Today’s Reflection ~ The frustration and weariness are intense – and the questions are many and commanding

 

I am at my “wits ends” today.  I had a moment where I had to retreat to the bathroom and cry.  I cried out for answers.  I cried out for energy and help to keep my energy up so I could continue on with this ongoing journey of confusion, frustration and chaos.

I feel deep frustration – inner knowing frustration – of why there are others (what are they – “special people”??) who have the answers as to what’s going on, the timing of events, etc…. when I and all of us have the same damn right to have access to the same information.  Some like to tell us not to ask for dates or not to question things.  To just Trust and Allow.

F THAT.

I mean bleeping bleeping bleep – Q team knows things TWO YEARS IN ADVANCE.

Why do THEY get access to that and we just get to guess and put things together.

This is not just their experience.

They don’t get to “drive us”.

They are trapped in here with us as well.

Why do some get so triggered when people like myself command an answer?

President Trump spoke of “next year” being magical and all of that – mining for minerals and wealth out in space..

BIG FLIPPING DEAL.

Who would get to do that?

People like me?  And you?

Or again – only the “special” people who are hoarding knowledge and truth and aren’t sharing with us except for in cryptic clues and puzzle pieces.

Maybe it is time we stop playing that game and refuse to support UNTIL we get CLEAR CONCISE answers.  We are far beyond the time/experiencing of having that right to KNOW.

I am not consenting to this violence going on across the country.

Why is it being allowed to play out?

WHY MORE SUFFERING?

Who is in charge here?

Who has the ability to bring this ALL TO AN END?

And WHY isn’t this being done?

We create our reality?

BULL PUCKY BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP.

Not here.

I am feeling like Richard Dreyfuss’ character in Close Encounters of the Third Kind.  He has come a long way on his inner knowing/guiding journey and now the system “experts” are blocking him from continuing on – stopping him from knowing the full Truth that only THEY know.  It is up to THEM whether this “meager, meek little human” is let in on the Truth.

Only – he ain’t having that.

Yeah.  Speak it, Brother.

This is where I am.

And I KNOW I am not alone.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

 

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8 thoughts on “Today’s Reflection ~ The frustration and weariness are intense – and the questions are many and commanding”

  1. Yes! Couldn’t agree more. Tired of the cryptic codes and puzzle pieces, the guessing and insinuating and the doubts. I guess they have to be careful what they put out in case the plan gets hijacked.

  2. Did you see there is a new king of England? The queen was dethroned I think May 10 or thereabouts, the pope was dethroned over Easter. Just watched 2 videos about him last night. Interesting information. His name is Joseph Gregory Hallet and he’s moved into the palace and is the true blood heir to the throne and had the title of Christ. The 2nd coming of Christ? He’s a very spiritual man and was talking about the true history in the interview I watched. He’s working with Trump and I don’t know when they will officially announce him because the British press has been silent. I always knew the queen had gotten the throne through nefarious means and maybe they know the people will be furious to find out the truth. He talked about coming in on a cloud as in, he lived in a city in New Zealand whose name means cloud, or, he said, you can liken it to the cloud on the internet because people are finding out about him from the ‘cloud’. I will have to check out more.

  3. Ditto here. I admire a good rant when I hear one. Go, Victoria!!

  4. Have you ever tried to catch a butterfly with force? The more you grasp at it, the faster it gets away.
    But when you are still, chances are, it will land on you. Be still, and know that you are of God. Where your attention goes, the energy flows, and draws the timeline to yourself that you paid homage to.
    The answers lie within you!

    1. i’m not trying to catch a butterfly – i am trying to obtain answers that those “in the know” have because of their special use of special tech….i – we ALL – have that same right. this is an inside and outside experience. we all know that by now. if this is true – can you tell me where we are? can you tell me when and how this ends? can you know in detail when things will happen on a precise timeline like Q does? there are people – beings – who know this (and other) info but aren’t sharing – and they are using technology – not their inner knowing – to know these things.

      that being said….i also know it is useful for me to take a breather after i get to that space of “I HAVE HAD IT” – as staying in that energy space can lead me to missing something.

  5. Lol, I found your site a couple of weeks ago when searching online for some info about first wave starseeds being tired of this process with no end/relief/rejuvenation/remuneration or reinforcements in sight, and it brought me to your rant from 2016 I think it was. The amazing thing about that was I had the same rant from my lips almost word for word many times in the past as well, so I knew we were part of the same “team” here. As for your current rant, this whole process is so f’d up down here that it’s absolutely insane. I’ve said many times when this is all over, that I’m putting my foot in some cosmic asses of whoever the idiots are that are running this sh*tshow offworld, as they have obviously no damn clue what it means to be human, what we need to remain healthy emotionally and otherwise, including money, community, knowledge of the “plan,” etc., and worst of all, they have NO concept of TIME, and how it affects us here! So rant on sister, I hear you and feel you, and hope we receive some relief from it all soon! (Hell, at this point just let us move forward and start creating in the new and the others can join us when they’re ready! But don’t keep us stuck in the starting gate where some of us have been for years now, because it sometimes feels like if they finally opened the gate none of us would even have the strength left to fall out, much less run the race to the finish line lol!)

  6. Thank you Victoria you said it all for this collective, If my big me is sleeping in a pod in Antartica while I “play this game” trudging on daily in this magnetic soup, how hard is it to reconnect and both wake up and get out of here, I am ready to go or have peace. You speak for many.

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