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i awoke this morning and felt into my life and my experience.  i pondered something yellow rose had said at the end of her recent video ~ how we will have full memory for 100 years until another veil is placed over us and will be removed at the next gathering.

WTF?

no.  no no no no no no.  not allowed.  my feeling – my heart space – says absolutely not.  that is just another experience where OTHERS are in control.  and this transition and awakening is about ENDING ALL DECEPTION.  all separation.  all power-over.

i thought of the channeling’s and the “dear one” messages that tell us what we have to do.  what we have to eat.  think.  be.  do.  damn.  enough of that already.  no one has the right to tell another how to create.

if ANYTHING invokes fear it is another program.  i feel that so strongly – i have to speak the words.  Love Helps All.  Love offers that door to freedom to ALL.  Love says create freely.

then i tuned into Heather.  apparently there is another update from her and i will read and share that in a bit.  that woman is Pure.  Authentic.  Her heart is golden and full of Love.  i feel it.  yes she speaks in a language and uses words that can be difficult to grasp – and sometimes it all feels too fluffy for me.

but she has come from Love and from Truth that is fully authentic.  and she has CREATED from that space.  she doesn’t sit around and channel other beings and that tell us what to do.  or think.  or do.  she speaks words of empowerment by helping us remember who we really are and what has happened in this realm.  she has taken action to help free us all and now she sits in a jail cell.  she seems to be ok with that – i know most aren’t and i am one of them.  but i have my perception and experience and she has hers.  the end result for her and i and so many of us is the same – FREEDOM.

the biggest reason i share so much about Trump is because he is taking ACTION to help clean up the mess.  while his energy is different from Heather’s – his choices different – he has pure intentions and like Heather is creating and doing to create that same end result:  FREEDOM.

Love In Action.  that is what i am about.  that is what this site is about.

and that is what i see happening.

if something does not align with that heart space of Truth – discard it.  if it causes you to worry or have fear over your worth or anything of the kind, discard it.

YOU ARE WORTHY.  YOU ARE LOVE.  what is happening is nothing to be earned – but accepted.  allowed.

relish in that.

much love,

victoria

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had a dream last night i was going to get on a train and go Home.  i went around to people here in my area with whom i feel a connection – families with children. i have felt a connection w/one of the members from one of the families from the moment i met him.  one of those “i have known you before” connections.  and interestingly enough i have seen him daily for the past few days after not seeing him for months.  today’s encounter happened after i left the house after talking with my mate about his doctor’s visit today.  as i said, my mind was numb.  as i drove out of the driveway i knew i needed music to occupy me.   i turned on the radio.  Soul Asylum’s “run away train” was playing.

i felt the significance of the song.  the lyrics “run away train never coming back….feels like i’m neither here nor there” were playing – those two lines really calling at me.  i pounded the steering wheel, tears falling out of my eyes.  we were supposed to be Home by now.  healed.  we weren’t supposed to do any more doctor visits.  and ooooh so tired by the experience of being not altogether here – feeling between world’s.  jesus…..all of these thoughts going through my mind.

so driving a few blocks i see him again.  how is this possible, i thought. months of not seeing him to now daily?  usually i will stop and talk but today i was too upset.  as we drove by, he glances my way suddenly and smiles.  i wave and keep going.

then i remembered the dream i had last night.  as i said above i was gathering people around here to come with me and he and his family were in it.  in the dream, i merely see him and he quietly followed me (he is normally the quiet type) and we went and got his children and his wife (whom i adore).  to add to this significance, my girl and their boy have a connection i feel surpasses this realm.  there is just something there. mama’s have that ability to feel such things.  i just feel our two families are supposed to be together somehow.

so back to the dream.  first we are packing.  i realize i had packed very light. i am not even sure i had anything with me.  the wife was concerned as well and i said “no worries.  we’ll get what we need when we get there.  in fact it may even be better than what we can get here!”  she asked to drive and asked what direction we were going in.  “the same direction where my grandparents used to live,” i said.  this confused her so i pointed east (my grand parents used to live in eastern washington state – which is east from where i currently live).

so we get into this white van that is heading along train tracks.  it rather morphed from a train to a private white van.  we come to this archway of trees and oh my – it is so beautiful.  the trees are alive – i mean really alive.  and their branches suddenly turn into stained-glass type pieces of the most amazing colors i have yet to see here.  i asked my friend to stop so i could take a picture – felt like one final picture.  that seemed to cause a bit of impatience among the others.  i heard (but did not see) my mate say “that’s just what she does. let her take a picture.”

so as i go to take a picture i realize my eyes could capture the colors far better than my camera – meaning i had my REAL eye sight turned on.  so i dropped the camera on the ground, knowing i would not need it anymore.

so we started the white van back up and headed into the trees.  then the dream ended.

so syncho’s w/trains….going home….and seeing our friend daily….something is up and preparing me……

for now i am ending this day with some tea and a cinnamon roll….

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my mate had another doctor visit today – G.I. doc/surgeon.  he is going to undergo another colonoscopy and the doc says he may have to do emergency surgery depending upon what he finds.  he also found a swollen lymph node and two other tumors –  one he feels is benign – the other he isn’t sure.

this has been a 20 year journey with the root cause being advanced lyme disease – one of the many bioweapons the elites have created to serve their masters.  and who knows what else is behind his health issues at this point given decades of living in a realm of chemtrailing and other toxic invaders. he is exhausted.  i am exhausted.  both of us traumatized severely.  upon hearing all of this i began to shake and my mind shut down.  my heart shut down.  “god does not give you more than you can handle….” another nonsense, cruel mind program.

this realm has been slowly attempting to destroy us both.  i was already exhausted dealing with pay to live and schooling our girl plus putting off my own healing needs due to either not being able to find someone who is accepting clients to lacking the financial means to pay.

I.  AM.  TAPPED. OUT.  SPENT.

and yet these things must be done.  this procedure and whatever else may follow.  it’s all we have – that insurance will cover.  due to our financial situation we are in a box as to the kind of treatment we can give my husband.  the rage that brings up in me…..

there is tech in the works that heals all disease and i plan to be a very loud squeaky wheel on this one at this point.  i have some people i can contact and i will plead and hound if i need to to get him the help he deserves.  REAL healing.  the days of “waiting until…” are O V E R for me and my family.

sometimes life just becomes too much – too overwhelming – too painful – and far too lonely.  i’m waiving a white flag today.

love,

victoria

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