I am at my “wits ends” today. I had a moment where I had to retreat to the bathroom and cry. I cried out for answers. I cried out for energy and help to keep my energy up so I could continue on with this ongoing journey of confusion, frustration and chaos.
I feel deep frustration – inner knowing frustration – of why there are others (what are they – “special people”??) who have the answers as to what’s going on, the timing of events, etc…. when I and all of us have the same damn right to have access to the same information. Some like to tell us not to ask for dates or not to question things. To just Trust and Allow.
F THAT.
I mean bleeping bleeping bleep – Q team knows things TWO YEARS IN ADVANCE.
Why do THEY get access to that and we just get to guess and put things together.
This is not just their experience.
They don’t get to “drive us”.
They are trapped in here with us as well.
Why do some get so triggered when people like myself command an answer?
President Trump spoke of “next year” being magical and all of that – mining for minerals and wealth out in space..
BIG FLIPPING DEAL.
Who would get to do that?
People like me? And you?
Or again – only the “special” people who are hoarding knowledge and truth and aren’t sharing with us except for in cryptic clues and puzzle pieces.
Maybe it is time we stop playing that game and refuse to support UNTIL we get CLEAR CONCISE answers. We are far beyond the time/experiencing of having that right to KNOW.
I am not consenting to this violence going on across the country.
Why is it being allowed to play out?
WHY MORE SUFFERING?
Who is in charge here?
Who has the ability to bring this ALL TO AN END?
And WHY isn’t this being done?
We create our reality?
BULL PUCKY BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP.
Not here.
I am feeling like Richard Dreyfuss’ character in Close Encounters of the Third Kind. He has come a long way on his inner knowing/guiding journey and now the system “experts” are blocking him from continuing on – stopping him from knowing the full Truth that only THEY know. It is up to THEM whether this “meager, meek little human” is let in on the Truth.
Only – he ain’t having that.
Yeah. Speak it, Brother.
This is where I am.
And I KNOW I am not alone.
That is all for now.
Love,
Victoria
39.2M subscribers
