Noticing a few things that are on the upswing with me.
- Could not be around cigarette smoke tonight at all. Â Not that I like cigarette smoke. Â Find it quite yuck. Â However, the experience today was one of absolute repulsion. Â Felt nauseous. Â Immediately began sneezing. Everything in me said “walk away” and I did.
- Any sort of mainstream television programming ~ having the same level of repulsion. Â Today I was turning the cartoon’s on pbs (I tolerate those for my child) to my usual meditative music channel only fingers did not cooperate and instead I put the tube onto one of those home shopping channels. Â ACK! Â It was like I turned on the channel of satan. Â Or CNN. Body immediately felt the same level of revulsion as I did with the cigarette smoke experience. Â The energies from this channel and my own didn’t jive at all. Â I actually said “la la la la la la” as I quickly found my channel. Â Body relaxed and I went on with it.
- Really strange spine and back issues. Â I feel a combination of being stretched as well as a lot of tightness. Â I am doing yoga daily and riding my bike. Â My little portable massager is about the only thing providing me any real relief.
- An unusual craving for sea salt ~ the pink himalayan kind (with all of the essential minerals still in tact). Â We use it daily but the craving for this stuff has been through the roof. Â My mate is noticing the same thing.
Much appreciation to Sandra Walter who speaks of vibing out of 3d being quite intense right now. Â I will link her piece next. Â Many of you will probably resonate with it as much as I am.
One last note: Â Halloween is more or less 2 months away. Â Every day this time we have already discussed what our girl is going to wear and do. Â In fact normally it is a topic of discussion throughout the year. Â Except this year. Â No talk of it – until tonight. Â I felt some weird timeline wonkiness come into play as my child spoke of it with a neighbor. Â I felt nothing but repulsion for that as well. Â Not in a judgmental way but in a way that felt “not gonna happen”. Not in my reality. Â A sense of “no need to focus on that”. Â I told my girl we can see about using one of her old costumes and changed the topic. Â At times when I read of people speak of the holidays or future events like classes or seminars or gatherings much past October, I keep feeling “not on this timeline ~ not gonna happen”.
“Time” will tell, won’t it?