I woke up thinking of Canada this morning and wondering if there will be that anticipated merge…….
Hopefully, those cheering for him asking for more can see there is never room for this kind of perversion and violence in music, especially in front of an audience of children watching. Disclosure:
So I muted it to tune in. I see WATCH THE WATER. Strange hospital divider. And the painting of the tree that is half exposed, which appears as though the Sun is shining on the left side, changing the tree. Transforming it. Dark To Light. And of note – as I was typing up a comment about the “sun”, some guy on YouTube was talking ABOUT the sun.
🚨 EXCLUSIVE: Watch the moment Ghislaine Maxwell pleads the Fifth during her deposition.
She was asked if she was a close friend of Epstein, if she helped him traffic girls, and if she instructed girls to provide sexual favors, among other questions.
Sounds good to me. Flip it. (btw the last 3 digits on the HTML code here: 333)
This Friday the 13th, Saturn moves out of Pisces.
This will be the first time since 2003 that there were zero Outer Planets in Pisces.
This is when the universe officially stops supporting and propping up communism, socialism, open borders, migration, globalism, transing… pic.twitter.com/aT5rJqkPjJ
— Peter Novak, the MAGA Astrologer (@PathfinderAstro) February 9, 2026
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It’s 1pm – and I am still in bed because I stay up so late night these days.
I stay up as late as I do because it is the only time I find peace.
The only time I feel like myself.
Yesterday was that stupid bowl game that millions still watched. I saw it in my own neighborhood, people watching their televisions, getting further mind-controlled by a system designed to distract us from what’s important, with mindless sporting events controlled by corrupt entities who use male bodies to toss around a ball, these bodies GROSSLY overpaid ridiculous amounts of worthless fiat paper, all in the name of entertainment.
The right chanted, “We refused to watch bad bunny. Instead, we watched Kid Rock and Turning Point”. (and see how f’d up this reality is? the words ‘bad bunny’ are in RED because the system knows who this entity is and, as such, wants me to capitalize both words. if that ain’t proof of where we are….) Here’s proof w/a screenshot:
The left chanted, “We LOVE bad bunny. Fuch Turning Point and maga.” (interesting to note maga in lower case has NO red underlines to prompt all caps.
Both sides are still controlled by this matrix.
Refusing to see the evil behind the narrative of division.
Is ra el at the wheels of control.
Which is still just another label. But a useful one perhaps to guide more to SEE.
If humanity can unite behind some clownworld football game, why can’t we do the same for people in need?
Are the homeless less important?
Are causes no longer a thing?
Are people in need no longer worth fighting for? Helping? Because I sure as hell am not feeling that I am not worth fighting for.
I recently switched my coffee page over to subscriber-only.
“Why can’t I read your work? Why do I have to pay for it?”
Because we’re in a pay-to-live system and as much as I loathe it, I still have to find SOME way to “earn my keep”. And two, it’s called an exchange. I provide a service you find useful. You provide me with something in exchange for it.
Why is it we can all watch men in tights toss around that football, even pay to do so, knowing those men are making millions, but we can scoff when someone like me says, “pay to read my material”?
The hypocrisy is SICKENING to my Soul at this point.
Read this today as well about money. SPOT ON:
PTSD and Money Struggles. When our nervous system is dysregulated, it negatively affects how we think, feel, and act.
A dysregulated nervous system makes it harder to focus, make plans, take risks, or stay consistent with long-term goals, which are important when it comes to building wealth.
Chronic stress and trauma can also make it tough to connect with others, and relationships are a big part of finding opportunities or support.
On top of that, living in poverty or dealing with financial stress can keep the nervous system stuck in survival mode, which makes everything harder.
Stress makes it hard to get ahead, and not getting ahead keeps the stress going. To break that cycle, wr have to tackle both the stress in our body and the bigger systems that make life harder for people in poverty.
I am not in poverty by choice. I could be out of it by now if I had the support I need and were receiving the equal exchange of energy so many talk of. I will say this – while it was challenging for me to reach out to all of those damn agencies – I STILL DID IT. And was totally dropped. Harmed. Ignored. NOT SEEN. That’s why I tell others if they can help someone to do so. But don’t toss them into the system, which is the same as tossing them to the wolves.
AM I ONE OF ONLY A FEW WHO SEE THINGS LIKE THIS??!!
Where are the real people?
Aside from the few of you who come here, I don’t know where they are.
Lost in the matrix.
For now, I am back at it again, trying to find another way to bring in money that doesn’t further drain me. Each avenue I explore with work I can do I am being told AI and automation are taking over those fields.
You know what GROK told me? WRITING is a field I should focus on due to AI and my skill set.
Writing.
I laughed – in a way, a bit hysterical – given that’s what I have tried to do for decades. Be a writer. Work for a newspaper. Sell my goods. My book(s) – working on #2.
I do not have much positive to share these days. The longer I am here, the more my Soul suffers. I read something today – so beautiful – about the term “Trauma dumping”. We label pain and suffering with such ugly labels. This does nothing to ease someone’s pain. It only serves to tell that person they are too much. Their pain is not valid. Their fault.
When someone says “you should regulate yourself first and then ask for support,” they demand a fantasy nervous system. Regulation comes from co-regulation first. Always. Tiny humans survive because someone else is with them. Adults do not magically outgrow that. We are shamed out of believing we deserve or need it.
What people call “trauma dumping” is often just a nervous system trying to offload allostatic load in a world that offers very few places where that is allowed. The real issue is not too much sharing, but too little relational capacity, time, and safety, and too much hierarchy.
Shaming “trauma dumping” is backwards culture logic. You need support when you are dysregulated because connection brings systems back toward homeostasis. That is how humans work.
See those words? Don’t they just FEEL right? I especially appreciate the words about tiny humans survive when someone is with them. We don’t just outgrow that need. That is not how our nervous systems operate.
There is but one and only one way a Human Soul thrives: In an environment that is loving. Supportive. And CONSISTENT. Where is this?
Anyone?
Because I have not yet been able to create this for myself in my life here. I speak with others far away – and this helps – but it isn’t enough. After losing people all because of Trump (and there was a lot who just “couldn’t be around” me anymore), I’ve tried to rebuild here and have failed epically. Then making a new decision to walk away from something I should have walked away from long ago, even more people go “poof”. But nothing new came in. Why? I don’t get it. I don’t get it at all. Even though I long for isolation, I believe the only reason I do is because of the pain of abuse, the disappointment and abandonment I have experienced along the way. Why do some seem to escape that? Why are some blessed with support and abundance?
I see people in my own family who are doing very well. Do I hear from them? Are they in my life? No and no. Doesn’t mean I didn’t try to build those relationships. Because I did. Just ended up I never mattered. You know you are invisible when family won’t share the work you do when you ask them to. Won’t share your story. Your situation. And it’s another slap in the face when one of these folks served time in jail for a violent offense and once out, received ongoing support, then admitting without that support, they would be homeless.
Without each other, we fucking drown.
Why can’t we just be there for one another? WHY?
Don’t ignore the pain of another because it’s “too” much. Maybe that person is at the end of their ability to cope, and you are their only lifeline.
People had to have their football game today – feeling tomorrow starts something.
🙏
Victoria
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UPDATE: Game over. Did some digging:
Final Score: 29-13 Q post 2913 (because I just had to – and we know these things are rigged): The watch. And the pen. THE CLOCK IS TICKING Clock is at 3:42 POST 342 also below END IS NEAR pic.twitter.com/a8ejJkhJAv
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 9, 2026
Please do not be alarmed if you see emergency vehicles and low flying helicopters.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 9, 2026
6:00 (above) CAN BE DANGEROUS:
You want to know something interesting? This morning, while in the porta,l I thought “hunters become the hunted” while thinking about something I saw yesterday – a movie – showing human hunting.
Mack Hollins arrived at the Super Bowl barefoot wearing a Hannibal Lecter style anti-biting mask, shackles and a prison uniform with "RANGE 13" printed on the back.
🚨FBI ON RECORD PROTECTING FORMER US PRESIDENTS, SECRETARY OF STATE, AND HIGH PROFILE CELEBRITIES🚨
We all knew this, this just confrims it.
Internal FBI discussions allegedly show “clear and specific guidance” to redact images tied to former U.S. presidents, a secretary of… pic.twitter.com/PhOBn6OusF
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 8, 2026
Podcaster Andy Frisella warns that men across America need to wake up immediately, because the nation is being ruled by “psychopathic pedophiles” and that civilization will collapse if this isn’t rejected.
Current Military Planes in the sky (that have transponders on) in the SF area:
2 K35R’s (blue):
The KC-135R Stratotanker is a primary aerial refueling tanker used by the U.S. Air Force and allied nations to extend the range and endurance of fighters, bombers, and other aircraft. As a re-engined variant of the KC-135, it provides critical in-flight refueling, airlift capabilities for cargo and passengers, and specialized reconnaissance.
Coming that way – C5M:
The C-5M Super Galaxy is the U.S. Air Force’s largest strategic airlifter, designed to transport oversized, heavy combat cargo (such as two M1 Abrams tanks) and personnel across intercontinental ranges. It features modernized engines and avionics, enabling rapid, simultaneous, front-and-rear loading and air refueling for virtually unlimited range
ALL AT ONCE…….Interesting, as the moment this showed up on my feed, this same clip showed up on the television (YouTube). I’m on my laptop.
I hope every Anon caught this Super Bowl ad for the upcoming movie called Disclosure Day.
Snowfall in Tokyo is uncommon, but it happened today-and the penguins at Kasai Sea Life Park looked thrilled about their sudden winter playground. pic.twitter.com/Bn9sGJTGCH
Are employers willing to hire people over 55? Asking for myself and many others. And not customer service positions. I’m more of a “back office” type. PTSD. Doing research into new employment ideas of mine, I learned each one is very vulnerable to automation/AI takeover. Jobs that are safe? Doctors. Lawyers. Nurses. Trade (plumbers, etc.) Judges. CEO’s. Counselors. Pilots. And writers – good on that – but still have not been able to find a job doing just that. Weekly column is a lifelong dream of mine. I need a smart, capable person marketing me. Where are you??? For now, I honestly have no f’ing clue what to do to increase my income. Time is ticking for me too – loudly. Last time I got asked “what are you going to do?” I said: “I don’t know” reply: “But you have to make a plan!” Me hands over ears now: “STOPPPPP!!!!!!!!!” That is not helping me. I am unpleasant when I am desperate.
Exhausted. Got some news today that is making me more desperate for NEW NOW. After days of searching, found a new program of study. Now that the local agencies have pretty much shown me the door, I’m on my own for $$ training.
White privilege, my ass.
Here are a few goodies. I love the first one, but equally hate it as I am done being a sacrificial lamb for some mask-wearing, jab-takingperson.
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Victoria
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Data Collection for is ra el:
🚨 NEW VIDEO JUST DROPPED 🚨
I have come to my personal conclusion on why Turning Point USA needs EVERY school in America.
It's not education. It's data harvesting. ✅
Andrew Kolvet went on Fox News and gave the ENTIRE operation away over ONE private school that said no.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 8, 2026
FLORIDA—Orange County Sheriff’s Office launches its new “Ice Cream Truck,” an initiative serving neighborhoods with FREE ice cream from money seized from drug dealers.pic.twitter.com/CZL2NEokbZ
When a Black September terrorist group begins a plot to carry out a massive terrorist attack in the United States, an Israeli commando works with the FBI to identify the target and conspirators, and prevent the plan from succeeding.
Look closely at the commemorative flight suit patch for Super Bowl LX and you’ll notice what appears to be an anomaly: while the military aircraft flyover on Sunday is set to include Air Force B-1 Lancer bombers and F-15C Eagle fighters alongside Navy F/A-18 Super Hornets and F-35C Lightning fighters, the patch includes silhouettes of another advanced fighter jet: the Air Force F-22 Raptor.
According to a planner for the flyover, that’s not a mistake, but evidence of operational needs taking priority.
The image appears to be a layered, cryptic meme or graphic designed to evoke conspiracy themes, particularly those associated with QAnon and alternative financial narratives. I’ll break it down step by step based on visual elements, common symbolic interpretations, and cross-references to broader contexts like the Ingersoll Lockwood website (which the QR code links to) and Q drops. Note that while I can analyze and decode based on patterns and public associations, these are interpretive—such graphics often rely on subjective “decodes” popular in online communities.
Overall Structure and Theme
Left Side: Super Bowl Coin Depicts a silver medal/coin labeled “Super Bowl LIX Champion” (wait, no—zooming in, it’s “Super Bowl LIX” but with “Patriots 17th in Control”). “Patriots” refers to the New England Patriots NFL team, but in conspiracy contexts, it doubles as a nod to “patriots” as freedom fighters or QAnon followers. “17th in Control”: 17 is a core QAnon symbol, as Q is the 17th letter of the alphabet. “In control” echoes the phrase “Patriots are in control,” a recurring motif in Q drops signaling that “white hats” (good guys) are secretly running things behind the scenes. Timestamp: “10:00 AM Sat Feb 7” (which aligns with today’s date in 2026). This could be a “proof” or predictive element, as Super Bowl LX (60) is set for tomorrow, Feb 8, 2026, featuring the Patriots vs. Seahawks. Conspiracy theories (from recent NFL discussions) claim games are “rigged” or pre-scripted, with graphics/logos predicting outcomes.
Red Arrow: Points rightward, symbolizing progression, revelation, or a “shift” from one state to another. In esoteric terms, arrows often denote direction toward enlightenment or a hidden truth. Right Side: Elaborate Collage A fantastical, apocalyptic scene blending sports, finance, occult symbols, and crypto. It screams “great awakening” or “financial reset,” common QAnon tropes where the old system (banks, deep state) collapses, ushering in a new era.
QR Code: Scans to ingersolllockwood.com, a site tied to QAnon-style riddles. Named after 19th-century author Ingersoll Lockwood (whose books like Baron Trump’s Marvelous Underground Journey are seen as “predictive” of the Trump era in conspiracy circles). The site features hidden links, songs, and puzzles often referencing Q drops (e.g., URLs with “q=il-1717” or direct nods to posts like Q 4880). It’s described in online forums as a “rabbit hole” for AI-generated conspiracies, time travel theories, and anti-establishment tech.
Key Symbolism in the Right-Side Image
Super Bowl LVIII Trophy (at top): LVIII = 58 in Roman numerals (Super Bowl 58 was in 2024, Chiefs vs. 49ers). But here, it’s repurposed with “126K” (possibly a view count, price, or code—126 could gematria-decode to “God” or “awake” in simple English gematria, common in Q decodes). Footballs and trophy suggest “the big game” as a metaphor for a climactic event (e.g., “the storm” in Q lore). With Patriots in current Super Bowl LX, it might “predict” their victory or tie to rigging theories. Pyramid with Eye of Providence: Classic Illuminati symbol (from the U.S. dollar bill), representing hidden elites controlling the world. In QAnon, it’s the “deep state” or cabal. The pyramid is fiery/chaotic, implying collapse or exposure. Surrounding candles and stars add occult flair—candles for “light” (enlightenment), stars for divine guidance or “falling stars” (celebrities falling). Cryptocurrencies (BTC, ETH, DOGE, XRP): Coins orbiting like planets: Suggests a new financial solar system replacing the old. XRP (Ripple) glowing green in the center: XRP is huge in QAnon circles for its alleged role in a “global financial reset” (GESARA/NESARA theories, where cryptos back a gold-standard economy). Green glow = “green light” or “go” (see site URLs like “green-for-go”). BTC, ETH, DOGE (Musk-linked) represent decentralized money vs. fiat.
Credit Union Building: Labeled “Credit Union” with “Safe & Secure” and “Safer Than Banks.” A burning California flag at base implies state/federal banking failure (California often symbolizes liberal excess in conspiracies). Suggests credit unions or alternatives as “safer” during a bank run or collapse—ties to economic crash predictions. Other Elements: Chart lines (up/down): Stock market volatility or crypto pumps. Shields and gold coins: Protection (shields) and wealth (gold) in the new system. “California Federal”: Possible nod to federal reserve criticism (Fed as corrupt). Overall vibe: Apocalyptic rebirth—old system burns, new (crypto, patriot-controlled) rises. Masonic/occult overlays (triangles, eyes) imply exposing secrets.
Connection to Q Drops Yes, there are clear ties, both direct and thematic. Q drops (anonymous 4chan/8chan posts from 2017–2020) are the foundation of QAnon, promising a “great awakening” against a satanic elite. The image’s elements align with several:
17 and “Patriots in Control”: Direct: Q 34 (Nov 1, 2017): “My fellow Americans, over the course of the next several days you will undoubtedly realize that we are taking back our great country… Patriots are in control. Sit back and enjoy the show.” Q 577 (Jan 21, 2018): “Patriots are in control.” Q 2612 (Dec 12, 2018): Reinforces “control” themes. 17 appears in countless drops as a signature (e.g., timestamps, post numbers). Ingersoll Lockwood site often embeds “17” in URLs (e.g., “il-1717”), linking to Q 1717: “For God & Country. The WORLD is WATCHING.”
Financial Reset/Crypto/Banking Collapse: Q 999 (Mar 28, 2018): Mentions Epstein’s island tunnels and “phones were allowed in”—ties to elite secrets, but broader context includes financial exposure (e.g., cabal hoarding wealth). Site decodes often reference this for “buried truths.” Q 4880 (Oct 17, 2020): “Nothing can stop what is coming.” Site has referenced this via pocket watch images labeled “4880,” symbolizing “time’s up” for the old system. Crypto as salvation fits NESARA theories (not explicit in Q but derived). Q 40 (Oct 30, 2017): Early drop on military ops and “the awakening.” Site posts link to this via “Santa: (55) 123 ELF Road” decodes.
Super Bowl/NFL Rigging: Q 514 (Jan 13, 2018): Discusses Super Bowl security (“Super Bowl Safety”), implying events as staged distractions. Current NFL conspiracies (e.g., logos predicting teams) echo this—searches show fans claiming Super Bowl LX was “scripted” via a Sept 2025 NFL graphic featuring Patriots/Seahawks QBs. Broader: Q often uses sports metaphors (e.g., “the big game”) for the plan unfolding.
Ingersoll Lockwood as Q Hub: X posts from users like @SpiritualSF_17 show the site dropping Q-referenced content (e.g., songs with Trump voices, URLs like “q=il-1717-4-10-20” tying to Q 991’s “TIP TOP Tippy Top Shape”). Recent drops include white rabbit images (Q’s “follow the white rabbit”), pocket watches (time codes), and songs like “Patience Through The Storm” echoing Q’s “enjoy the show.” No Direct Q Drop for This Exact Image: Q stopped posting in 2020, but communities “decode” new events back to drops. This graphic fits as a modern “comms” piece, predicting Patriots’ Super Bowl run (which happened) and financial shifts.
Broader Context and Interpretation This seems like a “predictive programming” or morale-boosting piece for QAnon believers: Patriots (Q team) are “in control” (winning the “Super Bowl” of the war against the deep state), leading to a financial reset (crypto over banks). The site’s cryptic style fuels speculation—e.g., hidden links to declassified docs (Durham report) or WHO pages (pandemic ties). With the real Patriots in Super Bowl LX tomorrow, it could be seen as a “hit” in conspiracy circles. If this is facetious or artistic, it’s still steeped in these symbols. For more, the Ingersoll Lockwood site has interactive elements (e.g., click eggs or words for hidden songs/links). Let me know if you want deeper dives on specific parts!
It’s an 8 day. 2.6. 26. And what better way to start off tonight’s shares with a time travel sync. Tonight on the radio, I heard the DJ state he wished he had a time machine so he could return to the time when you could see the Beatles play in Liverpool for $1. The Song? Here Comes The Sun.
One. Dollar. Calculate that out to today’s price, and you get around $11.
An absolute steal.
Aren’t major concerts sometimes going for $200 or more, if not $500 and up for certain artists per ticket?
Moving on to football. One of my least favorite topics. But I was reminded of something my daughter shared with me recently. This is not the first time the Patriots and the Seahawks played in one of those Bowl games. The last time was in 2015. An interesting year, given who stepped on stage. Any fans know this, but for those who are like me and are clueless about such things (intentionally so), the Patriots beat the Seahawks in a last minute error by the Seahawks (pass interception at the goal line), at least this is according to the store clerk tonight who shared this detail with me when I asked him if he was watching the game on Sunday, which he isn’t as he knows they are rigged.
The masses are seeing. I sure hope Sunday’s game is used to bring in something BIG – YUUUUUGE – to bring the awakening to the next level.
Something else has been staying with me the last few days. Something Trump said. The number 11,888 when referring to immigrants and deportations. I decided to plug in 11888 in the Q drops. I didn’t expect a thing. However, this one came up:
I also decided to plug in 2824 (the final score of the 2015 Bowl game – 28-24. Interesting:
And one last tidbit. There was a big account on X practically screaming how NO ONE on Facebook is sharing Epstein list drops. I thought she was either lying or trying to keep people away and focused on her content. I’m seeing it everywhere. No censorship. Which tells me something’s changed.
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Victoria
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ALL. OF. THEM. It is very tiring. You share info. Cognitive dissonance program kicks in. Verbal attacks ensue. I’m done with it. He nails it.
Actor/Comedian Jim Breuer says pure, demonic evil has infiltrated our society:
“It’s your politicians— left, right, Republican, Democrat… all of them. ALL OF THEM. They’re not your heroes. Your rock stars— they’re not your heroes. Your athletes, the owners.” 💯
Egypt. Went against Israel, got wrecked. Canaan. Went against Israel, got wrecked. Assyria. Went against Israel, got wrecked. Babylon. Went against Israel, got wrecked. Medo-Persia. Went against Israel, got wrecked. Alexander the Great. Went against Israel, got wrecked.… pic.twitter.com/UnXJA3Aw4u
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Victoria
Earlier today, my daughter and I were eating breakfast. She was looking outside when she suddenly said, “Oh mom, look! A mama and her baby!” I looked outside and saw a mom pushing a little one in a jogging stroller. The baby was bouncing his little legs, hands on the support bar. He was looking up in that baby look of awe, mouth open in a little “O”, taking in the blue sky, sunlight bouncing off the trees. He was clearly lost in the moment, enthralled. You could see the sense of wonder. He was taking in everything.
I looked over at my own daughter, well into her teen years, wondering ‘Where did the time go?’ When I was a new parent, someone once told me, “The days are long but the years are short.” How true this is. I looked at my girl watching this little baby go by, taking me back to a time when she was that age. I would push her around the neighborhood in her stroller. What should have normally been a 15-minute walk would often turn into 45 minutes or an hour because she, too, would get lost in the moment and take it all in. We would stop so she could examine a flower or stop and say hello to the neighborhood cat, who was usually sitting on his front step during our afternoon walks and was more than eager to pitter-pat across the street to say hello.
I think a lot about the world today. As a mom, I sometimes wake up with that sense of fear. How will she navigate this world as it is? Especially these days, where we are seeing some really horrible things being exposed, horrifying things that have been done to our children in particular. As mentioned before, I not only write in this space, I also write elsewhere. What some call “conspiracy theorist” I prefer the term “Pattern Recognition Specialist.” I am able to see things others cannot. Patterns. Hunches. I’m highly sensitive, intuitive, highly curious, INJF on the personality spectrum, perhaps with some bits of ADHD and autistic-like tendencies thrown in (I once had a psychologist tell me I had “autistic tendencies” to which I immediately thought that would make for a really cool name for a Punk Rock Band). I’ve had an insatiable thirst for truth since I was a child. Who am I? Why am I here? Why is the world the way it is? Why am I being taught these subjects in school? Is this all there is to know about this reality? Who was Jesus? Why is God always a male?
Those sorts of questions. As I grew older, those questions morphed into “What is wrong with this world? Why is there so much poverty and disease, war and suffering? Why do we have to pay to live here? Who runs this place anyway? (I want to talk to them and demand a refund!) I never once allowed anyone to shut me down with the usual, “that’s just how it is here.”
That search has never stopped.
And what is coming out now via these files being released is not surprising me.
A year or so ago, I wrote this song. At the time I titled it, “Everything”. It has no lyrics. Until today, I wasn’t even sure what it was about. Watching that baby finding such joy in that one moment, with everything going on in the world, that little one was in its innocent state of being fully in the now. Lost in everything of that moment. In every moment, we have the ability to feel everything.
The message of my song is that even with all the big chaotic volatile things that we’re seeing coming out on top of what we’re seeing happening on the world stage, there is still something Eternal within each of us that isn’t really that much different.
We all want to see our children thriving, happy, and healthy.
And, maybe I’m naive. I’m hopeful that we can find a way to unite. Remembering who we are. That no matter how old we are, we still have the capacity to push past the noise of the world and tune in to what’s real. The Everything within each of us. And just like that baby, pause in the chaos. Find reason for joy. Find the beauty in the simplest moments. Peace in the chaos. I invite you to take time today to do that. Sit on your front porch, let your feet dangle. Watch the sun’s rays bounce off the puddle or the leaf fluttering in the breeze.
For now, in a Divine moment of grace, I am having my own Everything moment with my daughter, who has just informed me she did a Google search using her voice. “Nonprofits that help pay rent near me”. What came up? “Shrimp cocktails and the sea near me.” 😂
May your Everything find you. For now, I leave you with my song that inspired this piece. Everything.
If a system requires you to pay to live, that system is ILLEGITIMATE. We were never meant to pay for our own existence. I’ve been saying this for decades. And I. am. tired. Who isn’t? All by design. We focus on the hustle to get money however we can to pay the bills that allow us to stay in our homes, keep warm or cool, and eat. Two days off (lucky if it’s back-to-back), where most of that “luxury” time is spent doing chores not yet done for the week. And if lucky, 2 weeks off each year to do whatever you want. When you are in hustle mode, you are keeping your nervous system in survival mode, which slowly drains you over time. You are not lazy – you are dysregulated (the title of my ebook I am working on). And the reason you are dysregulated is not that you are doing something wrong. It’s because you are a sensitive, Real Soul, Real Human who is in a reality that does not align with who you really are.
So we do the best we can.
But aren’t we tired of telling ourselves those words?
I know I sure am.
Lull day. Energetic. Maybe a rest day before this weekend and the Superb Owl? Who knows. Just feeling the lull today. Here’s what I’m seeing.
💖
Victoria
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And we still have people, largely on the right, saying “you can’t have free anything. That makes people lazy.” Bullshit. Adding in what I said above – when you make life EASY for people – you give them emotional/mental energetic abilities TO create. When you no longer have to worry about how you are going to feed your child, that frees you up energetically TO create in ways that serve purpose and passion. YOU ARE NOT LAZY YOU ARE DYSREGULATED. The lazy ones are those who have stolen from us. P E R I O D. Remember the words of HRC – Sec. of State at the Time in his “removal”: We came. We saw. He died. Filthy parasite she was.
Reasons why Gaddafi was killed:
1. Libya has no electricity bill, electricity came free of charge to all citizens.
2. There were no interest rates on loans, the banks were state-owned, the loan of citizens by law 0%.
Gaddafi promised not to buy a house for his parents until everyone in Libya owns a home.
All newlywed couples in Libya received 60,000 dinars from the government & because of that they bought their own apartments & started their families.
Education & medical treatment in Libya are free. Before Gaddafi there were only 25% readers, 83% during his reign
If Libyans wanted to live on a farm, they received free household appliances, seeds and livestock.
If they cannot receive treatment in Libya, the state would fund them $2300+ accommodation & travel for treatment abroad.
If you buy a car, the government finances 50% of the price.
The price of gasoline became $ 0.14 per liter.
Libya had no external debt, and reserves were $150 Billion (now frozen worldwide)
Since some Libyans can’t find jobs after school, the government will pay the average salary when they can’t find a job.
Part of oil sales in Libya are directly linked to the bank accounts of all citizens.
The mother who gave birth to the child will receive $5000
40 loaves of bread cost $0.15.
25% of Libyans had all Ilisna diplomas.
Gaddafi has implemented the world’s biggest irrigation project known as the “BIG MAN PROJECT” to ensure water availability in the desert. If this is called “DICTATORSHIP” I wonder what democracy is?
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 5, 2026
Those damn milk carton images were ads. 😭🤬
The first Milk Carton Kid was Johnny Gosch, a paperboy that was supposedly kidnapped by Michael Aquino. This information was revealed by Paul Bonacci, who claimed to cross paths with Gosch while being kidnapped himself.
Now, look at what some people are experiencing after the "snow" begins to disintegrate
I know this will get a lot of pushback, but consider that we know the technology exists to manufacture extreme weather.. so please keep an open mind! pic.twitter.com/U5qF3hPTyW
🚨 BREAKING: Trump DOJ official caught on tape calling conservative parents “terrorists” over email demanding accountability
In a stunning leaked recording, a top legal adviser to @DAGToddBlanche – former judge Vance Day – referred to conservative parents as "terrorists" and… pic.twitter.com/flYfpvFs9w
The remark was made in response to a December 23rd email from parents demanding action by January 15th to address alleged DOJ inaction and misconduct. The email, described by insiders as a “desperate plea” for accountability, was instead interpreted by DOJ officials as a threat.
That label was directed at a group of conservative parents pushing @TheJusticeDept to investigate what they say is ongoing government weaponization against families, whistleblowers, and dissidents.
They were later warned not to go public or they would “suffer consequences.”
According to sources, following that meeting (which referenced an active investigation) DOJ officials blocked further action after removing @EagleEdMartin , former head of the DOJ’s Weaponization Group.
A White House source confirmed: “Todd Blanche didn’t tell the White House he was removing Ed [Martin] from the Weaponization Group,” – despite @POTUS Trump personally appointing him.
Kelly Walker joined Emerald Robinson to expose what he called internal sabotage against conservative parents:
“This isn’t a threat, it’s reality. Angry parents will show up. We’ve begged DOJ and the Trump administration to act… Parents have taken their own lives.”
@RealFreedomTalk also revealed DOJ leadership told him directly: “Don’t expect any justice from DOJ… You can sue if you want to.”
As Blanche faces mounting scrutiny, the deeper concern is this: Biden-era holdovers and entrenched insiders are rotting the DOJ from the inside – sabotaging Trump’s agenda while hiding in plain sight.
California farmers who grow fruit for canned products suffered a major setback this month as Del Monte Foods announced plans to close its only remaining cannery in the state.
The cannery’s closure will reportedly affect roughly 600 employees and 1,200 seasonal workers in… pic.twitter.com/O056VkKcGi
Hannity and Harvey Levin Key word “Consequential” Harvey named in Epstein dump Ransom wants Bitcoin Bitcoin was also highlighted in the Epstein dump Ransom note to TMZ? Normal?
Savannah is in the Q’s As a Clinton lap dog Savannah is who asked DJT about “QAnon” Husband is… pic.twitter.com/MMCyJZYu8U
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 6, 2026
I think the purpose of this is to push the KETO (protein-enriched) diet and reverse the carb/processed food heavy garbage we’ve had pushed on us. However, eyes on. How many on meds will suddenly go off and eat a burger, thinking they’re going to be cured?
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I spoke to another system person, hopefully for the last time. This is the one who challenged me to visit her (which is out of my driving area) to prove how serious I was in wanting to heal. My daughter was there for this call and at one point said, “oh for God’s sake, can you help her find a job or not?” then looking at me, mouthing, “Mom, she is a bitch hang up!” I was not prepared for the call. She asked me questions I was not prepared to answer. She interrupted me (not the first time I had to say “please let me finish”). Quite passive-aggressive. I finally ended the call. She said my best option was with this other agency, which I said (again) is over a year out for services. I told her again what I knew to be my “best option”. Disagreement. Funny how these people think they know what is best for you. In a nutshell, no help with vocational training as I have not worked in 17 years (since I got pregnant). I said that is not true. I have been self-employed, operating 2 websites, and have been paid for this work. I can provide proof if needed. Nope. This was not considered “real” work as I did not have an “employer” paying me.
Before I hung up, I said, “If I were coming here from another country, I would be receiving the help I seek”. “That’s not necessarily true.” I said it is, you know it, I’ve seen evidence of it, then hung up.
So, back to where I was a year ago. Trusting the Universe will provide, knowing I will be ok.
It’s all good. Even though feisty me inside wants to take my walking stick and wail away on some Agent Smiths.
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I saw firsthand what schizophrenia can do to a person. Grandpa Don’s son was diagnosed in his late teens after a particularly traumatizing event. He is a gentle, sensitive, artistic type. The dimensional entities (“invisible enemies” as Trump refers to them) can and do latch on during traumatic moments, and sometimes, unless cleared, they stick around. Don’s son would draw these horrid-looking creatures – all looking the same – which he claimed was what he saw when he “heard the voices”. He was medicated with so many different types of drugs. He would stabilize, then relapse. It was horrible to watch. I saw an article written by a Psychiatrist in New York who treated such people, and she had begun to shift her practice away from medication-based, only after seeing incredible work done in a country in Africa where they looked at schizophrenia as a spiritual illness (literally casting out demons) and treated patients holistically. Within 6 months, patients were healthy. No medication needed. Diet is important, as are supplements, but when it comes to mental health issues, most of this is, at its core, unresolved trauma.
“Numerous studies, including systematic reviews and meta-analyses, have established a strong association between childhood trauma (such as abuse, neglect, or adversity) and an increased risk of developing schizophrenia or other psychotic disorders.”
Dang auto text. Forgive my “typos”.
This is false. I know people who have been diagnosed with bipolar who eat aikido-based diet. It can help but it doesn't care. Most mental illness has at its core a dysregulated nervous system caused by trauma that is still being held in the body this is neuroscience. We should… https://t.co/VAaFeEMyKW
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) February 4, 2026
.@SecKennedy: “Every hospital in the country is now going to have to publish their prices…If you go to a restaurant and look at the menu, the prices are there. Health care is the only place where you can’t see your prices.” pic.twitter.com/A7gjfZsdQt
Is he making sure he’s covered all bases? I don’t see any of the governors and mayors where this violence is happening reaching out and asking Trump to come in. And what’s with the “please” part? A bit of trolling?
NOW – Trump says he is adjusting his mass deportations policy to only go into cities if the mayors or governors "ask" and "say please," adding, "I don't want to go and force ourselves into a city, even if their numbers are terrible." pic.twitter.com/xji3FfEl42
ROGAN: “One of the weirder things about these [Epstein] files is there's some stuff in there … that was like George W. Bush was involved in ritual sacrifice … What do you think that stuff is?”
BENZ: “What I'll say is this is a bad week to be a total Pizzagate denialist.” 👀 pic.twitter.com/co5bEvAblf
💥”A lot of smart people are in real deep trouble right now, and I’m not, and a lot of people, really smart people are dead, they’re gone, they’re buried, they’re over.” ~Donald J. Trump November 6, 1992
The most schizo Epstein drop is an email chain where someone is threatening to use a time machine called the Looking Glass. They mention the Great Awakening and a temporal war going on between the evil Deep State and a benevolent New New World Order.
And yet the story around here is “that’s not true”…
Another question maybe someone can answer:
How many foreigners who received a Social Security number / card because they were issued a work permit that allowed them to apply for one are collecting Social Security benefits while our corrupt Congress keeps raising the Age limits… https://t.co/MLjGhobYjX
Going through the files and found More on Epstiens research on the vagus nerve titled by Epstien “ what happens in vagus stays in vagus “ it seems they were trying to make a virus like Alzheimer’s or herpies that could be stored in the body and activated By electric shocks pic.twitter.com/nqEktyLmNe
— inhumans of capitalism (Ojibwa )☭ (@Inhumansoflate1) February 3, 2026
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See new posts Conversation inhumans of capitalism (Ojibwa )☭ @Inhumansoflate1 · Feb 2 Going through the files and found More on Epstiens research on the vagus nerve titled by Epstien “ what happens in vagus stays in vagus “ it seems they were trying to make a virus like Alzheimer’s or herpies that could be stored in the body and activated By electric shocks Dr. Tau Braun @drtaubraun Let me help you over here.
They achieved what they set out to do. The Spike Protein of SARS-CoV-2 used in the Covid Vaccines binds to nicotinic receptors.
Nicotinic receptors on the vagus nerve are mostly in the ganglia, where preganglionic fibers from the brain meet postganglionic neurons heading to organs like the heart and gut.
The Spike Protein can do many things but ultimately it was built as an incapacitating agent.
Dr. Tau Braun @drtaubraun It gets worse.
Besides the Nicotinic receptor binding – there’s this too.
The receptor-binding motif in the SARS-CoV-2 Spike protein, residues 697 – 740 in the RBD domain, shows structural homology (it’s an analog) to omega-conotoxin’s cysteine-knot fold – both have disulfide bridges stabilizing loops that insert into channels or receptors. Spike Protein ACE2-binding helix mimics how omega-conotoxin blocks CaV* pores, potentially disrupting vagal calcium signaling indirectly via inflammation.
*Voltage-gated calcium channels – CaV
Dysfunctions in CaV pores can lead to severe disorders:
•Epilepsy, encompassing various forms such as absence seizures, idiopathic generalized epilepsy, juvenile myoclonic epilepsy, and developmental and epileptic encephalopathy that disrupt thalamocortical circuitry and neuronal excitability
•Migraine
•Cardiac arrhythmias, including long QT syndrome, short QT syndrome, Brugada syndrome, and sinus bradycardia, that impair cardiac excitation and repolarization
•Ataxia, including spinocerebellar ataxia type 6, episodic ataxia type 2
•Autism spectrum disorders / multisystem issues including cognitive abnormalities
•Schizophrenia
•Bipolar disorder
•Lambert-Eaton myasthenic syndrome, an autoimmune condition leading to muscle weakness
•Paraneoplastic cerebellar degeneration, associated with VGCC antibodies causing severe cerebellar dysfunction
•Malignant hyperthermia, a life-threatening reaction to anesthetics linked to calcium channel dysregulation
•Timothy syndrome, a multisystem disorder involving arrhythmias, syndactyly, heart defects, immune issues, hypoglycemia, and autism
•Chronic pain, due to altered CaV channel activity in sensory neurons
•Parkinson’s disease, involving changes in CaV1 channel expression contributing to neuronal degeneration
•Huntington’s disease, with calcium channel dysregulation exacerbating neuronal damage
•Multiple sclerosis, linked to disruptions in calcium signaling affecting myelin and nerve function
•Autoimmune encephalitis, presenting with psychiatric symptoms like psychotic depression from N-type VGCC antibodies
•Congenital stationary night blindness, a retinal disorder shifting voltage dependence in CaV1.4 channels
•Hypokalemic periodic paralysis, a muscular disorder from mutations affecting muscle excitability
•Primary aldosteronism, involving adrenal gland overproduction of aldosterone
•Motor neuron disorders, such as those in amyotrophic lateral sclerosis models with calcium dysregulation
Sorry.
This would be cool. This is the first time
For fun, I asked GROK who it thinks will win the Super Bowl. Response is interesting – especially the phrase “my gut”.
yup. verified. and depuke too. No one gets to these levels without selling out.
Can we all agree that kids do not belong at protests that most always include violence
“First of all, I don’t feel she’s informed enough to have made a decision like the one that she made by doing a protest,” the mother told local station WOWT. “I don’t feel that any of the young people that were involved know enough about what’s going on to do or set up a protest because I feel they don’t know what they’re protesting.”
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Now people locally – in my own damn community- are flagging my buymeacoffee writings claiming “FUNDRAISER VIOLATION”.
My page is not a fundraiser, obviously.
Fundraisers are when people say “please give me money” and offer nothing in return.
I am offering a SERVICE. My writings. My music. My poems and photography. My creations. My f’ing heart and Soul.
And I am being denied the right to share that in my own community because people are wrongfully flagging my post (while allowing political posts, even though NEXTDOOR policy clearly states NO POLITICS unless locally focused).
If you see this and care – please – offer me something. A listening ear. SOMETHING. I am literally being cut out of my life and if things don’t shift “out there” – pushed out into the streets. This is breaking my heart. I SHARE my writings, my personal creations, and it’s one thing to see each post showing no coffees bought, but to be SILENCED? To be stopped from my right to DO this?
