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I had another one.  Again, it wasn’t asked for and was, as have been the others, surprising and unexpected.  In this experience, he popped into the space I was in and sat down, hands clasped together as we often see him do when sitting:  (which btw, that “upside down” pyramid is how it’s SUPPOSED to be – John Kennedy and Princess Diana also used to put their hands in the same position – it is indeed comms – and it’s interesting as naturally i have noticed at times i will put my hands in the same position when i speak)

He had on a long midnight blue trench coat that billowed around him – almost as though there was a slight breeze.  He was so calm and had no one with him.  I was surprised to see him.  He began to talk but I interjected and said “you know I need to hold your hand first before I talk with you”.  In all of the Trump dreams I can remember, that is what I do – touch his hand.  So he held out his hand and I could not only feel but see the energy exchange take place.  His hand felt as it always has – large and very soft – very comforting too.  I made a comment about the softness – again as I usually do.

So after I felt it was safe for me to trust and felt this was him/the real deal, I said “what are you doing here?  you have a lot of work to be doing.  it’s crazy right now!”  It’s hard to write this in words as the communication was telepathic – very rapid – and was mostly feelings with just a few words.  It’s hard to describe in this limited way.  Anyway, so once I communicated that with him I felt him share back:  “Oh, that’s over on the outside.  The end. It’s a wrap.  We are just seeing it finish playing out here.”  It was as though he was saying his Real Self on the outside and all of that was done.  The work – the job was done.

The experience then ended.

What’s interesting with this experience is how it aligns with something I experienced yesterday (and forgot to mention last night).  I was sitting in the sun – alone – just Being.  Above and slightly off to my left I could hear/sense:  “I am done watching the movie you are participating in.  It’s time for a new scene.”  Victoria here now agrees – so much so that last night I knew I was ready and willing to just walk away into the new and didn’t need to take any of my physical belongings with me.  Now more than ever I feel detached from every single thing here. When I make the attempt to reattach (as in looking for something new in this current matrix), I feel pulled out of it again.

A bit frustrating as I ask:

Where is the new? Here?  Outside of here?  I really don’t know for certain – just what I desire.

N E W.  Now.

I am ready.

Love,

Victoria

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I am sharing this without permission – but it is in the comment section.  I love it so much – I had to pass it along.  SPOT.  ON.  Every.  Word.

(I told my girl tonight that the programs are dying and what happens when something that doesn’t give a hoot about anything other than its own survival do when it is being eliminated?  It fights back.  IGNORE it.  It ain’t us.  It is not OF us.  It tried to “get at me” today – and I felt my inner fight fade – overwhelm kicked in – so I got in the car and took off for a much needed purge and recenter – which I achieved.  I was guided to turn on the radio – when I did the two songs below played – back to back.  The last one was my theme song in my senior year.  That inner Light/Spark/Rebel is still there.  I just had to clear their lies and illusions about me to find her again. ATM it feels like I have to do this throughout the day now – but I know that is only an indication of the finish line – their end and OUR New (REAL) Beginning – without their influence.)  Love,  Victoria

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So, I had another aha moment hit me over the Gollum thing and it gave me chills, so I thought I’d pass this on to y’all, for whatever it’s worth. It was how Gollum calls Smeagol “my love,” “precious,” and claims he “looks after and takes care of him.” And is quick to remind Smeagol that he was abandoned and nobody wants him, except Gollum.

OMG. That’s it. That’s how it works. Just like a narcissist goes after an empath, except it’s in your HEAD. So you think it’s “you.” 🤯 That’s what the inner Gollum (reptilian brain?) is doing.

* Step 1: Make you feel isolated, ostracized, totally alone. (Look how the Rona and division is making this worse even than it was – living alone in a dark “cave,” hid away from everyone, barely making ends meet, when you do encounter somebody they often reject you.) Then once you’re down…

* Step 2: Love-bomb like a narcissist during the honeymoon phase. Have you noticed all those channelings tend to start with “beloved” and “dear ones,” “we’re here to take care of you,” “just be patient, my loves” (straight up what Gollum’s script is in Two Towers and Return of the King! I just rewatched) – and of course we’re so lonely and starved for word from actual Home, and actual LOVE, it almost feels comforting to hear. Even with their endless delays and then guilt trips or misdirection when people wise up and ask tough questions. But it’s not REAL! So of course, when something REAL does show up we can get behind (like all our FEELS about going Home and the split and multiple confirmations/Frodo)…

*Step 3: Attack mode. The Gollum gaslights you, makes you doubt yourself and your real FEEL-ings, and hits you with the wound that got them in the door to start with: “You’re alone. Nobody wants you. Nobody cares about you. Nobody is coming to help you. Just give up.” To lower your vibration. To make you hopeless.

So, how do we win against Gollum? When Smeagol overcame Gollum for a while, is when he trusted Frodo. That someone did care and was there to help. He saw that he wasn’t alone, and started to see and choose the good in himself. So maybe that’s it? Trust in what we feel is REAL, and self-love? 🤷 And of course, telling Gollum to shut up and get lost. 😆