At the park in this one….At one point I had to leave my space and walk away – I was surrounded by adults and one was talking about just getting the ja b…..And I began feeling overwhelmed and had some discomfort in my body so I got up and walked away. It was difficult to be in my own bubble. The weather is beautiful, park was very crowded and yet I just did not like the energy – not even with the children. Speaking of the self protection – you will hear some thoughts on that including Sister Linea’s experience of being around those who took the ja b and how she can now no longer to hands on work after experiencing physical issues – and she was very affirmative in feeling it would not affect her one bit – so apparently intentions and other things are only doing so much. This is a real phenomena like it or not- burying the head in the sand in ignorance isn’t helpful – so yeah – taking precautions as much as I can. Talking with Sister D about that today and the energy it takes to “keep up the vibe” 24/7 – which kinda feels like pressure now to do that or keep it “high” whenever we are out. Just not possible to do all of the time is it? I also spoke of the interesting experience I had last night on our walk – I could not connect myself to anything around here. As Sister D so perfectly shared – it’s like putting out tentacles and not finding anything to latch onto. Here are today’s reflections….I had to put it into two files as I needed to tend to my daughter for a bit…
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