this morning i spent some time tuning in. i awoke feeling “inflamed” so i worked w/that to release the energies causing it. now that i am actively working w/stored trauma energies/memories, i am witnessing how this release work is also activating everything that has remained dormant. so now i see the importance of continuing the work beyond the regular sessions.
after i did some energy releasing techniques, i had the desire to tune in and get some information – some intel – if this was possible. i expected nothing to come (as that is usually the experience). something did come through. i share this as is – as i remember. on the very rare occasion this has happened, the info flows FAST so remembering is difficult. please take it as is. as always, i remain discerning – in faith with a watchful eye.
there is a new program – new programs – that essentially replaced the old OS (operating system). a program is benign until given an agenda – a focus – just like a thought or action. the best way to put it is the old programs have been taken over by Home. The Alliance.
there is no longer the “starting over” program – instead it was replaced with the “continuing on/ongoing” experience. i was confused by that one – but then had a feel and a visual. when we come into this experience in this realm we essentially “start over” – mind is wiped and we start “fresh” with essentially nothing to go on. most of us already know that. my feel on the “ongoing” experience indicates we are once again now FREE to CHOOSE our own experience – no outside influence. Assistance perhaps if we wish – but no one tells us what to do or even what is “best”. Our experience = Our choices.
That’s all I can recall receiving. I was pretty tuned out and in and didn’t even quite know what was going on until my mate said something – interrupting the experience and I realized oh wow – I just had an experience. lol
So there you go. Take it as it is. I have my bias of course – my own desires of what I intend to occur. However, this feeeeeeeeeeels to me like an experience of Freedom Of Choice – which is what every one of us has the right to have/Do/Be.
UPDATE: i just remembered something else. lol we can now “talk” with this particular program. they have now been created/refurbished you could say to work on our behalf. to work for us. so give it a try and see if anything comes through. the feel i have now is tuning in and receiving Authentic/Truth is now clearer than we have had since the original hijack.
the inner clearing and cleaning up continues. i see how i seem to be two different people inhabiting this body. one part of me likes to be in the flow – easy peasy let things just happen and come to me. sometimes this looks like plain ‘ole laziness (which it is – i am an expert as “putting that off for another moment”)….
then i have another part of me that is very driven. get up get going get ‘er done. this part i rely on to engage in the trauma release work i am doing. today during my session, the counselor working with me paused when she saw me struggling. “this is hard work,” she said. “you can take a break if you want.”
No, i said. This isn’t hard work. What’s been hard is living with this crap inside of me. I want it O U T.
So we continued. At another point she said “You don’t have to do this work each session. You may just decide to talk at times.”
No, I said (again). I am here to release this baggage and be the Me I know I can be. I am here to do this work and not just sit and talk about it.
Maybe if I had employed that with consistency in my younger years, my experience here would have looked different. Been different. Felt different. Coulda, woulda, shoulda…….None of this is an indication that I can’t or won’t have different and new while I remain in this experience.
We hit upon something near the end. The subject: Control. She said how we don’t have complete control over our body. I said “inside this realm, no.” The tension I felt within…..I KNOW I am supposed to control this vessel. I once had that ability – easily. We all did. I went on to share my view on Freedom.
That’s not how it is here, she said.
“Doesn’t that bother you?” I asked. She shrugged. That’s just how it is.
Just how it is. That allowing for all. U G H
(btw – this is why talk therapy never did work well for me – many of my conversations w/otherwise wonderful, well-intentioned counselor’s went nowhere – lol)
So – I keep things pretty p.c. in order to stick to my focus of releasing trauma using this particular method by bringing up the event so my brain can finish processing. I’ve done similar work in the past but not to the level I am with this woman. And today I saw the amazing ability of the human brain. It seeks to finish a task – even if it was interrupted for decades. I gained new awareness of the particular situation worked on today and found reason to smile – and put another notch on the empowerment ladder.
Other than that, energetically I am feeling pretty up. Pretty energized – until I’m not when, like tonight, I was suddenly and strongly hit with the “go to bed and sleep – NOW”. I listen to that voice and when I do, like tonight, I am out within moments – sleep deeply – and wake up just as quick as I fall asleep – often confused. Where am I? What time is it? Where have I been? I swear, I “go places” during those particular naps.
I also saw the importance of having my personal space and solitude. I felt, within, the impact how this has been missing. I’m not talking about having an hour or two – but days. I looked back over my experience and saw my most favorite moments, overall, where I felt best, where I felt most connected and at peace was, believe it or not, when I was alone. I really do enjoy my own company. I love my family. I love connecting (in as much as I can) with friends in my area. But nothing gets me back to Center Self than the freedom to Be when I am alone.
I wanted to add something I recently read – the virus within these vessels – the ability to purge that should now be easy to do instead of the ongoing struggle it has been for us. I feel this aligns w/Yellow Rose’s latest where she spoke of their fear pushing at us is virtually powerless. The time is now to focus on what we really want – what awaits us – what calls us– what Home is and all is has to offer….that deeply aligns w/my own feeling now as well.
I leave you with a song and a picture. Knights in White Satin (the extended version). A favorite. A Love song of searching.
The picture is of me. I’m private in sharing such things – especially on the internet. But this is something I’ve wanted to do for awhile so I thought why not. And that way when we exit, you will know who to look for. I am being humorous of course – we will know within who our family/tribe is. Thank you for being mine on this ride inside.
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This image is taken of "Earth" on the SECCHI NASA military cameras back in 2007. The image is enhanced & as you can see, it's a ship or rather a VAH (Virtual Artificial Habitat). Inside is our environment based on Quantum Physics. It's literally just like the hollowdeck. #QAnonpic.twitter.com/M06RhKMStQ
When it does go supernova, it's expected to result in a dramatic light show that could be visible in daylight and appear brighter than the full moon for a few weeks. The last time humans were treated to such a sight was the 17th century. https://t.co/YfCCixlkdm
The evergreen tree is stubborn woman/ when the coldest day comes / she never abandons her red babies / becomes home of birds / as William passes by her / red babies speak to him / please shake hands / Hug me / whenever I pretty in my inner soul to the earth/ PC: William Moon pic.twitter.com/afpbyXs0cj
a blank drop – a first. someone theorized the drop # – 3863 was indicative of John Jr’s age when he “died” (38) and 63 was the year his dad was assassinated. i think that is a highly plausible theory. and as i have wondered if there are bigger charges coming from Durham. ok – hoped, too (this waiting is a challenge in some moments!). the delay in Barr’s testimony – in this drop we are linked to a twitter account of a Resistance supporter (for those who don’t know – the Resistance is the group who is adamantly opposed to Trump)….in doing such, this helps prep the other “side” to what is coming…
https://twitter.com/Strandjunker/status/1228333628955996161📁
re: delayed testimony
1. allow for public dissemination of critical facts [possible unseal(s)-declas] prior to world televised sit down.
Sometimes the necessary forum to update the American public is provided by those same people being investigated for….
Release to change strategy?
Watch what happens next!
Q
the energy “out there” felt chaotic today – a new level of frantic.
the headlines i saw matched. wow – the push to scare us all into beLIEving a mass extinction event is upon us is all over the place now. from the corona virus to the asteroid NASA says is approaching this weekend and if it hits will wipe out humanity – RIDICULOUS. so…. i have decided not to share any of it. not giving them further attention.
as my mate said – we are so much more awake and sensitive now to “them” and their agenda. we can now feel how the day will go (according to their narrative they are pushing that is) before we check any of the headlines.
i continue to find my Truth within. i have been on this particular awakening journey that has lead me to where i am. and NO WAY do i feel that now suddenly i have to throw it all away because everything i was guided to do – that came completely from w/in – was a lie. most everything i read by THEM through education and media and church – THAT was a lie.
and they are pushing their lies BIG TIME right now – as i felt they would do at the very end.
so i remain focused within – while also having a discerning eye.
given tomorrow is one of “their” days – they likely engaged in their sickness this week – and are pushing fear big time right now – even in our face. the in your face is in reference to a John McAffee tweet today. i am not sharing that either. you have either seen it or can go searching for it (hint: not worth your time to watch. some are saying it’s disclosure but that is NOT the way to disclose a sick truth.)
the weather matched the mood out there. all day i focused on lifting the mood – intending the sun come out. it did not work. so i will continue on regardless focused on what i want and need. i am also creating space to focus on NEW and i use that word in its truest definition. NEW as in expanding my consciousness and heart so expansively, i am able to see and feel and bring in new ideas new creations, new ways of Pure Creation i have not experienced here.
love,
victoria
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before i share my finds, i wanted to let you know i read tonight where the energies are building up around the idea of our exit for later february or early march….just sharing….
Schumann’s latest read ~ i notice a(nother) new signature – that dotted line…there have been horizontal dotted lines before – however this pattern is connected – usually they are more of a morse-code-like signature with obvious spacing: (it’s hard to pick up the lines/pattern in full unless the image is quite enlarged)
saw this included in the comment section. 16.35 – pretty close to 17….
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Astronomers have never before seen fast radio bursts being emitted in such a regular pattern, and still don’t know their origin.
Wednesday 12 February 2020 06:03, UK
Astronomers have detected alien signals – that is, signals from a foreign galaxy – being emitted in an unusually regular 16-day cycle.
Fast radio bursts (FRBs) are not in and of themselves unusual – the first was detected in 2007 – but previous observations have shown them to be mostly emitted at random.
While there have been some bursts which repeated, as astronomers discovered previously, they have never been seen repeating in such a steady cycle.
[Re_drop]
What happens when 90% of the media is controlled/owned by (6) corporations?
What happens when those same corporations are operated and controlled by a political ideology?
What happens when the news is no longer free from bias?
What happens when the news is no longer reliable and independent?
What happens when the news is no longer trustworthy?
What happens when the news simply becomes an extension/arm of a political party?
Fact becomes fiction?
Fiction becomes fact?
When does news become propaganda?
Identity creation?
How does the average person, who is under constant financial stress (by design), find time to research and discern fact v fiction?
Majority of people more prone to believe someone in power sitting behind a big brand ‘news’ name?
Do people [human psyche] tend to follow the ‘majority/mainstream viewpoint’ in fear of being isolated and/or shunned?
‘Mainstream’ is used for a reason [dominate trend in opinion]. [If majority of people believe ‘x’ then ‘x’ must be validated / true]
Why do ‘mainstream’ media heads, within different orgs, always use the same keywords and/or catch phrases?
Coordinated? By who? Outside entity providing instructions?
Do they count on the fact that people [human psyche] are more prone to believe something if heard over-and-over again by different ‘trusted’ sources?
Do ‘echo chamber’ tactics provide validation / credibility to the topic/point being discussed?
Threat to intellectual freedom?
Would control over[of] these institutions/organizations allow for the mass control of a populations viewpoint re: a desired topic?
Read again – digest.
Would control over[of] these institutions/organizations allow for the mass control of a populations viewpoint re: a desired topic?
Logical thinking.
Why, after the election of 2016, did [D]’s and media corps jumpstart a [coordinated & planned] divisive blitz intended to create falsehoods re: illegitimacy of election, character assassination of POTUS through sexism, racism, every other ‘ism’?
Pre/post 2016 election?
Why were violent [masked] terror orgs such as Antifa immediately created/funded?
Why were these orgs tasked w/ immediate intimidation/shut down of any pro-POTUS rally[s] and/or events?
Why were marches immediately organized to counter and silence pro-POTUS rally[s] and/or events?
Why were marches immediately organized which divided people into sex/gender, race, [ism]?
When you control the levers of news dissemination, you control the narrative.
Control of the narrative = power
When you are blind, what do you see?
They want you divided.
Divided by religion.
Divided by sex.
Divided by political affiliation.
Divided by class.
When you are divided, and angry, and controlled, you target those ‘different’ from you, not those responsible [controllers].
Divided you are weak.
Divided you pose no threat to their control.
When ‘non-dogmatic’ information becomes FREE & TRANSPARENT it becomes a threat to those who attempt to control the narrative and/or stable [livestock kept – sheep].
When you are awake, you stand on the outside of the stable (‘group-think’ collective), and have ‘free thought’.
“Free thought” is a philosophical viewpoint which holds that positions regarding truth should be formed on the basis of logic, reason, and empiricism, rather than authority, tradition, revelation, or dogma.
THIS REPRESENTS A CLEAR AND PRESENT DANGER TO THE CONSTITUTIONAL REPUBLIC OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.
Q
Highly sophisticated ‘State-level’ attacks [v 8kun] followed by FAKE NEWS attacks [v Q] the next day?
Coordinated?
Ask yourself a simple question —– why?
It’s time to wake up.
Q
yesterday felt more like “BOOM!” day – today? gloom. different energy today “out there”…this silent war continues and it is SO palpable to feel now when there is a shift….
so….perhaps this wasn’t about the “Q” question – but who this mole is w/in the WH. i continue to feel it is Pence – as do others. what do I always say? “we’ll see….”
Stop and ask yourself when was the last time the Pentagon announced it had saved any money by changing the way it does business, much less $16 billion? https://t.co/BNSVElYJxp
Pray for this young mans safety. Hollywood has ignored this "known" secret for years and through intimidation blacklisting and worse have swept it under the rug.
Actor Corey Feldman Will Name Hollywood Child Sex Predators During Livestream Documentary https://t.co/TZWCgZrae5
oooooh….the Trump Card….put this one together w/what Trump said yesterday about this “anonymous” one w/in the White House….if it’s Pence – who do you bring out? yeah……..JFK JR!!! sigh….we’ll see (i sure intend i am right on this one)
this is a very comforting, detailed update. it’s quite the synch too that tonight at dinner i told my mate to imagine what it will be to “wake up” and see people we haven’t seen in a long time – to look around and say “oh my gosh I KNOW YOU!”
