editor victoria’s comment ~ while she is in a higher state of peace about this, i can relate to this feeling of silence/nothingness. when i pull myself out of the state of “why is this still going on? where is the new? what else can i be doing different to change up my experience?” – i feel this stillness. this silence. i struggle with that emotionally – it feels empty and it brings up my experience of abandonment. but i know simply because i have entered a quiet room does not mean i have been left behind nor does it mean the room is necessarily empty…and she is correct – new earth is nothing like this realm. i have been there as well and upon the “knowing” visit over 10 years ago, i knew it was not this earth realm – but someplace new and elsewhere….
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Published on Feb 6, 2019
