so much energy is coming in now – and those speaking of it can’t pinpoint it. all i feel is it is coming from the outside.
i was thinking about our trauma’s – how i feel they are being really brought up right now for many of us (given what i am both seeing and sensing). that feeling i have had was confirmed by someone who is also in the awakening/home community. where i differ is this: i do not feel these are coming up for us to have to dive into and work on yet again. i feel we are being fed the old trauma programs so they can get some last minute “looshing” from us. and I AM NOT HAVING THAT.
now while i feel it is absolutely helpful to let things go that don’t feel in alignment with us – in a REAL Original Creation – if we experience something unpleasant – everything in me says i have the natural ability to release that instantly. quickly. easily. and it certainly doesn’t return again and again like some buzzing mosquito who refuses to leave you alone.
isn’t it possible that, given the theory we are in a simulation, a matrix, a computer like environment w/a myriad of programs – that trauma is just another one? and they have had the ability to keep sending us that same energetic experience we had that created the trauma? the metaphor and visual i had was that of pouring out a cup only to have something unseen/unknown fill it back up against your will/consent. they may fill it up less each time – but my god – what in the “f” is the purpose of having to revisit this crap yet again? who does that serve?
someone who gets off on watching others suffer.
NO THANK YOU. i will release when i feel the need but i am not going to go searching for any trauma. and given the energy work i have done – the shaman work – and the counseling and intending – going back almost 30 years – all of the energy of any trauma i have had should have been removed and STAYED REMOVED. that has not been my experience. yellow rose has stated – and i align as i have felt this myself – as we exit all trauma stays behind.
as it should.
life is to be joyful. easy. flowing. in all ways and always.
i leave this piece w/the schumann – kept on giving all day.
love,
victoria
I didn’t sleep most of last night either. Alot of anxiety, anger, and pain. In spite of taking some cbd oil too before bed. Thank you for talk ing about trauma. I resonate with not working on dealing with it. It’s not mine. At some point a few months ago, these portal ppl, a polite way of putting it, would start shouting at me if I ignored them . weird. Not putting energy toward them. At all.