Where I am now…………

 

Dear Plan17  Members ~
Thankx to your “plan”
my family lost friends and connections and family.
Thankx to your “plan”
our child lost her friends and activities and 2 plus years of her childhood.
She can also not see her grandparents and cousins because every one of them is fully jabbed and boostered and we are all sensitive to the shedding they emit over the vaccine you all ALLOWED to be included in this plan.
Now her dad and I fear we are losing her mentally/emotionally because of all she has lost.
We are ostricized. Isolated.

I NEVER consented to having any person in this house – especially our child – be a casuality of this g.d. plan/war.
I don’t know if I will ever find it in my heart to forgive.
Evil is easier because I hold no expectations for that energy to do different.
But decent humans?
That’s a different story.

I have given years of my life to research the truth.

DECADES.

I intuit and put puzzle pieces together.  Do any of them manifest or prove to be true?

N O.

I have visions and knowings.  I have desires I hold in my heart.

Do ANY of them manifest?

N O.

Has all of my work been worth it?

Asking me that question today and I say “NO”.

Anyone caring to argue with me on that can get their ass in my house and witness the challenges we are each facing – especially the youngest.

Today – I am spent.  And done.  And ending the day vascillating between wanting to scream or cry.  But that’s partly due to sleep deprivation – which is what happens when you’re attacked during sleeping time.  Sometimes – nothing you do here works.

And sometimes it does.

I’m ready for the “it does” part to outweigh the opposite.  Because we’re all close to losing it here.

V.

 

 

 

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.