This week has been really fucking difficult. Several things either broke or stopped working around here. As I mentioned earlier in the week, I got sick and I could be recovering quicker if I could get a decent night sleep. This virus packs a punch with a cough. Oregano oil, elderberry extract, vit c and d3, fulvic – nothing has been able to kick this crap out of me yet. Even eating the entire orange – rind and all. I already take many of these things normally so at this point I don’t know what else to do. There is nothing else to do. When I have been forced awake to the nagging cough, I sit there and send myself love and healing. I gave up doing any of the “seek help from guides, the universe” because that doesn’t seem to work any longer. In fact when I say help me universe, all I receive is silence.
Now why is that?
I felt into that last night and know the full energies of Home – the REAL Universe – aren’t here. I thought back to what a psychologist once told me when we discussed the concept of “thoughts create”. She said out of every 100 focused thoughts you send out, 5-10 manifest.
5-10% manifestation.
Sounds about right doesn’t it?
We know Home doesn’t operate this way.
We KNOW we are used to having our heart based energies manifest.
When people claim when life is kicking you around, that’s the Universe sending you a lesson.
Nonsense.
THE REAL UNIVERSE DOES NOT OPERATE LIKE THIS.
The matrix and all of this fake programming?
Oh you betcha that’s how it operates.
And it’s sick.
And I want out.
My mate this morning said apparently the only way out is death.
I don’t align with that even though that may be it given that’s how it HAS been for who knows how many forced reincarnation cycles we’ve been under. I have felt for so long now that this time around, it is TRULY the exit.
That could be just another sick, hope-harvesting program. How am I to know for sure?
I like to look at things simply. And if it isn’t LOVE – if isn’t SUPPORTIVE – if it isn’t aligned with FREEDOM – it’s the matrix. PERIOD.
The matrix. The illusion. The lie. All mean the same thing.
So the “embrace the inner Trump” title.
He speaks truth without putting on the politically correct title. If someone is mean, he says so. If someone is unkind or behaving stupidly, he says so.
That’s what truth does. It says SPEAK NOW.
This past week as you know I was bullied into submission by someone who has the ability to dictate whether I am with a home or without. That lowered me down so much.
What I want to say to this individual is you are a bully. You are unkind. You think your money gives you power over me. It does. And that is a SICK TWISTED program that I fucking COMMAND ends.
Earlier this week I noticed a social media friend speak of his fear of being homeless soon unless he finds work. I read through every comment and not ONCE did someone say “hey can I give you some money”. This was his issue – money – to keep himself in a home. Nope. The new ager’s shared little mantra’s and meme’s and spoke of “i will send you energy”. NOT ONE PERSON SAID “hey I can send you a dollar or two”.
Now if every one of these people had said that – allowed themselves to see his REALITY fully – they would have.
So I took it upon myself to say hey has anyone offered him what he is TRULY NEEDING NOW? Money?
You don’t put out a fire by standing there and wishing it well. Not in this reality that is. YOU GET WATER.
Perhaps if enough of us get into that “inner trump” space – we can end this shit. We can call out those who chant the “lessons and karma and you create your own reality”. Well meaning but still not seeing the full picture because it would disrupt their comfy little narrative.
We often face the full picture when we are FORCED by the very systems itself to SEE IT for what it is.
Hey, if I had a comfy cozy life where I didn’t have to pay rent (how many new age types live with their parents? it’s quite a lot)…..or if I had a very successful ascension or other divinely inspired business, I might very well still be into all of the lesson/karma/create your own reality speak.
But that is not where I am or WHO I AM.
Funny thing. I just happened to read a Dalai Lama quote about how money cannot solve problems. Only the human heart can.
Says the man who has servants and wears expensive watches and is shuttled around all over the world and people pay hundreds of dollars to see “his holiness”.
PUKE.
SERIOUSLY PUKE.
Puke on HIM.
Does the intentions of a pure heart cure disease? Pay for necessary treatment?
Put food on the table?
Pay the rent?
Keep the house warm?
etc. etc. etc.?
He’s a blathering idiot who was put into this position of power and people still worship him just as they worship people like deepak chopra and others who have made millions off of false spirituality. I KNEW neal donald walsch was either full of shit or channeling a misguided entity when he spoke of the amazing work of Bill Clinton and the need for a one world government.
But then people like me who SEE all sides of life – the inner AND the outer – we aren’t much respected. We don’t have the luxuries of life. The following crowds of the desperate masses. I mean my goddess – I continue to have people withdraw their financial support on my patreon page because they learn I am not aluna ash (and I never ONCE have advertised myself as her – my site clearly states my name is Victoria).
Wow.
I have just as much insight to share and offer. Perhaps more because I align with freedom.
And that means we ALL get to FULLY CHOOSE our experience.
ALL are free from power over games of ANY KIND.
Now I tell you – WHO has the kind of courage, guts and ability to speak THOSE words?
Those with the inner “trump” fire.
Find it.
Use it.
Speak it.
Share it.
“it” is NEEDED.
The roaring trump-fire love ~
Victoria
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Doyle Alexander
