so much energy is coming in now – and those speaking of it can’t pinpoint it. Â all i feel is it is coming from the outside.
i was thinking about our trauma’s – how i feel they are being really brought up right now for many of us (given what i am both seeing and sensing). that feeling i have had was confirmed by someone who is also in the awakening/home community. Â where i differ is this: Â i do not feel these are coming up for us to have to dive into and work on yet again. Â i feel we are being fed the old trauma programs so they can get some last minute “looshing” from us. Â and I AM NOT HAVING THAT.
now while i feel it is absolutely helpful to let things go that don’t feel in alignment with us – in a REAL Original Creation – if we experience something unpleasant – everything in me says i have the natural ability to release that instantly. Â quickly. Â easily. Â and it certainly doesn’t return again and again like some buzzing mosquito who refuses to leave you alone.
isn’t it possible that, given the theory we are in a simulation, a matrix, a computer like environment w/a myriad of programs – that trauma is just another one? Â and they have had the ability to keep sending us that same energetic experience we had that created the trauma? Â the metaphor and visual i had was that of pouring out a cup only to have something unseen/unknown fill it back up against your will/consent. Â they may fill it up less each time – but my god – what in the “f” is the purpose of having to revisit this crap yet again? Â who does that serve?
someone who gets off on watching others suffer.
NO THANK YOU. Â i will release when i feel the need but i am not going to go searching for any trauma. Â and given the energy work i have done – the shaman work – and the counseling and intending – going back almost 30 years – all of the energy of any trauma i have had should have been removed and STAYED REMOVED. Â that has not been my experience. Â yellow rose has stated – and i align as i have felt this myself – as we exit all trauma stays behind.
as it should.
life is to be joyful. Â easy. Â flowing. Â in all ways and always.
i leave this piece w/the schumann – kept on giving all day.
love,
victoria
I didn’t sleep most of last night either. Alot of anxiety, anger, and pain. In spite of taking some cbd oil too before bed. Thank you for talk ing about trauma. I resonate with not working on dealing with it. It’s not mine. At some point a few months ago, these portal ppl, a polite way of putting it, would start shouting at me if I ignored them . weird. Not putting energy toward them. At all.