
….taking a break – from every thing. the energy of “poke poke” is INTENSE today….
as a homeschooling mama, i overheard a neighbor asking our girl about math, in particular multiplication. my girl for some reason said she didn’t know the answers to very basic multiplication questions. i came to the kitchen window and reminded her she knows these answers.
i don’t know what is more annoying – someone outside of the family asking her questions that are only the business of members inside of this household or my girl suddenly not knowing basic math equations. i work hard to teach her and show her and now i am questioning my methods. and UGH – the system still rolls on with busy bodies more than willing to call the state ‘lest they think you aren’t towing the line properly.
overall i like to “live and let live”. i don’t pry into personal business. i respect boundaries. and yet today i want to violate those boundaries left and right with every one in my life experience who has violated mine with intrusive, none-of-your-business questions about MY CHOICES for MY FAMILY/CHILD.
the headlines suck and i am not sharing them. potus is now working w/the gates foundation – the mastermind of evil. those who are able to blindly trust w/o question “the plan” are saying things like “optics” and “the stage needs to be set so people see gates for who he really is.”
maybe that is part of it. it wouldn’t surprise me. and yet i question EVERYTHING i see. so.. those like myself – who question and don’t let ANY BEING drive us – are rightfully asking questions. gates has already been exposed. the attacks he has been under in recent weeks show it. the masses awake know who he is and those not awake aren’t going to see anything new until the movie ends of the MSM is removed. what is the point? the purpose? you don’t work w/the enemy at this point. you destroy them.
speak this way and you get told to be patient or think logically. power over crap.
i am done with this E N T I R E movie – i have been for some time – but i’m still here. i would be more than willing to come together with those who feel the same and check out of society at large – the programmed ones and those who are fine with waiting and waiting for “some day” to happen. i ask “what if this ‘some day’ doesn’t happen? then what??”
i don’t allow anyone to poke at me. lie to me. make any attempt to silence me. and get involved in “my personal business/doings”.
i had one last reflection today – the concept of the “love and light” folks. maybe they are providing a needed balance from the “warriors who dive and seek the truth of everything”. there are no HAVE TO’s in an experience of freedom. so if some don’t want to SEE the horrors, i respect that. and this isn’t about not seeing the dark – this is about seeing evil – totally different “thing” – which i strongly feel is not part of Original Experience.
and to be honest – at this stage in this whatever-it-is-we-are-in, we weary ones could use some of that “love and light” energy for the other energies, for me, are quite unpleasant.
that is all for today.
love,
v.