editor victoria’s comment ~ he does indeed say Mike Spence. here’s a link to the original video. go to the 21:00 mark to hear him clearly refer to VP Pence as “Spence”. i also listened to most of the video (as i wanted to find exactly where the interviewer refers to Pence as Spence) and i have to say – Pence looked uncomfortable. stiff. his right leg moved and twitched a lot. he does not look nor sound like the same man from the previous campaign of 2016. he looks almost like a, dare i say it, clone..?
“The bravest thing I ever did was continue my life when I wanted to die, and nobody really knows.”
I don’t know what is more powerful and requires the most strength: Having that experience or hearing someone you care for share those words AND just sitting there w/them and hold space to allow them to have such deep, intense emotions.
Today, as I wrote earlier, was difficult ~ on a new level. I felt a depression all day I could not shake ~ and I am still feeling it. I thought it was just me having a depressive episode, and yet I felt it was something else – something deeper. Perhaps part of it due to the KB ceremony today as I mentioned- but even after I wrote that, I couldn’t align w/that one fully. It was something else.
Browsing around I saw a post on an Event board in which I belong and someone asked the following:
“Did anyone feel a massive wave of sadness and physical depression today?”
oooh oooh me me me, I immediately thought – relief setting in.
I wasn’t alone! lol
Over 400 likes and over 300 responses thus far tells me this was collective.
Something is guiding me to help purge that one ongoing persistent feeling I have carried w/me this entire experience – going back to even childhood: WHAT AM I DOING HERE? and WHY AM I EVEN HERE? I DON’T BELONG HERE!
I read of many longing for Home at that deep level today. The deepest of the deepest.
Even though this experience feels like it “snuck up” on me – I have a quiet suspicion w/in that this experience merely built up all last week and hit a peak level high today.
So I am going to do what I can to release this sadness. All else, at least today, has been just a distraction for the real focus that calls me.
Anyone else having the same experience?
Love,
Victoria
a few of the lyrics in this song were going through my mind today and tonight – quite strongly so i thought to share it….
https://2009-2017.state.gov/documents/organization/119629.pdf📁
“Insurgency is the organized use of subversion and violence to seize, nullify or challenge political control of a region.”
The presidency of Barack Hussein Obama began at noon EST on January 20, 2009, when Barack Obama was inaugurated as the 44th President of the United States.
What Country was the true intended target?
Q
https://twitter.com/cain_nate/status/1231066589996318720📁
Listen carefully.
Think: re: why [no] arrests (justice) yet?
What if (almost) every critical position [sr] within the US GOV apparatus was infiltrated?
WHAT MUST BE DONE FIRST?
THE SWAMP RUNS DEEP.
+Sleepers
Backgrounds are important.
Muslim Brotherhood
List of ‘in the news now [names]‘ w/ known ties to Islam?
THIS IS NOT ANOTHER 4-YEAR ELECTION.
[assumptions correct – package well rec [known]]
Q
first a brief check-in/reflection: energetically there was a sense of irritation in the air. i tend to feel this whenever “they” are having a looshing type event. then i remembered K Bryant’s “funeral” was today – in all places Corona Del Mar, CALI. ugh…
The eccentric founder of WikiLeaks, Julian Assange, is a figure that awakens as many phobias as philias. It is complex everything that involves the man who rose to fame in 2010, after revealing, through the online portal, hundreds of thousands of secret documents that shook the presidential offices on both sides of the Atlantic. Therefore, there is great expectation this Monday before the start of the trial on his extradition to the United States, where he is claimed to have conspired for allegedly intercepting computers from the Pentagon and then publishing more than 700,000 classified reports, including reports of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.
The current WikiLeaks director, Kristin Hrafnsson, warns that, with this process, not only the fate of his colleague is at stake, but “the future of journalism” and freedom of expression. “The United States has decided that it can persecute journalists wherever they reside in the world, which has universal jurisdiction, as now, that tries to extradite an Australian from the United Kingdom to the United States for a publication that happened outside the US borders, ”he said. “This is very serious and a serious concern for all journalists,” he added.
During Monday and Tuesday there will be two views and then the process will continue from May. The sentence is not expected until maybe November. In any case, the defense has already announced that if it loses it will appeal, so it could be a judicial battle that will last several years.
Capping one of the most dramatic falls from power in Hollywood history, Harvey Weinstein was convicted Monday on one rape and one criminal sex act count, guilty verdicts that could put him in prison for up to 29 years.
The shamed former movie producer, 67, was found guilty of criminal sexual act in the first degree for forcibly performing oral sex on former “Project Runway” production assistant Miriam “Mimi” Haleyi and rape in the third degree for an attack on hairstylist Jessica Mann.
But the verdict wasn’t a total victory for prosecutors. The seven-man, five-woman jury found Weinstein not guilty of the top charges of predatory sexual assault, which carried a life sentence, and rape in the first degree involving Mann.
We know President John Kennedy is said to have spoke of splintering the CIA into 1000 pieces and scattering it to the wind – which is why Bush Sr (who was the one to pull the trigger) poked back in his demented way when he spoke of 1000 points of light.
So the past day or two there has been talk of the movie “Gone With The Wind”. Here is what I saw tonight:
O M G ~ and just 5 minutes ago my mate just happened to watch a video that said Gone With The Wind is the biggest $$ grossing movie of all time. "there are no coincidences" (in this movie) https://t.co/FnVthdrvvW
Now it that isn’t interesting enough. As I shared this intel w/my mate he informed me that he had watched a youtube video earlier this evening about the top grossing films of all time. Gone With The Wind was #1 he learned.
i decided to go back in time and see what happened in the days leading up to that explosion on Venus. it was already experiencing damage – serious damage – prior to the “pit” showing up. it got hit – and smoked for a ways until the Pit w/that bomb-like object inside did the “clean up” – the final kabam.
below are the images i captured. Venus is on the pole off to the left – the Pit again is on the right. you will see the shock-wave coming off of Venus showing it took an explosive hit. (these are still images. if you want to play around here w/this yourself go here).
images i captured go through 2/4/2020….(there continue to be no uploads past the explosion on the 19th – w/this particular camera/sat angle that is.)
when this is over i need to see the REAL movie. i command to be debriefed as to what actually happened inside this realm…
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instead we had strong winds all night. today – that continues. sun. and much to our surprise – light flecks of snow. and it’s in the upper 40’s.
we were heavily sprayed yesterday and within hours, the air became very chilled (after a few days near 60). i recalled the words of SB2 and some others who said the chemtrail program is now under WH control and what we see is healing us and the planet.
i’m not feeling that. perhaps that “some day soon” scenario – but for now, no.
we are also having unwanted dreams and unwanted dimensional beings visiting. all of us went to bed much earlier than normal – and for my mate and i this was after we had a 45 minute nap after dinner. absolutely spent at the moment – after feeling a nice lift.
i continue to intend what i want…need….desire. use the tools, the resins, sage, etc. and i will continue on for as we read this is a silent war – but a war nonetheless. outside “may” be over – but it continues inside. apparently. i don’t consent to it – but i do consent to the end of the games of deception and enslavement that have been played out here. so i do what i can to assist.
for now – it is a down day of rest and finding peace.
love,
victoria
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