I had (for me) a long conversation with friend/reader/soul sister D tonight. I reflected on this later in the evening. Normally I am not one to speak on the phone – certainly not comfortably and for such a length of time. Tonight though, as I am now noticing, the experience was flowing so nicely. The call energized me.
Most phone calls end up draining me.
This is what the Flow does. This is what it’s like to be IN the flow – in an experience that Aligns.
AND ME WANTS MORE! lol
I have the same experience when I play the piano.
I experience this when I snuggle with my girl or engage in activity I enjoy with her.
I experience this when I have a late night conversation with my mate on current happenings, the event, home, etc.
I mostly write about my insights and reflections. When I share them in spoken word, it is mostly with my mate. And there is something empowering/solidifying when taking a written word and sharing it as a spoken word with another – especially when the other Being aligns energetically with the thought/insight. It’s like hearing myself say the words solidifies the truth in those spoken words.
Tonight’s phone call also clarified for me that when something is out of alignment with me now, the feeling is immediate.
It validated my knowing of the reason why most of us are scattered throughout the realm. It has nothing to do with this “holding the light” nonsense as that is NOT what this movie ending is about. It’s about ending the damn movie. Yes, that involves us remembering and awakening TO the experience we are in but this thought that we have to hold the light and be selectively placed here and there is just rubbish. We were energetically manipulated/controlled to be scattered so we would have more challenges in our acceptance of our awakening. It’s much more of a challenge/struggle to awaken when you are the only one around you having the experience. We know the saying: Whenever two or more of you are gathered in The Name (of Love/Truth)…. The controller’s knew this game was ending. They just wanted to stretch it out and make our experience of it more challenging. Poke to the end. ’tis what they do because that’s just who they are….
And speaking of challenging, I am not really finding it easier to connect with all of humanity. I am finding it more of a challenge to truly be with anyone who isn’t “awake”. As such, I have become even more energetically and naturally selective with whom I connect.
And……tonight, for the first time in my experience in this physical vessel, I told a guest in my home to “get the hell out of my house with that crap”. I absolutely could not energetically tolerate what I was experiencing. I was being given a narrative about JFK Jr – how he caused the plane crash because he did cocaine. Utter rubbish. Now normally I would just simply say something like “That is not how I view it” and perhaps share my perspective. You know-the spiritually correct way of speaking.
Tonight? Something new in me came out. Inner roaring Truth. I felt a mix of emotions as a result. Guilt and yet this inner freedom. It was – LIBERATING.
Liberating to speak without stopping to censor myself.
Perhaps this is another step in my awakening. The ability to say what I REALLY WANT to say even if it comes out not wrapped in a pretty, spiritually correct package of perfection. And this person, this guest who was in my house (uninvited I should say – not to judge – they just came into the house looking for another guest who had been invited) – this person has little sense of boundaries and I often have to remind them there are little ears listening.
So it is empowering for me as I have held my tongue far too many times with a select few people in my experience. And when I have chosen to speak, as I said, I use care in how I speak. Not to dismiss that….it’s just sometimes, for me that is, it is liberating to just speak it and go with that inner flow.
Me – being REAL – in the moment.
Which is what I did tonight with my authentic experiences of REAL conversing with my like-minded/like-hearted Soul Sister and with one of the bots.
(and yes lest i offend others with the term “bots” – i know they are being’s too deserving of truth and freedom. i want ALL free of the experience of deception. just don’t really want them IN my experience any more.)
Love,
V.
