Apparently “time” is what I was to focus on and feel into today.
It began in the shower (of course). I thought of the video the Gunner’s Wife (lip reader extraordinaire) put out several weeks ago showing POTUS speaking to Melania saying (paraphrased) “I cannot believe I am here using your time machine”. I then thought of the experience I had in July 2009 where that craft literally called my name, guiding me to come outside. One of the most amazing experiences I have had in this cycle. The very first thought I had after wondering who is in that thing was “us from the future”. I had a hard time wrapping my mind. I can still remember sitting outside, feeling very puzzled about having had that thought. Since I wasn’t able to understand that concept, I let it go – but it has always remained at the back of my mind.
So, like putting together a puzzle, the thoughts came to me fast. Potus and Melania (and perhaps others in their family – definitely Barron) aren’t from here. They’re from Home (meaning outside of this realm). This was their first experience here in the pit. They volunteered to come here to fulfill these rolls of exposing the “invisible enemy” that invaded us who knows how long ago and they brought w/them “home-world” tech to do so with flawless precision. And as such, they were able to bypass or infiltrate the “time” program.
I then realized I was most likely correct in my first guess as to the craft I saw and who it was: It WAS us “from the future”. I have wondered if the rest of my consciousness or some part of me was on that craft. It is possible. I just know the connection I felt seeing that was unlike ANY experience of connection I have had here. I simply knew these were my people.
Part of the job to end the game here is returning us to authentic infinity – and not this nonsense they have conditioned us to believe here is infinity: that sideways 8 (as I call it). That is actually where we have been – repeating, or as we call it in this house “rinse and repeat”. I have really seen that topic a lot in recent months. People are feeling into that and seeing that is how their life has been – no matter what their choices have been. It’s that inner feeling that doesn’t lie. Our Original experience is more linear – ongoing – expanding and changing. We don’t “have” to repeat things in order to “learn” or “expand” as we have been conditioned to beLIEve here.
I also thought how difficult it is to break out of old patterns here. We tend to repeat the same relationships, experiences, etc. – often regardless of what we tell ourselves. I can tell you I feel I have absolutely wasted a lot of time in “therapy” under the guidance of retraining my brain to break old patterns. I have had some success and yet have also felt: “it isn’t supposed to be this difficult!” Life – experiencing – is supposed to be easy. (Counselors usually didn’t like that one.)
Is this “challenge” part of their prison?
Sure feels like a strong possibility to me.
Moving on, speaking of time, my daughter and I watched some older dvd’s of her as a small child. We went back to 2014 – just 6 years ago. Seeing myself – wow. It’s like seeing a totally different person. My mate watched for a bit too and later told me he had the exact same experience. Our conclusion? We were much more plugged in then. Today? We’re as unplugged as we feel we can be. Much more authentic. Physical bodies different too. Part could be age for there are body changes that go with that as well as grace. However, most of it is simply this detaching and merging process that has been going on – obviously longer than I have realized. It is something neither of us can put into words. It is, again, an inner feeling/knowing.
We both thought – while that time was beautiful – no way would we return to that “time”. In fact – energetically – I simply wouldn’t “fit” into that time period.
Anyway….very interesting inner journeying today. As far as physical sensations – something I haven’t shared much of lately – here is what I have been noticing:
Vision changes/issues
Either light/interrupted sleep or sleeping like a baby
Dizziness and a sense of not being fully here
Little to no appetite to needing to eat like a growing child (the favorite remains fruit – that is a staple)
Moments of intense fatigue (extra tired lately no matter how much sleep i have)
Sometimes my manifestation skills are sharp – other times I feel I can’t create sheot. We have had a lot of heat lately and the forecast had called for mid to upper 90’s all week long. No. Not in my experience. So I tuned in as I have done before with weather. I told my family if we can weaken and move hurricanes, we can lower temperatures. So I spent time a few days ago calling forth the cool ocean air from the west. I welcomed it. Just did what came natural. As I watched the forecast, I saw one of the meterologists say the weather seemed to be shifting and they would watch it. Did I do that? Hmmm. I kept at it.
And guess what? We had 78 today and an ocean breeze (we were supposed to be mid 90’s). Tomorrow – similar forecast (when just 3 days ago they said we would be upper 90’s). The heat keeps getting pushed ahead. I continue to focus on cooler temperatures. I will see what happens.
We are in a simulation. And there has been a war going on. As their programs weaken, ours strengthen. I am thinking this may be one of mine. It is not the first time I have been able to influence the weather. Just kind of surprised me to see this change – especially so dramatically.
Cool. Cool. Coooooooooooooool.
Let me know how you’re all doing.
Love,
Victoria
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Thank you all for your love, friendship and support!
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