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Thank you all for your prayers for Oregon.  The weather is now perfect for fighting and containing fires and the biggest area outside of Portland – officials said today they will not have to expand current evacuation orders. Some are actually returning to their homes (including someone I know).  I read where the NG is coming and there are planes flying in and out of the nearby county’s airport to drop retardant on the two biggest fires.  Seeing the communities pull together is beautiful.  We have people taking donations – private people, local farmers, businesses, etc.  It is showing the Beauty of Humanity.  The Beauty of the Human.  It is showing how powerful we are United once we put aside our politics and religions and other little labels we wear here.

In between the feeling the moments of connection and inspiration, it still continues to feel surreal.  Traumatizing (anxiety has been through the roof this week).  Heart-wrenching.  Our public forests and state parks are closed and are being heavily patrolled and monitored.  There continues to be proof that arsonists are behind some of this (if not much).  This is just one of many many examples (of which I verified):

It's Not Global Warming–> Oregon Officials Announce Arrest of Two More Alleged Arsonists Including Criminal Transient via @gatewaypundit https://t.co/2gBXsJy3UA

— Jim Hoft (@gatewaypundit) September 12, 2020

The fires in Oregon have been suspiciously close to the highway. pic.twitter.com/lh888tNIpD

— Ian Miles Cheong (@stillgray) September 10, 2020

insightful thread:

Thread: THE OREGON HELLZONE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY AMERICA'S ENEMIES. (Foreign AND Domestic)
Every Influencer in Social Media right now who posts news articles stating or says ANTIFA is starting the Fires gets immediate pushback by Bots & Operatives. pic.twitter.com/CIttMm3ZVV

— #SOULWAR ✝ (@CatesDuane) September 11, 2020

Arsons.  Acts of war.

And there are some who are saying this is conspiracy and to stop spreading rumors that arsonists are behind this.

Ignorance continues to expose itself (as does evil).

Then tonight I read talk about the fires within and without serving a purpose – rebirth.

Who says something like that?  And especially at this time?  

Would they actually say such words to the father who lost his son?

Would they say those words to the residents of the small towns that saw essentially most of their town destroyed?

Would they say that to the people who suffered serious burns and were literally on fire themselves?

THERE IS NO PURPOSE in ANY of this other than pure destruction.

No “higher” purpose.

This isn’t our Source of Soul’s doing this.

This is and are acts of E V I L.

There is NO PURPOSE in ANY experience here that intentionally creates harm and trauma and death and loss.

P E R I O D.

Purpose comes from creating authentically and without compromise from others.

People are free to have whatever narrative they want.  But I no longer follow anyone who supports or spouts the above narrative.  That narrative is not allowed on my page.  It is so absolutely contrary to everything I feel within and know to be True.

This is a war on humanity and as I said last night – if someone cannot see that – they are walking in a state of ignorance.  This is about evil and those engaging a war on us.  And I say this as someone who took awhile to open my mind to this possibility for I was still under the influence that evil was an illusion and we are all One and what you do to me is a reflection of me and how there was only dark and light.  I am SO GRATEFUL my inner Me continued to guide me out of this particular darkness.

I contemplate how many who are victims of these tragic fires are reading this person’s page?  Imagine how that would leave one feeling.

God dayem….

I wonder exactly what programming is keeping these folks spouting this nonsense.  These are otherwise heart based beautiful people who are likely unknowingly letting their minds be scripted by the evil hive mind of this matrix.  We’ve all been victims of it. But it’s time to see it and break free from it and stop trying to put it all together in some love and light basket or some logical puzzle.  The Heart knows.  The Heart understands.

My heart over flows with compassion for all who are suffering in these wildfires.  I have several people from my childhood years including a former best friend who have been displaced/evacuated.  Of what real use or help would it be to give them a little pat and say “this is serving a purpose for your rebirth” while totally ignoring the intentional acts that put them in the situation they are now facing?

Yeah….

I hope those supporting this narrative will pause, expand and at least consider what I am saying.  I had to and did.  As I often say – know different, do different.  I was once a very big follower of the new age narratives.  I spent hundreds of dollars on their books – and countless hours at bookstores sitting on couches, trying to decide which one to buy.  And yet… they never fully aligned with my heart- so slowly I began to question these books I was reading by Chopra and Oprah and Hays and Walsch and Zukav, etc.  Little tidbits of truth while totally missing out on the big one:  this is a matrix simulation run by evil with their war and focus upon US.

Yeah – those big publishing houses, which are part OF it, wouldn’t let that in would they?  Nope.  Say such unpopular things and you get censored by someone, somewhere.

That is why I have long followed this little motto:  follow those who are the most censored, attacked, etc. for they are obviously willing to risk it all to share their perspective.  It’s been a good one for me to go by.

That and remain humble when sitting with someone who is hurting.  Don’t give advice and never assume to know what they need or how they feel.  (which has meant sometimes I take deep breaths and gently bite my tongue)

That is between them and their connection with Source.

Love,

Victoria

Today has a twilight zone feeling to it.  Maybe it’s just the smoke from the fires up and down the west coast.  That creates an energy of its own for sure. But this feels like it goes beyond just my area.  Things just feel surreal.

I’ve been feeling for days now another Trump card is coming – and not just any card but like THE card of all cards.  We need that BAM TURN THE LIGHT on the stage moment.  I know I have been saying this all year but good god at this point how much more can this trauma/harm experience keep on? EVERYONE has had enough.  Most people I talk to lately are experiencing not just the lockdown crap, but personal stuff.  From the fires to family issues to loss – depression, anxiety, money challenges.  The collective is saying fully now WE ARE DONE.  Today we were notified by mail my mate’s biological mother (whom he has not had contact with in years – by choice – a lot of trauma/abuse with that relationship) is on life support so the children are being contacted.  We were already at our “enough is enough” from the lockdown and this week the fires.  I could only shake my head as he of course felt that moment of sudden sorrow.

A lot of souls are leaving now.  It’s ominous – troubling in a way.

This experience now feels like a water balloon that is at full capacity.  No more water can be fit inside the collective or individual.  It’s gotta burst.  It is bursting.  Period.  No other option on the table.  I woke up either yesterday morning or today thinking “would someone on stage turn on the damn light already?!”  We are told, after all, this is a movie and I feel there is a lot of truth in that – metaphorically and literally.  Interesting to note VK had this yesterday as his new background image on twitter:

We have all had it.  And I say that in the way that the line has been drawn. The days of crossing it are over.

Tonight Yellow Rose said the time is “nigh”.

I don’t want all of this to be yet another temporary moment of synchronicity where I think “oh this is it” and months later I’m saying the same thing then months later, the same, infinity b.s. looping on and on.

NO.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!

I would rather not have any further such synchs if this is as far as they go and don’t actually MANIFEST into the end result I want – the result we all want.

Well, most of it.  There are still some who think we can create the new world right here and now just by having positive thoughts.  In these current vessels.  Facing the onslaught of evil being played out by those who are well backed and well funded and well organized – and yet we “light workers” around the globe can end it all.  I would think we would have done that already with all of the intending and mass meditations we have been doing – many for decades.

I really feel Rose is right.  This is hell.  We are POW’s of War – a war over and for us.  For our energy.  For our consciousness.  If you cannot see that by now, you are not fully awake and I say that as a loving bitch slap in your beautiful face.  (Sometimes you gotta be blunt if you really care about someone.)

Action is what is needed.  You see an act of evil such as someone setting a fire do you meditate their behavior away or do you walk over and shoot their ass?

And yet – what action do we take?  Any of you feeling called to get out there and engage in the physical battle?  Any of you even able to do that?

Or do we trust in a divine plan – forces beyond this realm – working with humans inside?  That’s what I continue to return to even when I question and pitch a fit and claim “i’m walking away from this ephemeral crap!”  All I know is holding the light and thinking happy thoughts is NOT how you remove entities and other beings intent on creating harm.  Someone enters your property threatening harm, what do you do?  Call the people who have guns and weapons.

These entities…..They are not heart-based humans. Perhaps they once were – some that is – but they sold out and their Soul is out (just had the thought there may be more to the term “sold out” – the Soul is literally removed out of the body for some – many – maybe all??) allowing the “invisible enemy” to enter and take control.  The rest – bots, programs, holograms.  And I have no need nor use for any of them – any of that – in my experience.

I was very angry the first day of these fire – and I still am.  I was calling out the President wondering where in the F he was.  I wasn’t interested in protocol, procedures or even the constitution.  I know what Love is and what Love does and if people are in danger you DO SOMETHING if you have the ability to do so.  Send in those large planes w/the tankers (they are doing that in Southern Oregon).   Send in the military and find these thugs creating the fires.  Arrest the officials who allowed this shit to begin with.

I was angry over how governors let these fires flourish (and of course they’re putting the blame on their fake climate change narrative) – angry over the fact that the biggest and most destructive one in Oregon is being investigated as an arson.  Anyway – I was angry and some new ager thinking they are in the heart but are just running another bot program told me how to feel by saying not to feel hate and then tossed in my trigger phrase:  hold positive thoughts for the reality you want.

Well intentioned?  Who cares at this point.  It’s ignorant and does nothing to lift me up or help.  Sister Linea stepped up and had these beautiful words to say:

“This is the new cage false light crap. It doesn’t comfort and strengthen to be told to focus on the positive. It only makes one feel more alone and isolated. 
To verbally reflect true empathy and compassion takes a heartsourced human being and not a hivemind bot running the programs.
When you communicate with a human who has an open and loving heart its felt deep inside on a cellular level and you always feel comforted and better after. You feel stronger.”

Exactly.  When you are in the presence of someone who is open and who gets it – you FEEL again that inner You.  You feel uplifted.  Even if you are still in that stage of processing a trauma and difficult emotions, YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN HEARD AND SEEN.  

For now, for whatever the F reason, evil is amping up their game.  WHY? Why is this being allowed?  I don’t want to hear 6 more weeks of intensified chaos.  NO FUCKING WAY.

Yes, this is about an election – but it is also much more than that after all this entire experience is not just focused on Trump and the United States.  I’m personally continuing to feel detached from the election.  Do I trust in that feeling?  The challenge – do I go by what I see or go by what I Feel which right now is at conflict.  Perhaps a little of “go with how you feel but keep an eye on what you see just in case” is the agenda for now.

What are all of you feeling?  Any of you feeling like DOING something action-oriented to help take out these evil doers and bring their game to an end?

In the interim, please continue to visualize and intend for cool pacific air to burst forth throughout the west coast of the states – Oregon, Washington and California.  Rain.  High humidity.  Cool temps.  Put an end to hell.

Something we ALL need.

Love,

Victoria

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My focus on “the plan” and the awakening and the event is pretty much non-existent right now.  I have been watching areas in my state burn.  I have read stories of friends and (so far just 1 family member) being forced to evacuate.  There are literally entire small towns gone.  

So I am in no energetic space to read about the plan or how all is being revealed.  This is evil at work.  PERIOD.

There are new Q drops but I just can’t muster the desire to share them here, especially given one is speaking of CALI burning, hinting at dew weapons and seeking emergency funds.  That feels like we are being told “see how it happens?” while the burning and suffering and loss of property and life continues.

The more I go within on this the more questions I have – and all lead down to one single word:  WHY?

Anyone who is in a safe place – would they be willing to lose everything or lose a family member or friend for some “plan”?

Oh they’re waiting at Home we are told.

And yet – how do we know that for certain?

We don’t.

Allegedly there is big news from “upstairs” and “new energetic developments” – but those are the only words I am reading and not one of these sources are expanding or sharing.

And I DO NOT GET THAT.  If you have something that could help us – then for the love of us All…. SHARE IT.  Waving a carrot in front of a hungry, tired rabbit without actually giving the bunny a bite is deceptive and cruel.

The past several days have had me reflecting in a new way and focused on what’s most important – safety.  Life.  Regardless of political “beliefs”, I care about everyone in my state – my area – my home.  Everything else at this time is just a distraction.

It is 3/4 of the way through 2020.  We are told to be prepared for the november election by those allegedly in the know.  How the f do we do that? How do you prepare for something you hold no truth or intel on?  I am finished with trying to guess my way through this experience or following anyone who claims to be in the know and they don’t give you the “know”.  And I am also finished with reading about raising ones vibes in order to exit, etc.  How is that possible when the very “energy” experience in which you are trying to crawl out of continues to traumatize and harm?

So – not much makes sense to my Heart.  And that is all I have to go on.

For now, I am rethinking my life once again – and as I requested a couple of weeks back – if any of you are skilled at running a go fund me type campaign to raise funds to help me and my family, please let me know.

Love,

Victoria

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Smoke came in from the east very quickly around dinner time.  It’s almost midnight and the air is horrible outside.  There is a layer of debris/smoke on everything outside – shining a flashlight around you see the particles.  So we’re hunkered down inside.

SO…..enough of how it is the focus now is how we want it to be.  N O W

Please join in with me and visualize/intend/call forth cool moist air from the Pacific Ocean.  Last week the air flow suddenly switched – we can do it again.

Thank you!

Love,

Victoria