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7.11.24

 

Note to self – stop following this movie.  Stop falling for dates.

And start looking for people with a lot of money because this whole “global prosperity” thing obviously ain’t happening anytime soon and I am out of time mentally and energetically.

I just forked over $110 to keep my site up and going.  I am wondering if I should have used $99 of that to pay for a site – monthly fee – that allows me to look for angel investors.

I talk about this – a lot lately – and few seem to have the ability to HEAR me.  Too uncomfortable. So in case anyone thinks I’m full of it, I will happily guide you to the stories I read – similar to mine – who are also in a bind due to the toxicity of the system and finances.

But my story should be enough.

Can I think my way out of this?

Can I THINK my way into lowering the housing prices?

The cost of food?

I’m sure trying.

But jesus – I am not the only problem in my current reality.

Outside does impact inside.

Capiche?

Unless someone has lived it, you can’t understand.

My BRAIN is hurting from pushing myself – being told “hey check this out” or “hey try this” which I do.

I FRIGGING do.

I NEED SOMEONE HERE HELPING ME!

And I need MORE INCOME from my work here.

I deserve to be paid for what I do.

P E R I O D.

If I don’t, I am going to be forced to stop doing this site as I have.

Love hears and love responds.

I will see just how much love really is around me.

For now, my heart is breaking not just for me but for my child.  She is begging me to move.  B E G G I N G.  I’m busting my arse daily applying for work online – promoting my work – asking more and more people to promote my work – taking chances of self promoting on places that violate group rules – local employment opps are dismal – so many out of work or working part time.  You’re either waaaaaay up here or waaaaaaaaay down there.  And as I’ve been saying for 3 years now – many work at home ops pay via paypal and they. will. not. consider. otherwise.  So yeah you see I have a lot of reason to be pissed off royally at this point especially considering that what I put out is not coming back to me.  My ability to intend and create is slug pace at best.  And I know I speak for many of us having the same challenge – those big names on the world stage saying you can have anything you want – got there because they. were. allowed. in.

P E R I O D.

Did something to allow the masters to give them the platform.  Notice how none of them talk about the Spiritual War much less the nature of this reality we’re in?  Rather suspicious I would say.

Some are more of a target than others here – by design.

P E R I O D too on that.

That said – I never back down I never give up I never give in and I never shut up.  I will just get louder until this tired but beautiful and powerful bike gets its grease.

Finds later.

For now, share my work at the very least if you are a regular.  I need you to.  It doesn’t cost a dime to be the voice for someone.  Pretend I’m an abused puppy in a shelter needing a new home if you have to.  And if you have an income, a few dollars each month is also requested.  If this makes you uncomfortable, I apologize – but my concern for my child is greater than how I may be coming across these days.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

7.10.24 ~ Check in. A personal Happening Person share, and some Finds including a couple of interesting Gematria’s

 

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Last night was long and frustrating.  I was up until around 4am – journaling, releasing, eventually too tired so I let it all go.  Woke up a few hours later, similar feelings, house was quiet, so I got up, felt the need to turn on my phone, had a few text convo’s then had an incoming call from someone with whom I connected on twitter.  She’s a healer – healed herself of physical ailments including endometriosis.  She originally reached out to me several weeks ago, offering me some healing energy/work.  Finding the right divine timing was a bit tricky, but as I keep having to remind myself and SEE, divine timing happens when I don’t expect it.  It just – happens.  So, I answered her call and we proceeded to have one of those Soul nourishing phone calls.  My energy went from overwhelmed to calm and serene.  I loved her energy – which was gentle, pure and wise – and the sound of her voice made me feel like I was talking with an old friend.  In short, it was a very. easy. phone call – something that rarely happens when I am first talking with someone.  She said she could do my session later in the afternoon.  I agreed.  She gave me a heads up before she started and as I responded “ok” I felt this whirling around my third eye and was quite dizzy for just a few moments.  Nothing unpleasant but surprisingly noticeable.  When she was finished, she called, and we had another wonderful conversation.  She confirmed what I have felt for some time about me, and I have to say, I feel a shift.  It’s slight – but it’s as though a pathway was opened up allowing me to access the Flow.  Cobweb clearing is a good way to describe it.  Energetic housecleaning.

If any of you are seeking some energy and healing work, I highly recommend her.  She works in person and remotely.  Her name is Heather and you can see her here on twitter and here on her website.  You can also read her story here.  It’s very inspirational.  Anyway, check her out.  💖  If you do, tell her Victoria sent you.

Here is what I’m seeing today.

Love,

Victoria

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With is ra el pulling the strings……….my sense………

 

 

 

Astronomers spot mysteriously elusive mid-sized black hole – Insider Paper

 

Was talking about Quantum theory earlier today……Quantum Leap….to “NEW EARTH”

Gematria:  NEW EARTH

John John

Wealthy

Ace of Spades (Scavino’s drop last night showing the Ace of Spades as a Trump Card)

Guardians

Dome of the Rock Destroyed

 

I also decided to gematria BARRON TRUMP

Starboy

The Holy Code Q

Let There Be Light

All Roads Lead To Q

The Prodigy

Berenstein Bears (interesting as that is the original spelling)

Love is the Key

 

You know what’s interesting, today’s Barron is spelled with two “r’s” – but in the Ingersoll Lockwood book, Baron Trump and the Marvelous Underground Journey – has just the one “r”.  Remember that drop on the chan boards signed R?  I don’t know – just throwing that out there and thought it was interesting.

 

 

Interesting.  17 people in the audience too………Simpson moment at the 1:43 mark too………Train Freeman?  Silver is highlighted too…………Like the Christmas in July part.  Remember one of Laura’s View and Tarot, Too’s recent read for July said people in english speaking countries were going to receive a surprise of abundance and to not push it away but to receive it (and then some)?

 

anyone?

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7.9.24 ~ Energizer female just keeps going ~ Sharing finds along the way

 

Day was good.

Day was not so good.

I have this deep pain – deep deep within – of feeling invisible.  Unheard.  We probably all have it to some degree.  I don’t know – maybe, maybe not.  I just know I have it and I don’t know what to do about it.  Other than what I already do – feel it – honor it – do what I can to release it.  Until it returns again.  It is really activated atm – considering all of the reaching out I have been doing at a new level – and not seeing a g.d. thing for my results – for what I am putting out.

I don’t understand.  I saw a woman receive a beautiful miracle – something she so deserved.  How did she create it?  Given the words she expressed – that she didn’t deserve the gift – how uncomfortable she was in receiving it – if our thoughts create – how the hell was she able to receive it in the first place?  

The longer I’m here the more surreal and unreal this place becomes.  I don’t know who I am in it – other than someone who is trying so hard to improve her life and not making the progress I know my energies I have put INTO this should have manifested by now.  I feel an oppressive energy saying “NO” around me and yet I pay it no attention.

But it’s still there.

Tonight, at the store with my girl doing some clothes shopping, there were two girls, young teens, shopping in the same area.  For a minute or two, my girl was in one section and I another.  On the way home she said she needed to tell me something.  She said the two girls were giggling and pointing at her, saying how ugly her outfit was.  Well, I immediately wanted to go back to the store and give them a few things to think about, but naturally my girl said, “MOM NO!”  I was willing to return but respected her decision.  And we talked about this behavior, how wrong it was, how deep down these girls must truly feel so awful about themselves to find humor in poking fun of someone they don’t even know.  Yes, she knew this – but it still doesn’t help with the pain nor does it soothe my protective instincts that wanted to return and wring those little sheots necks.

Go grey rock.  Shrug it off.  Well guess what?  Some of us are real humans here – some are tender hearted – some are so pure they would never even think to harm or hurt someone like that and find enjoyment in it.  And when ugly words and behaviors are flung our way – unwanted – it f’ing HURTS.

That’s just how kids are.  How people can be.  Heard that b.s. my entire life.

You know what?

This crap continues because good people stand by and do nothing – when they could.  That’s why this world is the way it is.  Not enough people being the helpers and hero’s so many need.

Survival of the fittest continues.  In today’s world, that just makes for desperation.

So, I end this one tonight by saying these words:

I. do. not. understand. anything.  My heart is so broken and hurting – for me – for her.  At least one thing is clear now: I know who has my back and who doesn’t.  Martial arts lessons are going to be up next – if I can afford them that is.  😭

V.

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Anyone else tired of seeing these g.d. male billionaires parade around on the world stage?  Seriously – what are any of them actually doing to truly help those who need it the most?

 

Anyone know how I can find an abandoned cabin somewhere?  Not f’ing joking.  This is so not the answer.  Here, the poor people won’t mind – they will be SO GRATEFUL for the housing and look how GOOD we will look to our peers.  Here poor person, here’s your cramped quarters surrounded by neighbors all around you.  And some of us can’t live in these places in today’s world with the use of laundry sheets which I absolutely cannot do much less be around those who use them.  I drive by places like this around town and about pass out.  Totally contrary to the needs of our Soul.  I figured that one out living in Seattle 30 years ago.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I am looking at some of the air bnb’s here.  My goodness – there are so. many. of them.  Expensive, too.  Do any of these people ever stop to think they could be using this abundance they’ve been afforded to actually HELP someone?  A homeless person or someone in a crisis situation.  I’m tired of seeing the rich scratch the backs of the rich while more and more people become homeless, and others are in crisis – right in their own dayem communities.  WHERE ARE THE HELPERS?!

7.8.24 ~ Finds (including a new rabbit hole)

 

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Anyone familiar with private funding for business idea (non-profit)?  I am the visionary – have the idea and the details – just needing like-minded philanthropists who can help me make this happen.  TY.  (I remember several years ago sharing with that “Zap” character – those people who kept talking about the global fund release – they were so willing to hear my idea – I shared it – they loved it – but once it was in their hands they stopped responding to my emails.  Ah, the people I have followed.  Discernment is much sharper today.)

Here’s what I’m seeing today.  Please remember to leave a monetary exchange for my work below and share with your friends and family on social media.

Thank you.

Love,

Victoria

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Nothing surprises me anymore………..

Here’s more info – Library of Congress:

Rosa Parks Papers: Subject File, 1937-2005; Order of Eastern Star, 1947 , 1972, undated | Library of Congress (loc.gov)

 

 

Another One! United Boeing 757 Loses Wheel After Taking Off From LAX

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not convinced T wrote this – reads like much more of the same corrupt ponzi scheming capitalistic corporate b.s.  and we’re already in 2024 – halfway through.  what about the release of the healing tech?  as i said there are MILLIONS who fell behind – out in the street – unable to house themselves and/or feed themselves.  this plan has to including EVERYONE being brought along.

 

 

 

Just more showie tellie – still feeling there won’t be an election………

 

 

 

Be Inspired  (music is the Universal language)

Terrence Howard: “They tried everything to not show you this video”

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7.7.24 Finds – What’s up with Hurricane Beryl? Some very interesting puzzle piecing………

 

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Category 1………..are mandatory evacuations typical in a Cat 1?

 

https://www.ksat.com/news/local/2024/07/06/texas-coastal-counties-issue-mandatory-voluntary-evacuations-as-beryl-targets-coast/

 

This is – very interesting……..I’m wondering what is going to be purged w/this storm………..

VETTING above paths:

Hurricane Beryl path:

Where is Hurricane Beryl? Track forecast, path before Texas landfall

 

April 8 2024 eclipse path:

April 8 2024 Total Solar Eclipse Map Usa - Toby Aeriell

 

And remember the gematria i did on the hurricane included:

A Week To Remember (which in the shower portal tonight i heard in my mind)

Happy Holidays (christmas in july – as i said that’s been in the vibe again – A G A I N – lately)

A Perfect Storm

Time To Wake Up

 

This thing also passes through Victoria……….(TX)

 

Ezekiel’s wheels was the same color as the Beryl stone………

Easton’s Bible Dictionary – Beryl

Beryl[N][S]the rendering in the Authorized Version of the Hebrew word tarshish , a precious stone; probably so called as being brought from Tarshish. It was one of the stones on the breastplate of the high priest ( Exodus 28:20 ; RSV marg., “chalcedony;” 39:13 ). The colour of the wheels in Ezekiel’s vision was as the colour of a beryl stone ( 1:16 ; 10:9 ; RSV, “stone of Tarshish”). It is mentioned in Cant 5:14 ; Daniel 10:6 ; Revelation 21:20 . In Ezekiel 28:13 the LXX. render the word by “chrysolite,” which the Jewish historian Josephus regards as its proper translation. This also is the rendering given in the Authorized Version in the margin. That was a gold-coloured gem, the topaz of ancient authors.

Revelation 21:20-21

20 the fifth onyx, the sixth ruby, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth turquoise, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst.[a] 21 The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of gold, as pure as transparent glass.

 

 

This is what we’ve been doing until around 9/10pm the last several days……..

 

 

 

 

Silver………

 

 

 

Stormy Monday………

 

Double meteor shower will light up the night skies this month – Earth.com

 

I love church bells.  We have one that rings now and then – it’s a wonderful sound.

 

I am noticing a change at the local Kroger store.  They removed the entire row of huge TV screens that have been there for well over a decade (that were so obnoxious as all of them were on and they were right at the place where you check out) and instead they have a nice, long shelving unit of all sorts of gadgets – all under $10.  Think dollar store only higher quality at otherwise affordable price.  Also noticing clothing prices continue to be 40-60% off.  They’ve begun getting in fall stuff – and even some of those items are 40% off.  They also have a lot of buy one get one items and markdowns/sales everywhere.  Something’s up…….I love what he says, btw.  We need that here – we need that kind of Spirit and Leadership EVERYWHERE.

 

I think he’s what, double, triple boosted?

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7.6.24 ~ Today’s Finds ~ An Observation or two

 

I’ve been noticing an increase in older men wearing a lot of cologne.  It’s odd as it’s just begun happening the last two weeks.  Once in line it was so overpowering, I had to say something.  It was difficult to breathe.  Had it happen a few other times, then tonight was another level of over-kill.  I could smell this one 2 parking stalls away.  W O W.  We waited for him to go inside the store and even at that, I had to wave my hand.  Is this a new trend or some sort of simulation f’ery?  I don’t know but that experience is commanded to leave my presence.  🙄😂

Or maybe it’s just a new level of sensitivity.  Who knows.  Just an odd matrix experience.  That and DeLorean’s.  They are back in my space as is seeing 10:10.  I honestly don’t give much energy to such things now.  I’m more focused on clearing, healing and being ME again.

So, here’s what I’m seeing on the stage tonight.  Please remember to offer an exchange for my work by leaving a donation of your choice below.  Thank you.

Love,

Victoria

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Is Ra El

 

 

 

 

STANDBY (4 c u e posts w/that word)

 

 

 

 

Definitely doing a lot of this the last few days:

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Money Miracle Manifesting

 

I’ve been listening to some of Allie’s work for a few weeks now.  My friend Jules passed along her info awhile back and I decided to explore.  She has some good material.  I’ve been rethinking my beliefs around money the last couple of weeks – and this one today feels timely as it also addresses something I believe in – that every little bit of exchange matters.  While I have had some beliefs and thoughts around money that haven’t served me the way I know I want and deserve, I feel so deeply that every little bit matters when it’s given from the heart.  I’m sharing this – gently – because I’ve had enough conversations with others who have said they would love to donate to me but feel offering me just a few dollars in exchange for my work is not enough.  Nonsense.  If it’s from the heart and it’s doable, then it does matter.  Hopefully this will help some of you shift away from that mindset.  And check out her other material as well (this is day 15 of a 30 day rethink).

💖

V.

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Allie Duzett

Money Miracles Challenge Day 15 HALFWAY THERE

 

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7.5.24 ~ No finds – just sharing stuff

 

I have spent the last two hours trying to locate someone who will get in the car with me and do exposure work.  I had someone who I thought was a friend offer to do that for me last fall – I didn’t even have to ask – she just offered.  I was so excited – I felt it was divine intervention – so I happily agreed.  We did one session together – then she disappeared without a word and hasn’t responded to my requests to talk.

So, I am back at it – have been for weeks actually – to tackle the one issue that impacts my life more than anything.  I don’t understand why I have been unable to find someone when I so want to do this!  Yes, there’s fear, but I want to tackle it and face it with someone I trust, someone who understands traumatic experience and the body.  I. Really. Want. To. Do. This.  Like REALLY REALLY R E A L L Y.  I’ve dealt with it to varying degrees for a few decades – and it intensified – worsened – over the last 15 years or so.  Got really bad in 2014.  I tried doing it alone recently and knew – I need someone in the car with me to help.

So here I am – putting out the request to the Universe – here locally – the one person I was able to find doesn’t take my insurance and would charge me $100 per session.  I just, you know, that brings up a lot of angst in me.  It isn’t just.  My healing is a RIGHT.

Tonight, I put out a request to the Universe again – went for a walk.  I had to get away.  A few blocks in I stopped and looked down – a small statue of what looked like Mary was on a curb.  No joke.  It was concrete but this was a religious female with a robe, in prayer.  I walk this particular street regularly – never seen that there before.  So, I stopped, kneeled, and prayed.  Because lately that’s about all I got.

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V.

 

7.4.24 ~ A few finds on this independence day

 

 

Christmas in July (vibes – again)………..

AWKWARD: Kamala Harris Almost Calls Joe Biden ‘Vice President’ at 4th of July Event – Biden Responds, “Ho! Ho! Ho!” As if It’s Christmas (VIDEO)

 

 

 

 

 

As long as there’s none of “them” hiding out there – I would love this right now……..well I would much prefer a cabin but the scene – still the same:

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Trump Challenges Biden to Another Debate: ‘Anytime, Anywhere, Anyplace!’

Gematria:  ANYTIME ANYWHERE ANYPLACE

Christmas Energy Wave (christmas vibes again)

A Time Traveler To Remember

 

 

Time to go blow some things up and light up the sky.  Happy 4th everyone – no matter where you are – may it truly be THE START of our rightful experience of Freedom.

Love,

Victoria

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