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THE FIRMAMENT IS ABOUT 1000 MILES HIGH AT THE SUMMIT – EXP’TAL PROOF.

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ i know many follow jordan sather (i do on a couple of platforms).  he does a lot of good work.  and yet i have reservations about him – along the lines of my feel on alex jones (which proved accurate).  a good kid who could have been compromised.  i don’t know. what has bothered me for some time is his private social media group has banned (under his discretion) the topic of flat earth.  he follows the heliocentric model – which is his right to do so. however he is practicing censorship by refusing to allow the topic be discussed – while at the same time poking fun of flat earther’s now and then.  so essentially being very passive aggressive – refusing to allow honest discussion but then posts sarcastic meme’s which does NOTHING to help any movement of truth.  i say this because i would like to post this video below on the group but know it will be removed or indeed attacks would ensue – hence – censorship.  to ever claim we have solid truth on ANYTHING and therefore the conversation is over is harmful. about the only thing i know for sure is we have been lied to about everything and hence we do what we can to put together this damn puzzle.  and wow are there some so blind in their support of him they go along w/whatever he says and attack those who either follow the flat earth model or who (like me) simply wish to explore the topic as we do not have solid evidence to support exactly where we are and what this realm “looks” like.  i feel it is a simulation and thus can be made to look like ANYTHING controlling beings project – which of course will continue the is it a globe?  is it flat? debate going – keeping the division going.

as i say – follow only thyself.  and keep the searching and discussions going to ensure freedom for ALL is returned.

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Published on Feb 25, 2019

Today’s Reflection ~ Freedom. Free Will.

 

i thought i would start this piece while i am on hold with my insurance provider.  of course they spoke of the importance of getting the flu shot so you can protect yourself.  oh stfu, i responded to obviously blank air.

system insanity.  that has been allowed to exist in this free will realm.

i had a hugely challenging night last night energetically.  i didn’t think it possible that i could go to another level of inner frustration – the inner ME screaming to get out of this realm and the frequencies that support it.  my dream experiences last night – frustration.  closed doors.  turned backs.  it didn’t take me long to say “i’m out” and i left the experience.  at one point i awoke releasing a low, moaning guttural type of sound/feeling.  my child climbed into bed with me earlier and she too was having similar experiences in dream state.  my mate awoke with the same feeling.  new level of frustration.  and checking my e-mail and phone i happened to hear from several of you who were expressing the same/similar experience.

we had snow last night – not much – but enough that perhaps there could be some sledding on some of the nearby hills.  so my mate took our girl and her friend and headed out.  they couldn’t find anything suitable and each new road or direction LITERALLY ended in a dead end.  i intended for them to have a wonderful time and visualized my girl and her friend sledding down a hill.  while they were gone i did a few chores and some energy clearing – making the space nice energetically.

and then learned the entire trip was essentially a waste of gas and the ensuing frustration came.

if our experience here is UP then LET.  US.  LEAVE.  i don’t consent to this crap for one more second.

i know many of you are fed up and DONE as well.  we know what freedom is.  we KNOW we desire to create FREELY.  we KNOW we wish to be the one operating the vehicle – us (us/US – human us and higher self US) and NO ONE ELSE.  religions and new age types tell us to surrender to God/Higher Power to soothe us in those moments.  we hear the blah blah blah “you have control of your life.  take control!” but then moments later we hear the blah blah blah of “the only thing you can control is your reaction.”  we have blah blah blah of “there is no right or wrong.  all just IS.”  UGH!

who is steering these vessels here?

the truth of that is withheld here to keep the experience of free will going. and free will is literally allowing ALL experiences to be brought forth.  that’s why we have power over games and manipulations and deception.  we have enslavement.  we have pay to live.  we have transhumanism.  we have this insane speak and pressure to ALLOW for ALL to exist ~ even if that ALL happens to be harming and abusing and destroying others.

Freedom however is the right to create as one wishes.  and when we are in that space we don’t seek to take that right away from another.  that means no more power over games.  i’ve said this all before.  perhaps i keep saying it because i WANT THAT EXPERIENCE AGAIN.  i don’t consent to this one. why i chose to come here i am yet to be fully clear on that – if i even did make the fully conscious choice to do so i have decided different – and even at that, i have doubt.  i likely got trapped here after the takeover.   nowhere does free will align with me.  freedom?  in every cell of my being.

i’m beginning to feel as well that i am part of the original Human species experience.  i’m feeling many of us were – those who long for home.  new subscribers don’t know this but you will never hear me say you chose this experience – suck it up.  you’re here to do the work now get busy.  this is all about YOU and your perception.  what i do say is how do you feel and what aligns with you and what do YOU wish to experience?  in other words – i support YOUR right to FREEDOM.  i do my best to keep all power-over games away from this space.

for now – while i am in this space – i have reached out to a new healer (trauma focused) to see if she can provide me some relief from this panic/claustrophobic experience.  i’ve been at this (finding relief/healing) with this one experience for 25 years.  i recently went on some homeopathic pills and CBD oil for relief.  nope.  the whole tapping and exposing myself works – temporarily.  i don’t get it other than deep within i KNOW i am trapped here and HAVE been and the entire experience won’t leave until i am free.  and i don’t like that one bit – so i continue to make new roads when i can to create a NEW experience – right within here (touching my heart) utilizing tools of within and “out there”.

for now i am roaring like a caged lion wanting OUT.  NEW.  NOW.  intending. letting go.  allowing.  it simply feels like N O T H I N G is helping/working right now – but i continue on seeking and trying new avenues in whatever way i can given the limitations of here.

oh did i mention the boredom experience?  yeah that too.  but i will talk about that later – unless i don’t – which i probably won’t because what purpose does it serve?

this is just day of UGH so ending here…

love,

victoria

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Compact News: Surreal scene, #Macron’s #regime forces violently break on people who are taking the subway during #ActeXV, #23February #YellowVests

 

Brave Hero in Haiti Shares his experience with Trump about the laundering of (money) out of Haiti to DC with the Clinton Foundation involvement

 

Report: Julian Assange Receives Australian Passport

 

By Lucas Nolan  Feb 24, 2019

WikiLeaks founder Julian Assange is one step closer to possibly returning home after receiving an Australian passport, according to a UK newspaper report.

The Evening Standard revealed Friday that the Australian government has confirmed that WikiLeaks founder Julian Assange has once again received an Australian passport. Officials at the Australian department of foreign affairs and trade stated clearly that “Mr Assange does have an Australian passport.” The Londoner reached out to the Ecuadorian embassy in England where a staff member first stated “no comment” but then later added: “He has the right to do whatever he wants, but he doesn’t move on. He could stay here for ever.”

The Evening Standard notes that Assange has had a number of high profile visitors during his time at the embassy, stating:

Assange’s passport had been held up by wrangling over whether it could be issued to him given that a warrant is still out for his arrest in the UK.

His UK lawyer, Jennifer Robinson, reportedly applied for a fresh passport halfway through last year.

Greg Barns, Assange’s Australian lawyer, gave credit to former foreign affairs minister Julie Bishop for her role in securing the new document.

The Sydney Morning Herald reported Barns thought she had “gone to great lengths to ensure Mr Assange’s rights as an Australian citizen were upheld by being granted a passport”.

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Microsoft Workers Revolt Over $480 Million Defense Contract

 

18 years after Microsoft’s Halo began training kids to shoot bad guys using a heads-up display (HUD), dozens of Microsoft employees have signed a petition against the development of Halo-esque augmented reality HUDs for the US Army, reports CNBC.

HoloLens is one of the leading consumer-grade headsets, however with only 50,000 units sold as of last November, it has yet to find a large-scale consumer application.

The contract, awarded last November, could eventually lead to the military purchasing more than 100,000 headsets that project holographic images into the wearer’s field of vision in order to “increase lethality by enhancing the ability to detect, decide and engage before the enemy,” according to a government description of the program.

“Augmented reality technology will provide troops with more and better information to make decisions. This new work extends our longstanding, trusted relationship with the Department of Defense to this new area,” a Microsoft spokesman said in a November statement to Bloomberg.

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Today’s Reflection ~ Language. Conversation.

 

One of the “new” experiences I am deeply desiring and ready for is a new way of communicating.  New language.  New ways OF having conversations. Both of which will satisfy my deep longing for more connection.  Oh how I am longing for that…

So much of our spoken language is harsh.  I have been playing around with sounds and consonants and vowel blends.  I have a preference for l’s and vowels.  Today I came up with a new word for “hello” (which I have gotten away from).  I was saying “greetings” but that feels harsh in my mouth/throat.  I thought of the word “aloha” and even the “h” didn’t feel right so I came up with “alola” – and followed that with a smooth gesture with my right hand.  Heck, I’m even wanting to change my name to something that contains l’s and vowels.  That “v” sound is just not resonating with me now.

There is a scene in the movie “Valerian and the City of 1000 Planets” where we see the beings of the planet Mul and how they greet one another.  They gently touch their 3rd eye and wave it back at the other they are greeting.  I had naturally been doing that before seeing the movie so I was surprised when I saw that scene.

So much talking we do with all of these words that so often just grate on my nerves now.  Noise noise noise.  Very little connecting.  Just lots of blah blah blah’ing.  At this point I would rather just make eye contacts and smile – at least much more of that and less talking.  I did that this afternoon when I decided to treat my girl to a mama and daughter lunch date.  I didn’t talk much – did a lot of listening.  But there were moments where I just sat and watched her – observing – smiling at her.  This little being.  All her own person.  It was quite special.  There was far more connecting going on with those eye to eye contact moments than there was using our words.

I’m ready for the party.  The new.  Deeply deeply deeply ready for it. The NEW and how we all celebrate the new – things – experiences I don’t yet even know of.  I will know it when I have created it – when that door opens and I don’t give a god damn darn if I have to wait for 50 thousand more years to have that kind of freedom – I WILL NOT STOP DESIRING ALL THAT I HAVE SEEN and FELT.  (not saying that is my timeline – just that this is one dream/vision I AM NOT LETTING GO.  I know it THAT deeply.)

It is truly Freedom or Bust for me now.

Love,

Victoria

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