Recently, my mate had his appointment with a new medical practitioner. It went well. For the first time, a medical doctor looked at him and confirmed all of his symptoms and diagnoses. The most awake aware med. professional that he’s seen ~ even aware of the “transmitting” issue as well. My mate had to travel a ways but it was worth the time. There is a plan that needs to begin immediately give his current state of health. Unfortunately, all of this is going to come out of our pockets as insurance doesn’t cover a thing.
I rub my forehead as I type that and pause and reflect. I am so grateful – we both are – for finding this person – but until there is indication of the “WE ALREADY WON”, this remains a war on us and it has become overwhelmingly daunting. But soldier on I ~ and we do.
So before I share the finds, I want to remind my regulars to share and donate what you can.
Love,
V.
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Hmmm………..
Elon Musk is calling for the Epstein client list to be released. Do you agree with him?
Any of you install the app yet? one theory that’s been floating around for several months now…………note the “current president”………we know who is behind this app…………
according to our new healing find, he claimed approx. 25 MILLION here in the states have died from the v since its release………..another patriot/warrior:
so it feels like we’re circling back around – again – every year around this time many feeeeeeeeeeeel “march”………..i keep having an image of that rubber band – and an amusement park ride (the octopus) – we keep flying around in the same formation (which leads to that sense of ground hog day)……but we make headway w/each bypass…….and w/each bypass we get closer to exit/end game…………and along the way we get energies to help unplug and recalibrate ourselves……….that’s been my theory and feel for awhile now………..but we will eventually all know EVERYTHING……….truth vibes like that – and that leads to ALL being seen and known………wish i knew the “when” part……..’22 was still it for me……….in terms of groundhog day……….
>>612728 Hey Q are we going to have a BIG WEEK this week?
>>612955
March MADNESS.
Q
in a stuck situation – looking for a new spiritual space…………completion……transformation(s)……..solitary expedition…..liking the 2’s in this one (also paused it at 2:22 without realizing)……….
i am realllllllllllllly trying to find something out there in videoland/written word that resonates with me – that gives me a clear indication of where we are in all of this transitioning to NEW ending of prison/matrix/old instead of hearing the same ‘ole dialogue/info. and i ain’t finding anything atm. i find new channels and scroll back to last year, the year before last, etc. and they are all saying pretty much the same thing. this is IT. or we are clearing trauma or we are clearing this or doing that and doesn’t that all feel like a giant psyop by now – in a way? i keep saying i continue to clear but i am f’ing DONE with doing all of that sheot only to have it return – i want it permanently gone. forever. poof BEGONE! so that is why i continue to pound away at this inner deep knowing that we only break fully free and are fully authentically TRULY healed once we are free in every way from the energies of this particular reality. EVERYTHING is energy. everything is frequency. and if we can transform grains of rice with frequency we can transform the human body with the same. but since these bodies are highly sensitive and have a myriad of complexities that rice does not, and since our consciousness has been so captured by “them” and deeply programmed w/their myriad of lies and fear cr@p, it is a process that must be done with precision – which is why it, for me, logically explains why it’s taking so long and all we can do is work with our bodies and minds and rest and hydrate and go within and clear (JUST ONCE PER ISSUE NOW) when we are guided to.
so keep coming here for the guessing game. cause that’s all i got – both inside and outside the shower portal. lol lately feeling the need to remember me from way back when. although to be honest, let’s face facts victoria: you’ve done this before off and on for decades. time for the EZ button.
here’s what i’m seeing. please remember to support my work by sharing and donating what you can.
🟢 In your brain there is a transmitter that is connected directly to God. Your programming has you set up to block the signal. You are aware this matrix is set up this way, but most are unaware how to fix things.
Every cross / negative thought interrupts the signal. Your transmitter is still very powerful. It is sending out frequencies through thoughts & emotions.
Relationship struggles are affected by negative thoughts and emotions from miles away. If you have an argument and you hold these thoughts and emotions over days, weeks, months or years, that person receives this message through their transmitter and returns it to you.
Break the cycle by transmitting love without saying a word. You’ll find that the situation will heal itself & both parties will collapse & embrace.
This is God’s message. God’s message is love. Take control of your life by assessing and correcting your thoughts and emotions. You have the power.
If Almighty God suddenly 'uprooted' you and transferred you to another reality, would you be ready, let alone be able to handle the shift of consciousness?
a few…………..very much “within” atm……..love, v. (p.s. – anyone having a lot of fog lately? been seeing it’s being seen ALL OVER: in phoenix, chicago, houston, florida, kansas city, new york, west ireland, australia, ontario, NSW Australia, victoria…….we’ve had it for several days….something’s strange………currently we are getting rain and some sudden strong bursts of wind – none of this predicted – and on a local radar it isn’t showing ANYTHING – and on my little app on my laptop – says we are 43 and cloudy……..something’s up……….)
let’s start off with a Cat share (thanks to sister amy for passing this one along)……….chills here too w/it…….certainly a “ooooh” and a “hmmmm…”
Life is going to be so much better without mainstream media… Can you believe how many lives have been lost due to mainstream media/news ? .. They all do nothing but destroy lives ..
If you consider yourself a mega account on here with supposed intel you might want to consider your teaching skills because most of us on here are FRUSTRATED AS FUCK. We are here to fking learn all Ive watched all day are put downs. Cjheck yourselves if you have something to share just spit it out in plain english. My guess is you are just as clueless as we are but with more followers.
ORLANDO, Fla. —
Shortly after 1 p.m. on Monday, social media began swarming with reports of flights heading into Florida being halted or canceled.
The FAA told WESH 2: “The FAA has slowed the volume of traffic into Florida airspace due to an air traffic computer issue that is being resolved…The ERAM system is a modern computer system at the air traffic centers that handle en route traffic.”
US Virgin Islands AG is fired just days after she sued JPMorgan Chase | Daily Mail Online
USVI Governor Albert Bryan Jr confirmed in a statement on Sunday that he ‘relieved Denise George of her duties as attorney general this weekend’ without offering further details.
Something feels different today. It could be the whole it’s a new year collective vibe – or maybe not. Something just feels – shifted. We’ll see more as the days pass. Makes me wonder how much we can make happen w/just our focus – use their calendar systems against them by INTENDING and then HOLDING the intention. We may be victims but we also have power. A few tidbits – I am liking San Tarot’s latest and the 10:10 calendar find the best. Love, V.
This one’s interesting…..think i got another puzzle piece……from the 10:10 (ya’ll remember my dream 3 mos ago – saw the flash – playing cards – kept drawing 10’s – mostly diamonds……next night had another dream where i heard the 10 is important – don’t dismiss it…….10:10 is a number i saw 25 years ago – still remember the moment i first saw it – where i was and what i was doing – and felt it would be important in the future…….and check out the animal – “watch the WATER”……….this is the finale – the flip – my feeeeeeeeeeeeel today – after i pushed through frustration – something i’ve felt now and then – is that all is seen – and we have some time here to know what it’s like to be free and healthy and completely living in abundance – lisa harrison said similar 4/5 years ago…… then we gather up our bags and exit/go home………..so for those who think we would go 10 months of more hell then BAM paradise – i don’t think it’s gonna work that way……..trying to be open about this cause hey, what control do i really have when this is a plan that includes every one of us………..and remember when John showed me that calendar – the gregorian calendar i should say – and 11/22 was the date – which happened to be thanksgiving that particular year – but that was where he wanted me to focus and said all is revealed by then………sigh who here just wants to take a nap until then? lol UGH
Listening………as always – this is the stuff my heart/soul are after…….Heart Home………….”had enough-going to smash through these obstacles”…….postponing being in your own energy (can relate to that one for certain)……portal – break through – already on the other side……..Home card mixing in w/release/surrender……..yeah this is a good one……..
Orlando Brown is an actor that has been speaking out and exposing pedowood, especially Will Smith.
He was arrested. Here’s the video.
Notice something strange?
So another synch ~ i woke up this morning hearing that song “tonight i’m gonna party like it’s 1999″………also heard “final countdown” just suddenly pop up on the radio – the intro – then was gone………..
IN THE STORM NEWS PRESENTS: ‘WOKE: THE MOVIE’ 12/31
IN THE STORM NEWS PRESENTS: ‘WOKE: THE MOVIE’ 12/31 PLEASE GIVE IT A ‘RUMBLE,’ OR A LIKE!! NO LONGER A ‘CONSPIRACY THEORY’ – JUST THE TRUTH! VIEWER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED! If you are new to ‘I
Anger as EU project sees Police Scotland rebrand paedophiles as ‘Minor-Attracted People’ – Scottish Daily Express
The term – described as ‘deeply disturbing’ and ‘baloney’ – was included in the Chief Constable’s year-end report as part of an EU project to tackle child abuse and exploitation
as i was saying………….NO MORE HIDING PLACES LEFT……….
And a synch ~ woke up seeing 10:10 on the clock this morning. age-old number i first saw 25 years ago and felt it would be important in the future…… (why do i sense i already shared this??)
>>894110 MONEY. POWER. CONTROL. People are simply in the way. SLAVES. SHEEP. PAWNS. MASS EXT EVENTS DESIGNED TO DECREASE THREAT LEVEL OF POPULATION. GUN CONTROL. WARS [FAKE][TOP HAPPY][BACKEND DEAL]. ELECTION RIGGING. CONTROL. YOUR VOICE DOES NOT MATTER. PHARMA [CLAS-D] WATER AIR CHEMICALS PUSHED FOR HOME USE CLEANING [CANCER][BABY ON FLOOR-HANDS IN MOUTH – THE START]. VACCINES [NOT ALL]. TOBACCO. OPIOIDS. ULTIMATE WIN [DEATH + MONEY]. THE FED. ROTHSCHILD. ‘CONSPIRACY’ ‘CONSPIRACY’ ‘CONSPIRACY’ UK/GER [5 days].
I feel like I have aged 10 years in the span of that time.
My Light isn’t bright like it used to be in my eyes.
There’s a fatigue there. An old, ancient fatigue.
And my girl.
My beautiful girl – I see it in her too.
Today she told me she read an article where scientists are saying socialization isn’t healthy – we should live like hermits – that is what she is going to do. Obviously she’s trying to convince me her decision is backed by science. She knows me better than that – and I her. But I “get” her mindset – where it’s coming from – and why. And it continues to enrage me in moments – and will – until it no longer needs to. And I’m going to continue to scream and roar about this one issue until I no longer need to.
This morning she informed me she had another mouth sore. She did indeed. I went inside a busy store for just a few minutes – masks everywhere – in a town with close to 70% vax rate. I said I was fine – mate didn’t know I went inside (it was for pick up but there was a mistake so I had to go inside and take care of it) – and asked me upon arriving home “are you sure you weren’t around anyone? you are making me dizzy.”
FUCH, you know?
Just F U C H.
So I showered – did the awesome frequency encoded spray gifted to me by my beautiful friend Catharina.
I can’t FORCE my girl to change her way. I encourage. I guide.
I spoke with passersby and a neighbor today. She was quite upset with me doing just this. You’re healthy, you’re fine, you’re strong – we tell her this daily. We have protocols. And she knows this. But she also knows what’s going on. Even if we hadn’t said a word (which we don’t anymore – we stopped doing that months ago – we always tell her we weren’t around anyone – we’re good – we feel fine – but she still feels and calls us out each time – we really make light of it) – so even with hiding and silence – she would still and still does know and see and feeeeeeel.
That’s why ’22 was and is it for me. Unravel time for all to see – no more hiding.
NO MORE HIDING.
OUR LIVES MATTER.
TRUTHERS LIVES MATTER.
We “conspiracy theorists” LIVES MATTER.
And mostly – for me – OUR CHILDREN’S LIVES MATTER.
FLIP. THE. SWITCH. ’23. FUCHING FLIP IT.
I’m not into celebrating a new year.
I am into celebrating Truth and Freedom and Connection.
The synch was w/my mate. He had pretty much the same dream the same time as did I (right before we got out of bed).
In his dream, there was snow and blue sky. He saw grayish adult cats eating snow – then a group of black and white little kittens, making tracks in the snow. His impression was how strong they were. Determined. They knew exactly what they were doing.
In my dream, I was in a different house than this one, but the yard was similar to ours. I was out back – talking w/my mate or someone who looked like him. He was sitting in a director-type chair, telling me about military ops and my impression was he was guarding the house. He was telling me about sacrifice – sometimes a soldier has to sacrifice for the rest to be saved. I didn’t like that, but I knew what he meant. I grumbled as I started to get up off the ground, thinking I didn’t know if I was strong enough to (keep) doing this. Then at that moment, literally above me, my higher voice/self said “yes you are – get up – you got this” and so I listened and got up and kept going. It was then that I realized I had a piece of tree bark and inside was a snake with viper-like fangs. I knew I had to get rid of it. Suddenly two kittens appear – one black and one white. The white one essentially tells me to toss it inside of garage – which I did. As I did, I saw a black kitten inside meow loudly and a fight took place. My sense was the cats were taking out the snake. I realized my girl was with me – off to my left – sticking close by. The skies were clear and it was mild outside.
That was it.
The main difference was the color of my kittens was solid – one black, one white, whereas with my mate they were patchwork. Still – black and white. In his dream it was winter – in mine – I don’t know the season – it was dry and mild. But the sense with both of us is the cats are playing a role in this clean up/war and they are BAD ARSE. They know what exactly their purpose and what they are doing.
I thought back to dreams and visions I have had of lions and lion-like beings. They are the most powerful of energies – very protective. They protect and defend against evil and those who would harm the pride/family. Pure instinct with deep, powerful Wisdom. I still remember the feeeeeeling I had in the one dream where I was surrounded by a Pride of females and cubs while a war played out nearby. Wow. I’ve never felt that kind of energy around any human in terms of 100% pure protection and safety.
I’ve been seeing a lot of cat videos and images being posted on awakening communities the past several weeks. They are part of this plan. I have no doubt. Whether they look the way we imagine or see, I don’t know. But they are of a different race than humans. Or they may be a hybrid. I don’t know. What matters MOST is ones Heart. Intention. In endless Divine Creation, there are, well, endless Pure Creations. P U R E being *key*.
Other than that, it was a weird night of sleep. I was wired until almost 5am. Yeah. lol It didn’t feel like anxiety in fear-form – just – wired. I delegated more than I usually do today (been doing that more) as I needed to just sit in the recliner with some heat and zone out on the pretty images and smooth jazz playing on the television. Checking in with some as well as seeing the current situations with others tells me the struggle and poking are still present. I will bring in Cat Energy to alleviate that.
Just when I think I’m done, my girl pipes in with this dream she had last night that she just remembered. She and I are at a local park. She spilled toy horses everywhere – it was pitch black – and she felt something slithering in the dark headed our way and I was saying we had to go – something’s coming. As I said that, she says a bobcat jumped over our heads, headed into the darkness. The dream ended there.
Yeah. Cat Energy.
I’ve always, to be honest, had a love/hate relationship with cats. As a child I LOVED them – used to feed stray cats (much to my mother’s disdain lol). But then realized I had an allergy to them. So in my mind, instead of acknowledging the pain this left me in my heart (knowing I would never be able to own a cat), I developed the mindset that they were “nothing” – dogs were superior (still LOVE dogs). As I have awakened, I have come to see the matrix created this health issue for me to create disconnect w/the race. I wasn’t sure why – until this past year. In my PURE FORM, there is no such issue as an “allergy”. There are no allergies on the outside.
We’ll see. I continue to hold my intention that 2022 was “IT” for me. And continue to feel the resistance to bring in ’23 – although today feels a bit lighter in that area. My girl said she felt time sped up since yesterday. I feel she is correct. Perhaps the cats had something to do with this – taking out programs/entities.
Who doesn’t just love this movie – esp. this scene? And a difference between believing and Knowing. We don’t need oracles. WE ARE THE ORACLES. WE ARE EACH THE ONE.
I remember him saying this – almost 3 years ago.
Yes – of course things are happening. Look at how things are compared to just 2-3 years ago. Think things are the same? No way. It’s just taking much longer than most of us thought – and as Sister D and I spoke of recently – we had NO CLUE things would play out this way. However – I thought and felt into that the other day. If we HAD seen and known – would we have been able to make it? You know? Sometimes it’s better for the mind to not know everything all at once – but to see it in, well, drips – to adapt and survive. In my dream last night – I just remembered this – I asked my mate/whoever he was, “so this is about survival of the fittest?” and felt he communicated “no – the fittest are doing the heavy lifting to protect the survival of the rest.” We wouldn’t have been able to do this here as we are.
A rant from “the Woods”.
It is too late to go back from where we came from.
We are awake and no matter how much someone else will try to bring the mood down or bring in “poopy vibes”, do not let it change your mission.
Mark Passio once said “it is the difference between nescience and ignorance”.
-Nescience is a lack of knowledge ie we were not taught or never learned.
-Ignorance, we had knowledge of something but ignored it and acted against the info.
Today we know the world we left behind, the friends, the family, but we must push onward with what we know. To ignore it, would mean we are no longer willing to adapt to the evolving world. I will not go back (to sleep) or the way I was living. We as a group have gone too far. We are past the point of no return.
If someone says they do not see anything happening, it is because they have become stagnant in their environment and not changing the things they can.
Talk to people in line at the store.
Talk with neighbors.
Numquam
The cats are real…………Reach for the stars…………wonder if this piece of tech has something to do with powering us outta this place………..
It wasnt actually a question, I asked ChatGPT to write an essay on Elons rocket named Betelgeuse
Its very convincing 😊
Orion………
Is Orion a lion?
Though now generally known as Orion’s Shield, this part of the constellation was described by ancient writers as a lionskin, and indeed older illustrations of Orion often show him holding up a skin or a shield emblazoned with the emblem of lion.
Wonder if Elon is going to name a rocket Betelgeuse to light up the night sky.
(i haven’t been able to find any info/intel on spacex rocket named betelgeuse……..but wouldn’t surprise me one bit if it’s already ready to go and that particular platform chatgpt knows things google doesn’t – my feel this is part of the AI war – AI vs. AI – good controlled vs. evil controlled)…….
Still wanting to see more uniting and supporting one another for basic 3D needs instead of just verbal conversing of support……
😊I still believe the PLAN IS working….and would add:
*Bolsonaro is meeting Trump New Year’s eve missing his illegitimate successor’s inauguration – just like Trump did (would love to be a fly on that wall)
*If not working then:
-we’d still be in lockdown
-we’d all be vaxxed, even mandated to get it
-we’d probably be in a civil war
-Trump probably would have been taken out – protected by military
-all this info would not have been exposed
-[they ]would never have lost twitter
-Trump calls for GOP to get taxes/financial records of all politicians
Chess match – moves, counter moves – “Shall we play a game?” – DS trapped – CHECKMATE – [they] already lost
President Trump continues to smile through all this BS, so I think I can too 😊
Elon Musk is allowing #FauciLiedMillionsDied to trend on Twitter. Do you agree with his decision?
I'm probably an NPC but I'm just trying to figure out the nature of the video game I'm inside of and what's outside of it. I must've been programmed hastily.. many bugs.
The Love Wave energies are flowing in and around the planet.
Filling in all the spaces needed to ignite into the Love Wave.
The Clarion Call will happen right before the energies ignite and Flash us all forward into the 5d world and then on to Blessed Gaia.
Feel these energies around you.
Feel the changes and upgrades happening for you at this time.
Everything is of love, for love, and from love.
There is nothing left to do but to allow it all to happen.
Let’s go home, amazing ones!
It’s time!!
The Star Nations and the Angelics are bringing this forwarding this now moment.
Relax and enjoy as it all happens around you.
Much love and light, -SA Smith
Lyrics are – perfect. I remember feeling this song and words – 2, 3 years ago. It’s returned the past 2 days.
Name your price A ticket to paradise I can’t stay here any more And I’ve looked high and low I’ve been from shore to shore to shore If there’s a short cut I’d have found it But there is no easy way around it.
Light of the world, shine on me Love is the answer Shine on us all, set us free Love is the answer
Who knows why Someday we all must die We’re all homeless boys and girls And we are never heard It’s such a lonely, lonely, lonely world People turn their heads And walk on by
Tell me is it worth just another try
Light of the world, shine on me Love is the answer Shine on us all, set us free Love is the answer
Tell me, are we alive Or just a dying planet? What are the chances?
Ask the man in your heart for the answers
And when you feel afraid Love one another
When you’ve lost your way Love one another And when you’re all alone Love one another And when you’re far from home Love one another And when you’re down and out Love one another And when your hopes run out Love one another And when you need a friend Love one another And when you’re near the end Love, we got to love, We got to love one another
Light of the world, shine on me Love is the answer Shine on us all, set us free Love is the answer
Light of the world, shine on me Love is the answer Shine on us all, set us free Love is the answer
There is more talk about this going on for another 2-3 years. Some are quite insistent – almost rabid about it. lol Whatevs……No one knows. But I do know this: energetically I have given this plan all I can – and will. For me moving forward, my focus is purely and fully on uniting with others – in person – creating something new together. Community. Business. Fundraising. If this aligns with you, let me know. I am absolutely completely fully DONE doing this 3d experience here and how I have been. I said ’22 was it for me all year. I meant it and still do. Love, V.
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Actually no matter how low I feel, if I choose to interact w/someone, I always want and need to go deep. If I can’t engage that way, I just go quiet. That’s how my mind works anyway.
DO NOT play the “I told you so card”. Because if anyone can play the “I told you so” card it’s me & I refuse to. My 1 tweet I made about this guy should have told you all you needed to know. https://t.co/axf3wYkgF3
Hey @realDonaldTrump Please stop whining about personal persecution. They’re doing it to all of us. Get out in front of it like you did in 2016 and fight the bastards for all of us. And come back to Twitter.
20 deaths per million doses. 60 deaths per million boosted people (3 doses). The “official death” rate of Covid is about 100 per million primary infections. A majority (90%?) of those are policy deaths, not Covid deaths: vaccines appear to be more dangerous than Covid.
Today’s report is brought to you by “Mama’s outta bubble gum. So she’s here to kick some @ss!” Bubble Gum and “Let’s bust outta this fooking matrix” Chocolate.
Tryin’ to create my own fun atm – got the music on. Dancing. Jackson 5, “Can You Feel It”. MJ “Don’t stop ’til you get enough”. Being told to “turn it down”. Having negative headlines read to me. “DON’T RAIN ON MY PARTY!!” I finally commanded. Similar nonsense happened yesterday – in a really good energy healing release space – when drama ensued in the house. Was I PISSED at that. I have nowhere to call my own – and so – lol – when it’s suggested that I do x y z or focus on this or that – I’mma at the space where I say “get your arse into my house and see how that process goes for YOU”.
After the session, I made new rules. (anyone in Oregon with wood/lumber and carpentry skills? we got the tools – i’ll pay you to build me an outside art like studio. well, pay you what i can afford that is.)
Yeah, I’m struggling – but I am FINDING ME in the process. My VOICE. My boundaries. If I bother others in that process, so be it.
So I got some things in the portal again today. Every. single. day. now – overall – in those energies “out there” – I FEEEEEEEEL “them” constantly slowing down that time program. CONSTANTLY now. I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL it in my body. Every. morning. I wake up and my mind struggles to adjust to the fact that it still isn’t 2023. Weird, I know, but I’m going with it and trusting what I keep feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling. Yes, 2023 is a calendar year inside this place – but something about that transition this end of year cycle “they” do NOT want to be forced into. I can’t explain it – it won’t leave me – it’s “out there”. So every day I think my gawd can we PLEASE PUSH THIS YEAR INTO THE PIT?! Can we MOVE FORWARD already?! There’s an energy to it – I’m just trying to put it all into human language.
And then yesterday – while I was busy doing one of my myriad of boring, mindless tasks, I suddenly felt in my body that some part of me is already in “2023”. I actually said “wait a minute, we already HAD the new year.” Call it the Transition. More appropriate term. Then I had to shake my brain so to speak – and remind myself the calendar is still December 28, 2022.
SERIOUSLY??!!! I thought – again feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that unbelievably slow passage of “time”. It isn’t a slugs pace. It isn’t at a molasses pace. It’s at a frozen slug in frozen molasses JUST starting to dethaw pace.
And with that I see – again – that rubber band – quantum displacement – and once that thing unravels it is KABOOM and we BLAST Back Into The Future.
Can’t you feel it? CAN you feel it?
MY WINGS WERE RELEASED yesterday. I saw it and felt it. Whatever “clamp” was holding them in place – it left me (or unlocked itself). And yeah no f’ing coincidence that AT THAT VERY MOMENT when I was working w/my healer that the drama appeared in my house. (just as i type this up – my girl enters the living room – looks up – gasps – points at the large spider suddenly crawling up there. mama lion used to be mama-earth- like-and-love-it-all type who could capture whatever it is and gently place it outside blessing it. today? i ascertain the situation – quietly bring over a chair – pick up one of my boots – climb onto the chair – assess the situation – then squash the f’er. i welcome lady bugs only. house rule.)
So…………..Did I say I was PISSED when my healing session was abruptly interrupted?? O M G……….lol
Whatevers. Girl is dancing today like she’s 22.
Last night’s dream was long and painful and frustrating. Whatever it included left me with the deep pain of how I MISS HUGGING PEOPLE.
O M G do I miss hugging others and face to face live conversing. I’ve always been a touchy person. I hug, I touch – whether I’m laughing or crying or talking with someone. As ya’ll know I have had to restrict that since mid 2021 due to the shedding I am sensitive to. Obviously not every one of those jabs were the same formulas – so not all exhibit this strangeness – but I haven’t wanted to take a chance. I didn’t share what happened a few days ago. A package arrived from a fully jabbed/boosted family members. Took just 2 days to get here. My intuition told me slow down – put it aside – don’t open it for awhile. But my girl was excited so we opened the boxes. I’m the one who touched every item. My girl commented on feeling dizzy – I dismissed that as I didn’t want to admit I was feeling choking and dizziness myself.
About an hour later or so I decided to shower. When I looked in the mirror (before I got into the shower) I gasped: I had a burn-like rash all over my belly – and I mean all over. I touched it – it was very warm. I took a quick, cool shower, then I applied lotion to it (herbal to help w/burns) and other potions of mine. I showed my mate – boy was he upset and concerned. I kept telling him that I was ok. It was gone in about an hour.
So others will have to just excuse my lack of patience and empathy and love for those who took it. I’m not focused on getting even or anything like that – just tired of the concern for all of those who are having health issues or dying as a result. Mate is in the same space. ‘Tis why I continue to seek and connect w/others in the same or similar experience – with the same mindset. Like MJ says “Don’t Stop ‘Til You Get Enough”.
