAAAA????  So I call out to my girl.  Again.  I guess the frequency of my voice this time penetrated her bubble for she yelled back “WHAT?!”

“Please get out here NOW”, I requested.  Ooooh was my patience starting to get taxed.  She walks out – claims loudly SHE did not plug it in she had actually UNPLUGGED IT.  I said I’m just showing you what I found.  Not possible, she is insisting, unplugging it and putting it away.  Again – a dimensional issue at play apparently.  I return to the kitchen and try to find my train of thought.

Now during this time, mate has come in at least a dozen times asking if someone could bring him this or that and each time I give him a look like “you’re joking right?  can you NOT see what I’m doing?”  Daughter is, well, a tween and in another dimension.

So I got the chicken in the oven.  The dishes washed.  Sanitizer made.  Kitchen counters and sink sanitized.  Then I look on the floor and do this:

In my haste to do the above, there are bread crumbs and chicken juice and whatever-the-frig my kid was making for lunch all over the place.  So I get the rag, toss half a bottle of dish soap onto it because hey, at this point, who gives a flying frig if I waste anything, throw it onto the floor and start cleaning.  Mate comes in – starts to say something – sees what I am (still) doing and the look I give him – freezes, turns around and walks out.

Wait, aren’t I still your beautiful queen you just called me 30 minutes ago??

And now – the oven timer is beeping – and has been for at least 5 minutes – telling me the chicken tenders are done.  The chicken tenders that started all of this.

And I let it beep.

And I ask is it naughty of me to let them burn to a crisp and serve them with dinner – with the mashed potatoes my daughter has been asking every 5 minutes if I am still going to make for dinner.

GRUB’S UP!

Love,

The Divine Queen (SOMEWHERE) who got transformed into a 3d kitchen slave who really needs a maid and a nice retirement and a hot tub and a slice of chocolate cake

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Early day check-in and some finds…………a gematria and reflections on Mayotte Island and a recent quake in TONGA

 

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Yeah.  Some days.  Lately – pretty much every day, right?  Thankfully slept better last night than in previous nights.  Still zzzzzzzzz but on we go.

Feeling – seeing – Africa – in particular Eastern Coast of Africa.  Pink.  Diamonds.  Numbers 10 and 3 (3 in particular).  Mayotte Island (the pulse heard around the world on 11.11.18.  And in a nice little synch, Mayotte Island is situated just off the eastern coast of Africa.  I have a feeeeeeeel that what was started back then is closing up now.

Love,

V.

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First I decided to Gematria MAYOTTE ISLAND……..

Event

Release The Kraken

Flip The Switch

Perfect Storm

Return To Innocence

Seventeen Days

Checkmate End Times

 

“Hammer time”……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LOVE…..

 

 

 

Anyone else thinking “Apocalypse Now”………….

 

 

 

 

543 KMwait, what?!  I’ve NEVER heard of such a depth……….that’s like 335 miles…………..!  Just what the FRIG is down there?

 

Ok ~ on a hunch I decided to map Tonga and Mayotte Island – check it out – same latitude:

 

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A few more goodies…………..

 

 

 

 

 

The same dude who got T suspended – and many others………and allowed perversion…………

 

 

 

 

 

Hmmm…

 

 

 

I found something aligning w/that same 844 – yesterday maybe??

I decided to gematria BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM:

The Key

Ancient Sun

Now Comes The Pain

Four Four Four

Heavens Prophecy

Help Is On The Way

Pink Star Diamond

 

 

 

10.27 ~ Check in…………..some finds…………..

 

So I see these appear:

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“Another cowgirl rancher friend is throwing in the towel. She is having to sell the ranch that has been in her family for 150 years. She is not a “quitter”. She is a tough, strong Texas woman that has survived through so much already. She already sold half her cattle but even that wasn’t enough. This drought has kicked everyone’s butt! She only has one stock tank (pond) that hasn’t gone dry but it’s about to be. The price of hay, feed, fertilizer, weed kill, fuel for tractors and farm trucks is absolutely putting everyone in the red. People have tried to hang on. Our way of life is being taxed and priced out of existence. We cannot even sell cattle for even close to what the middle-man makes and the grocery stores and we are the ones that put our blood, sweat and tears into those cattle. we also risk injury and death working them. For what? To go deeper into debt? To shorten our lives from the stress of trying to make any semblance of a small profit? No medical insurance either. 😢🕊🙏”

And I pause ~ and reflect.  The first one about the child ~ we read “this is about the children” to which I have said “ok so we bring them up from underground but harm or kill those above ground”.  I see how this plan and how it has played out – been allowed to play out – I see what it has done to my own child.  And I rage and scream inside.

The second one.  We read how this plan is about taking down the corporations – and yet I see the small mom and pop stores/businesses who are going under.  I haven’t seen any big corporation taken down.  I see local small mom and pop type outlets struggling and going under – including where I get my eggs.  So again – we take down the small mom and pop businesses and allow the big corporations to continue on because hey, they lie on their books and get away with it plus they have far more a$$ets to get by.

W T F plan?

Who is it really serving?

Has it served you?

It hasn’t served me or my family.

Perhaps some day we will see the fruits of that…….?

Those who say that we will see – prove it.

You can’t.

I can’t.

That’s why I have continued to question while having faith.

That’s why I have continued to keep an open mind and eye while having faith.

Never blind faith.

SEEING faith.

Now……. it is possible – with the children dying from the jab – those are all fake stories – all part of the “movie”.  Heck, if we really are in a simulation and the real “US” is on the outside watching this dayem movie, then in truth, once the simulation is over and we’re released, we will see that ALL of this has been nothing but an illusion – a f’ing stewpid ridiculous traumatizing dream.  And to unplug from such a situation, the consciousness has to not only see but want the fuch out.

Right?

That is the only logical explanation I have for the endless questions of WHY.

But for now, once again, my child is waiting for someone to reach out to her.  She’s quite done carrying the friendship load – always doing the reaching out.  So that is why, for now, while I am still witnessing this, I have in the back of my mind a large stick with a big “fuch you” attached to it – whacking and swinging at anything or anyone who attempts to mess with my child or make promises that they don’t keep.  Fake can go stick it.  I have expressed my heart to parents about what my girl has gone through so you would THINK – and FEEL – that a parent would check in and say “hey have you spoken with _____ lately?”  That’s what I would do as a parent.

Grrr…………..#()*%*(&!!!

Other than that, there are the two sides of the nuke thing playing out.  NATO talking about the Russians going to launch the first strike (while they “conveniently” continue their nuke exercises in Europe through Monday) while Putin is saying “no” to their accusations.  Back and forth.  Just done with it.  This isn’t waking up anyone around here – just freaking them out given the local chatter.  But I guess that’s the whole point.  Some so locked in they are like toddlers – still trying to touch the hot stove until mom and dad have to scream to snap them out of the behavior.  I try to understand that – but it insults the holy fuch outta me at the same dayem time.

For now – we have fake elections and more proof of fraud.  On the bullsheot goes insulting the very fiber of who I am and enraging the mama lion.  STEWPID 101:  Sheep need to be scared to near death to wake up.  That’s how evil has operated here.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

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Look up BULLSHEOT in the dictionary and this story will be there………

 

 

Plenty of money to give her a home………..

 

 

 

 

 

So either this is part of the movie or the entire plan was to take us all down in the end………..When people say “god’s in control” – which god?  The GOD CONSCIOUSNESS IN ME WOULD HAVE STOPPED THIS AND THEM BY NOW.  P E R I O D.  Time to question the biblical narrative – like – yesterday.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So uh whatever happened to U1……..?

https://www.zerohedge.com/commodities/white-house-seeking-large-amount-funding-domestic-uranium-strategy

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putin-says-russia-will-never-be-wiped-geopolitical-map-west-plays-dirty-game-ukraine

 

 

#MrMBB333

Several pilots and even MORE people on the ground are seeing them!

 

“future projection is shifting”……….needs to be made known……….interesting w/the fire image as i signed my rambles above w/the fire image V – as i was and am reallllllllllly feeling that fire energy atm…………having a glimpse of the future and how frustrating that has been………an awareness of – NOW playing out now……..shifting from messenger of fire as we are seeing our innate KNOWINGS and intuitions………..very interesting……..

#gemini #tarot #intuitivereading

Gemini – A far out possibility lands in reality.

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The Finds keep coming………..

 

 

 

 

 

 

“going back from whence we came”………..the ocean……….seen it at Home since I had my first vision long ago………Mr Kennedy said this in 1962 (sorry it’s a .mov file which doesn’t play here so you will have to go to anonup to listen)

https://anonup.com/upload/videos/2022/10/jBnowxUMFVIVputIFuKD_27_979fbe4786760c20c5d97d0569b7c714_video_original.mov

 

 

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More cables being cut………

This was just done above Kennedy Space Center this morning 👀🤯🙏🏻
🙏🏻💪🏻🇺🇸

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We lived though their rise and we get to witness their fall.
We all gots some good timing.

 

John Denver comm AND a very interesting Gematria

 

John Denver comm (aka “vincent fusca”) – he’s still with us.  I saw this drop tonight on his youtube channel and t hought “hmmm this is an interesting one” and knew/sensed there was a message in there for us.  There seems to be – it repeats twice:  “I’ve seen it rainin’ fire in the sky”.  LINK

As I said this morning – and in recent days – the SKY EVENT is now in the collective consciousness and growing.

 

Ok – so I was going to gematria FIRE IN THE SKY – but something said no – gematria JOHN DENVER.

John Is Alive

Twitter

Art of the Deal

 

A Gematria

 

 

Decided to gematria “KITCHEN SINK”………Value of 123……..

Kanye West

Sonic Boom

The Eagle Has Landed

Time Loop

Can’t Sleep

Lights On

I Gotta Go

Erase Them

New Beginning

Green Means Go

It’s In The DNA

 

Someone mentioned the BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM 17 drop from June 2018 could refer to T’s upcoming 4 rallies first week of November.  Drop #860 from March 2018 referenced the last BOOM would be “magical”.  Think we know what that magic refers to…….?

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