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7/26/2020 Finds

 

Can a Common Cold Make a Person ‘Immune’ to COVID-19?

 

 

 

Kinda destroys the narrative that these agents have no self identifying information on their person:

 

they just kinda show up like that:

Taken from a private social media group in which I belong:

“I went to the riot last night in Eugene. It was terrifying to be surrounded by 300+ rabid loud obnoxious kids. There were only about 50 of us and they boxed us in from all sides. They pushed, shoved, screamed… a guy fired a gun just to get them to back off long enough for us to get out. It was extremely unsettling.
I was told these people are being paid 25. an hour and a bonus for recruiting. BLM is being donated to in a big way. Their numbers are growing rapidly. They don’t even know why they’re protesting. They’re following orders and they’re very organized. The Antifa were easy to spot. Full on riot gear helmets, mask, boots, vest and little mic’s that they were giving orders and directions to all those around them.
They put girls in yellow shirts in front with bikes to make it hard to get to the guys… They’re being paid to cause havoc and destruction. They’re probably a lot of lost and uncared about kids looking for a purpose and they’re taking it very seriously. We have to get to the people behind these kids. They are literally using our youth to destroy our country. They must be stopped!”

 

Another reflection

 

A lot of questions are coming through me today….Here is the most pressing one:

All of these psychics/mediums, etc. who allegedly channel loved-ones:  Why don’t our loved ones say “you’re in a simulation – don’t come back!”  Or “here’s how to escape!”  It is my feel as one passes over – they leave w/the same state of consciousness as they had here.  So it is possible loved ones are coming through but they’re still “trapped”.  And given the energy pattern here is one of deception, Truth is hard to decipher.  Murky waters of the matrix program.

I did have one experience with a very awakened friend who passed in 2012. I had the experience on my own.  He came through suddenly – quite strong.  I saw him in my “minds eye”.  He was excited and said “I did it!” and I KNEW he had escaped the matrix.  He was the one who helped confirm my nagging inner knowing that reincarnation here was a fraud – a trap – and the idea of death brings us freedom and liberation was a lie.

Other than that – all who have come through have offered a variety of info confirming it is them – but none have offered any real solid help.  I don’t think the matrix allows that – certainly not for those who seek the Truth – no matter how challenging that is.  In fact when I HAVE asked for guidance I have either been given useless nonsense or (my personal favorite – lol – NOT) – “we can’t do that.  You must figure that out on your own.”  Life lessons matrix speak.

Imagine saying that to a friend who is in need of help.  Sorry – no can do. You gotta figure that one out on your own.

It would be interesting to give a psychic read another try.  The last experience was a few years ago and I essentially got told “you are stubborn” when in truth I was being persistent.  I was told I would “know” once I learned the lesson.  I remember thinking – yeah I see you and I see your nonsense.  The psychic “channeler” got quite frustrated with me.  That’s when I knew – this approach was surrounded in fraud and I would only go by my Inner Guide – ME.

Love,

V.

 

Sun images and the Schumann…and a brief reflection

 

98 here – in the shade.  Laying loooooowwwww….Felt some chest pressure earlier – crying released.  Also been experiencing that gassy experience – off and on for about 2-3 weeks.  Acidic.  Not dependent upon diet.  Taking/doing things to remedy that.

Here are the composite images – C2 and C3.  I have figured out that what looks like “double” images is really just the composite – an overlay or combination of two images – one upon another.  So is there really anything of importance to note with these?

And the schumann had one burst.  Not a fan of those.  As I said – I am ready for the whiteout to continue.  Bubble of Bliss.  That is when I feel most “at home” energetically.

Love,

V.

 

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A Song for Now

 

I am feeling a sense of poignancy….and a sense of the end.  And I really do feel “the end”.  Now playing.  In recent weeks I shared here that July 25th marks the end of the Mayan Calendar – the end of the old.  The new begins on July 26th.

It is sad how this is all playing out – and ending here.

When the unawakened see the spell they have been under…

When we are all fully awake and Remember and Know again…

What emotion(s) can you apply to those experiences?  The tears will do the talking.

Songs continue to speak to me.  Homeless….The Soul’s Awakening….And right now – Out Of Time.  One of my favorites.  The melody of this song is a perfect alignment for the energies I am feeling at this moment.

And how absolutely divinely timed this song was for me.  As I was searching for some information on the July 25th date – check out the article that popped up:

July 25 DAY OUT OF TIME….”On July 25th we enter the day out of time portal. A place that would tie the ‘string theory in knots’ if they ever met. The Mayan ‘day out of time’ is the last day of the galactic year in the Mayan calendar. “:

Cosmic Insight For July

Here is the song.  May it bring those who need comfort just that.

Love,

Victoria

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7/24/2020 reflection and finds

 

today songs speak to me.  i woke up hearing a tears for fears song (which i cannot recall) and tonight i headed out for a few things (alone – YES!!  lol) and on my drive, i heard two tears for fears songs – literally back to back.  the first “Shout” and the second “Everybody wants to rule the world.”  The line “nothing ever lasts forever” stood out.  i have been feeling the weight of eternity lately and i hear in my mind “this won’t last forever”.  it provides some comfort – temporarily.  mostly i want to “SHOUT” it all out now. today the chaos of the world has put me in this state:

seeing people in masks – every day – is challenging my Spirit.  it’s traumatizing.  over and over and over.  this is what i see when i see so many masked persons:

i get the whole “comply for work” thing…or “gotta get food, etc. so mask up for a few”……i can talk myself into understanding that..a little anyway….but when i see them in their cars and walking and biking and running with them on – and when they have been put on the beautiful faces of our children – jesus……that is when i know IQ points have plummeted and we are now in a new twilight zone.

so we are intending on a new location presenting itself.  easily.  very rural – few people and of those –  like minded.  mask-free space.

as i have been thinking lately – “i can’t believe i am even writing these words much less forming them in my mind!”

Life will open up that door.  it always has.  staying here feels like what Captain Von Trapp said to Maria in The Sound of Music about how they had to get out of Austria – before things got worse.

i know that theory others share – we have to let things play out.  things have to be exposed.  and yet why?  why is that?  why not just shut things down now before the chaos increases?  why is it evil is having its way while we are being forced to go along with the insanity?  why is evil having so much negative influence on our lives?  i don’t get it – i never have – i never will.  i don’t want to have understanding of that.  it doesn’t align with my mind.  with my heart.  with my Soul.

for i don’t play games.  i am not good at puzzles or figuring out movies.  i have sucked it up and done enough of that. i want freedom.  i want transparency.  honesty.  kindness.  generosity.  if by finding a new space to live and create we have a bit more of that, then i am ready.  oh i am so ready.

here are some finds.

love,

v.

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powerful picture that speaks VOLUMES….Hong Kong – they carry and honor the flag….in Portland, they burn it….

NOW BETTER BE NOW.  seriously we keep hearing “almost time” and “now” for over 2 years.

The Link Between Highly Sensitive People and Chronic Fatigue

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ i can strongly relate with this one.  a life long of trauma in this “zone” has lead to cognitive issues including brain fog and fatigue.  i know this isn’t who i really am – it is who i became inside here.  i would also say given the toxic environment in which we are in, this leads to other states of dis-ease in the body – especially for those who are “wired” differently.

throughout my life i have done as mentioned below – clench my jaw, suck it up and power on through.  slowly it has taken a toll.  i have kept my mouth quiet throughout my experience – mostly to keep myself in a home and fed (although now and then things build up and i have to release the energy.)  it is grossly unfair what pay-to-live does to some of us.  some flourish quite well.  most struggle along.  some simply suffer greatly (and often quietly).

oh the stories we will be able to tell once we are out of here….although i am still going to have a full removal of trauma – once the story has been shared.

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HSPs tend to do more mental work than others — one of the key causes of chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS).

Chronic fatigue is one way that our body expresses what we’ve been unable to. As a highly sensitive person (HSP) — someone who feels deeply and easily gets overwhelmed — I tried to push past these traits for years. I pretended to be less affected by time pressure, (emotionally) stressful situations and loud, crowded environments than I was. I simply adapted while doing my best to not expose how rattled or upset such circumstances actually made me feel.

I didn’t realize it, but pushing myself to be something I wasn’t, forced my body to speak up. Thanks to the demands I put on it, my energy levels began plummeting drastically, and I experienced different symptoms, including weight loss and brain fog.

At first, I thought it was because my digestive system was out of whack, but blood tests didn’t show anything wrong, and the changes I made to my diet seemed to help only a bit. But I couldn’t shake feeling totally wiped out, and that level of exhaustion often came with muscle aches, poor sleep, and even feeling as though I was coming down with the flu.

The Road to Chronic Fatigue

I decided to visit the doctor’s office to see what was going on, and it was unsettling. The doctor was new at the clinic — a peculiar old guy with a dry sense of humor. Initially, he didn’t show much empathy, exclaiming, “Well, there certainly isn’t much meat-juice left in you!” Despite his demeanor, though, he actually said a few spot-on things. I thought my thyroid might be overactive — the symptoms seemed to match — but he brought up another possibility: chronic fatigue.

“We won’t take any more blood tests since it’ll only repeat your feeling of not being seen,” the doctor wisely said, sharing insights gained from a lifetime of experience. “Focus on building yourself back up again.” His secretary, who afterward kindly comforted me, stated that “I looked like something the cat had dragged in.” And while I could’ve taken offense at her words, it felt more like a breath of relief. Finally, someone was taking my anguish seriously and acknowledging how sick I felt!

The Connection Between Sensitivity and Fatigue

HSPs, like introverts, tend to reflect deeply on the world around them, and do lots of ”inner labor” that remains invisible to those around them, and therefore isn’t considered valuable.

We’re constantly trying to adapt to a pace not aligned with our natural tendencies — and a value system that prizes achievements and accomplishments rather than internal developments — all of which takes a toll on us, as many HSPs can attest. Whether it is habitually tightening our muscles to keep ourselves together or clenching our jaws to ”power through” something, our bodies take the hit.

Too much and our bodies will start speaking up, as mine did. Chronic fatigue doesn’t have a known cause (though depression and overwork are associated with it) and rest won’t make it go away. But I believe that several high-stress incidents — like taking on limiting familial beliefs, or unwittingly absorbing and feeling trapped in loved ones’ crises and stresses — impacted me as a highly sensitive person, and by ignoring them or trying to respond in a way that wasn’t true to my sensitivity, I developed the condition.

Repressed anger played a role as well for me. Anger can be a scary emotion and HSPs are often softhearted empaths who struggle with expressing it constructively, if at all. Unfortunately, we tend to suppress it or turn it towards ourselves in destructive ways, all to our detriment. Instead, we could use this vital life-force energy for healthy boundary setting, especially for shielding our sensitivity and for building a sense of personal power and agency.

I have a suspicion that my illness is linked with forcefully pushing myself in an attempt to live up to the norms and ideals of society. On top of absorbing emotions and repressing anger, I come from a place inhabited by mostly practical-minded people with a traditional work ethic. Beyond a certain age, they frown upon behavior that seems lazy (because it’s not as productive as they think it should be), so being a deep-processing, quietly-observing, and emotionally-responsive person isn’t always understood or appreciated, let alone celebrated.

Recovering from Fatigue as a Highly Sensitive Person

My recovery hasn’t been easy. I still feel physically sick if I go into negative thought loops. And I don’t seem to be able to cope with pressure, from outside or inside. Recovery almost resembles taking care of an infant.

I suppose I must accept it and learn how to become a responsible, loving caretaker of my physical, mental, and emotional needs by giving my body sufficient rest, plenty and proper nourishment, and living as free from stress as possible. To use mere willpower to make my body do something or push myself doesn’t work. I can’t do it anymore.

I have to be in tune with my needs and make appropriate decisions, moment by moment, based on my body’s signals. If I don’t, I reap painful consequences almost immediately. My body is a strict teacher, speaking in capital letters if I don’t treat it exactly how it needs, now.

Channeling My Experience into a Creative Project

My exhaustion took a very serious toll on my body. But it had one upside: it made me put pen to paper. I felt an acute urge to express myself, to explore inner workings and themes.

Last year, I wrote a novel titled What’s the Matter with Maria? It’s a tender tale about a sensitive and introverted little girl, Maria. And although my book is fictitious, it‘s inspired by my personal experience pushing myself to adapt to the kinds of outer demands which often produce some degree of internal agony.

Thinking about the inspiration for the book takes me back to that taxing time when I first fell ill. The memory is palpable — I can’t help recalling how awful I felt both physically and emotionally. I know my little protagonist Maria’s anxious alertness well, her feeling of not being enough, falling short, and that her highly sensitive traits are wrong or inferior.

My wish for all highly sensitive people — both children and adults — is that they understand and respect the language of their finely-sensing bodies from an early age. A proper education in how best to preserve, protect, and nourish our precious energy is crucial to prevent steady energy drains and leaks. With its advanced capacity for sensing subtleties and fine distinction, let your highly sensitive body be your primary guide in life — allow it to be your personal compass.

Please don’t ignore or downplay the symptoms and sensations your body so generously provides. Even if nobody else seems to understand or see good reason for them, the warnings will turn up the volume to catch your attention. Instead, honor your innate sensitivity by being responsible, which means being responsive and making every adjustment to maintaining your health that you possibly can. After all, you are the only one who knows exactly how you feel.

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7/23 Reflection and finds

 

so the last few days – today in particular – christmas songs have been playing in my mind.  a lot.  i dismissed them but then tonight as i was going through an old box of CD’s, there on the top was one of my girls old christmas books.  a message of some kind?  i don’t know.  we are to remove doubt and fear.  how do i remove doubt in the experience of deception?  i know what i want.  i know what i feeeeeeeeeeeeeel.  but here – has that really mattered?

ugh.

so POTUS keeps speaking of distancing ourselves and wearing masks and hand washing…..vaccines and therapeutics.  some are saying now that he is saying ok mask up there will be no reason for vote-by-mail.  i get that.  but is this the reason behind his recent stance?

i don’t know.

vaccines….some have said hydroxy combo acts as a vaccine so is this what he is pushing?

i don’t know.

are the therapeutics new tech?  (like i have been speaking about for over 2 years and by now i am looking ridiculous to those for whom i have said “hold on new tech is coming for all dis-ease”)….

drumroll:

i.  don’t.  know.

we are still seeking a civil rights attorney.  this is proving to be more challenging than i thought.  we have several messages “out there” and continue to wait for some response and now have a few more to call.  i placed my first online pick-up service order tonight at one of the local nazi stores.  i don’t know how long i will be willing to do this.  while most of our stores we shop at don’t offer pick up or delivery and as such are “allowing” those with exemptions to shop mask free, a few are now saying if you can’t wear a mask, use pick up or delivery – even if this service will cost you or if there is a minimum purchase.  i still cannot believe i am typing these words.  i NEVER saw or felt this one coming.  it hit me out of the blue – like it did for many of us – if not all.  why weren’t we able to SEE this?

anyway so i placed my first order tonight.  24 items.  i go to view my cart – get the message “something went wrong” and all of my items are gone. empty cart.  this took me 40 minutes.

now if i hadn’t already gone through the night before to make sure all of the items i wanted were in stock and if i hadn’t written them all down in a nice orderly list AND crossed them off as i went tonight – i would have shrugged and said “that’s ok” and redone it.

but given this was something i did not want to be forced in to and given the time i invested in this last night and tonight, i let off some words including the proverbial f-bomb.

then took a deep breath and redid it.  2nd time worked – although for some reason they removed my watermelon request.  i had to have watermelon. turns out i had to place a separate order for that.  one item.  watermelon.

at least the service is free.

shizbot when will this end!

don’t answer that.  lol

energies energies….hmmm……well i experienced dizziness earlier in the day….it was intense enough i did not want to drive but i really had an errand i wanted to run and make a stop at our local farm stand….so i stated outloud to Home to remove the dizziness NOW and amp up my energy (as i also did not have adequate sleep……child woke up at 5am having had a frightening dream….i was in a very deep sleep….. so i ended up sleeping with her in her bed until, well, i don’t know – i just know i woke up – cramped – the sun was up – and i crawled back into my own bed and slept in fits – mostly because my little one followed me back to bed and proceeded to wrap herself around me.)

so…….after i made this command – i got a boost – the dizziness decreased dramatically and after that was just that feeling like i was on a boat somewhere.

alright then…..i’m about ready to mention the weather which is an indication i am done talking of anything remotely resembling significance…

here are some finds….

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robbed?  or raided?

i really thought FLYNN would be pardoned this week…

oh the narrative of b.s…..you can smell it here, there and everywhere…

 

me thinks it is time for we freedom-loving types to Unite and make our OWN demands…the experience of Free Will/Anything Goes continues – we may as well use that energy to our advantage…

LOVE:

some of his speech from today:

this has been done in my city for well over a year:

 

LOVE:

yawn….(seriously – by now – Y A W N)….for me that is….

ok this one is WOW real light ship – much like the one i saw 11 years ago this month only mine was a horizontal egg shape…

 

i don’t understand this one….perhaps they saw a F/F?  perhaps because people would freak COVID CASES WILL RISE (although if masks and s.d. really work – they could allow for less people – what’s the worry??)  perhaps it’s because, as i have seen for 3 years, there will be no election (at least after most of us get the frig outta here after this transition event which may happen before the date of november 3)?  perhaps it’s because of that ingersoll lockwood book “the last president”?

 

yeppers….this really is about evil – which is why i feel sick inside whenever i see someone with a mask on….

for the love of god let this be released without hold-up or nazi interference…

the blonde on the lower right – you can see her IQ drop to negative territory (and if you listen to her more than once you may see yours drop for a brief moment)….

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Q ~ 7/22/2020….and a reflection

 

i was thinking today of the phrases “it’s going to be biblical” and “symbolism will be their downfall”.  i expanded my perception on how religion is all about control (obviously) and how they use spells (bible verses) to program the mind.  my perception is that jesus represents our pre-hijack version.  powerful.  powers we humans today would say are miraculous.  fully in control of our experience (freedom).  the hijackers of our original experience created religion – used jesus (metaphor) to throw into our faces while saying “this is your goal.  you will never attain it but you must try.”  such nonsense.

i see what is playing out is biblical.  literally good (original) versus evil (hijack of original).  symbolism is being used on both sides.  these masks represent control.  wear a mask – they view you as compliant.  complacent.  and we know they laugh and mock at those who go along.

resist – as much as you can and are able.  i fully understand how many would lose their jobs – their incomes.  however – united together we can end this current narrative.  BE THE JEDI (love that metaphor LMH used).

love,

victoria

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CONTROLLED INFORMATION DISSEMINATION SYSTEM DESIGNED TO CONTROL YOU IS THREATENED.
If you posed no threat [reach and topics] to their control [information dominance] they would not continue to expend ammunition.
They would not care.
#2 attacked topic [#1 POTUS].
ALL FOR A ‘CONSPIRACY’.
INFORMATION WARFARE.
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Lisa Harrison shares A Message from Home

 

this message (which was left in the comment section last night) was quite a heart-needed treat this morning. throughout the day and into last night i was essentially – no literally – pleading for a message from Home.  the pleading was mostly internal but a couple of times it was stated out loud.

i needed something to confirm what that quiet voice within was saying which is essentially what you read below – let go of this experience and know i am on my way out.  all i see is happening for a reason and on its own and there ain’t a dang thing i can do about it – the chaos.

yesterday and in recent days and weeks – as that chaos has increased – so has my doubt.  am i falling for a false narrative?  how is that possible when i question EVERYTHING now.  i haven’t been able to get that inner knowing feeling to shift or change.

another question:  is this how it’s ending here?  and yet – if nothing of the old goes on and thus we are called to let it go (so it is easier TO transition) – would that look like an experience of paradise where we absolutely loved our experience – or would it look like, well, this?  and everyone i speak with expresses feelings of discomfort and dismay and sadness.  no matter how programmed one is, ALL are feeling this very uncomfortable energy.  ALL want it to end.

and what a way to make it easier for all to exit out.

even though it does royally suck.

it’s still very difficult.  i spent some time so far today purging – as in crying and releasing.  i don’t know what else to do with this purging.  i look where i am holding tension (which lately has been throughout my body) and soothe it away in the same manner i do when my child is in need of comfort.

last night i thought of those suffering and wondered – how can i help them? i feel helpless in this regard.  and i am.  just like i can’t take away the pain of my child, i can’t take away anyone’s pain (i have yet to master doing that for myself).  all i and any of us can do is hold space and if we see someone struggle and we are able and/or willing, ask if they need anything.  and to be honest, i feel the main focus now is on helping ourselves.

although i am reminded of that beautiful statement i read in the last year which is “some day someone is going to hug all of your pain away.”

perhaps upon our arrival.

anyway – i hope this brings you all comfort.  i am grateful for the gift Lisa left – and grateful that somewhere, somehow, i was heard.

love,

victoria

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Message received from home on June 29:
“What is this I see…yes…much disruption
What would you expect from such a mush mind
All as expected
I feel the new book of life is welcoming you
Feel it I can
Thus you must release first
Yes I feel this is true
Release and let go you must
Nothing of the old comes into the new
All of it is new
You must let go, Just let go
And allow the new to pulse within you, then out.
No need to fear anything
It’s all happening as it must
It is time to let go, you must
I send this feeling to all
We cannot assist in this process
Let it happen naturally
But you must let go”

IF, ‘I feel the new book of life is welcoming you ‘.. and ‘Nothing of the old comes into the new’,
then this is the final and finest sieve, letting go of all fear and doubt.

As for me, feels like it is going to play out in line with original Star Wars….
1. A New Hope…expose and take on DS/Virus
2. Empire Strikes Back…..where we have been since March
3. Return of the Jedi….superpowers…we win

keep getting the glass of water image, all the sludge is sitting on top with the clear water/energy filling the glass, feels like a final purge/push to finally get it all out the top of the glass…I know it’s uncomfortable, a real place of tension but feeling the positive still underneath it all.

Had 2 big energetic ‘hits’ over the weekend, ‘the tide has turned’ and ‘the heavy lifting is over’….

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