What Does this “Going Home” Really Mean?

 

i have been thinking and feeling this question out the past few days, feeling this prompt to sit with it.  play it out.  if this simulation is ending, soon, july 31st even, what does this mean for me?

after listening to linea’s latest video, i was prompted again to explore this concept.  i will begin by saying, like linea, i feel this sense of calm, almost a resignation ~ like she shares, a passenger sitting on a train, bags, packed, quietly waiting for take-off.  as this transition draws closer, i thought i would be excited, but i’m not.  i’m just, neutral and calm about it.  ready indeed, but a calm ready.  for now i keep playing the 3d game from a more detached perspective.  even the Q/drain the swamp game has lost a lot of its luster.  i keep feeling – just a program.  all part of this matrix.

will ANY of it matter a month from now?  i could….would….will….easily walk away from it all.  

going home.  what does it mean?

it feels, to me, i get all of my questions answered.  i get to see where i am.  i get to see all that is out there.  all of these objects that show up on my camera (and the thousands of other camera’s around this realm) – i get to see with my own eyes.

i get PROOF with my own eyes.

what will it feel like to see the simulation end?  how will that look?  what will i see??  will my body look the same?  will my consciousness expand quickly or slowly?  time will cease to exist ~ if this is true ~ how will THAT feel/play out?

i can feel in my body that i will likely think “oh wow HOLY SHIZBOT it really is happening!”  marinate with that experience for awhile before feeling “what now?”  or perhaps i will easily know what to do and will just, do.

i can visualize someone walking up to me, handing me a ticket, saying “you are free to go now.  no more pay to live.  no one to power over you.”  what do i do first?

heal this vessel.  get my kabillion questions answered.  go to the homestead and chill.  adjust to having life be so easy and having abilities i have not used for very long in a physical body.  feeling young again.

connect with others also choosing this journey.  share our stories.

connect with my family in a new way.

bask in all that is REAL.  and pure.

no masks.  no programs.  no unnecessary drama.  no lies.  no fake ANYTHING.

just pure love, truth, sharing, caring and freedom.

victoria

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