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i have noticed an even bigger increase in energy sensitivities.  the past week i can be around someone or walk into a space and immediately feel sick or off inside – if there is reason to.  and now apparently all it takes at times is a mention of someone’s name for me to experience this.  my spouse and i both noticed this in recent days when we were outside.  i was watering the plants when our neighbor began to talk.  this person has an energy that has at times repulses me.  lack of bathing and other issues are behind this.

so this person is talking and they begin to talk about one of their family members – someone for whom no one in my family can be around.  the last time this person visited, i hid.  so – this neighbor begins talking about this individual and upon just hearing his name, i immediately was hit with nausea.  it was so intense i had to walk away.  my spouse had the same feeling, coupled with dizziness.

i went inside – chilled – saged – burned resin.

lately i have wanted to simply raise my voice and say “F YOU” to a lot of people still engaged in power over either passive or aggressive.  i pause and laugh as i think if this situation continues to increase i’m gonna need a plastic bubble around me surrounded in frankincense and the like.

so my suggestion is to be consciousness that sensitivities are on the increase – as is our inner “NO” voice.  don’t power over and we’ll be ok.

i am challenged to remain patient as we “wait” for all of these changes – the big one of course for me is the financial freedom.  i’ve been looking for some extra part time work without a “hit” yet.  and i am simply and fully tired of talking about money – especially with my mate.  it is a topic in which i am finished – energetically. i also get seriously triggered when the topic comes up.  i have done and continue to do all i can to increase my earnings.  giving the middle finger to the system and whoever else who accuses me otherwise.

the deep breathing continues for as long as i need to do so…..

love,

victoria

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i’m still very upset about this so i am doing my best to remain neutral as i write this.  however lack of sleep (due to barking dogs and local drug camp vagrants lighting camp fires all night allowing smoke to drift into our house and a child who had a challenging day yesterday) has me in quite the “state” today.

my girl went to play at a friends house yesterday.  i already knew the parents had Alexia in their house.  however i was not in knowledge of the fact that their daughter had one in her room as well.

when my daughter came home yesterday, she said she had something to tell me.  she told me another girl (who had been playing as well) asked Alexia to play the “wings on my penis” song.

WHAT??   i wish my what had what??

i asked her to repeat the song – asked if she was sure that was the name.  she reassured me yes – that was the name of the song.

she then told me Alexia began playing the song.  it started off sounding like a little boy singing – praying to God.  it was then she said she plugged her ears and told the girls to turn it off – that her mom would be really upset if she knew she was listening to this song.  the girls let the song continue to play while one said “so then don’t tell your mom”.  my girl continued to plug her ears until the song was ovre.

so we talked about what had happened.  i told her many times how proud i was of her for the choice she made to refuse to listen, to speak up AND to tell me.

it was then that i decided to look up the song.  i found it – and the lyrics are – horrifying.  dark.  explicit.  and in NO WAY (obviously) suitable for any child to hear – much less an adult.

so i passed on the information to the mother who said she would talk with her daughter about it.

i’m so god damn frustrated with dealing with parents who let their children have way too much access to technology.  who are just – unaware.  don’t think of potential consequences.

and when those choices affect my family – especially my child – mama bear comes out thrashing.

Alexia has no business being in anyone’s home let alone a child’s bedroom.  AI d/s spying tool.  And the fact that Alexia will play such x-rated music so indiscriminately – is something to make every parent – hopefully – think twice before allowing this tech into their homes.

For now I applaud my girl.

And whenever any uninformed bot attempts to criticize me for the choices we are making in raising her, I will pass along this song to them.  THAT is what our children are being exposed to.  So you’re damn right I will be doing all I can to protect her in today’s environment – which is FAR more toxic than any previous generation.  That is my RIGHT.

And that is my responsibility.  If all parents engaged in the same/similar and stop feeding the beast, we could truly offer our children what is safe, truthful, supportive and pure.

Love,

Victoria