I went to bed early and slept a good 12 hours.  I feel better today – more alert and lucid.  Still tired but better.  As I climbed into bed last night, that’s when I had the nudge to do a card read.  I resisted at first but felt that “then” was the time.  After I did my last read (which was one of those “do this now” experiences), I decided to be open to doing reads when I felt the nudge.  So I got out the cards I felt aligned to do a read on and did my thing.  And again – I just keep my space pure – no outsiders allowed – just pure me aligned with The Divine Wisdom/Creator.  I intended to do this for us all – to get a picture of where we are and what’s right in front of us.  Here’s what came up (think ya’ll will like this one):

The 8 Card:  The Strength

You will soon accomplish with love what force cannot.  You will calm any fears with courage and persistance.  You may become an example of strength and bravery.  A “brave” heart goes on no matter the fear.

The 16 Card:  The Tower

You will soon encounter/experience revoluntionary ideas or the breakdown of established structures.  Volatile energies may be released quite suddenly.  The old rules will no longer apply.  You may be liberated in some way.

9 of Hearts:  Fulfillment

You will soon see your desires granted in a happy way.  Be alert to it happening in unexpected ways.  Focus on/intend what you really want because you will likely get it.

Pretty cool, huh?  Here is my insight (extra’s) into these messages.  I have a sense the volatile energies are what we are already sensing from the IE at this time.  And it could also be us fighting back too.  However, the “sudden release” I feel comes when the rest of those not seeing SEE.  T has talked about something happening quickly and fast – a few times this year.  SOMETHING is going to burst open allowing all to see without ANY ability to deny (unless the desire to stick the head in the sand and never see truth is that strong).  The old no longer applying – we know that.  It’s the “destruction of the old guard”.  Control and evil get flushed with the ship.  And that liberation part (LOVED seeing that) – self explanatory.

The strength card I felt was just a positive reminder of encouragement to stay strong – STAND FIRM – create/be/do from the Heart and not cave to any fear being pushed or felt.  Let LOVE be the guide – let things FLOW instead of forcing things (I almost constantly need that reminder).  And the message on becoming an example of bravery may be how those of us who already know most of those hidden truths – we may become an example to those who don’t know sheot.  Imagine going from 0 to 10 in terms of knowing the truth.  Some examples of strength around them would be helpful.

And lastly – seeing our wishes fulfilled.  Our desires manifest.  Focus on what we want.  It’s coming.

So….as I said – pretty cool.

Lastly, I want to share a dream I had last night.  I was in some large building – single story.  I kept wanting to go home with my family (my bio family today).  Their cars were too full – there was no room for me.  So they left without me.  I wasn’t really surprised nor disappointed – more neutral.  So I began to plan how I would “go home” on my own.  As I’m thinking on this, a group of “them” (disguised as human males with dark skin) enter – blocking all of us who wanted out.  I decided to be direct and honest and approached one of them – explaining why I needed to get out.  The man just laughed at first until I looked him straight in the eye and would not look away.  I sent some sort of energy from my heart to him and that in turn left him looking very uncomfortable.  His eyes even began to tear up.  The “leader” (off to my right – some big ugly looking a’hole) called on this man saying I was “messing with him” and to “get it together”.  As the man struggled what to do, I walked away – passed the leader – who yelled at me to “get back here”.  I said nothing – only continued to walk away – as the leader is yelling at me and threatening me – which gave me a bit of fear inside but I continued walking away.  And as I did, the room began to burst forth with Light.  As I walked into the Light, the experience ended.

I had a conversation with one of you today and we both realized we both essentially had the same/very similar dream.

I don’t think it was a dream.  Anyone else have interesting experiences last night?

Our girl had her own dream of them.  They were howling at the full moon.  One thing she noticed – their colors have changed.  They are dying from lack of energy.  We’re Awake.

Love,

Victoria

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IT

IS

TIME

TO

SHIFT

THIS

SHEOT.

I just realized – September is 3/4 of the way over.  Wow.  Where have I been?!

Still feeling so tired/sleepy.  It’s an energy deep within.  Body’s talking to me – hurting more than usual.  Mate and I say hey we got everyone fed and put into bed safely.  SUCCESS!  But wow – I’d sure like a jump-start/spark-ignitor!  Others I am talking to have been saying the need for extra sleep is very prominent now.  All indicators – puzzle pieces – are pointing to NOW NOW NOW.  Things I have intuited – felt- to things playing out.  This is it.  We’re in it.  (I still feel the audit reports are a distraction –  much bigger things coming out.)

We had resolution/communication over the incident that happened last week.  Speaking for myself, my heart is touched and humbled.  Was already working on understanding and forgiveness.  This just helps, you know?  Still praying for the family.  Jesus….enough is enough for us all.

I have been feeeeeling/sensing lately this “BOOM” word we hear is in its own way literal.  It’s coming.  I feel it and I feel it is already changing the energies here.  Each day things feel different/new.

And I think – I feel – now is the time – for me – to release some old baggage.  I think I had a dream last night where I was throwing away some old things – clothes in particular.

Out with the old.

In with the New.

Thank you all for your prayers, your thoughts, energies and your words.  It has all touched my heart – and helped me and in turn my family.

Love,

Victoria

Making my batch of pancakes, in a quiet space, allows me to tune in and feeeeeeel.

And reflect.

I once read that our emotions are the language of our Soul.  Loved that phrase ever since.

The image above is soooooooooo Me.

Always has been.

While sometimes emotions from others overwhelm me – overall – I want to see real.  Authentic.

Tonight I was feeling into trauma.  I’ve been having several “putting in my face” moments the past few days – showing me what my issues/trauma’s are.  I don’t need to see them.  I already know.  And in fact can talk about them with anyone – openly.  I used to run from those “bleeding wounds” – but not today.

So I thought about what a lot of new age-type philosophies will say:  These trauma’s are being presented to you by the Universe to clear.

Oh really?

The Universe, you say?

Or the matrix trying to poke – induce more trauma to loosh ya.  Or just to poke for fun – because that’s what evil does.

Let’s really examine this from a perspective of Love.

Wouldn’t Love not only help you bring up the trauma – but show you how to heal it?  Quickly AND easily?  Guide you within to get that deep Truth that says “oh yes, I remember how to do this!”

Do we get that here?

Hell no.

We get poked.  We get presented with moments that bring up trauma.  But we get no guidance on how to TRULY heal it – certainly not permanently.

How many of us have talked the past 2-3 years about how we are getting stuff coming up and purging it out.  Over and over again.

Think we would all be pretty clear vessels by now, right?

And yet I know of NO ONE in my circle of people who is fully healed of their trauma’s.

Not a one.

So tonight as I was getting poked in the face of “see?  see this girl?  see this trauma?” and yet NOTHING came to me in terms of how to actually heal them – I thought “F” this.  (And these are trauma’s I’ve faced – gone within – cleared out that energy – blah blah la de f’ing blah.)

And guess what?

It all comes back.

I think I was spot on when several months ago I began talking about how trauma energy sticks to us here.  That program.  Trauma goes in quickly.  Why doesn’t it exit these vessels just as quickly – especially when we fully intend it to?

Hmmm….

So yeah – keep at it in intending that trauma program DIE.  Self destruct.  Leave our experience as Free BEing’s.  Delete that f’er.

But I no longer expect full healing while I am still in this energetic prison with the invisible enemy.  I am not putting that pressure on myself anymore – as though my inability to heal in the way I want is due to some defect of my own.  Nope.  Evil does not allow its hostages to be fully – permanently -healed – only those who sell out get that privilege.

And I ain’t selling out.

But I do know at some point I WILL be healed.  Very soon.

And that is what keeps me going.  Never take my resting – my depression – my apathy – my angst – my screaming I AM DONE as a sign of defeat.  For I NEVER give up – no matter how “down” I get.

Love,