Today’s Reflection ~ Searching for the Light ~ A trip to the store

 

Late this afternoon I had a moment where I HAD to get out of the house. Being holed up in this small space with 2 other people due to cold virus and continuous rain, gray, cold skies had worn on me BIG TIME.  Grumpiness. Coughing.  Whining.  I had just HAD it.  So I headed out to find some solitude and some pie but not before my mate reminded me we needed gas and some fries for dinner and greek yogurt.  Fine, I muttered, grumbling about my needs for my own space going unmet for far.  too.  long.

Getting fries and greek yogurt meant a trip to the big box store.  I can do this, I told myself.  So I put on my invisible hazmat suit and went to fight the crowds.

Understatement.  The place was so packed, I had to drive around several times before I found a parking spot.  I walk in and am greeted with the smell of cigarette smoke.  As I head further into the store, the cig smoke dissipates only to be replaced with the smell of vomit.  No joke.  I covered my face and began weaving in and out of the crowd of people who were walking so unbelievably slow.  A sea of people walked toward me as well and I began looking for some sign of life in their eyes.  A few people who looked at me beamed me a smile and I saw that light in their eyes.  But the majority? Emptiness.  The smell of body odor was also everywhere and a few times I had to run around those ahead of me to escape the smell.

It wasn’t just body odor – it was that smell that says clothes aren’t being washed either.

So I got my stuff and got out of there as fast as I could.

As I did, I sent out thoughts of freedom for these being’s.  I called on Source of All to release every single one of us.  I was struck with such sadness at seeing people overweight having to use the electric scooters.  The emptiness in some of their eyes.  The literal zombie-like stare.  I sent them all love and freedom and then again called to END THIS GAME.

There are just a few things that align with me now.  Quiet.  Laughter.  Seeing the Love in another.  Kindness.  And pie.

Of which I am going to enjoy tonight.  Key Lime cheesecake, picked up at my favorite store here in town.  It’s small and even when crowded, far more easier to navigate than the box store.  No smells of cigarette smoke.

And more Light.

Aside from that, feeling some dizziness and head pressure today.  Also seeing a lot of movement/shadows/people out of the corner of my eye only to look and no one is there.  My child commented earlier today she is seeing this a lot right now.  Mate as well. Also noticing new people walking by our house – in quite large numbers. We’re all commenting “who are these people??”

I crashed out about 2 hours earlier than normal last night and ended up sleeping 12 hours.  We all did.  The astral is still being visited by the playground bullies. I continue using my power – my abilities – and the tools I have.  Some nights I am “awake” in the sleeping state – other nights I am still letting myself be influenced.  The challenge is real to be awake every night isn’t it?

We do what we can – the best we know how.  Until we no longer HAVE to concern ourselves with looking over our shoulder and being on the look out for deception.  I remain Solid in commanding the game to end.

Love,

Victoria

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