Dear Plan17  Members ~
Thankx to your “plan”
my family lost friends and connections and family.
Thankx to your “plan”
our child lost her friends and activities and 2 plus years of her childhood.
She can also not see her grandparents and cousins because every one of them is fully jabbed and boostered and we are all sensitive to the shedding they emit over the vaccine you all ALLOWED to be included in this plan.
Now her dad and I fear we are losing her mentally/emotionally because of all she has lost.
We are ostricized. Isolated.

I NEVER consented to having any person in this house – especially our child – be a casuality of this g.d. plan/war.
I don’t know if I will ever find it in my heart to forgive.
Evil is easier because I hold no expectations for that energy to do different.
But decent humans?
That’s a different story.

I have given years of my life to research the truth.

DECADES.

I intuit and put puzzle pieces together.  Do any of them manifest or prove to be true?

N O.

I have visions and knowings.  I have desires I hold in my heart.

Do ANY of them manifest?

N O.

Has all of my work been worth it?

Asking me that question today and I say “NO”.

Anyone caring to argue with me on that can get their ass in my house and witness the challenges we are each facing – especially the youngest.

Today – I am spent.  And done.  And ending the day vascillating between wanting to scream or cry.  But that’s partly due to sleep deprivation – which is what happens when you’re attacked during sleeping time.  Sometimes – nothing you do here works.

And sometimes it does.

I’m ready for the “it does” part to outweigh the opposite.  Because we’re all close to losing it here.

V.

I would like to ask the plan operators:  How long is this f’ing plan going to continue?  How much longer do I have to see my expenses sky rocket?  Hmm?  Our electric bill  jumped even though our usage declined by a good a mount.  ‘Splain that.  Oh that’s right – the utility companies won’t take on THEIR price increases (and gawd forbid they actually upgrade their infrastructure) – so they pass it on to us.

Who do I get to pass on MY expenses to?  lol

I know we’re all getting hit in our own way.

I’m missing having someone to talk to (the trauma work I was doing – which I had to cancel because my healer decided to partake in the jab) and I haven’t been able to find anyone else my insurance will cover.  Life was already a challenge for me but then late 2019/early 2020 came along and whalloped me/us.  When I hear people speak of 2023/24/25 – I scream inside NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Someone recently told me how I “made my choices” (without offering anything supportive).  Really?  Choices?  What choices?  How the hell can anyone  make an authentic choice when options are limited – now more than ever?  Take the best of the crap pushed as “freedom” and “options” here.

Would anyone be interested in t-shirts to purchase?  I’m considering that as an option (w/my own designs) – not that people are really able to afford such things now.  It’s just an idea I have given every damn single work-at-home option I see requires Poop Pal.  My whole “search for unjabbed work ops and playmate ops/friends” has fallen absolutely flat.  The last time I did that search I was appalled at the blowback I received.

As Sister D said this morning:  “wake me when this is over.”

Ditto.

Love,

Victoria