Latest Posts

Today’s Reflection ~ 6/9/19

 

Subscribers will note your email inbox was empty yesterday of my posts.  I couldn’t feel into posting the usual.  I found nothing that resonated.  Yes, the schumann spiked and the plasma was quite dense.  There was some interesting/new JFK Jr intel I saw.  But….None of it aligned with me.

I am quite bothered with the recent deaths – some of these people having inside info on that laptop intel.  Why hasn’t the Alliance/Q Team assigned body guards to all vulnerable assets?  I don’t get that.  I continue to feel this plan/change-over is taking far too long.

Of course there are some who say arrests are happening but won’t offer any proof just that their “insiders” tell them such.  A female psychic continues to claim HRC has been executed but offers no proof other than the same narrative.  She gets defensive when people ask for further proof or question her.  Why is she demanding such blind trust?  She may be correct in her info. And yet she has this alleged “privilege” (inside intel) that you and I don’t have.  How is that then “fair” of her (or others like her doing the same) to engage in defensive behavior when questioned?

Heather remains in jail in spite of saying “see you tomorrow” to her family. What was THAT about?  Why this elusive speak?  Why not just speak in a language that ALL can understand.  It isn’t as though she doesn’t have that ability.  Feels like a game to me and I DO NOT like being played.  I like direct answers. Communication is a two-way street and all parties have the responsibility to ensure ALL understand what is being communicated.  To do otherwise is a game…certainly not a very conscientious behavior.  I want you all to understand what I share here and I do my best to make sure that happens. When you ask questions I answer them to the best of my ability. And if I don’t know, I say it.

Then there is SerialBrain2’s recent post about our skies being clearer (chemtrail program being cleaned up).  They are?  Where??  I have held on to a powerful strong intention that this is Truth – and yet yesterday and today especially – no.  No proof of that statement.  I want there to be!  I went down that rabbit hole almost 20 years ago and so yeah – I REALLY want to see that program end.  Ready for it!  And yet – where is the proof?

So yeah….that whole “feels like a game” continues for me and I don’t like it simply because I know Who I Am and continue to get the feel of “where I come from we don’t do that”.

On to the next thought experience….where I live.  Sanctuary city.  We have a big problem with homeless drug addicts.  They are leaving their waste (both food and human kind) all over town.  It’s repulsive.  A mini San Francisco here.  They bring their pitbulls to local stores with them.  They smell.  They are whacked out.  There are places we do not take our child because of this.  And yet the local government enables them and has instructed the Police go “go light” on their behavior.  Why?  They are interfering with the rights of (otherwise) peaceful people to ENJOY their surroundings.  Yesterday at the local library, some guy was flipping out in a rage for awhile before going across the street to the once sacred central city park and continued his rant there.  The person who saw this did nothing – just shared it on a local group. The sentiment was local law enforcement doesn’t really do anything about this. So yug for the rest of us who wish to venture out and experience our outings peacefully.  I am more than ready for some inspiration within and from the Flow to guide us to a new community.  The one I have seen. Societal breakdown.  I want no part of it.  My compassion for those suffering has really waned – especially now that they are showing ZERO respect for the rest in their community.  How is that Freedom?  It’s just another example of the Free Will game.

I feel I have done my part.  For almost 30 years I have used my life to awaken.  To question.  To glean new information.  To write about what I learn and to share it freely.

And I don’t know what else to share that hasn’t already been shared.  I feel I am beginning to sound like everyone else now – repeating the same words….hoping for the same outcomes….and yet here we still are.  I would LOVE some REAL intel instead of feeling my only choice is to engage in speculation.  We see things in the sky.  Ok, and?  We follow Q drops and the clues by our President.  And?  We listen to people who speak of our exit being imminent.  Dates come and go.  Feels come and go.  Alleged communications from Home continue to say “it is close”.

AND?  “Close” has already come and gone for most of us here.

I am not intending on being a “downer” with this share.  I just know Who I Am – and NONE of this sits “right” with me.  I try and make it fit.

For awhile I will find some peace – but is it authentic or just a matrix pacifier?

That – I don’t know.

And that – is where I will end this piece.

Love,

Victoria

******

Thank you for visiting.  Feel free to share my material as long as you don’t alter the content and link it back here.  If you wish to show your support for the work I do by leaving a donation, please follow the link below.  Thank you!

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

A beautiful response from Yellow Rose for Texas to a viewer on self-judgment

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ something told me to check out the comments section in her latest video (one month ago) – a nudge said i would find something helpful.  i did.  these words could have saved me a lot of money and wasted hours spent on counselor’s couches over the years.  lol  i remember once thinking “something else is putting these thoughts into my mind” – then heard self-judgment at holding such a thought.  any time ANY ONE says something along the lines that only WE are responsible for our suffering’s and trauma’s is also speaking a program.  YES we are powerful. we are Divine. Amazing.  but we’ve also been f’d with quite intensely.  we are seeing this horror movie come to an end.  

spot-on truth in her words – for me that is.

******

YellowRoseforTexas
Don’t feel you’re alone. The els and Nordics..nephilheim..they had tech and apps they would use that would push into the mind, all those negative thoughts. It goes on ceaselessly all day, all night. Sleep deprivation is a form of torture. They’re sadist and like driving people to suicide. In the past, suicide was high service to self and marked you as SET’s share of the division. In other words, if you killed yourself, they got to keep you. That’s the past consequences for suicide, its not there now, but they are still sadists. I don’t think you neglected your life. It was your job to go down those rabbit holes. Most are not here for a ‘learning lesson’ they are here because of the war. So when you hear in your head, “negative mental self judgement” noise…understand…that isn’t your ego, your id, speaking. It is in fact something targeting you with those thoughts to make you feel ‘low’. Low vibration is what they attempt to keep you at so you don’t raise up to the vibratory rate of the exit. They can make these thoughts sound like ‘your voice’…present it like its a daydream you came up with on your own…but its really not. One way to catch them out, is their lack of logic..doing or saying, something you know isn’t truth. They particularly want you to accept blame for something. IE you had fight with someone, or did something, and they’ll put in your head how you were bad to do or say that to someone. And you know for a fact, initially (before they create doubt), that you DIDN’T say or do anything bad, you were standing up for yourself or were in otherwise righteously angry over something. Or in example, you’re thinking about someone you know you love..then you’ll hear things of ‘whats wrong with that person’.. they’re lazy, they talk too much, they’re never there when you need them..negative thoughts. That’s an app usually..they are out of real people that used to do it for them. Most of their people are dead now. All the few people they have, have left, are the apps, and some tech. They used to ‘boo’ me, like at a bad movie and the crowd yells ‘boo’. This wasn’t something physically heard, but it had an emotional effect of making me feel like everything I did was wrong, not good work. Know this..every single action or word they take or make is all designed for the purpose of denying you the exit. If they cant get you to cop to a crime that they can point to and say you admitted to or did (which would force the Judgement against you to make you stay/not exit), then they attempt other things. So tell them they lost the war. Say it outloud (when you can). Make sure the “All” hear, that you renounced them for these things. And, on the bright side of things…these apps and other things are being killed off inside, pretty fast. It was always stated they’d never stop, we actually have to exit before it stops. Take heart, millions know how you feel. So do the people outside, ‘upstairs’. They feel sympathy for all of us.

Show less

Gaia Portal ~ 6/7/19 ~ Four stars penetrate the lower realms, and open the Treasures

 

very interesting one…..Four stars has me wondering if this has something to do with the vision I had after “the event” – where i saw a cluster of planets to the south.  new and finally visible.  feels to me this is saying we will have a big ramping up of the experience of “All Becomes Visible”…. assistance for those who may struggle with this – their programming too ingrained to grasp without some help…….

******

Predictors and magicians are unveiled for what they are.

humanity ears begin to hear the REALities.

Farsights come to the aid of those in need, and willing to drop the weights.

Four stars penetrate the lower realms, and open the Treasures.

Today’s Share ~ 6/7/19

 

Energetically, today was – new.  It’s late afternoon and I sit here – rather amazed – baffled – at how much I accomplished.  And I didn’t feel stressed or rushed.  I did more than I do on most days, too.  And these doing’s included things I enjoy, including playing the piano, which I will share my pieces later after I upload.

It’s as though I was in the Flow – but not just the Flow that we experience here.  I cannot describe this. It’s a subtle – but noticeable – shift.  Perhaps it’s due to my strong assertion last night and again this morning that I command Home Energies and Experiences Now.  And I found my center again after playing the piano and punching my bag.

Is this experience of “how did I do all of this and have so much ‘time’ left over for the rest of the day” permanent or just a preview?  I don’t know.  For now – I am grateful for it.  Thank You More Please!

Speaking of “Home” I am seeing this longing is particularly strong right now.  Are we getting more connected there and more disconnected here? That’s my feel.  When I attempt to tune in “there” I am feeling silence again after having some experiences where I felt more connections.  I attempt to pull my attention away and focus here and now – but that pull for Home never leaves and continues to come in waves.  It’s like sitting at a table of dishes and none of them are appealing to you – no matter how you make the effort to convince yourself to the contrary.  And you sense/feel and have had visions of another table of dishes that align completely with who you are. You want what resonates – at least the Freedom to sit at the dang table.

For now it continues to be as it is.

On to the last share.  Money.  I pause…laugh a bit.  It’s my least favorite topic imaginable to discuss.  (Ask my mate to confirm that statement.  ha!)  But it remains one of the most important factors of this experience.  I have mentioned we took another $ hit last month ($45) – that is permanent.  So as always, any and all donations help out greatly.  You can also help by ordering some of my rather awesome Tooth Powder or if you are using CBD Oil or considering using, I am an affiliate with a great company out of Portland, Oregon, SELECT.  I am also going to be signing up with another business whose products I use and value (a mineral make-up – Vegan – awesome product line and VERY economical).  I will link that once sign up (just discovered that late last night they offer an affiliate program).  Links to all are below.

As always, THANK YOU to all of you for reading and supporting my work.  I have love and gratitude for every one of you.  And a special “Hi ya’ll” and “WELCOME!” to my new subscribers.  After a lull, I have experienced a sudden flux of newbies.

Much love,

Victoria

******

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

 

SPECTRUM CBD OIL AFFILIATE LINK HERE.

 

TOOTH POWDER INFORMATION LINK HERE.

 

 

 

 

 

Some interesting finds of current happenings found on Twitter

 

SOURCE.

 

 

SOURCE.

 

SOURCE.

 

SOURCE.

 

SOURCE.

 

SOURCE.

 

SOURCE.

error

Enjoy this blog? Please spread the word :)