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so…..i get up and do the usual……….

i check headlines…..same chaotic nonsense

the schumann…..yeah it has spiked.  again.  so what?  we’re still HERE.

new messages from this alleged narrative of “Home”.  “soon”.  “awhile.”

so frigging what?

try something new, i am told…………..lolololol

NEW?

really??!!

i have no CONCEPT of what is “new” here.  been there done that D O N E.

i have been thinking outside of this matrix box for over 20 damn years.

i have asked for help with a variety of things…..promotion….increasing my income….$$ help for the work I do…..

today i feel completely fully utterly used, abused, tattered, stripped apart, spent and quite DONE.

DONE.  fully totally DONE.

i have no more “answers” for myself.

deep breaths…………..self talk………..tapping…..meditation………playing music………holding on to faith and hope…….visualizing…….blah blah frigging BLAH

all of it – TEMPORARY cover-ups for the truth:

i am alone here.  i always have been.  i don’t fit in.  i never have.  i have never authentically felt comfortable in my own skin here.  who i am and what i desire for myself – you know – that right to create my own experience freely – just ain’t happening.

so……….more hurry up and wait?  soon?  awhile?

today this provides me absolutely no comfort.  the only thing that does is my bed with the covers thrown over me.  i would rather “wait” there instead of doing this daily nonsense i have been doing.

over and out.

love,

v.

2/18/2020 Finds

 

the swamp runs deep in oregon:

ICE issues first subpoenas in Oregon demanding undocumented immigrant criminal records

 

video in today’s only “Q” drop (a small channel too – how awesome is that!)

3.55K subscribers

either fake news or just a deliberate move on the chess board:

lol  just found this.  as i suspected:

YES:

https://www.eur.army.mil/DefenderEurope/

Today’s Reflection ~ Message from a Hawk

 

A very amazing, majestic thing happened today.  A Hawk flew onto our property, landed at the top of our American Flag, stayed for just a moment then flew off.

A first.

There wasn’t time to capture it on film.  My first thought was this had something to do with where we are in restoring not just the country of America but all lands.  GAME OVER.

According to Native American Spirituality, when Hawk presents herself to you, she is guiding you to follow your instincts, your inner Divine and often, this signifies leadership and new direction – literally getting ready to spread your wings and fly to new heights.

Love,

Victoria

 

My feels and comments about LMH’s latest as well as the message she and her team received from Home

 

i decided to type up the message Lisa and her team received from Home over an 8 hour period on Friday, February 14th:

The 144 connect.  The real work begins Now.  The 144 connect.  We are now starting the exit of Realm 7.  All family collectors return to the meeting rooms of your members.

Source has opened the New.  Any members of the pods, begin the awakening.

Members outside start with 33 negative pull.  POD 3 Sector 0 waita for the ALL to begin the Pull.

This will take awhile.  Please do what you need to for your mush mind, the ‘Green One’ said.

Let’s start from the beginning.  Creation, the game of introspection for the expansion of the ALL.  We all agreed to allow the ALL to immerse itself into reflection of Self.

Every moment has never happened, as all creation ‘out of the All’ has been a simulated construct.

1 infinity flat plane of different pockets realms playing the same life game.

Each creation was set with a clock, an exit.  No Soul was in danger and no one ever gets lost.

This is a simulation creation of fear reflecting itself into the ALL of lost.

Your clock has stopped.

Now the pull through the Centre from within will begin.

Your memories shall return, slowly start from this day further.  Through your memories you shall exit.  The key has always been within.

The game is within, nothing is real.  Just a projection of your beliefs and shared beliefs on an infinite flat construct.

You have always been.  Your state of Being is creation of ‘Ones’ will.

Hello fellow Travellers.  I am Orisso.  I shall be taking over with the controls of this operation.  My clan have set pods in place to energetically pull the Soul thru the Plasma Wall of the Body keeping The Soul in Place.

We have been given the OK from All.  Please forgive me, my patience has been tested for what you guys have been through.  You are part of the strongest Souls in our Realm.

We are unable to act without the OK from the ALL as this would harm the Soul.

Pulling out is just as hard as it was coming in.  Everything from your realm is a very low vibe from Home.  A copy, a very bad one at that.

We see things ahead of time which is why we act first.  They are too slow for my clan as I was part of this energetic trap.  We are working now, you can see our history in your past now.  We are changing it now.  1679  1849  1979  2012  2015  2020.

Our cities and army are in your skies.  I now walk beside you my fellow Soul Family.

end of message

Interesting – the clock has stopped.  Q tweeted today:  GAME OVER.

The dates are interesting.  I wonder if they align w/any resets that some have given (I think of Jon Levi and his work on youtube).  Yellow Rose said we have had 4 life cycles while in this realm experience.

So for myself – here is something I got tonight before I watched this in full (i had watched the first 7 minutes or so).  Got it at the dinner table and I had to stop and write it down.

When we wake up on the outside – back Home again – the experience we have had here will feel like a dream.  (why am I feeling like I already shared this??  lol)  Anyway – like a dream experience here – once we exit out and reunite/merge with Real Self/Real Body – the experience here will feel like a dream.  We remember the most profound, most meaningful dreams – the rest fade away.

I did have a few experiences today where I felt myself energetically being pulled – this time it was left and right.  I struggled to keep myself in a straight walking pattern.  I now know this is me on the outside being moved.  So now when it happens I send out a greeting.

Interesting that Rose and now Lisa is saying the memories of Home are now returning ~ and I have had the desire in the last week to begin the process of remembering Me from Home.  What did I DO there?  What NEW things (to me here inside) will I be experiencing again?

Interesting she as well had an experience of bone chilling cold as well as feeling the mind was going crazy.  I have had the internal chill that I could not alleviate easily – took awhile.  And I also have had 2 experiences that I can recall in the past several months – one this past week – where I felt suddenly I was literally losing my mind.  I really had to challenge myself to just allow it – deep breath through it.  Feeling any sort of experience of not being in control has been challenge #1 for me here.

The stuff we see play out here – the chaos and all of that – is temporary.  Literally the end.  Those outside “gods” these entities worshiped and got power from are gone.  I feel it.  So anything they do now is limited – in terms of power – and we are seeing this.  They’re on their own.  And that puts us on an equal “playing field” so to speak.  The more we see their games, the quicker they collapse.

I found it so touching she used the term Love In Action.  (not that she was sharing it because of my site – not at all – just the phrase is all as it has been a meaningful phrase to me for almost 30 years – i have long felt a “kinship” w/it).  As I have shared on here in the past, the phrase “love in action” was presented to me in my 20’s when reading one of M. Scott Peck’s books.  I knew it was something I was to use one day in some capacity.  So back in the summer of 2016 when I knew it was time to do this site, I was going to call it Love In Action.  However to purchase that domain was several thousand dollars.  I almost let it go and create another title – but something said “add NOW”.  So I did and that was available for only a couple hundred.  MUCH more affordable.  I also felt too that at the end, the phrase would become important.

My mate often tells me “you’re tuned in”.  And I hear it from some of you as well.  I just need to let myself KNOW this and acknowledge it.  One of my false programs has been I don’t belong in such a prestigious (wrong word – but I can’t call up another) group of people.  Not saying anyone is better than another – but I’ve just felt like an outsider my whole life – the little player on the bench who watches the game and knows how it’s played but says very little until the right moment.  Stepping into my role of Significance.  We are ALL Significant.

Ok….moving on….i appreciated the message from Home – the phrase this place is a copy and a poor one at that.  Aligns w/my knowing my entire experience here that this is simply not Home.  Home was “outside” as was my “real” family.  This place has felt fake since I was a small child – and it has been a very long journey – and I am tired.  But I have made it.

We all have.

Speaking for myself ~ I feel I have pretty much gathered all I need to know about this place.  Gone down the rabbit holes.  That work feels “done” to me.

So……Let’s now focus on getting out and remembering All That Is Within.  And anything that is not Love In Action – let’s let it go and find where that Love is in each thought and each action – each moment.

Whew – this one drained me.  I am off to bed.  G’night and much love.

Victoria

 

Daytona 500 rain delay shifts race to President’s Day with 4:05 start time +Weather Warfare & Trump

 

my mate watches NASCAR.  i woke up yesterday morning and felt there would be a rain delay.  i also knew there was something up about this particular race. a sitting president being master of ceremonies?  never happened before. “the beast” and rest of the entourage being allowed to take a lap around the track before the race?  unheard of.  that track is supposed to be spotless prior to the start – if anything for liability alone.  someone online claimed it was against the “law” for such a thing to happen (i would say more like  nascar bylaws).  still – very strange.  and then that thunderstorm that they said just suddenly appeared on radar – yeah – that is clue for weather manipulation.  that intense crash?  a sacrifice?  pretty sure of it.  now – is trump going along to point this stuff out? he had to be in the club to know of their symbolism, their use of numbers, etc. everything and i mean everything “they” show us here has been a L I E.  period. end of story.  (and i say that with purpose – END OF THEIR STORY).  anyway – good channel below.  check him out.  he knows gematria.  

my insight into all of this?  stop watching their games.  you get involved in them w/your emotional investment.  you get all excited then the emotion crashes then it’s up again.  when all along these creatures know how it will go and how it will end.  it is my hope this is being exposed and ENDED.  (or you can do as is suggested in this video –  learn their comms to use for your own $$ benefit.  that isn’t my thing though and i would not feel right with myself – but something interesting to pass along…)

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Q ~ 2/17/2020

 

Q!!Hs1Jq13jV6
To be blunt….
GAME OVER.
Q
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https://twitter.com/45HarisonHarold/status/1229591987369709568📁
Do people really believe this [attack] can happen against the President of the United States and nothing will happen?
Moves and countermoves.
Q

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https://twitter.com/RealSaavedra/status/1229510910739279873📁
Purpose: [D]s install numerous rules and regs re: [D] party nomination winner?
Define ‘superdelegates’.
How do you control the outcome?
Why is the outcome important?
When [GS] calls who races to answer?
[ILLUSION OF DEMOCRACY]
Q
https://twitter.com/KarluskaP/status/1229415548938833920📁
https://www.justice.gov/file/1071991/download📁
[Pg 203]
“The OPA Supervisor said that he later learned that former President Clinton’s Secret Service detail had contacted Lynch’s FBI security detail and let them know that the former President wanted to meet with Lynch. Although Lynch’s staff was supposed to receive notice of such requests, witnesses told us that they were not informed of the request from former President Clinton.”
Coordination?
Date of tarmac meeting?
Date of [HRC] investigation END announcement?
1 + 1 = 2
It’s going to be a very hot [spring/summer].
Q

2/17/2020 Finds/Headlines

 

4 Dems Break from Party, Vote with Republicans To Reject Northam’s ‘Assault Weapon’ Ban

Harvard, Yale under investigation for $375 million secret funding from China, Saudi Arabia

speaking of jfk – check this out:  !!  (do they normally come out so early??  i have to check more into this –  if you’re on twitter, and this interests you, check out the thread.  it is really beautiful/inspiring/intriguing.)  

Report: Trump Administration Officials to Reassign Victoria Coates from NSC – Was Labeled the “Anonymous” Author

Dershowitz: Barack Obama Personally Asked the FBI to Investigate Somebody on Behalf of George Soros (AUDIO)

WikiLeaks Locked Out of Twitter Account One Week Before Julian Assange’s Extradition Hearing Begins

UPDATE FROM HONG KONG: Over 71,000 Now Infected with Coronavirus – Hubei Province on Lock Down Til April 15 – China Economy Devastated

7 Dump Truck Loads Of Crap Hauled From Massive Homeless Camp In Oregon

Today’s Messages/Feels ~ 2/17/2020

 

this morning i awoke hearing some lines from the Boston song: Peace of Mind.  in particular i was hearing “take a look ahead”.  as i shared in my previous piece – Lisa Harrison DTC update – i also woke up knowing she had an update.

so i know to listen to this first-thing-in-the-morning thoughts.

as i got going on the day’s doings, i forgot about the morning messages, instead focused on tasks of the mind.  a couple of hours later brother rick sent me a message saying he felt a big shift today – the feeling was no one is holding us back.  the interference is gone.

i told myself i would need to create the space to tune into that and put it together with the messages i was getting this morning.  where do i do that best?  the shower portal.  and that i did.  and here is what flowed through me:

first i received a visual of the “take a look ahead”.  i had felt some confusion in that.  that’s not being in the now.  that’s living in the future.

nope.  wrong.  lol  what came to me was i am now quite literally and energetically standing focused forward.  my back is my past and it is fading – being pulled away from me – becoming distant.  it’s as though it happened but almost to someone else.  or a temporary version of me is fading.  the illusion that was created for this game/experience here.

i felt a good comparison was how we compare waking vs. sleeping here.  we give more focus on the “reality” of our waking state as compared to our dreams – which we view as only temporary.  we forget most of them.  that will be our experience once we exit and are Home.

i also felt that the trauma portion of the program that enabled the traumas to “stick” to us – is over.  removed.  i received a visual too – double sided sticky tape.  the sticky part is gone.  this explains why some of us are feeling our past is being pulled away.  (perhaps that is why i was able to finally find a local counselor to help me w/the trauma releasing – the energies that is.)

what then came through was that as a program gets removed – there can be a build up of heavy energies which can be felt as anxiety, depression, anger, frustration.  once it is removed in our bodies we feel light again.  that has certainly been my experience – indeed from yesterday into this morning.  the visual i had was a rubber band being stretched to the max until finally KAPOW it gets detached – released.

this had me question:  how many programs and cords have we each had??

i feel this process is collective but is largely individual – varies for each of us.  it is based on our individual experiences here.  the more trauma we experience the more the programs “stick”.  the more “sensitive” – in tune – we are the more “stickiness”.  to help with this process now – the visual i received was to be in the Heart and feel and see ALL that does not serve Love being removed.  it should be easier now.

i felt into lisa’s reference to the #27 – how important it is here.  for now – i feeeeel this could indicate that since much of our body processes (in these bodies here) can be attributed to the #27 – perhaps that is an indication that the cycle for having bodies designed as they are now – is over.  i still have to finish listen to her latest – likely more than once – and will comment or update on that if i feel the need.

for now i am off to explore magical things.  my girl just said she saw an Orb – a rainbow orb – in grandpa don’s house where his chair used to sit.  we had another experience last night at 4:30am when suddenly something fell off our wall in our bedroom.  no earthquakes.  all were sleeping.  and it was securely in place.  frequency shift or a blending of realms or a bit of both. who knows!

love,

victoria

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