I am just knocked down and out again today. Cannot seem to get enough sleep. Talking is a challenge. Holding a coherent thought. Even understanding what people are saying now – it’s as though I have moments where I am “deaf” – a new form of the term. I can HEAR what they say but the words seem to bounce off of my mind and I have to say please repeat yourself. Reading others having the same experience. INCOHERENCE.
I keep saying “ok if I can just keep going I’m almost there….”
So I check the Plasma and it is “on the floor”. Again.
Just as I am too. Mate. Others.
Time for peppermint tea and sleep. Goodnight ya’ll.
Oh, John: all the weaponized assets you sent my way [Joseph Mifsud, Alexander Downer, Stefan Halper] are all being outed from London, Rome and Canberra. Those governments are now actively cooperating with the Trump administration and have flipped on you. Your role will be exposed
YESTERDAY IN OREGON, I gave testimony, registered as neither for nor against, to educate the Ways and Means Committee on scientific facts relevant one of the most draconian bills conceived (HB3063). Oregon has classically been among the most politically diverse and yet tolerant society among all of the US States. The aim of the bill is to remove religious and personal exemptions recognized by the State for school attendance after a handful of measles cases, many in adults. The argument in support of the bill is that immunocompromised kids attending school might become infected with measles, mumps, pertussis, or any of the other allegedly “vaccine preventable diseases”.
The religious exemption removal is breathtaking in its scope, and will likely be found to be unconstitutional if passed. Clearly, if the medical community fails to attribute vaccine adverse events to the vaccine, the law will prevent parents from exercising a personal exemption after a vaccination that their child is vaccine intolerant that their own doctor believes is not due to the vaccine.
A couple of pediatricians gave testimony before mine describing how terrible pertussis infection is in very young infants, and they claimed that vaccination could prevent those infections.
Originally I had intended to testify on asymptomatic measles transmission, but in my two minute period I felt compelled to use time to address the fact that TdaP and DTaP are recognized as failed vaccines and that they can create carriers of pertussis infection without symptoms. These potential asymptomatic carriers including anyone who is vaccinated, as has been robustly shown by a baboon study. This includes school nurses, teachers, pediatricians and ob/gyn doctors as well as grandparents, aunts, uncles and older siblings of newborn infants, and so pointed out that I found it odd that out of the thousands of non-vaccinating families I have come to know, none have told me that they have had a pertussis infection, and yet here we see families who receive allopathic care including vaccination against pertussis have infants that develop pertussis infections. I suggested that perhaps they should consider mandating that doctors be tested weekly for pertussis infection to find the hidden reservoir of asymptomatic carriers.
In a compelling piece of testimony, a school Superintendent told the Ways and Means Committee that he would not comply with the exclusionary policies that would result if the bill were to pass. His reasoning was that the school would by denying that child access to education, and that his school would lose federal funding for every child that left the school to be homeschooled.
In the hallway afterwords, I was interviewed by the press, and during that time I brought up the reality that science shows that like pertussis, like the mumps, measles can be transmitted via asymptomatic carriage and transmission (See For Health Officials and School Boards: Asymptomatic Transmission is Real). I made the point that the logic of excluding the unvaccinated from schools is therefore dangerous because schools cannot know that they have an active transmission chain of measles, mumps, pertussis or chickenpox unless some kids develop symptoms, and therefore excluding the unvaccinated places the immunocompromised at higher danger of unknowingly being exposed. Therefore, the unvaccinated are a boon to public health. This reality shows the fatal flaw in the logic of excluding the unvaccinated from school: it only works if you deny asymptomatic transmission.
The people who use vaccine exemptions often do so after first-hand experience with vaccine injury. CDC classifies febrile seizures as mild, and yet they can lead to seizure disorders and can kill. CDC denies that vaccines cause autism (although not all vaccines have been tested for causing autism and the studies conducted on the MMR are truly poor science).
In Salem yesterday, after I left to fly back to Pittsburgh, the vote passed out of the first Ways and Means Committee along party lines. Democrats who want to pass legislation mandating this and other flawed products are mandating them not only for Democrats but also for children of Republicans, for Independents, and for Greens.
There is a strong message here for those who seek truth. Vaccines are not only not safe for everyone. Vaccines also perpetuate the perception of the need for vaccination while perpetuating invisible transmission chains that can kill the immunocompromised via asymptomatic transmission. The palliations that the pediatricians will provide medical exemptions are unfathomably untrue: the CDC’s misinformation campaign that “Vaccines Are Safe” requires vaccine risk, injury and death denialism, and medical doctors are facing persecution in California where Senator Pan was pushing a bill the very same day as HB3063 to restrict medical exemptions because, according to him, there are too many medical exemptions.
This issue is quickly become a very risk, divisive and partisan issue. I know ten people in Oregon who told me yesterday that they left the Democratic Party. A lifelong Democrat myself, I left last year and registered as an Independent.
There is an even more dire message here for Democrats: The vaccine injured population grows every week with more and more families joining as a result of vaccine injury. These families have massive amounts of pent up anger and resentment which has been building up since Congress indemnified Pharma and doctors for vaccine injury.
I predict that if the bill passes in Oregon, it will be eventual political undoing of the Democratic party in that legislature.
I predict that if HB3063 passes, the blame for all vaccine injuries and deaths from 2019 may fall at the feet of the Democratic Party, and pending a party line vote to pass the bill, that is, in my somber but professional view, precisely where the responsibility will belong.
The Senator who brought HB3063 forward had previously pulled a similar bill in 2015 because the discussion centered on the science instead of what she called the health of the people of Oregon. The health and lives of the vaccine intolerant and the vaccine risk aware matter. I did some calculations while in Oregon: there are between 35,000-40,000 families who are not fully vaccinated. Of these, if 80% stopped vaccinating due to injuries, Oregon can expect between 18,000-22,000 new vaccine injuries per year. Vaccines risk is likely genetic. While vaccines do not check your party affiliation before they injure, they also create political activists who are vaccine risk aware, and they turn Democrats into Independents or Republicans.
Listen to Oregon State Senator Dallas Heard’s passionate plea to his colleagues made just prior to the vote.
ok guys and gals ~ i don’t know what POTUS means by this. some say he’s trolling the media – getting the left masses to investigate the issue as they think everything he says is fake/false/a lie. some say he’s showing his true colors. i am linking a page that shows a collection of his tweets on the issue over the years. one thing i and so many of you and others know: the term “safe vaccines” is an oxymoron. we do not need vaccinations. period. (dr. dale brown is just one of the many many health care practitioner hero’s on this one) vaccines are just another arm on the octopus of control put there by the controllers……i’m frankly too dang tired to dive into this and feel into it much. the insanity of the issue though has reached a critical point where individual freedom’s are being grossly violated and people are fighting back . mandated vaccinations being pushed through a growing number of states. this is going to fought in the courts. and it has to be soon – asap – immediately – for people in new york (as you will see below) are already being fined. and now that they’re targeting our children, they are focused on targeting the adults.
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By Dartunorro Clark
President Donald Trump on Friday urged parents to get their children vaccinated after the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention announced this week that measles cases had reached a record high since the disease was declared eliminated in 2000.
“They have to get the shot. The vaccinations are so important,” Trump said outside the White House on his way to Indianapolis to address the NRA. “This is really going around now, they have to get their shot.”
ISLAMABAD — Two gunmen on motorcycle shot and killed a polio vaccinator in the southwestern Pakistani city of Chaman on Thursday, bringing the death toll among vaccinators working in the country’s anti-polio drive to at least three this week, officials said.
The shooters opened fire on a group of vaccinators when they were at the front gate of a house in the remote village of Sultan Zai, near the border with Afghanistan, said Samiullah Agha, who is the assistant commissioner of Chaman.
Two members of the vaccination team were hit: Nasreen Bibi, 35, was killed, and Rashida Afzal, 24, was critically wounded, Mr. Agha said in an interview. Vaccination was suspended for an indeterminate period of time in the Chaman area after the shooting.
Last night…actually early this morning ~ at the same time ~ my girl and I had similarly themed dreams. She dreamed I was in a little chair inside of a ball – like the movie Contact. She said I saw worm holes and then I started shaking and vibrating like crazy. I then fell down on the floor and broke through the dome (her words here – not mine). Then I landed in shallow blue (cobalt blue) water. I got out of my craft and I walked slowly towards a purplish Being who appeared as my late Grandpa (whom I was close to and have had a continued connection/communication with him). He wore a brown hate, a vest, old blue jeans and carried a hammer and a newspaper of his obituary. The hammer is very interesting as I have one of his hammers and it is known as “Grandpa Penny’s Hammer”. She said after I had this experience, I shared it here on the site. Then the dream ended.
During this time I was having my own “contact” dream. I was in the woods. We lived in an old house – lots of lights and windows and a front porch – squeaky floors. Lots of trees and only one other house by us (it was WONDERFUL). Dirt/gravel road. I’m out front watching the sunset. My mate is there with me, our girl inside the house. Suddenly he says “is that a double sun or just a reflection?”
I look and say “OMG it’s two suns! No wait, they’re planets and there are 3. No, there are 4. Oooh now there are 6. Quick go get my camera!” The scenery in the sky was changing very fast – the colors were very vivid – golds and blues and purples.
“On it,” he says and brings me my camera. I take photos while thinking ‘I can’t believe I am seeing this with my own eyes’.
Suddenly, Steve Olson (WSO Youtube) walks up on an incline near the property. I look back up in the sky and see a massive cone-shaped craft with a flat bottom. It looked similar to this in appearance – except where it is purple and whitish, I saw copper and gold – and the bottom was flat – same transparent “color” too and interestingly enough, at this same angle too:
It had a force field around it and the top was a copper/gold color. Inside are 2 pods. I was able to see them through the whitish/translucent walls of the craft.
Steve Olson begins freaking out. Excited and scared equally. He introduces himself and I say, “I know who you are. I am one of your subscribers.” I introduce myself back and says he vaguely recalls my youtube channel handle. He stayed right by me because, I was more “in tune” with what was going on.
The 2 pods then slowly fall to the ground – right in front of us. They are made of a very very thin, fiberglass type of material. Fluid-like, very flexible, durable and almost translucent.
One is for me. One is for Steve.
I told him it’s ok – we were meant to see this. Our moment. The knowing was very profound.
My pod opens and I see stuff from my childhood – mini replicas. A replica of one of my grandparents chair (same grandpa as referenced in my daughter’s dream)…a couple of childhood toys. I am excited and astounded.
I then see a newspaper from the future – thousands of years from our known “time”. A Seattle newspaper, which is a city I once lived in. I paused and that’s when I knew: They made contact like this to make us feel safe.
As I was looking through the stuff, the dream experience ended. I woke up with a very powerful feeling of excitement. About an hour later, I was called to look at the television. The music channel was on. The song? “Seattle Morning.”
What does all of this mean? I don’t know. I will when I do. I can tell you what I feel and think it means: contact is close. Perhaps it was made in the realm we call 4d/astral (who knows what it REALLY is).
Some days the longing for that contact/connection is almost like an obsession ~ very much like the inner experience of the characters in Close Encounters (Richard Dreyfuss character) and Contact (Jodie Foster’s character). A nagging, ongoing inner experience that cannot be explained away. You just – KNOW something – something is missing. And you are longing to solve it….to have that piece of the puzzle filled in…for finding that piece here – after decades of searching out there and within myself – has left me feeling empty. My search is for something out OUT there.
Love,
Victoria
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Although the image I use is with a “brightly lit and inspired” face, there are times that I don’t feel that way. My body was extremely drained (zonked) after (and during) this trip and after returning I really haven’t been highly “emotion stable”. So I’m not “3D perfect”. So there.
There’s still a coqui frog right overhead in my kitchen and it is so loud (from 6PM to midnight – 2AM) I have to wear headphones plugged into my Roku remote to hear what’s playing. I definitely felt the “PO’d as hell” emotions about that, as I had just gone out earlier, when it started chirping, climbed up a ladder, and threw baking soda powder on the spot on the roof I thought it was. No difference at all. Still chirping. CRAP!!!
I’m not going to try to bring in a “spiritual connection” with all this, and be “sane and spiritually balanced” about it. Hell with that! But I know these things “coming up” emotionally hold a message.
This could be another message that it is coming time to move… physically. We’ll see where that goes. I may begin at least looking for another place.
Not sure where that would be. I’m still enjoying Big Island, but even something about that feels “ended”. I did not really feel drawn to Maui (for living) this time; Kihei felt like a tourist zoo, and it (and Maui in general) just didn’t feel like my “place to move to”.
All these things could change. This period of time still feels like a “completion phase”, and like it is the end of that phase… for myself and many others.
Bottom line now is that I don’t know what I’m doing, and I don’t know where I’m going.
So that’s where I will leave this. Thank you all for just reading and listening to my occasional e-rants and blowing off some emotional steam.
editor victoria’s comment ~ maddog calls in at 17 minutes…exactly…..aaaaand around the 1:01:30 mark, the talk turns to VP in 2020….abel speculates whether it will be Mike Flynn or JFK Jr….(no joke)….i apologize for once again i am not able or allowed to actually share the video – just the link to it. oh well – check it out!….wondering who Sharon L is….may 3rd was a date to look at….
Why would a President of the United States [HUSSEIN] assign ‘RENEGADE’ as his USSS codename?
Define ‘Renegade’.
noun
1. a person who deserts and betrays an organization, country, or set of principles.
synonyms: traitor, defector, deserter, turncoat, betrayer;
adjective: renegade
1. having treacherously changed allegiance.
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the energies were very heavy today….proton zaps….i seem to be very affected by the plasma and today it was very dense all day….i had to multi-task my way through the day….i did not do well at this. lol
my message for today? agent smith’s are still peeking behind the corners…still mastering the “when the inner says ‘no’ – LISTEN and HONOR”…..
i had a dream i was at the most beautiful beach….perfect temperature….water was warm….the color a deep cobalt blue…i did not want to leave….family was with me and we drove home from the east which directionally makes no sense as we would be driving home from the west if we were leaving the beach so my feel now is i was at home – we all were – and how amazing it was….i felt we were suddenly picked up and thrown back into this home and as this happened i put my feet out and said “WAIT! STOP! we don’t have to return here. we can go back.” then the experience ended.
so…..for now i am just staring off into space….no outside stimulation….here are a few energy reads i captured for this day which the calendar and my mate said is thursday but last night i insisted it was tuesday night….
