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7/23 Reflection and finds

 

so the last few days – today in particular – christmas songs have been playing in my mind.  a lot.  i dismissed them but then tonight as i was going through an old box of CD’s, there on the top was one of my girls old christmas books.  a message of some kind?  i don’t know.  we are to remove doubt and fear.  how do i remove doubt in the experience of deception?  i know what i want.  i know what i feeeeeeeeeeeeeel.  but here – has that really mattered?

ugh.

so POTUS keeps speaking of distancing ourselves and wearing masks and hand washing…..vaccines and therapeutics.  some are saying now that he is saying ok mask up there will be no reason for vote-by-mail.  i get that.  but is this the reason behind his recent stance?

i don’t know.

vaccines….some have said hydroxy combo acts as a vaccine so is this what he is pushing?

i don’t know.

are the therapeutics new tech?  (like i have been speaking about for over 2 years and by now i am looking ridiculous to those for whom i have said “hold on new tech is coming for all dis-ease”)….

drumroll:

i.  don’t.  know.

we are still seeking a civil rights attorney.  this is proving to be more challenging than i thought.  we have several messages “out there” and continue to wait for some response and now have a few more to call.  i placed my first online pick-up service order tonight at one of the local nazi stores.  i don’t know how long i will be willing to do this.  while most of our stores we shop at don’t offer pick up or delivery and as such are “allowing” those with exemptions to shop mask free, a few are now saying if you can’t wear a mask, use pick up or delivery – even if this service will cost you or if there is a minimum purchase.  i still cannot believe i am typing these words.  i NEVER saw or felt this one coming.  it hit me out of the blue – like it did for many of us – if not all.  why weren’t we able to SEE this?

anyway so i placed my first order tonight.  24 items.  i go to view my cart – get the message “something went wrong” and all of my items are gone. empty cart.  this took me 40 minutes.

now if i hadn’t already gone through the night before to make sure all of the items i wanted were in stock and if i hadn’t written them all down in a nice orderly list AND crossed them off as i went tonight – i would have shrugged and said “that’s ok” and redone it.

but given this was something i did not want to be forced in to and given the time i invested in this last night and tonight, i let off some words including the proverbial f-bomb.

then took a deep breath and redid it.  2nd time worked – although for some reason they removed my watermelon request.  i had to have watermelon. turns out i had to place a separate order for that.  one item.  watermelon.

at least the service is free.

shizbot when will this end!

don’t answer that.  lol

energies energies….hmmm……well i experienced dizziness earlier in the day….it was intense enough i did not want to drive but i really had an errand i wanted to run and make a stop at our local farm stand….so i stated outloud to Home to remove the dizziness NOW and amp up my energy (as i also did not have adequate sleep……child woke up at 5am having had a frightening dream….i was in a very deep sleep….. so i ended up sleeping with her in her bed until, well, i don’t know – i just know i woke up – cramped – the sun was up – and i crawled back into my own bed and slept in fits – mostly because my little one followed me back to bed and proceeded to wrap herself around me.)

so…….after i made this command – i got a boost – the dizziness decreased dramatically and after that was just that feeling like i was on a boat somewhere.

alright then…..i’m about ready to mention the weather which is an indication i am done talking of anything remotely resembling significance…

here are some finds….

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robbed?  or raided?

i really thought FLYNN would be pardoned this week…

oh the narrative of b.s…..you can smell it here, there and everywhere…

 

me thinks it is time for we freedom-loving types to Unite and make our OWN demands…the experience of Free Will/Anything Goes continues – we may as well use that energy to our advantage…

LOVE:

some of his speech from today:

this has been done in my city for well over a year:

 

LOVE:

yawn….(seriously – by now – Y A W N)….for me that is….

ok this one is WOW real light ship – much like the one i saw 11 years ago this month only mine was a horizontal egg shape…

 

i don’t understand this one….perhaps they saw a F/F?  perhaps because people would freak COVID CASES WILL RISE (although if masks and s.d. really work – they could allow for less people – what’s the worry??)  perhaps it’s because, as i have seen for 3 years, there will be no election (at least after most of us get the frig outta here after this transition event which may happen before the date of november 3)?  perhaps it’s because of that ingersoll lockwood book “the last president”?

 

yeppers….this really is about evil – which is why i feel sick inside whenever i see someone with a mask on….

for the love of god let this be released without hold-up or nazi interference…

the blonde on the lower right – you can see her IQ drop to negative territory (and if you listen to her more than once you may see yours drop for a brief moment)….

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Q ~ 7/22/2020….and a reflection

 

i was thinking today of the phrases “it’s going to be biblical” and “symbolism will be their downfall”.  i expanded my perception on how religion is all about control (obviously) and how they use spells (bible verses) to program the mind.  my perception is that jesus represents our pre-hijack version.  powerful.  powers we humans today would say are miraculous.  fully in control of our experience (freedom).  the hijackers of our original experience created religion – used jesus (metaphor) to throw into our faces while saying “this is your goal.  you will never attain it but you must try.”  such nonsense.

i see what is playing out is biblical.  literally good (original) versus evil (hijack of original).  symbolism is being used on both sides.  these masks represent control.  wear a mask – they view you as compliant.  complacent.  and we know they laugh and mock at those who go along.

resist – as much as you can and are able.  i fully understand how many would lose their jobs – their incomes.  however – united together we can end this current narrative.  BE THE JEDI (love that metaphor LMH used).

love,

victoria

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When direct attacks [use of inserts [cutouts]] fail > censorship [ban] deployed as aggressive method to slow/limit growth.
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Lisa Harrison shares A Message from Home

 

this message (which was left in the comment section last night) was quite a heart-needed treat this morning. throughout the day and into last night i was essentially – no literally – pleading for a message from Home.  the pleading was mostly internal but a couple of times it was stated out loud.

i needed something to confirm what that quiet voice within was saying which is essentially what you read below – let go of this experience and know i am on my way out.  all i see is happening for a reason and on its own and there ain’t a dang thing i can do about it – the chaos.

yesterday and in recent days and weeks – as that chaos has increased – so has my doubt.  am i falling for a false narrative?  how is that possible when i question EVERYTHING now.  i haven’t been able to get that inner knowing feeling to shift or change.

another question:  is this how it’s ending here?  and yet – if nothing of the old goes on and thus we are called to let it go (so it is easier TO transition) – would that look like an experience of paradise where we absolutely loved our experience – or would it look like, well, this?  and everyone i speak with expresses feelings of discomfort and dismay and sadness.  no matter how programmed one is, ALL are feeling this very uncomfortable energy.  ALL want it to end.

and what a way to make it easier for all to exit out.

even though it does royally suck.

it’s still very difficult.  i spent some time so far today purging – as in crying and releasing.  i don’t know what else to do with this purging.  i look where i am holding tension (which lately has been throughout my body) and soothe it away in the same manner i do when my child is in need of comfort.

last night i thought of those suffering and wondered – how can i help them? i feel helpless in this regard.  and i am.  just like i can’t take away the pain of my child, i can’t take away anyone’s pain (i have yet to master doing that for myself).  all i and any of us can do is hold space and if we see someone struggle and we are able and/or willing, ask if they need anything.  and to be honest, i feel the main focus now is on helping ourselves.

although i am reminded of that beautiful statement i read in the last year which is “some day someone is going to hug all of your pain away.”

perhaps upon our arrival.

anyway – i hope this brings you all comfort.  i am grateful for the gift Lisa left – and grateful that somewhere, somehow, i was heard.

love,

victoria

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Message received from home on June 29:
“What is this I see…yes…much disruption
What would you expect from such a mush mind
All as expected
I feel the new book of life is welcoming you
Feel it I can
Thus you must release first
Yes I feel this is true
Release and let go you must
Nothing of the old comes into the new
All of it is new
You must let go, Just let go
And allow the new to pulse within you, then out.
No need to fear anything
It’s all happening as it must
It is time to let go, you must
I send this feeling to all
We cannot assist in this process
Let it happen naturally
But you must let goâ€

IF, ‘I feel the new book of life is welcoming you ‘.. and ‘Nothing of the old comes into the new’,
then this is the final and finest sieve, letting go of all fear and doubt.

As for me, feels like it is going to play out in line with original Star Wars….
1. A New Hope…expose and take on DS/Virus
2. Empire Strikes Back…..where we have been since March
3. Return of the Jedi….superpowers…we win

keep getting the glass of water image, all the sludge is sitting on top with the clear water/energy filling the glass, feels like a final purge/push to finally get it all out the top of the glass…I know it’s uncomfortable, a real place of tension but feeling the positive still underneath it all.

Had 2 big energetic ‘hits’ over the weekend, ‘the tide has turned’ and ‘the heavy lifting is over’….

7/21 Finds

 

the energy today was a royal PITA.  didn’t like “out there”.  then we hear POTUS say essentially get used to wearing a mask – like it or not – as this “virus” would get worse before it gets better.  so of course there was a lot of speculation about that (and aren’t we quite DONE speculating – well – speaking for myself, yes)…..anywhere from “optics” (one way to trigger me – lol)….to “see he’s just another part of the beast” to my perspective:  who the hell knows?  perhaps this “silent war” gets worse?

expect it to get worse.  hmm…didn’t POTUS just say last week the next 8 weeks – starting TODAY – would see amazing things not seen before.  what does that vision include?  more panic?  more masks?  ooooh sign me up sign me up because i have not seen enough people wearing masks i want to see more……(word of the day:  apathy….was in and out of that state…)

twitter is taking down accounts on anyone who supports QANON….how odd….i was under the impression the White Hats were in control….isn’t that what we hear?  “patriots in control”?

starting today…….hell hath taken a bigger leap apparently.

so done.

so done.  soooooooo done done done.

if there really is a Grand Divine Source – it is quite time NOW to swoop within here and END.  THIS. NONSENSE.  energetically this is just, you know, nothing in which i align.

here are some finds…

 

then there’s this:

Fire at Houston Consulate General of China Before Eviction, Police Say

 

this is so horrifying…..BAN NIKE…..BAN APPLE….

if you read and share ANYTHING i post today – share this one.  exactly!  absolutely!  totally!  YES YES YES NO MORE…

 

POTUS to POMPEO “you should have told us”…

and yet as i said above – he wants us to mask up….

 

hannity just out himself as a clown?

 

and the schumann….i am quite ready to see a full on white-out from here on out..

 

for the love of every one of us who long for Home and to be in the reality we desire – may this be the push (blast) that takes us there:

Pamela Johnson

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SECRETARY CARSON ANNOUNCES HOUSING CHOICE VOUCHER MOBILITY DEMONSTRATION New pilot program aims to break generational cycles of poverty

 

i am not fully clear on what this means.  it’s a lot of nice-sounding red tape words.  if i understand correctly, these vouches will expand HUD-based housing instead of what usually happens:  clusters of (often) run down dumps in impoverished areas….

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WASHINGTON – Today Secretary Ben Carson announced HUD’s new “Housing Choice Voucher Mobility Demonstration,†which aims to measure the impact of housing choice upon the economic condition of low-income families. Secretary Carson made the announcement at a news conference alongside Senator Todd Young, Former Congressman Sean Duffy, and Assistant Secretary Hunter Kurtz. The demonstration announced today is the result of bipartisan legislation co-sponsored by both Young and Duffy.

“As a compassionate country, when we talk about providing support for families in need, we should also talk about how to provide pathways for low-income families seeking opportunity,” said Secretary Carson. “The Housing Choice Voucher Mobility Demonstration aims to show how we can empower people by giving them a real choice.”

“All families deserve the chance to live in communities that best suit their needs, but many live in neighborhoods that perpetuate poverty across generations,” said Senator Todd Young. “Our Housing Choice Voucher Mobility program aims to end this cycle and help families relocate to higher opportunity areas with lower crime, better education, and greater access to jobs, transportation, quality healthcare, and suitable housing.”

“It is a rare occurrence in Washington when a Member of Congress gets to see a program they worked so diligently on, finally come to fruition. I believe that people deserve every opportunity they can get to be successful,” said former Congressman Sean Duffy. “This demonstration helps create a path to break the cycle of poverty for low-income families and move to better areas with more opportunity and put them on a path to achieve the American dream. Thank you to everyone who worked on this legislation with me in the House of Representatives and thank you Secretary Carson for your continued work in advancing the lives of our most vulnerable populations.”

“This new initiative will provide thousands of low-income children and their parents new opportunities for upward economic mobility as well as improved health outcomes,” said Hunter Kurtz, HUD’s Assistant Secretary for Public and Indian Housing.

The Housing Choice Voucher Mobility Demonstration will allow participating Public Housing Authorities (PHAs) throughout the country to implement housing mobility programs by offering mobility-related services to increase the number of voucher families with children living in opportunity areas. In addition to offering mobility-related services, participating PHAs will work together in their regions to adopt administrative policies that further enable housing mobility, increase landlord participation, and reduce barriers for families to move across PHA jurisdictions through portability.

The Demonstration is authorized and funded through HUD’s 2019 and 2020 Appropriations bills, which provided $40 million for mobility-related services and $10 million for new vouchers for families with children. The 2019 Appropriations bill also makes available $3 million for a research evaluation.

About HUD’s Landlord Task Force

In 2018, Secretary Carson initiative launched a nationwide campaign to encourage more private-market landlords to participate in the Housing Choice Voucher (HCV) Program. Over the past two years, through this initiative, HUD has made significant strides in improving the program for landlords. HUD has talked with hundreds of landlords to better understand challenges they face working with the program. As a result of these conversations, the Department has been exploring opportunities to address these challenges. The HCV Mobility Demonstration will use these lessons learned from Secretary Carson’s task force to recruit more landlords to the HCV program. We anticipate learning even more about how to increase landlord participation through this demonstration as well.

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PETITION: POTUS TRUMP TO SIGN AN EXECUTIVE ORDER TO MAKE MANDATORY MASK WEARING UNLAWFUL.

 

PLEASE FRIENDS – SIGN AND SHARE!  NOT MUCH MORE TO GO TO GET A WHITE HOUSE RESPONSE.

“The mandatory mask wearing orders put out by the states governors, are NOT backed by any legitimate law. The mask does NOTHING to prevent the spread of COVID-19, and is being used as a social control apparatus. Even Dr. Fauci said that the mask is ineffective to combat this virus, and the CDC has put out a memo stating the same. NO ONE should be made to wear a mask, it is a SUGGESTION ONLY. This is getting WAY out of hand, and causing a lot more harm than good. Something must be done!”

GO HERE TO SIGN:

https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/potus-trump-sign-executive-order-make-mandatory-mask-wearing-unlawful

7/20/2020 Finds

 

if they are in your area, give them your business:

the war continues….

complicit…

 

another hero speaks out:

Schumann:

 

uh no clue:

Today’s Reflection ~ 7/20/2020

 

ok…..so today i was thinking about something i saw on twitter – how the dark is being exposed and again i thought back to dark and light.  dark is those things hidden and light is the exposure OF what was hidden.  both experiences are part of the Whole of Creation.

and then there is evil.  and i don’t know about you but i don’t know of ANY ONE in my experience who is creating the evil we see being exposed.  evil is a separate experience – in its own category.  it seeks to prey upon and enjoys the experience.  there is nothing within that virus that desire to change – that feels remorse or the will to change.

and it is that virus that i feel is behind the matrix.  it is the virus in which lisa harrison speaks of.

again – i am just speaking from my own perspective after having given this a lot of thought this past year.

so this evil being seen now…we are creating the EXPOSURE of the actions of this evil – of this virus – through our collective awakening.

i had this thought today – about the movie “they live”.  what i feel is happening is the energies that have been coming in are changing the frequency here.  i know within i feel completely different than i did 10 years ago – even 5 years ago.  even a year ago.  i can feel those shifts as we rise up. and as this is happening it is allowing ALL that was hidden to be exposed which is why it is easier to spot these evil parasites now.  they can’t hide anymore.  and We are also getting back our gift of “sight” and vision – that all comes from our Soul/Spirit/Original Consciousness.

i was thinking of all that has changed – because many days i look out into the world and think “nothing has changed.”  certainly now i feel that when the chaos is just too much to “take in”.
but when i pull back and look logically and honestly – lots has changed. child trafficking has had more arrests and exposure than ever before.  the WHO has been defunded here in the states.  the CDC can now no longer report on those lying covid virus numbers here.  the chaos in our cities is now being dealt with by federal agents (rooting out terrorist ties w/BLM and ANTIFA).  something is happening w/the markets too – globally and indeed here in the states.  government spending and debt is rising while personal debt and credit card debt are plummeting.  why is that?  i feel the white hats are draining the central bank.  they are wracking up massive government spending (to bankrupt the US, INC – corporation to restore it to a republic) – and eliminating the debt of the people.  trump has also installed more than 200 new judges – a record.  we are also seeing big names over here in hollywood and tv disappearing.  shows being cancelled.
i envision this swamp mess and the creatures who created this pit as an octopus with tentacles that go everywhere.  it took years to install – it’s taking years to remove.
one tentacle at a time – being exposed and removed bit by bit.
as yellow rose humbly reminds us – me at times when i am in my “I HAVE HAD IT” state:  this is war.  while it is possible – likely –  it is also a movie we are viewing – on the outside – real “stuff” is happening to break down the matrix virus program(s) that got us trapped HERE and out THERE to begin with.
other than that…..the mask wearing idiocy continues.  i visited my new “go to” store and was greeted by a young person asking if i had face coverings.  “nope,” i said.  “i’m exempt and my child is under 12” and kept right on going.  i had a chat with the clerk about this and said “i need to know if this is going to change to the point where no one is exempt from visiting because if so, then you need to make sure i can get food here because as of now, you offer no pick up or delivery service that i can use.”  so far their website has not changed – but i continue to monitor – and connect with others locally who are like-minded.  we are sharing our experiences so we can keep a tally of which stores are supportive and which are outright nazi-like.
i won’t take a knee.  i won’t consent.  i am a Free Being.
we all are.  ride the waves of frequency as we slowly (oh god it feels so slow) but steadily ride up and out of THEIR experience and back into our OWN – of our own choosing.
we got this!  even when we are kicking and screaming some moments.
love,
victoria
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Thank you all for your wonderful support!  I appreciate every one of you.
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