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Some finds for 10/17/2020

 

energy was rough today….heavy…..feels better tonight….

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first here is a link to watch Trump Card (free) – the documentary that was released last Friday (10/9).  watching this tonight:

 

 

Interesting dates.  My focus:  HOME.  Fully restored/healed.  The beach.  The woods.  The house.  The tribe. Freedom.  The perfect weather (been working on manifesting that here now)…..I know this idea we see playing out now:  socialism or capitalism – neither resonate with me.  Both can be disasters if unchecked and under the control of malevolent intent.  I choose New Earth/Home and Freedom.    

Schumann ~ current bubble of bliss:

 

this video is part of a video that was released back in april.  still waiting on those indictments….i’ve also been wondering about durham.  who is this guy?  it’s hard to find anything about him – especially his family other than just his wife’s name and that they have 4 sons and 8 grandchildren.  perhaps that is because he was known as a mob boss prosecutor and thus needs the anonymity.  just something within makes me pause and do the “hmmm” about him….

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10/16/20 Reflection & Finds

 

I am laughing as I write this:  My ability to add and subtract in my checkbook is just not happening.  I used to have an accountant brain.  I loved numbers.  I actually enjoyed balancing my checkbook.  I would curl up on the couch with a cup of tea, calculator, checkbook and statement and get busy.  Today?  I struggle to use the calculator – hands are floppy weird some days which ends up with me pressing buttons I didn’t intend.  And then there are the moments when I rely on my brain power alone to add and subtract.

Tonight I had to order some shoes for my girl.  Her feet have grown rapidly over the summer and we realized what she has doesn’t fit – other than her sandals and she can’t wear those during the colder weather.  The challenge I had placing the order then figuring out the numbers in my checkbook left me scattered.

3D matrix doings becoming even more challenging.  This frigging better have either a shift or some much needed healing tech.  My brain functioning with such tedious tasks is no longer symbiotic.  Somewhere in the cosmos I am composing amazing music and having fantastic adventures.  That’s what I tell myself when I find myself really struggling with certain cognitive tasks.

I noticed today when I had a couple of “me and only me” moments –  outside – when I had nothing but silence.  It was like a breath of new life flowed into me and I could think straight.  So part of it is that – needing many more of those moments where I only have one thing in which to focus on.  I could write a comical piece on tonight’s adventure in shoe ordering. My child was next to me on the bed with nothing but a tape measurer at her disposal – and an active mind and tons of energy.  I kept having to ask her to hush so I could F O C U S.

When I begin to lament on the possibility these brain issues are all due to the mama brain and aging brain issues – I think to others with whom I speak having the same challenges who are either not parents or if they are they are 20 plus years younger than I am and are perplexed at how they are so absolutely scattered these days – unable to be anywhere except in the full moment – forgetting what they ate for lunch that day or what they just said 10 minutes ago.

I tried to do more today but still had the feeling to just SIT and LET GO. However, waiting isn’t aligning so I’ve made a couple of new steps to do NEW – here –  now.  I will see how that plays out.

I want to share a very serene moment I had this morning.  Yesterday as I (think) I shared her last night was a challenging day for a few reasons.  I went to bed earlier than usual and slept hard for about 7 hours straight.  I woke up early morning, heated up my warming buddies and as I returned to sleep, I tuned in and worked with my energy and inner dialogue.  At the moment I am drawing a blank on what I said to assist myself – but I do remember the feeling was wonderful.  I was able to lift myself up and out of the murk/energy of trauma.  I felt, well, ME – the ME I know I am and the ME I am becoming.  As I shared with one of you recently, it has been my feeeeeel lately that the energy of trauma was designed to “stick” – using that reptilian brain code of theirs – which is why it is so challenging to totally and I mean TOTALLY heal from trauma.  I don’t know of anyone who has had a traumatic experience and the energy around it completely removed – as in no more issues with it – no more triggers – nothing.  It’s like there are layers of energy – depending upon the trauma.  And that, IMHO, ain’t part of our Original Design/experience.

Donations have dropped off quite a bit in the last several months – which I understand.  This “lockdown” has impacted us all – some far more than others – especially economically.  I still ask though if any of you can afford a few dollars, please consider donating for the work I do.  All go to living expenses.  (although I’d love to have extra for that 2 week beach vacation I continue to envision – not that anything is open in our area – at least not without having to wear a mask and that ain’t happening)

So…..for now, I leave you with some finds of interest.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

So….first of all I forgot I wanted to share this one.  The other night my girl and I watched Contact.  I mentioned here a few others were also drawn this week to do the same.  There is one image that literally flashes on the screen – so quickly you essentially miss it.  It occurs once Ellie is off on her travels in the craft and we see the image below flash right before she gets drawn back into another wormhole.  So we paused it (took several times to do that) and I took a photo.  Very interesting.  It’s a series of panels – stacked upon one another.  It is perhaps a disclosure of the construct here.  Anyway, sharing it as well as offering up an interesting comparison someone captured on one of the NASA cams this week:

CLIP FROM MOVIE:

 

NASA CAM CAPTURE:

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Things to make ya go hmmm….

And here’s another thing to make ya reflect – a sun/sky capture I was suddenly guided to take as I enjoyed another beautiful day outside.  It is possible this is some sort of a lens smudge – but that object above the sun is very circular…..

 

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breaking it down:

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movie humor:

more movie humor:

Hunter and Joe Biden Scandal Takes a Dark Turn — FBI’s Top Lawyer on Child Porn Involved in Case

CONFIRMED: FBI Chief Chris Wray Hid Information from the Public, Congress and Executive Branch that Absolved President Trump During Impeachment (VIDEO)

REPORT: Hunter Biden’s former Business Partner Bevan Cooney Has Flipped – Is Working with Reporters Peter Schweizer and Matthew Tyrmand

This is a first:

WATCH: President Trump Tells Crowd He 100% Agrees With ‘Lock Her Up Chant’

BREAKING: RNC Files FEC Complaint Against Big Tech Oligarchs for Censorship of the Hunter Biden Emails Reports

 

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The AwaQening: ” Will JFK Jnr return 17th Oct. Galactic Beings say POLISH YOUR SILVER – someone important is coming!” and a gematria

 

new power rising on the 17th (states time zone) 18th (australia time zone)….i decided to gematria “POLISH YOUR SILVER” as i found that to be a very interesting message to receive – esp. repeatedly.  that is below the video….love, v.

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*The AwaQening 11.11*
*The AwaQening 11.11*

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The Illuminati Are
Responsible For My Dads
Death  (we know who that is referring to – very interesting!)

I Am The Destroyer Born
At The Noon Hour

Key To Escape The Matrix

Can You Handle The Truth

Qanons Digital Soldiers

I Revealed Truth Of It
All

You Will Soon Go Home

Five Hundred And Fifty
Five

Son Knows The Truth

Some finds

 

an energetically challenging day.  today is a crawling day.  dealing with trauma and asserting boundaries.  honestly this girl is done with being an experience that allows for trauma and boundaries to be violated.  my desire atm is simple:  freedom, peace and to be left be.  i see evil doesn’t listen.  doesn’t respect.  and won’t change.  and i see it clearly now.

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for several hours, many of us on twitter weren’t able to comment or share/retweet….interesting this comes on the day that Senator’s Ted Cruz and Lindsay Graham (Senate Judiciary Committee) subpoenaed J Dorsey.

 

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Schumann:

Repealing Section 230….Comms

 

POTUS tweeted this on 10/6:

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Kayleigh McEnemy’s clock showed 2:30:

What is Section 230?

Section 230 is a part of federal legislation passed more than 20 years ago. It runs only 26-words long—short and to the point. But it has had an outsize affect on life as we know it.

They are the “26 words that created the Internet,” says Jeff Kossett, a cybersecurity law professor at the U.S Naval Academy and one of the foremost experts on Section 230.

Most fundamentally, Section 230 provides immunity to social media companies like Facebook and Twitter TWTR -2.2% against being sued over the content on their site. This allows them to operate and flourish without needing to moderate content.

“Section 230 set the legal framework for the internet that we know today that relies heavily on user content rather than content that companies create. Without Section 230, companies would not be willing to take so many risks,” Kosset says.

SOURCE/CONTINUE HERE

Lots of talk about FB and TWAT censorship today:

Break up these Big Tech media outlets – clean ’em up – MSM to follow…My insight….

Today’s Reflection ~ new level of bored. Where am I exactly?

 

I just came inside after spending time enjoying the warm sun.  As I began to walk through the door I paused and told my mate what I had planned for dinner.  He gave me the thumbs up and I said “I don’t know who will be making it but that’s my idea.”  We both laughed.  Making meals has become further challenging.  E V E R Y T H I N G literally has become a challenge.

One of the outside activities we did today was biking.  My girl and I rode up to one of our favorite places.  I stopped to take pictures of the Fall foliage.  I made an attempt to appreciate the colors.  They were beautiful – reaching a peak.  But I’ve seen it all before.

Boredom has taken on a new intensity.  I feel called to give it a new name.  Or phrase.  Something like mind-numbing activity on repeat or “if i have to see that scene again i am going to turn into that little guy from The Incredibles”…..

Last night was intense.  I was very sleepy around 7:30pm so I rested for an hour or so then was pretty awake until well after midnight.  My mate and I were still awake at 2am – trying to fall asleep – when suddenly we began to vibrate inside at that cellular level.  He felt it first and commented and just as I said “nope, not feeling it”, I rolled over on my side and began to feel the surge.  I suddenly felt 16 and had the desire to go for a 2 mile run.  As it was dark, cold and I have the knees of a, well, someone of “my age”, that wasn’t an option, so I got up, walked around the house and breathed through the experience.

No idea what time I actually fell asleep.  I just know I woke up around 4:30am and slept in fits after that.  I’m conserving my CBD oil until I feel comfortable enough spending the money for a new bottle.

I am also having those “where am I?” experiences – little piece of me here with another piece of me elsewhere.  Or the rest of me.  Whatever that is ain’t exactly clear.  I feel I am just used to the experience – something that has been gradually happening and is now pretty much continuous.

Today as I swept off the front porch, I thought how many times I’ve done that.  Yeah, you get the picture.  I know it is collective now – we are bored. We are done.  We are ready for New.  And we ARE on that verge for unlike having these experiences in the past few years, which were fleeting, this energy is a constant.  For those in this house that is the experience and for some of you I speak with.

I also noticed my girl and I aren’t the only ones having the need to watch Contact.  Another friend from Home expressed the same.  Today my girl, out of the blue, said “Mom, I think Contact will be the last movie we watch.”

We are watching it tonight.  lol

Love to you all ~

Victoria “I’m ok to go” Sistar

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Laura Whitworth ~ Important Message From Alcyone our Galactic Mother on the Ascension of Planet Earth

 

ok so this gives dates – in terms of a month – however it is something i have felt myself for awhile as, for personal reasons, november is a pertinent marker for me (as in crunch time – term i use) and has been for several months now.  earlier Laura also said she felt the election is the catalyst….i feel it too.  we will know soon enough.  this is a very emotional session – we have been gone so long.  we have waited so very long – at least that is the feeling.  i feel ancient here – and wonder who on the outside is waiting these days as i have no real memory – just a few flashes.  while it’s still a channeled piece – there are pieces that resonate.  love, v.

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A gematria

 

From POTUS’ rally speech tonight:

WE’RE GONNA HAVE THE GREATEST CELEBRATION  (referring to “the wall” – referring to the gathering?)….english gematria 2220….

We Are With You

November Twenty Third

Serpents Wont Even See It
Coming

Capital Letters Message
From Trump

Its The End Of The World
As We Know It

Onward To Victory Donald
J Trump

 

 

10/13 Finds

 

Sen. Hirono Stuns, Asks Amy Coney Barrett If She’s Sexually Assaulted Anyone
Researchers At Large Hadron Collider Are Confident To Make Contact With Parallel Universe In Days

 

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check out what he says at the 2:22 mark regarding Biden:  HE SHOT (said it twice)….telling us what happened to the original at G’MO…?  he looks AMAZING, btw – 20 years younger…..

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interesting – interestED….although $39K for the medical bed….REALLY??

 

absolutely feeling the same…..sharing partly because of the sentiments but also because of the song – waiting on the world to change – a song that went through my mind yesterday morning….

 

 

This is heartbreaking.  What has been allowed to happen to children, to the elderly – the most vulnerable – plus the rest of us – is treasonous. Inexcusable.  MUST END.

 

interesting:

Today’s Reflection ~ A New type of Surrender

 

I’ve spoken with several of you wonderful Souls today and the feelings we are experiencing are indeed collective.  The angst.  The frustration.  The inner that is screaming for Freedom now.  The need for transparency.  The “I AM DONE” with deception.  And the feeling of not knowing what to do as well as feeling like a big ‘ole thumb is telling us to stay put.

Ditto on it all.

Last night I stayed outside until about 1:30am.  It was dry and partly cloudy. I thought of people in my life from years and decades ago.  I cried as I had one-way comms w/them.  (or were they really one-way?  hmmm)  I just cried and cried and cried away the angst and jitters.  It was then that I felt that energy – that massive energy quietly guiding me to STAY PUT/STAY STILL.

I gotta say – I am feeling a new type of surrender.  I’ve done quite enough of “letting it all go to let it flow” but this time I feel the need to keep my eyes open.  I feel it is the old original trauma’s of whatever happened – whatever we experienced to get us into this prison created by the “invisible enemy” – so trusting ANYTHING ANYBODY ANY MESSAGE etc. etc. 100% w/o question is not in my “game plan”.  I am, however, not pushing back against this ongoing inner experience to stay put.

The image I have had for the last couple of weeks is the scene below from Contact – which is a movie I have wanted to watch again.  Interestingly enough my girl brought it to me last night and said “mama I’ve been wanting to watch this movie”.  And speaking with Sister D today – she said she watched it recently – felt guided to.  I feel I need to “get out of the 3D seat” and trust.  Float.  I know the more I CLING to anything the more distressed I feel.  And that ain’t no fun.

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That being said – I still seek reassurance.  Answers.  Support.  Far too often, as I have said here and elsewhere, we are told to just “trust the plan” – whatever that plan is.  The Q team.  Ascension.  Home.  East/West. Awakening.

Enough of that nonsense – this “don’t ask just trust”.  My inner Truth says LET NO ONE DRIVE ME.  Ask questions.  And if you see others asking honest questions, if you can answer, then respond.  If not – be kind.  Don’t be one of those types who gaslight by dismissing, discounting with that ego dick-hat. The awakening is a process and far too many think they have it all figured out and when questioned, the inner a-hole comes out.  I feeeel I won’t know EVERYTHING while I am still here.  There is still deception playing out – on both sides of this insane war (reflection on that at the end).  For me to KNOW something fully, and I mean F U L L Y, at times I have to SEE with the human eyes.  Perhaps that’s not the way it is on the outside – again – I don’t know.  But that’s how things operate inside here and we are still inside this pit.

Doing the best we can.

So I will do my best to be supportive of every one of you regardless of your narrative.  Like that line from the U2 song “One” – we’re One but we’re not the same.  We’ve got to carry each other….carry each other….

So – brief insight on this war:  My mate said it feels like this see-saw.  Up and down.  I agreed and said to think of it like a movie.  What happens near the end?  Does the scene intensify until BAM it’s over?  Yeah.  And yes I absolutely have noooooo energy w/in me supporting the concept that we are watching a movie.  Q says this isn’t a game – but it is a movie.  Perhaps that is as Rose has said – this is an illusion in here and that bus you see, while it is an illusion, can still hurt you when inside this matrix.

Anyway…….what gives me reassurance w/this “stay put” is the experience we had moving into this house almost 9 years ago.  Everything in me for many years (that just grew with time) KNEW we had to be on this street. When the “time” arrived, we were quietly but forcefully guided to this house through a series of events (yeah that weren’t pleasant) – much like the feeling and experience I am having now.  In fact I can honestly say the energy THEN matches exactly to the energy I am feeling now.  So…..That guidance served me well then – and I feeeeeeeel it is serving me well now.

Love,

Victoria

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