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An explanation for this heaviness??

 

forthcoming rant:

i feel like i am losing my mind.  i have N E V E R encountered the blocks and resistance i am currently experiencing.  i had to tell my girl today i couldn’t drive up the “big hill” because we are almost out of money and have less than 1/4 of a tank of gas.  i’m feeling alone – isolated.  who promotes this site other than me?  i am needing to feeeeeeeeeeel this space is worth keeping – this site.  yes sounds like a needy child speaking but that is what is in my heart today – bringing up that experience that who i am/what i share isn’t of value.  my friends and family think my site is a joke.  ok the physical people in my daily life i shall say.  they aren’t my definition of friends or family.  my mate’s getting blocks – medical bills piling up and he needs more procedures as he is at a crisis w/one of his issues.

and i.  cannot.  energetically.  carry any of this…but i know i have to….find SOME way…..and when i do receive guidance and apply it here, there and other places – the result has been the same – silence.  i.  don’t.  get it.  hence i said i feel i am losing my mind….  go within and find your true self. that is the only reason i am still up and out of bed and able to function lately.  positive thoughts and all that don’t pay the bills.  the inner angst is just overwhelming now and i don’t know what to do with it other than breath deeply.  this system was designed to create these situations.

so these alleged energies coming up….i was told the below chart shows nonstop C flares…..causing the sleepy heaviness…..the need for sleep continues….going to bed earlier and sleeping almost 12 hours….some clarity and an open window for some breathing room would be most welcome now.

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Blue Koolaid Oh Ya ~ BIG CME EARTH FACING!!! GEOMAGNETIC STORM EXPECTED ON 3-23-19

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ very interesting – massive object between earth and sun.  my feel?  massive craft (from home) to help guide energy our way……the KP index drops to zero tomorrow for a brief time….also saw a very unusual low energy electron read today – never see it look like that (below).  normally it’s a fairly consistent, flat line with a sudden spike (of varying heights) only to return to the flat line.  have no idea what caused this read…

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Published on Mar 20, 2019

Terran Cognito ~ Conversation with Heather 3/17/19

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ maybe this is part of what i am feeling….the impact of these filings….i was told this is the last and final action (her recent paperwork filings which were done by hand w/a golf pencil)…i am far too depleted to go further w/this one in understanding although i do want to say the synchronicity with the reference to “Portia” in a recent Gaia Portal and the similarities in the movie listed below – the main character being named Portia – that character appearing like Heather is quite wild……you can find a copy of the filings here..…speaking with a friend now who says he feels “so drained”….off to bed shortly….

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HEATHER ANN TUCCI-JARRAF on 3/17/2019 3:39:15 PM wrote

If the docket reads as Lisa sent me…then CLERK (COA) has failed to comply with the PRAECIPE…hyper-accelerating Secured Party’s due remedy in full

Status report for CLERK (TN)?

UNITED STATES, ET AL, and BIS, FRBG, “FRB of…”, ET AL, have approximately just under 12 hours for full compliance 🙂

My love, gratitude, and heartitude to All, all ways, always

Terran on 3/17/2019 3:06 PM wrote:

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I’ll check on that when I get back from Durango. In the car…

My inner codex has been pinging like crazy over the Gaia Portal reference to “Portia”. The name has come up so many times in my life and it’s not an American name…

In sophomore year of high school we had a year of Shakespeare and I know we read the Merchant of Venice, but at 15 and flooded with hormones I didn’t pay much attention, and I’m sure I thought Portia was pronounced “Port-Tee-A”. When the movie fish called Wanda came out there has a comedy scene where the American thinks Portia is spelled Porsche… “Why did you name your daughter after a car?” First clue I had no clue…

So I watched the movie The Merchant of Venice this morning that had Al Pacino as Shylock the banker, and Jeremy Irons as the one bonded to pay a pound of flesh to the banker… wow what a download!

Jeremy Irons looks like my Atlantis inbodyment (not the prettiest one I admit)…

But Portia [disguised as a man in the Merchant of Venice] acts as the Commerce Lawyer and Venice is clearly running completely by commerce law and they way she worked the case…. Wow… all I can say is someone has been thinking about these issues [of commerce law] a long freaking time!!!

You are Portia…. so many insights legally and personally I’m dumbfounded!

HEATHER ANN TUCCI-JARRAF on 3/17/2019 7:09:30 PM wrote

Merchant of Venice is one of my favorites…then again, anything so-called “shakespeare” is dear to me 😉

…giggled when the Queen of England gave Pres Xi the “shakespeare” original poetry writings “as a gift” (righhhhhhhht, lol) during london visit 🙂

Terran note: Heather told me in 2015 she had what some might term “past life memories” of being Queen Elizabeth the 1st and writing the Shakespeare plays under a pseudonym (writing plays for the masses was considered too vulgar for a Queen in that time).  Those of you with an interest in commerce law should watch the Merchant of Venice.  It’s available on a number of streaming services including free on Pluto TV.   Venice’ law was commerce law.  If it was contracted it was allowed, including Shylock’s “pound of flesh” if the bond defaulted.

If you look at the art works from that time the heads of QE1 and Shakespeare are nearly identical.  The Chinese had an interest in Shakespeare original text, as they thought perhaps the energetic signature might open up certain energy locked banking accounts (it didn’t).

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Today’s Reflection ~ Sudden changes in sleep and 3d resonating happenings

 

Something has switched since last week with my sleep.  For some time my mate and I were both wired at night – staying up until 3am most nights.  I began needing naps around 7pm which would refresh me.  That was a pattern for quite some time – but it suddenly changed in the past several days. Staying up past 9 or 10 has become a challenge.  At first I thought it was due to the changing of the seasons and yet when spring arrives, I typically need a little less sleep, but that’s not the experience now.  I am feeling the need to go into a hibernation state – much like when late fall arrives.  Not only am I needing to get to sleep much earlier, I’m still sleeping as late.

Many moons ago I had this thought that the closer we got to the transition, the more I would find myself sleeping – and quite suddenly too.  Is this it? Who knows FOR SURE until…. but I do know within I am feeling something has shifted/changed in a very big way and I feel I was pulled away even further from 3D living/doing – most noticeably in the last 72 hours.  I also let go of one lingering attachment here so perhaps that’s what triggered this change.  I just got the image of cords attached to a ball and that ball was wanting to fly up and away only it was held by cords.  For this visual I saw just one thin little cord – and that has been cut and is withering in the wind…

While out and about today I had peaceful experiences.  My mate though noticed people were seriously lacking in driving abilities, which included one near-miss where a red-light-runner almost t-boned him.  And the dude didn’t even see my mate – didn’t stop – just kept on going.  I know I’ve seen increased speeders and stop-sign runners in our neighborhood in recent weeks.

The biggest “feel” I had today was one of being absolutely done.  Just, done. That experience – that feeling – went to a new level today.  Pondering this, I had a visual in the bathroom of an experience from years ago.  I was working in a preschool and it was the end of the day – parents were picking up their children.  One parent was having a challenging time getting her boy to get his belongings and get into the car.  She was obviously exhausted, in no mood to deal with this conflict, so she chose to simply repeat her request over and over in a very tired voice.  The kid wasn’t listening.  I had to restrain myself from walking over to the boy and saying “we are going” and physically picking him up if necessary.  However that went against policy which said once the parent is in the room, staff could no longer take disciplinary action.

Well this continued for almost 10 minutes until finally the assistant director walked in and silently picked up the boy like a sack of potato’s, carried him outside and put him in his car seat.  She walked back in minutes later, told the mama “he’s ready to go” and that was that.  I smiled and quietly clapped her way.

Why did I receive that image?

I see the action that the employee took as a representation for where the collective is.  WE.  ARE.  DONE.  Done with games.  Done with delays.  Done with disrespect.  Done with deception and power over and this entire enslavement experience.  D O N E.  The Source energy within me and you and “enough” of us have put out the call – IT.  IS.  DONE.   And that collective Source Energy is sweeping up and clearing the board.  Quietly. Universal laws and other guidelines?  Forget that all. Freedom is what we wish – peace – and we are stepping up and DOING that.

How?  I don’t know!  I just know this is the visual I received and it matches the collective feel I am seeing/reading/hearing.  What action do I need to take?  I don’t know at this moment even though I feel the need to DO something…..  It is not my nature to sit back and observe – not my personality – not when I get an urge like this.  Perhaps the “making up of one’s mind” and drawing that final line in the sand is enough at this moment – that line in the sand that will not be softened due to the program of being told to be patient nor will it be rubbed out due to delays and rules/laws. That line has been drawn.  I feel it within from me and from the collective.

I feel we are having outside help as stated many times.  Perhaps US arriving at this state of Being is aligning w/the physical steps being utilized by those with the means – the tech – the abilities to ensure our collective energy IS carried out in full.

Even if that means others will have to physically pick up and remove those who refuse to change their doing’s and their ways.

Love,

Victoria

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Qanon for 3/20/19 ~ link only

 

i cannot stomach posting this info now – esp. what is linked today.  much of it we have seen before – many months ago – and the fact that those connected to this horror are still walking freely – well i can’t feed that beast any longer.  this is allegedly war, right?  and in war there are no rules, right? so what is the hold up of accountability?  then after hearing of the horror in europe with some planted extremist torching a school bus – that was just about enough for me.  thankfully no children were killed – one was severely burned – but each one of them traumatized.  and for that – there can be NO MORE WAITING.  each second that ticks by allows those parasites to create more horror – said parasites who this team KNOWS of their whereabouts and actions and as we have heard for 1 1/2 years now, “we have it all” – THEN DO SOMETHING TO END THIS.

so for now, here is the link for you to check out if you wish.

Paul Butler ~ THE EVENT ~ Terrestrial and extra terrestrial mixed meditation for Planetary Ascension

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ sharing primarily for his experiences today of which i could align.  feeling in between two worlds.  (the merge)  seeing the number sequences 2:22 and 11:44/1:44 – i saw that a few times today and was a bit surprised as i have stopped giving that focus.  chills too (today) even though it was warm.  and anyone else putting on belly chubs??  lol  this began in the past several weeks and no amount of crunches/yoga ball work/walking is doing anything to alleviate.  my mate too.  i just saw a post on social media about the event of people saying the same.

i love his kitty too.  she is quite special – has a beautiful purr/voice – and i keep feeling she is adding her own communications in his videos.

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Published on Mar 19, 2019

Patent Office Silly Excuses for Illegally Suppressing Extraordinary Technology

 

Saturday, March 16, 2019 10:13

The previous article, Citizen Initiative Aims to End War on Extraordinary Technologies, revealed the secret illegal Sensitive Application Warning System (SAWS) at the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office (USPTO). It began in 1994, early in the administration of President Clinton and Vice President Al Gore, and ended late in President Obama’s administration, only because the USPTO was busted and exposed in the news media. President Trump did not inherit the illegal USPTO program from President Obama, but he did inherit an ongoing hostile environment toward extraordinary technologies.

In response to that illegal program, a group of Denver citizens, including me, recently proposed a new law that was first suggested in POWER UP – How to Create a Solution-Based World in 100 Days. The article included the full text of the proposed law and a sample ballot question that could appear in any of thousands of cities around the U.S. Maybe President Trump should put one of those crime scene ribbons around the USPTO and finally investigate who created the illegal SAWS program.

Why bother trying to create a local patent office? Kate Goudry, a patent attorney, described why the secret USPTO SAWS program was unconstitutional, and therefore illegal. In summary, she explained that it was illegally secret, did not follow any law or the rules of the USPTO, was vague, and arbitrarily targeted specific categories of patent applications. Her analysis includes a partial but lengthy “hit list” of patent applications.

Again, they included:

  • “Anti-global warming devices or any other device operating at the global scale”
  • “Motor, power plant, or other device which is self-sustaining (perpetual motion) or appears to violate the laws of chemistry or physics”
  • “Claiming prevention or curing of diseases which were previously considered impossible to prevent or cure.” [i.e. cancer, AIDS and HIV, Alzheimer’s, etc.]
  • “Applications which would potentially generate unwanted media coverage (i.e., news, blogs, forums)”

The last category is downright silly. Instead of celebrating breakthrough inventions through the news media, the USPTO obstructed or delayed applications for such inventions to avoid unwanted publicity. The USPTO website finally admitted that the SAWS program existed. Not surprisingly, it tried to explain that the program was meant to ensure “quality patents”, even though SAWS was clearly illegal and unconstitutional.  It stated, in part:

“The Sensitive Application Warning System (SAWS) program is one of many practical, internal efforts that the USPTO has in place to ensure that only the highest quality patents are issued by the Agency.” It goes on to state, “This quality assurance program applies to all pending patent applications that disclose potential SAWS subject matter, which typically represent a very small percentage of all pending applications in an average month, usually around 0.04%.”

Sounds reasonable, right? However, that is what you call, “damage control through brazen spin” or “D.C. – B.S.”, if you know what I mean. The entire patent office explanation of the SAWS program never mentions the secret or other illegal aspects of SAWS.

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Schumann Resonance ~ A Reflection

 

Looking at the latest Schumann energies/reads, I have had the feeling, once again, that I am looking at more than one signature – more than one layer. There seems to be a layer “out front” with something going on in the background.  I was reflecting on this earlier today before I got out of bed.  Perhaps what we are seeing is an indication of the Merge.  The new realm merging with this one.

I then thought (as I often do), “What would Love do?”  Love would make this transition as smooth as possible (hence taking “time” for us here – UGH, huh?)  Smooth and slow which could explain why most don’t seem to know what’s going on while others who for whatever reason(s) are highly sensitive to such things are feeling and/or seeing the effects.

I did speak with several of you today and the experience of “now” seems to be the same:  when the Schumann shows indications of new coming online, we feel up – energized – giddy- blissful.  A variety of these experiences. Then once over, we seem to feel the lower frequencies, or let me just call them the energies of 3D reality.  This realm.  In short – we feel “home” (Original) then feel rather brought back here.  That can create the inner experiences of frustration…let down….disappointment.  This change with this latest round of energies seems to have created the most intense after-affect thus far.

To help myself with that schumann hangover I shall now call it, I focused on gratitude.  I focused on what I was grateful for to pull me up.  For now….the lull….the void continues….for myself and others.  The “what do I do NOW?” with the answer being given in silence.

That is all for now.  I am off to take a walk in 70 degree weather with my girl. Grateful for the experience.

Love,

Victoria

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