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Reflecting: Finding kindness in the chaos. Our Awakening. Some finds and headlines. 12.22.25

I find my part in the Awakening as an inside and outside doing. The most important part, for me, is the inner Awakening.

Obviously.

What often begins on the outside – seeing the deception. The evil. The lies. All of it – everywhere inside of this place. What begins out there at some point returns home – Within. Because outside has lied TO us and inside voices of lies have deceived me as well.

And man is this happening to me.

YEARS and YEARS of keeping things to myself out of fear of being abandoned or attacked – it’s all coming out. That process really kicked on about two years ago when I got snapped awake by something my daughter said – something I NEEDED not only to hear but to hear her say – and it’s been a tidal wave of inner verbal volcanic Truths coming out, leading me to this point where I no longer care. I don’t fear NEARLY as I once did at being totally transparent with my life experience.

I let my own fear consume me and keep me small and afraid.

Now and then when I found the voice to defend myself, that has come out at times sounding as horrible as the original attacker.

Which then gives them reason to say “I” am the problem.

Psychologists mislabel the phrase as “reactive abuse”. When one has been pushed over and over again for a period of time, at some point you snap. It’s instinctive. And often when that happens, as I said, you sound like the one who has been abusing you. The difference is key: What is referred to as an argument leads to behavior change, ownership, the desire is to connect. The opposite seeks to CONTROL.

Control or connect.

I only choose connection – and I need to feel safe to do that.

Even though I know I learned TO overly control things as much as I could as it was the only thing that felt safe to me given my lack of connections with those I wanted most to connect with.

If that makes sense.

So I am highly selective now – probably for the first time in my life.

After a life long belief that I should allow anyone and everyone into my life, lost in a false pollyanna belief that the Universe would never let anything bad happen to me, that everyone was good and could be trusted (or I should give them many chances and/or stick around if they were kind at times even if the rest of the time they were treating me like crap) I woke up and saw this reality for what it is. It is not a place for blind trust. Discernment is key. Going SLOW is key. Taking my time to get to know others – utterly essential.

And I can’t do ANY of that effectively until I KNOW MYSELF.

The ME before the expectations and the pressures and the harm and the horror.

For most of my adult life I’ve had the fear that I am the problem. I am the reason why some have just seemed to gravitate towards me and work to break me down while not owning A N Y of their behavior.

But I don’t have that fear anymore and nor do I have the belief that I and I alone am the problem.

I do the inner work.

I go within.

I will own my b.s. when I feel I need to.

I talk with others.

I want to KNOW myself.

I want to heal.

I want to understand.

I want to create peace AND I want to understand my fears of it.

I want to hold safe space and to have safe space held for me as I seek to heal and understand all of my gunk and junk that has clogged up my beauty.

I want to connect and build.

That is what I’ve longed for my entire adult life.

I just didn’t have the courage to believe I could have it. The lack of trust in myself.

Well no more.

My days of being involved in ANY situation or relationship that does not focus on the actions of connecting and building are o v e r.

DONE.

As in put a f’ing fork in that part of me that is DONE.

I will not be silent.

I will be ME.

This is our Awakening. It’s messy for awhile. But in the end? It’s f’ing beautiful.

💥🎇💫

Victoria

Today’s scripts and movie scenes (don’t know about you but I feel more and more attached to this – as though something else is more important):

Every day there’s a bizarre plot twist:

The veil is gone. Illusion shattered. The truth of everyone everything is seen.

Ah but remember:

Dang, I forgot I put this together last night:

YEAR OF THE HORSE 2026

This happens every 12 years.

The last time was in 2014.

Dan Scavino, under his personal account at the time, was posting pictures of HORSES.

According to GROK: “Yes, Dan Scavino (primarily via his account

@DanScavino) has posted multiple images of horses over the years, mostly from around 2013–2015. These include: Photos of rescued horses from Lucky Orphans Horse Rescue (e.g., groups of riders on horses, individual horses grazing or in stables, and therapy-related images). Collages and photos related to famous racehorses like American Pharoah (Triple Crown winner) and California Chrome, often featuring the horses in races or victory poses.”

I also decided to do a GEMATRIA: YEAR OF THE HORSE Which is a 888

(Hebrew GEMATRIA) 888

Divine Plan

Presidents Day (which is Feb. 16, 2026 – ONE DAY before the official onset of THE YEAR OF THE HORSE)

Goodbye Deepstate

Enough Is Enough (from Q posts of which there are 7)

Trump and Qanon

Trump Putin

The Fog. The Heaviness.

It fucking sucks now.

The energy.

I played the piano for almost an hour.

Imagined myself in all sorts of wonderful places, playing for people. Small venue’s.

I tapped and intended.

I ate a piece of chocolate.

Went for a walk.

Wrote down current goals.

Did yoga.

I CANNOT SHAKE THIS HEAVINESS. It’s like right there, all around me.

Just like this damn fog someone keeps injected into this place – a fog that seems to be in many places now. Today I stood outside for some fresh air (if you can call it that) – and commanded it lift. Commanded the return of the Sun.

Nothing. Nothing happened.

I wanted to cry and sleep.

So I cried.

And rested.

The Heaviness remains.

The ENERGY of THEIR doing’s is here now in full. And it’s so oppressive.

What’s strange is in decades past – for me – I could still feel it but it was quite muted. And only on the rare occasion.

But now?

It’s frigging constant – ever present (even if in the background at times – I still. feel. it.)

O M G it is HORRIBLE.

I don’t know how to escape it.

Anyone else?

Please tell me I’m not the only one – even though I wouldn’t want anyone feeling this except for pedo’s and the like.

If this is the real energy out there, then it has to serve the purpose of being forced into seeing – like a child with a drawing they want you to see and they will shove it in your face while saying “mom, seeeeee? SEEEE? MOOOOOM SEEEE!!”

Only of course that’s adorable, albeit it a bit annoying at times.

Feels like this entire petri dish is being shaken up too.

Shake shake shake.

See see see.

“they” are outing themselves – in one giant script. Person after person. Media. Hollywood. Politicians. Literally right in our faces saying we support evil. And stop looking at the pedo’s. And there are no victims here of trafficking, including children.

So I made the decision not to share any of that here – because those who come here already know.

So what can I share here?

Pretty images?

That’s a good idea, yes.

Bells. I like bells. I will share some bell sounds.

And how about a new conversation. A serious one. What do we want our reality to look like?

What do YOU want your reality to look like?

What is it YOU want?

PUt it in the comment section.

Please.

It’s too damn quiet here and I’m feeling more and more like I’m alone on this stage and I honestly don’t want to be alone right now.

I would like to be in a small little bar in NYC or someplace like that, playing the piano, friends around. Daughter and her friends. Everything is new and pure and cleaned up. Walkmans. Landlines. VHS stores and players.

Pack my bags, board a plane and just. GO.

Here are some of those images and nice frequencies. Perhaps a find or two as well. SOMETHING to show us the new timeline.

💖

I asked grok – why my x posts get at most a dozen views – most of the time it’s 4-6.

straight out of grok’s mouth: “Heavy suppression in truth/disclosure spaces: Accounts posting Epstein, Zionism critiques, anti-system rants, Q-related stuff, or “matrix” awakening get deprioritized hard—often 50-90% reach drops. Data from millions of posts and user reports confirm conspiracy/truth-seeker content triggers “low-quality” flags, even for Premium users.”

and because this:

that this Christmas there is going to be a Miracle and that President Trump will Play the Role of Santa Claus, but Only for the Righteous, and that All those that harm others will get Reindeer Poop, which is Explosive…

So, sit back, Relax and let the Allegories begin… Down at the bottom is Mr Reagan Studios MMXXV… MMXXV = 96 in Simple Gematria, Freemason = 96, Take Me Home = 96, Atlantis = 96, Tree of Life = 96, Dodecahedron = 96, St. George = 96, Truly = 96, Freedom Day = 96, Reunion = 96… Mr. Reagan Studios = 184 in Simple Gematria, I Am Free of All Debts = 184, The Holy Spirit = 184, Resurrections = 184, Past Life In Egypt = 184, One Big Beautiful Bill = 184, The Fibonacci sequence = 184, The Fifth Dimension = 184, Lion’s Gate Portal = 184, Tetragrammatron = 184, As in the Days of Noah = 184… Mr. Reagan Studios MMXXV = 280 in Simple Gematria, Welcome to the Great Awakening = 280, Symbol with a Secret Meaning = 280, Q Plan to Save the World = 280, The Mother of the New World = 280, Lord Christ The Second Coming = 280, Do Not Eat Of Tree Of Knowledge = 280, Gifted Channeling Of Almighty God = 280… The Night Trump Saved Christmas = 340 (34 = Grace), The Divine Warrior Of Almighty God = 340, The Pen Is Mightier Than The Sword = 340, Military Operation Knightrise = 340, Returning Power to the People = 340, Profound Almighty God In Person = 340, Thirty Fifth Richest Man On Earth = 340 (JFK 35th President), The Greatest Story Never Told = 340, Faithful And Devoted Loyal And Loving = 340, The Election of Twenty Sixteen = 340, The Truth will Always Prevail = 340, Be Still And Know That I’m The Lord God = 340, Find the Most Holy Woman on Earth = 340, Call Me Seventeen It Works Better = 340…

It is All One Giant Comm, Enjoy it, Have a Merry, Merry Christmas, and Fear No Evil Anymore… Love, CF

now this happened earlier today – and this is VERY interesting:

across the 33rd parallel too:

It’s a mechanical object:

“Never see anything like it again…” There’s a lot of stuff in those words – says this reality is ending. Movie. Hunger Games (YUG-horrible movie)

More releases – more unredacted:

https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%206/EFTA00008744.pdf

This is how I feel about Christmas this year (brings me back to my high school years – I had her haircut – but didn’t know where to get those cool clothes. I was a gap girl on the outside but inside – vintage funk/punk)

I could do Christmas with the Wizards:

Simulation/Game Theory

Usually I get these tidbits of information when I’m in water. Today this came to me while I cooked bacon.

Go figure.

In Back to the Future, we have two versions of Biff, which many, myself included, have theorized represents Trump. We have the greedy, abusive version, which he was on the alternative timeline. Then we have the helpful, kind version, which he was on the better timeline. … I’m getting chills as I type this. This is what we are seeing with Trump. This all happened due to time travel, as we know. And this is only possible inside of a simulation, where you can go to any point in time. Much like we can with our computer’s where we have the option to having our system restored to an earlier point in time.

’tis all I have atm. Life calls. Tummies needing filled. Finds later – have some interesting ones. But I know, I know – what we want is NEW. NEW world. NEW nature. REAL weather. REAL connections. REAL people. REAL food. Liberation. Freedom. FINANCIAL NOW too.

V.

12.20.25 ~ Today’s Finds

There are some sick people milling around out there on social media defending evil, trying to convince victims that the person(s) who harmed them really love them on the outside. Their Souls agreed to this. The first time that came to mind was that George Carlin bit where he says God casts people into hell who don’t worship him because he just looooooooooooves them so much. Religion is compromised – all of it – from traditional to the new age/spiritual crap. Kundalini awakening and all. Sure – activate that snake gene in us.

Nope.

Here’s what I’m seeing. Those of you still here with me, drop me a comment.

💖

Victoria

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This is some good insight:

we are having more fog than usual as well here……

Well, dark to light for us in the Northern Hemisphere (don’t want to forget our Southern friends)….This is a good one…….interesting synch: I woke up this morning “seeing” that Q image of santa holding the hammer…….

as I see this post appear on my feed – I realize I don’t follow – and have never seen it appear on my page. created in August of this year. wondering why this year of all years? approximately 4 month old account and they’re at 35K followers. a good WH plant perhaps? this kind of growth doesn’t happen organically.

Trump called him out in a “put him on stage” move that had the “normies” decide to see what Massie had to say:

the breast smashing machine = no good. thermal instead.

Since the holidays are here, if anyone is looking for a list minute gift idea, my daughter runs a small Etsy business (handmade charm bracelets) where 50% of all profits go towards helping Palestinians. This is part of her college prep plan.🥰

A brief check-in

The stress I am under is huge.

H U G E.

Keeping me up at night for weeks on end.

My concentration is shit.

Focus? In da toilet.

Chronically tense. Yoga etc offer temporary relief.

Do I continue to trust that a new world/new system is coming?

When?

I really need to know the WHEN part.

For I have a life to plan.

For my daughter.

Who wants either an end to the infiltration in the school system or to go to a private school.

To the tune of $30k/year.

It’s so painful when you can’t give your kiddo what it is she wants – much less needs.

It’s traumatizing daily to my entire being trying to keep her safe but involved.

Being a parent in this awakening is just, you know.

But I am also incredibly stubborn resilient and refuse to give up.

I want and need help.

AND I want to help others too.

Organize – together.

There are so many of us in similar situations.

There are just as many who are doing ok.

Some are doing quite well.

All it takes is for one person to start something.

Like an organized group – online – like a micro version of Modest Needs.

The format is simple: What Do You Need.

Go from there.

There’s a conversation going on at X about how to help people – especially the one who are disabled and financially at the poverty/low income level.

I am in that category.

But I am also willing to help.

So many of us have talents going unseen.

Waiting for this plan to bring forth justice.

Waiting for the plan to return our wealth.

Waiting.

Waiting, waiting, waiting.

I lost interest in waiting earlier this year.

Going it alone has not produced the results I want.

I want to UNITE with others in a common mission to ensure no one slips through the cracks.

To ensure people’s stories and needs are seen and provided for.

That’s how we build that new earth.

Whether it’s already there waiting or not.

We can at least begin the DOING now.

Thank you for listening to my rant.

💖

Victoria

12.19.25 ~ From Epstein Files to Disclosure to 3I Atlas: Today’s Finds including the AI Digging into Today’s Epstein Files Release

We are so clearly an OCCUPIED country. Reality. World. One government entity (is ra el) worshiping Moloch, enemies seen and unseen, tentacles everywhere: banks, schools, religion, corporations, military, government.

That said….It’s a challenge to know what’s what now. How much is AI generated images or scripted scenes designed to create division. Or truth.

Feels like since 2020 especially we’re in some horrible, uncomfortable (energetically), dystopian timeline that I WANT OUT OF. And I feel blocked like a prisoner – a massive thumb holding me down. It’s an energetic battle for me – and unless you get it you can’t understand. I hear and feeeeeeel this guy. Like someone said – Like Lost. Remember that TV show? I had that thought actually several months ago in the portal – wondering if we’re all Jack. I rather don’t care anymore. We died? I died? Ok then – let me wake up back home to what is f’ing Real because this place just…………..UGH. And now that my girl is feeling is full on – yeah – mama bear says NO MORE. Or maybe it was the covid jab? 85% took it – some of that was placebo. Did that create more of that sense of fake here? Is there ANYWHERE in this reality that is actually beautiful now – like with nature and all because around here – even in the spring and summer now – it’s just boring. The only thing that is over stimulating is the crazy drivers and zombies in the stores with masks and LED fake lighting w/the loud music.

If ever there is a post that gives me Hope today – it’s this. I love seeing these young people knowing more than most boomers.

Evil all the way up and all the way down to local level.

THE FILES

EPSTEIN FILES in 60 SECONDS (I am unable to embed this link – probably because of some of the content – GROK verified the image of the baby in the sink as part of the drops today):

https://twitter.com/BRICSinfo/status/2002168417160224804

Here’s another link:

I asked Grok: https://www.justice.gov/epstein anything in these files that is incriminating public officlals or holly or media personalities?

It took about 5 minutes to investigate. Here is the AI response:

The files released by the Department of Justice related to Jeffrey Epstein, accessible via the provided URL and its subpages (e.g., court records and declassified materials), are heavily redacted to protect victims and sensitive information. They include court documents from cases like Giuffre v. Maxwell, flight logs, contact books, transcripts, and photos. While many names of prominent individuals appear in associations with Epstein (e.g., via flights, contacts, emails, or social events), the released materials do not contain direct evidence of criminal acts by these individuals beyond Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell’s convicted activities. Most references suggest social or professional ties rather than incrimination, and no “client list” or blackmail evidence was identified by the DOJ. Below is a summary of notable mentions categorized by type, based on the available content and cross-referenced sources.Public OfficialsThese individuals are referenced in contexts like flights, emails, or court allegations, but no new proof of wrongdoing is presented in the files.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Bill Clinton (former U.S. President)Photos socializing with Epstein (e.g., in a hot tub with a redacted individual, swimming with Maxwell); mentioned in flight logs and emails.No direct incrimination; associations via travel and social events, but no allegations of abuse in these releases. Prior court docs note he flew on Epstein’s plane multiple times but deny knowledge of crimes.
Prince Andrew (former British royal, now Andrew Mountbatten-Windsor)Mentioned in Giuffre v. Maxwell court filings with allegations of sexual abuse from plaintiff Virginia Giuffre; photos and emails referenced.Potentially incriminating; includes specific claims of trafficking and abuse (e.g., Giuffre alleged Epstein directed her to have sex with him). He settled a related lawsuit but denies wrongdoing.
Larry Summers (former U.S. Treasury Secretary)Emails exchanged with Epstein discussing politics and personal matters; Epstein offered opinions on Trump in one.No; purely communicative, no ties to illicit activities. Summers stepped back from public roles post-release due to scrutiny.
Governor TurnbullListed in redacted contact book.No; just a contact entry, no further details.

Hollywood PersonalitiesReferences often involve photos, flights, or contacts, implying social connections but not criminal involvement.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Michael JacksonPhotos socializing with Epstein.No; social photo only, no allegations.
Chris TuckerPhotos socializing with Epstein; mentioned in prior flight logs.No; travel association, no abuse claims.
Diana RossPhotos socializing with Epstein.No; social only.
Kevin SpaceyMentioned in flight logs (pilot testimony from prior unsealed docs).No direct; association via travel, but Spacey faced separate unrelated allegations.
Bob WeinsteinListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
George HamiltonListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
Mick JaggerMentioned or pictured in redacted documents.No; social reference only.
David CopperfieldReferenced in prior unsealed Giuffre docs (alleged to have witnessed events at Epstein’s home).Potentially; vague mention of seeing “girls” but no direct accusation against him.

Media PersonalitiesMostly email exchanges or contact lists, with no evidence of participation in Epstein’s crimes.

NameContext in FilesIncriminating?
Charlie RoseListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
Ariana HuffingtonEmails where Epstein asked her to help clear his name via media.No; request for PR assistance, denied involvement.
Michael WolffEmails discussing Epstein’s situation and ties to Trump.No; journalistic communication.
David FrostListed in redacted contact book.No; contact entry only.
George StephanopoulosMentioned in prior unsealed docs (social event attendance).No; association only.
Katie CouricMentioned in prior unsealed docs (social event).No; association only.

Key Notes

  • Redactions and Withholdings: Thousands of pages were released, but many more (including videos, full witness interviews, and unredacted lists) were withheld for privacy, national security, or victim protection reasons. The DOJ must report to Congress on redactions and named individuals.
  • Overall Incrimination: The files reinforce Epstein’s network but do not introduce new criminal charges or evidence against these figures. Associations (e.g., flights to Epstein’s island) raise questions, but sources emphasize no blackmail or “client list” was found. Subjective media reports vary—conservative outlets highlight Clinton ties to deflect from Trump-Epstein photos, while liberal sources note Trump’s delays in releases.
  • Sources Represented: Information drawn from balanced outlets (e.g., POLITICO, The Guardian, New York Times, PBS, Fox News, NPR, Wikipedia) to cover diverse viewpoints, assuming bias in opinion-heavy coverage.

This happened in late October….

I used to eat at the HR Pub in my youth…

Interesting. DARK TO LIGHT. Let’s GO!

Yes or No. When someone turns the tables back on YOU if you’ve asked a simple question, that screams GUILT. Classic narcissistic trait.

Remember the words of Patton: “Yes, General George S. Patton is widely attributed with saying, or at least expressing the sentiment, “We fought the wrong enemy,” meaning he believed the U.S. should have continued fighting to contain the Soviet Union (Russia) rather than demobilizing after defeating Nazi Germany”

American dollars:

Impact on Social Programs:

  • Budgetary Freedom: By covering defense costs, U.S. aid allows Israel to allocate more of its national budget to social services like healthcare, education, and technology, similar to how federal funds help U.S. cities, notes PolitiFact.
  • Economic Growth: The funds invested in Israel’s defense industry create jobs and innovation, bolstering the economy that funds social programs. 

Yup. This all began to shift in the late 70’s/early 80’s….

Jesus genetically created. I’ve long wondered if Jesus flipped “their” script. Who knows – at this point I question EVERYTHING we are shown here – even with this awakening. It all feels fake. Period.

One of two possibilities: Truth or MIRROR tactic (flipping “their” script)…

4 hour “blackout” – a few hours before 3I Atlas Perigee:

I’ve Never Made a Video Like This Before 🛜 Ultra-Rare 25 Hz Signal Received During 3I/ATLAS Perigee

LIVE 3I/ATLAS IS HERE!

3I/Atlas has reached Earth ! WHAT will happen ? New Images REVEAL new Mysteries !

12.18.25 ~ Checking in with thoughts and some finds.

I am spent – as in I don’t have a damn thing to give. Up a lot trying not to worry about my child and her future. Our future. I had fully thought that things would have shifted by now. Each day that passes I feel more pressure to do something different and have been up before dawn almost daily now trying to figure out what that looks like. Calling out to God. Jesus. The Universe. And I am not getting a damn thing. Not one f’ing thing.

New world, right?

New World we were told was coming.

New World tens of thousands – millions – of us have seen. More now than ever wanting that new.

But for now it is what it is and things like college planning and moving continue to be the focus.

The jabbed still having negative effects. I am on the end of healing two radiation-like burns. They take 3 months. All of this started back in 2021 – this is the third time such a thing has happened. And each time – on the same side of my body. Each and every frigging time. This last round surprised me as I had felt – known – this was over. No need to take precautions. Go out. Enjoy life.

But it wasn’t over. Because people are still taking these things. And I get the radiation like burns that take months to fully heal no matter what detoxing I do or what lotions and potions and concoctions I put on it or frequencies I listen to. I even used iverm – for weeks – and it did nothing to speed up the process.

Then there is my daughter – who will still spot 4-6 hours after being around someone who is still radiating. Again, I thought this was over until it began happening again to her over the summer. She had attended a language class here in town – came home feeling dizzy. By the time she went to bed, she was spotting and cramping. 24 hours later? She was fine.

Safety first, right?

The paradox. Go live life and protect yourself – protect your child – from that – at the same time. How the hell do you find that balance?

I’ve located some support boards/groups for this topic. Most people think I’m crazy at the most, imagining it at the least (or saying it is something else – to which I say “then explain why TF it started after the jabber thing?” This is why I rarely talk about this publicly. It’s one of those things that wake me up and keep me up and I think “who can I talk to who will understand this?”. No one, really.

But then again, 85% of the population took the damn thing and while many have regretted it seeing the health issues being caused, including death, there are still very very few who think they are a problem to the unvaxxed. And that is absolutely false.

So friends, I don’t even need to go out onto the world stage to experience this war. I feel it. I experience it. And I live it each day. Hearing my child ask me “Mom, WHEN is the world going to change? When is it going to get better?” “I want to go back to how it was in your childhood, mom.” Today I have no answers – nothing solid – nothing new to offer. She’s heard it all before.

So I pose these questions to whatever military is running this damn movie. In the words of my child:

WHEN?

As one mom put it: I’m done with the “constant manipulation of people’s emotions”. And the whole “I KNOW what’s going on and YOU don’t.”

Just enough. Just enough.

💖🙏

Victoria

The Warrior is fatigued. That said I will never give up – even if in the end I am on the ground trying to stay awake – I will still find the energy even if I have to whisper “NO”.

I see water. Watch the Water. A boat/object on water. I also have a battery powered candle inside of a lamp which is currently on the floor. A week or two ago I started to hear “one by sea two if by land” in my mind….

I would say he’s asking us to look at his huge ass CLOWN feet:

Crimes against children…

We are occupied indeed. We all are. And not everything is a f’ing movie scene. Anyone can come into my little world here and verify that…

It’s all fake. All occupied. All illegal.

Not new. Just worthy of sharing again.

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Previously Recorded. Just another movie scene.

Smart City. ATM it’s windy as hell again and pouring. We have about 3 inches of standing water to the south of our home. This often happens after rain, but i’ve never seen this level of water before.

So like father like son then?

My kiddo knows we had no income tax. She knows revenue was created via tariffs. She also knows there is nothing in the IRS code book that says we are lawfully required to pay a tax on our income much less file a return. 1913 came along and wala, with it – the central bank.

You notice their eyebrows lately are clown-like slanted, very thick and black?

12.17.25 ~ Checking in. Finds. BONGINO is out.

It is feeling really rough and heavy – and I haven’t even gone out into it yet. We had a wild windstorm last night, which given it started shortly after midnight, felt a bit fortuitous. We’re all feeling that collective purge/push, as though we’re about ready to give birth and the baby is just hanging out in the birth canal, head has crowned and we’re like GET OUT NOW! I don’t know – maybe some aren’t feeling this. Many of us are, and certainly all are longing for a NEW WORLD. For now, we have T showing that America (and the world) has been occupied by that “I” country. We’re seeing he was Jewish all along – remember before the last election he told Christians this was the last time they would have to vote and that he wasn’t Christian?

Well, there you go.

It feels nasty. Uncomfortable. Needing to run but no place to run to, unless someone knows of a rural home available, let me know. Seriously – I am willing to go wherever it takes to bring in more peace.

That ongoing pressure behind the 3rd eye continues. Waking up tense continues. A mix of wanting to just sleep but then scream and run – escape – stand in one place and drop a million f-bombs – it’s all there atm.

Breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe in. Breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeathe out.

Go for a walk.

And eat a cookie. My girl and I made frosted sugar cookies last night, with sprinkles. It is sometimes the small things that keep the sanity in check. We are past the 100th monkey.

💖🙏

Victoria

Big Swamp Creature #1 stepping down…”he wants to go back to his show.” Any bets as to who follows? Patel? Bondi? Noem?

BREAKING: Bongino Announces He is Resigning From the FBI in January

Dan Bongino on Wednesday confirmed he is resigning from the FBI.

Bongino said he will be leaving the FBI in January.

Full statement on X:

I will be leaving my position with the FBI in January.
I want to thank President Trump, AG Bondi, and Director Patel for the opportunity to serve with purpose.
Most importantly, I want to thank you, my fellow Americans, for the privilege to serve you.
God bless America, and all those who defend Her.

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JUST IN: House Passes Bill to Prosecute Doctors and Parents for Sex Changes for Children with Three Democrats Joining Republicans but FOUR Republicans Voting Against – Trans Rep. Tim McBride Freaks Out Ahead of Vote (VIDEO)

The bill, authored by Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene (R-GA), makes it criminal to “knowingly perform, or attempt to perform, genital or bodily mutilation on another person who is a minor” with penalties of up to ten years in prison. It further protects minors from chemical castration or hormonal treatments.

Parents who facilitate, consent to, or transport the minor to receive sex change surgeries could also be charged.

This codifies President Trump’s January “Protecting Children from Chemical and Surgical Mutilation” Executive Order, 

I’m wondering if this is a GO signal:

$1,776 Checks for the Military

Fetterman and Cruz. “leaders”. 😂🤡

HTML code on this one – 911

“Operation Cast Thy Bread” (Hebrew: Shallah Lahmekha) was a secret biological warfare operation conducted by the Haganah and later the Israel Defense Forces (IDF) during the 1948 Arab-Israeli War (known to Palestinians as the Nakba). 

Objectives and Execution

The primary objective of the operation was to prevent Palestinian Arabs from returning to villages captured by Zionist forces and to impede the advance of opposing Arab armies. 

  • Method: Israeli forces, including a special unit known as the Mista’arvim who disguised themselves as Arabs, contaminated drinking water wells with typhoid bacteria.
  • Targets: The contamination targeted water sources in Palestinian towns and villages, including Acre and Eilabun in the Galilee, as well as areas in the Jerusalem corridor. Plans also existed to expand the operation to neighboring Arab states like Egypt, Lebanon, and Syria, but these were reportedly not carried out in full.
  • Outcome: The operation caused a typhoid epidemic and severe illness among dozens of local Palestinian civilians, contributing to the depopulation of several areas. It did not, however, achieve the large-scale, crippling effects its advocates had hoped for and was discontinued by December 1948. 

“US GOVERNMENT AND THE JEWS ONE IN THE SAME”. Why aren’t the good Jews calling out the bad Jews? Here we have an Ashkenazi Jewish American Genius calling it out. (btw – it is said according to my family history I am an Ashkenazi Jew as well and I ask the same. damn. questions.)

SAVING IS RA EL FOR N O W

It’s all over the place now.

Truth is OUT in full.

100%.

Before I post I want to add a thought: Remember when Trump said during his first term he met with Abbas (Palestine) and Bibi? Abbas wanted peace. Bibi did not. Trump pointed this out. We are seeing all actors now – even Trump. He was either one of them and has been replaced by an insert look-alike into the timeline by the person we first saw appear onstage running for President – and has been “insulated” since 2020. Or (my god this is making my head literally spin….he has never been president but has been an actor pretending TO be president when John Kennedy Jr has been Prez all along (future) given that Q post that says “we serve at the pleasure of the president”. DJT That period says everything. Who knows – here’s what I’m seeing in clownworld. My god did it take a level up today. As I said – for me – the feeeeeeeeeels – the push – is constant now.

Oh, btw I almost forgot to share this given my attempt to offer some perspective in this crazy crap. As I sat down in front of my laptop, in front of me was a CHESS BOARD on my screensaver with two golden pieces – I believe they were both King’s – and one was starting to fall while the other stayed standing. Just thought I’d mention that. (it disappeared before I could get a screenshot)

The strongest lobby was Israel…….

Here ladies and gentlemen is part of the hall of is ra el moloch worshipping evil pedo shame:

(more on his fiancee below)

the fiance’:

he’s not really wrong….the u.s. wouldn’t be “allowed” to exist if it hadn’t become the little good little slave for them….

saving Israel for last = AMERICA

Husband shot dead.😢 Criticize is ra el? 😭😠

I would say – both. The more we wake up the faster the process happens, affecting each mind in this place. I see it like a carnival ride – have for years – keeps swirling around in a circle gathering more minds to trigger the awakening.

MY FELLOW AMERICANS (we Truthers are DONE)

It’s all one giant Truman Show.

Living in this reality will do this to a person. Evil is everywhere. And traumatized people who don’t SEE their trauma and work to heal it will only keep the cycle going.

My purpose is to see, call it out and heal what I can within. Because not only am I not coming back to a reality like this ever (NEVER) again, I am canceling removing healing all that is not me.

In the FUCH NO stage atm. As in NO to the scripts and fake scenes and NO to the idea we have to build a new world without any blueprint or organized plan because even though there are some intentional communities most are for the young and healthy – or wealthy – or who don’t eat meat, etc.

What do I want? A FREQUENCY EVENT that opens UP the new world ALREADY THERE. Feeeeeeeeeels is stronger than it’s ever been.

WE ARE DONE WITH IT HERE.

She nails it below. Many – if not most – if not all of us are right here at this moment. It. is. constant.

His address will happen on the 17th. We’ll see….

All I see are clowns and stewpid people out there…

3I Atlas UPDATES:


3I/ATLAS is now Glowing GOLD as Earth’s Closest Approach Countdown Begins

3I/ATLAS IS COMING!

Until I am able to get the $$ help I need (and applied for but the system totally dropped the ball on me putting me right back to where I was back in spring), and until one of the myriad of focused efforts on my part actually bring me in a more stable, higher level of income, I remain here, doing what I do.