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A quick gematria

 

Don (Trump) Jr. is back on twitter with the message:  “GUESS WHO’S BACK?”

I gematria’d it and this is what comes up:

John Kennedy Jr.

November Third

Some other interesting phrases but those two were the most significant.  Of course as most of you know at this point my patience is tapped dry…It’s like you’ve been waiting for a long time for someone or something to show and when they finally do, your “enthusiasm” was replaced by exhaustion and when they arrive instead of smiling and hugging you do one of these:

Sometimes, all that I'm hearing is white noise

Apparently Q dropped a few today – referring to how this all goes away on November 4th (day after the election).  So apparently this nazi control agenda will be allowed to play out for another 3.5 months?  I don’t consent to that.  They’re already having us under more or less house arrest (because going out and about to stores having to wear a mask and get told to leave is not something we are up to undertaking now…and they are now doing that here in most stores…and not all of those stores offer pick up or delivery so you’re SOL if you want to frequent and it isn’t like these alleged lawyers offering to help are getting to us…)….the CV narrative numbers are increasing (LIES LIES LIES of course) and the sheeple are believing it and people are getting hurt over not wearing a mask and my god – 3.5 more months of this mask sheot alone?  And we’re also being told not to give up on our citizen journalism?

Really?  My efforts have only made a difference with people who are seeking the truth.  Those who NEED to see the truth ain’t budging.  TDS is every bit as real as their other programming.

So nope – not consenting.  And what of those who continue to lose their jobs, business – and the increase in suicides as a result of the stress.  My god – who lets this play out all for some plan or so we can carry on the illusion that the sheep will baa baa wake up?  They are programmed not to.  This is a damn matrix simulation and some have different “codes” within.  I don’t like saying that – but I encounter this frequently in these parts.  Present a new view or different perception and the inner program goes “BLOCK BLOCK INCOMING”….lol….body language ensues…..arms crossed or blank stares….

Seriously – I have my own narrative.  They can have theirs.  That is their right.

However NO ONE has the right to allow trauma and harm to continue simply for some “movie” for the awakened to watch.  Heather Ann is still in jail – her sentence extended through 1/13/22.  Her family misses her.  She is wrongly convicted.  This is ok or part of some grand plan again??   Please someone explain that to my heart.  Where I come from we don’t do that!

I’m just so over it all.  The deception and drama and most certainly the harm being done to ALL OF US.  I am so past done of reading “the swamp runs deep”.  WE KNOW THAT.

deep breath….walk away walk away walk away….not my monkey…and yet what can i do now but literally “hide” in my house until this is over….(the monkey’s will like that due to my lack-of-mask conformity)….

I have been gathering dvd’s to watch – old classics – in which to occupy my time and am in search of a portable DVD player (and a used microwave as ours decided to stop working a few days ag0).  If anyone wishes to donate a few dollars for these pursuits, I would be most grateful.  And I continue to make friendship bracelets and play the piano.  And connecting with some like minded parents who actually, you know, let kids be kids and play together, that will help soothe the inner NOOOOO.

I don’t like saying this – but what choice do any of us have in changing the direction of this – changing the speed of the clean up.  Seriously – what power do we have in that?

Someone want to elaborate on that one for me?  (ya’ll don’t have to, btw – just expressing my inners)

Love,

V.

 

 

Let’s talk about the children….

 

Jeff Cloud
16h

While most are being distracted by the mask fiasco, this is actually why. THIS is the real “epidemic”.

I’m sharing because the Truth of this womans actions and sharing moved me.

“When we adopted Lilly in 2007 my eyes became very opened about what happens to vulnerable children in this world. I started an organization with a good friend at that time. The goal was to try to wake people up to the horrors and also financially assist people who were trying to adopt. It never took hold because I could see the daunting task before me of trying to wake people up. I had this beautiful baby girl in my arms and she deserved all of my energy. I did not want to be consumed with the frustration, sadness and anger that I felt. People didn’t seem to care about the numbers no matter how much I talked about it. I felt like I was screaming that the house was on fire while everybody ignored me and continued to stay inside the burning house. I never forgot about it but I did put it off to the side for awhile. When Lilly got a little older I started doing grief work, seeing daily clients and teaching groups. About eight out of 10 of my clients were regularly molested and raped by family members or family friends when they were children. Some had mothers that told their husbands to ‘break their daughters in’. Some had experienced ritual satanic abuse. I get regular messages from people confiding in me that they were victims of pedophiles.

Do you think I asked to know these things? Do you think I willingly signed up to be a spokesperson for this? The answer is not only no, it’s HELL NO. I don’t want to know these things but I do. What is the purpose of my knowing? Why me?

I’m not here to argue about the virus, the masks or the vaccines but I am here to say that I find it absolutely abominable that everyone is losing their shit over these topics on a daily basis and those that are posting relentlessly about masks and viruses aren’t saying a single word about the children. It’s making me start to lose faith in you, in life and in the world. I vote that if you are so into the virus numbers that alongside those daily stats you add the daily human trafficking stats as well.

You like numbers? Here’s some:

138,268. People that have died from Covid in the US as of July 17, 2020

2000 The number of children that go missing in the United States EVERY single day

730,000 The number of children that go missing EVERY single year in the United States

These numbers do not include other countries but it is happening EVERYWHERE.

So when you constantly post about masks saving lives and daily counts of virus deaths I lose heart over and over and over again. Two thousand children go missing EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. Where is your outrage? If you’re hell bent on the virus that’s fine but why not also be hell bent on demanding to know where all of the missing children are.

You probably wish I would shut up. Trust me, I wish that I could. I’ve tried. I didn’t want to raise Lilly with my heart being broken every day so I had to try and mend it up the best that I could and focus on raising her. It came right back to me with the work that I chose to do. And now here I am and it’s front and center AGAIN. While the main stream media distracts you with a virus that doesn’t kill many more people than the annual flu the sex traffickers and the people who abuse and kill children for sex and pleasure and torture and greed are going about business as usual. In fact, their business has seen an uptick.

Do you know what would have happened to Lilly if she was never adopted. The statistics show that 90% of girls who age out of an orphanage wind up a victim of sex trafficking or suicide. 90%. NINETY, as in almost ALL of them.

I cried my heart out to my father yesterday and he said…..”I don’t want to talk about it but we have to talk about it. If you and everyone who knows this information stops talking about it what will happen?”

So here I am, talking about it.” ~ Kimberly Holmes

7/17/20 Finds and Reflection

 

Today was one of reflection.  We had a Grandpa Don closure (related to his property).  It was difficult but also something we knew was coming so when the event happened, it left me with a sense of closure and release – like putting a gentle lid on the process of grief.  We miss him.  And yet Life goes on.  The new neighbors are lovely people and have been very open with us in terms of their plans for the property.

I am also FINALLY connecting w/some like minded parents and am talking of get-togethers in the new future.  F I N A L L Y.  What’s interesting about this is that I told myself for the past year or so – before we transition out I am going to find SOME sort of a tribe here.  I was determined to do so – and when my mate was even saying “you are beating your head against a wall” I refused to give up.  That’s just Who I Am.

I did see the matrix at work today.  It’s a vibe I now feel in my body – I know when it’s just an experience or something I created – and when it’s the matrix at work through something else or another.  It happened at the park today.  A few years ago we had an encounter with an aggressive dog that was roaming freely at this park – no owner around – barking and otherwise scaring kids and this adult.  At the time we climbed up on some play equipment and I called the police (who were of absolutely no help).  Each time I would climb down, the dog would come up and begin barking aggressively.  It finally walked up to the other end of the park at which I told my girl “get on your bike NOW and go!”  So she hops on and I begin to – as she does the owner of the dog shows up and calls the dog – who runs towards her voice but stops by me and begins running around in a circle, barking.  I told her to get control of her dog and she said “I am” and I said “no you’re not – get it away from me – it already scared my child (I pointed at my daughter who had rode about half a block away) and the other children in this park.”  She could have apologized but made a different choice instead.  She put on a major attitude and when she finally took physical hold of her dog, I told her I was reporting her to Animal Control. That was done and a visit was paid and I haven’t seen the woman or her dog since.  At the time I was on my bike, had on my helmet, hair down and sunglasses.  Today I was in the car, hair up – so different context.

However today as I walked to the car I saw her (first time since this incident from 2 years ago) and she stared at me.  And stared at me.  And stared at me. It was almost as though she was suddenly frozen.  As this happened, a spider suddenly appeared near the car window right as my girl was getting inside.  As she dealt with that, a hornet suddenly appeared in front of me on the driver’s side.  I knew what was up.  So I calmly got out of the car – made sure the hornet left – made sure the spider was gone – looked back over at her – she was still staring – and I said “I see you”.  She then turned around and walked back into her house.  I did my own protection and we drove home without incident.

Strange.  But then again not strange when you see how the game is played here – and the potential for “agent smiths” (the program) to take over the human for a short time to poke at the awake “players”.

Other than that little “bump” it was a very nice picnic at the park today.  Energetically I felt well although I did have a couple of those moments where I felt “elsewhere”.  I have begun saying “NOT CONSENTING” to that experience.  If this is about some practice runs, I’ve done enough.  If this is about pulling out a bit more of me – enough.  If this “emit” is going to happen, let it happen.  For now, I am focused on what I see/do/experience HERE.  And I need all of me grounded here to function – especially with a child.  lol  I remember how I used to gripe when I would hear from some new age light-workers speaking how they would spend hours in bed or in meditation or sometimes days and how they encouraged all of us other “light-workers” (ya’ll know I don’t like that term) to do the same.  HA!  In what reality?  The world of “I have no job or child” world which is not reality for most of us.

Apparently 48 out of 50 states here in AmeriKa have mask mandates now.  I don’t see how this can continue and I REALLY state that in full force.  I sent several tagged tweets to POTUS about that.  E/O to remove these mask mandates.  I’m done with being questioned on this.  Done with trying to convince anyone to consider an alternative POV.  And certainly DONE with being asked “why don’t you wear one?”

Because I know what deception is.

And I know what Freedom is.

Comes with the experience of being in the Awakening process in this pit.

Love,

Victoria

Here are some finds…

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Holy sheot – the matrix clone being used over and over w/each reset they put us through here.  This is from Forbes, too!

The Dr. Fauci Of The 1918 Spanish Flu

 

Alex Knapp Forbes Staff
Science
I write about the future of science, technology, and culture.

 

More than a century ago, epidemiologist Dr. Thomas Tuttle prescribed face masks and social distancing to slow the influenza pandemic. He made a lot of enemies—but it worked.

January 1919, Washington’s health commissioner urged legislators in the state capital, Olympia, to enforce strict measures against the spread of the Spanish flu, which had just ended a deadly second wave in America. Recommended restrictions included banning dances and other social gatherings, as well as limits on how many people could attend public meetings and how far apart they should sit from one another. Both the city and county voted against those measures. In response, the commissioner sought to get the State Board of Health to enforce its police powers against the county.

Instead, he lost his job.

A public health official getting fired over unpopular social distancing measures during a pandemic has an eerie echo today, when business leaders and politicians are chafing against restrictions urged by authorities to contain the COVID-19 pandemic. But it was precisely these restrictions that enabled Seattle and other cities in Washington to protect themselves from the Spanish flu—and similar actions helped Kansas abate another influenza wave in the fall of 1919.

CONTINUE HERE

Heads up to my friends in NZ ~ Your P/M has gone bat sheot crazy too…

Checkpoints, soldiers, door-to-door testing: NZ’s new Covid outbreak plan
Justin Giovannetti

Prepare to go much harder and much earlier if coronavirus appears in the community. Justin Giovannetti reports from parliament where plans have been released for swift regional lockdowns and managed-isolation for domestic cases if Covid-19 ever breaks out of border facilities. 

New Zealand hasn’t detected any community transmission of the Covid-19 virus in 75 days, but that pandemic holiday could come to an end at any time, prime minister Jacinda Ardern cautioned today.

CONTINUE HERE.

Covid-19: What is the evidence for cloth masks?

BMJ 2020; 369 doi: https://doi.org/10.1136/bmj.m1422 (Published 07 April 2020)  Cite this as: BMJ 2020;369:m1422

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Very little good quality research exists on the use of cloth masks, especially in non-medical settings. One randomised controlled clinical trial of cloth masks, published in BMJ Open in 2015, compared their effectiveness with that of medical masks worn by hospital healthcare workers.2 The study, involving the industry partner 3M (which makes medical masks), reported that healthcare workers “should not use cloth masks as protection against respiratory infection. Cloth masks resulted in significantly higher rates of infection than medical masks, and also performed worse than the control arm.”

In an updated comment on the study (30 March),3 the authors said, “There have been a number of laboratory studies looking at the effectiveness of different types of cloth materials, single versus multiple layers and about the role that filters can play. However, none have been tested in a clinical trial for efficacy.”

They also advised healthcare workers who choose to wear cloth masks to “have at least two and cycle them, so that each one can be washed and dried after daily use. Sanitizer spray or UV disinfection boxes can be used to clean them during breaks in a single day. These are pragmatic, rather than evidence-based suggestions, given the situation.”

A preprint of a rapid systematic review has assessed the current evidence on respiratory illnesses and the use of face masks (mainly surgical paper masks) in community settings.4 The paper, yet to be peer reviewed, included 31 studies, of which 12 were randomised controlled trials. The researchers reported that “wearing facemasks can be very slightly protective against primary infection from casual community contact, and modestly protective against household infections when both infected and uninfected members wear facemasks.” However, they said that many of the studies “suffered from poor compliance and controls.”

TO READ THE PIECE IN ITS ENTIRETY, CONTINUE HERE

 

I’m feeling something “special” about DOQ – have for awhile….he did recently say something about it is time for an E/O on these mask mandates:

 

“numerous”…

Democrat Illinois House Speaker Implicated In Bribery Scandal, Office Subpoenaed

BREAKING: Black Lives Matter and Antifa Terrorists Are Targeting the Columbus Statue in Chicago Tonight – 18 Officers Injured (VIDEO)

Senate Judiciary Chairman Lindsey Graham Released Document Today that “Demonstrates How Unsubstantiated and Unreliable the Steele Dossier Was”

EXPERT EXCLUSIVE: With COVID-19 Scientific Disinformation Is, Quite Literally, Killing Us

BREAKING: New Documents Reveal Completely Dishonest NY Times Report on Trump, Stone and Manafort Ties to Russia! — GIVE BACK YOUR PULITZER!

Georgia’s Republican Gov. Brian Kemp Sues Atlanta Mayor Keisha Bottoms Over Her Mask Mandate

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7/16/2020 Finds and stuff….

 

I continue to feel energetically squeezed and trapped….

Something has to break.

This nonsense continues to amp up.

Today I was asked if I wanted to talk about pandemic guidelines when it comes to allowing the children to play.

I said “we don’t follow the guidelines”…..however we want the kids to play together.  Outside.  Bike rides.  Skating.  etc.

I did not hear back.

I won’t tolerate fascism.

And I won’t tolerate willful ignorance.

Not when it comes to my child…who is being harmed by this crap.  She broke down in tears today – again.  She just wants someone to play with.

I do what I can to comfort and distract but she is brilliant and knows this is wrong.  We talk – deeply and honestly.

She cannot get this year back.

Childhood is PRECIOUS.

F’ing enough – don’t parents SEE THIS?

Creating harm in their child’s life over a virus that their child has 2% chance of getting and over 99% chance of surviving (which goes up if the child is healthy).

Social isolation and covering up their little faces when out in public.

Not having birthday parties or other fun things.

These lying thieves owe us all restitution.

Someone I know shared with me the story that her friends spouse was dying – and the healthy spouse was not allowed to visit – until the last few moments of his death.

I mean come on – how f’ing criminal is that?  Would he have lived longer if she had been able to stay with him?  And isn’t that the RIGHT of every spouse to be with a dying spouse as they lay dying?

O M G ENOUGH!

I am being told to fight – to speak up and out – and I am doing that.

But it is also a balance.

And when you are essentially alone in a physical space of programmed sheep who cannot and will not hold a different perspective…

Several times lately after conversation we are asked “What’s Q?  What’s the georgia guidestones?  What’s the act of 1871?  What’s the strawman?  What’s the project for a new american century?  What’s the bilderberg group”

The looks of confusion given and the “nope never heard of that”…

On and on and on…..

Will they research or will they just go back to their comfortable little controlled box?

Blah!  Or shall I say “baaaaah…..baaaaaah”

I don’t get it.  I have always questioned reality – questioned things told to me by teachers, church “leaders”, the people on television, doctors, etc.

A L W A Y S.

I’m just speechless that so many don’t come with that “nudge”.

Hence – sheep.

Yeah, well there ya go……..Here are some finds….

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Speaking of….brilliant and to the point….Question the narrative – always:

School’s Out — Forever?

The cartel of teachers unions is making totally unrelated ideological demands.

 

Does this mean we are about ready to break down this s.hole?

 

We will see….I know this much about Who I Am – I DESPISE “dangling carrots”….either produce the carrot or keep silent….

 

My new favorite….

Exposing the Foreign Agents in this country – this will destroy the Univerties $$slush funds….

 

 

JFK Jr intel/info….

 

well apparently JFK Jr is in my space today/this evening as this just popped up on my feed…interesting timing of the FOX article (came out 22 hours ago)….i had also not seen the images below in front of the Georgia Guidestones….was just telling someone about them – said to “google it – you will learn a lot – a good place to start”….is it them?  who knows – maybe, maybe not – either way it’s good intel for it’s truth-telling….

 

7/15/2020 Finds

 

some good ones…..stay safe and well…..the old continues to be exposed (for what needs exposing) and is crumbling….out with the old and in with the New…

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Trump Orders Hospitals to Stop Sending COVID-19 Data to CDC

 

hmmmm…

 

𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐝-𝟏𝟗 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐦𝐲 copied and pasted
If you still have a job and your company is still operating, be very grateful:

Victoria’s Secret declared bankruptcy
Zara closed 1,200 stores
La Chapelle withdrew 4391 stores
Chanel is discontinued
Hermes is discontinued
Patek Philippe discontinued production
Rolex discontinued production
The world’s luxury industry has crumpled
Nike has a total of $23 billion US dollars preparing for the second stage of layoffs
Gold’s gym filed for bankruptcy
The founder of AirBnb said that because of pandemic, 12 years of efforts were destroyed in 6 weeks.
Even Starbucks also announced to permanently close 400 stores.
WeWork isn’t in a great spot either
See the US economy landscape:

Nissan Motor Co. may close down in USA

The Biggest Car Rental company (Hertz) filed for bankruptcy – they also own Thrifty and Dollar

Biggest Trucking company (Comcar) filed for bankruptcy – they have 4000 trucks

Oldest retail company (JC Penny) filed for bankruptcy – to be acquired by Amazon for pennies

Biggest investor in the world (Warren Buffet) lost $50B in the last 2 months

Biggest investment company in the world (BlackRock) is signalling disaster in the world economy – they manage over $7 Trillion

Biggest mall in America (Mall of America) stopped paying mortgage payments

Most reputable airline in the world (Emirates) laying off 30% of its employees

US Treasury printing trillions to try to keep the economy on life support

Estimated no. of retail stores closing in 2020: 12,000 to 15,000.

The following are the big retailers that have announced closing:

J. Crew
Gap
Victoria’s Secret
Bath & Body Works
Forever 21
Sears
Walgreens
GameStop
Pier 1 Imports
Nordstrom
Papyrus
Chico’s
Destination Maternity
Modell’s
A.C. Moore
Macy’s
Bose
Art Van Furniture
Olympia Sports
K Mart
Specialty Cafe & Bakery

and many many more…

Unemployment claims reached an all-time high of 38+ million – unemployment is over 25% (out of 160 million of work force, close to 40 million are jobless). With no income, consumer demand is falling drastically and the economy will go into a free fall.

This is just the USA

Under the weight of the new crown pandemic, many giants are facing the crisis of failure.

2020 everything is changing FOR THE BETTER
This is about finding who you really are
NEW EARTH

Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
Be happy with what you have!

 

Voter Fraud Story

 

Who else couldn’t vote Rep today?🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸The point of my video is for you to make certain the Party you are affiliated with is correct within the system and on your Voter ID Card. I went to vote as a proud REP here in LA and had no idea that my party affiliation was showing DEM. Because the Sat July 11, 2020 was a Primary election; I could only vote for the party they have me listed with (DEM). Therefore, I didn't vote at all. I asked to change it, and was handed a form.The lady next to me was having the same issue her Commissioner stated " well you will just have to vote DEM". At this point I intervened.As we were brought to a table with new forms, another Commissioner stated "its not just you two, its been happening all day”.Since this video has gone viral, the loads of responses have 1 thing in common: The party they think they are affiliated with is different then whats in the system. This lead to many LA voters not being able to vote for their Party on Saturday July 11th, 2020. Also ,Voters noticing a discrepancy between the Party affiliation in the system vs what is on their Voter ID Card.I'm a REP that bleeds RED, WHITE and BLUE and no matter what happened with mine, I have uncovered that this is NOT an isolated case. Hundreds of you are responding with complaints of Party affiliation changes without your knowledge.I can only answer for myself. But I can say I am so proud of all of you that have come forward and those that will. I am standing up for everyone of you. This is our country. These are our rights, and I'm not going to sit on the side line.

Posted by Holly Sanders on Saturday, July 11, 2020

Adding on to a current ANON theory

 

So this theory has been floating around for a few weeks now:

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If it is true, we are in week 11 – “BLACKOUT NECESSARY”.  Twitter was hacked today:

WW1WGA was offline/down (it still is as of 10pm PST) as was Qmap.pub (up and running again).

11 – 11 – 18 actually breaks down as week 11 and from the week between the 11th to the 18th (Saturday to Saturday).

18 = R

R = JFK Jr  (We know POTUS confirmed this with a recent tweet about the Monumrnt – which indicated JFK Jr did scale Mt. Rushmore on the 4th).

JFK Jr went missing on July 16, 1999 and was announced officially missing for good by the Coast Guard on July 18.

America Unified on or by July 18 – just a few days away?

It would take a miracle at this point.  You all know who I have been saying would do it – for almost 2 years now.

So….I am just putting this out there as a possibility.  Hopeful but it also feels like a stretch – but miracles are always in the offing ready to appear.  And humanity really could use one of those now.

Love,

Victoria

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7/14/2020 Reflection

 

I had some things saved to share – but I can’t get into “worldly happenings” today.  I felt so detached and not all here.  Stumbled around – at times struggled to talk. And all day I longed for Home.  And that song “Tuesday Afternoon” played too in my mind.  I was called to know the lyrics.  Here they are:

Tuesday afternoon.
I’m just beginning to see,
Now I’m on my way.
It doesn’t matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.
Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I’ve got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh.
I’m looking at myself, reflections of my mind.
It’s just the kind of day to leave myself behind.
So gently swaying through the fairy-land of love,
If you could just come with me and see the beauty of
Tuesday afternoon.
Tuesday afternoon.
Tuesday afternoon.
I’m just beginning to see,
Now I’m on my way.
It doesn’t matter to me,
Chasing the clouds away.
Something calls to me.
The trees are drawing me near,
I’ve got to find out why.
Those gentle voices I hear
Explain it all with a sigh. 

So very appropriate words for now….

I wanted to talk of Home today.  I did not want to see anything happening here in this realm.  The feeling today was one of longing and a sense of desperation – needing something to connect to.  That happened tonight when I was drawn (called) in to a conversation on twitter with other like-minded Souls.  I met some new “faces” too.  It is always a welcome gift to my heart and Soul when I hear of yet another who has felt the same way as have I – lost inside this place, not able to find/create a space to fit in and having had the feeling of homesickness throughout their life.

The fatigue is intense now – sometimes lasting all day (like today) sometimes just in moments.  It’s like I am literally going between two realities.  As someone said tonight – the feeling of fatigue is so strong one feels drunk.

Absolutely.

I was also drawn to look at that image shared in a recent Lisa Harrison video – one of her members who drew that spiral of images (33 in all) several years ago.  Those last 3 that lead up to the portal out (below).  To soothe myself, I reminded myself that we are at the place of the Portal image.

Some days are just more difficult to be here than others.  Today was definitely one of those days.

I am off to sleep.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

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