listening to lisa’s latest DTC….it is bringing up experiences i have been having that are so brief and in the moment i forget to share them here. here is what i have been experiencing lately:
little pokes around my ankles – especially this past week. both my child and my mate are having the experience too. i look down and nothing is there. i feeeeel it is my body on the outside being worked on. i mentioned this in the live chat on lisa’s video and many others are having the same – so it isn’t just the members in this household.
an increase in sleepiness. almost 3 years ago i heard “the closer i get to the end, the more i will need to sleep”. that experience has of course waxed and waned but for the past couple of weeks it is D A I L Y now. i can sleep 10-12 hours and still need more. some days it is very difficult to fully wake up and engage.
i’m also seeing more things – flashes – movement and images out of my periphery – and i look full on and i see nothing. at times i hear a voice that sounds far away and again – no one is there in my visual perception. my feel is we are seeing what is already there – the New. as lisa said – she too felt the same – and shared it is our mind that is still plugged in – virus still has our mind. she gave some wonderful suggestions for unplugging: humor. creativity. love. forgiveness. her livestream just ended, btw (9:45pm PST). anyone on twitter looking to be a part of this end process of unplugging, Lisa and team have a twitter page – very appropriately titled: Unplug2BFree I am following along.
i have been wanting to be my silly self off and on for several months. in my heart i am still a 22 year old with a 5 year old sense of adventure and enthusiasm and humor. (yes, i laugh at the jokes often deemed “inappropriate”.) so this was a good reminder for me to UNPLUG from the matrix. i have been saying “WAKE UP LET GO” as a mantra lately.
as lisa was talking about the color pink from Home i was reminded of a dream i had late last week. i was in a bathroom trying to find a clean, private toilet space (i hate those dang dreams – the matrix has really fed that image to me over my adult years). the only clean space had a gap in the door and so i did not have the privacy i wanted. i felt naked and exposed. suddenly though a beautiful lush, soft pink towel appeared for me and “someone” behind me placed it on my shoulders and i thus wrapped myself up in it. it felt perfect. earlier today i was folding a pink soft blanket with hearts on it that my girl uses and i was prompted to fold it slowly and take in the texture and color.
me thinks i may be buying myself a special pink soft towel this week…
as always, please share your current experiences, insights, etc. i appreciate hearing your words.
Love,
Victoria
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Thank you all for your support!
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