Today was another challenging day – only unlike yesterday, today I cried throughout the day. My mate cried. My child was weepy. Was this our sadness, we reflected. Yes – because I highly doubt “evil” has the ability to relate to loss and sadness – only control and harm. I felt it was my Brother’s and Sister’s who were feeling sadness today. I tuned in to see if I could get a better sense and what I felt was this sadness over what happened to us – what happened here – what happened to our experience. How did it get this far out of control? I don’t know – other than the truth is far more twisted than I think we realize. Sister D phoned later in the evening and when I heard her voice – I could tell she too felt down and tired. I began to cry – and then she did too. We are tired. We don’t know what to expect. We don’t know why on earth this is still playing out. We don’t know why we have to “wait” for what we know is available – waiting – for us. My concern and care is for my child and those of us who are DONE too – far and beyond the “normies” who are still in the illusion. So yes you could say I don’t align with WWG1WGA – there are some with whom I simply don’t align much less wish to share an experience with them. We just know we are DONE. Allegedly more are waking up. All I have to say is a grumpy “what took you so #^$&*! long?” At this point – as I have said the past couple of days – this has suddenly become draining and boring – and it is time to SEE BIG. Love, V.
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So unrelated to this topic, but I called the WH today, the recording said it was temporarily closed. What does that mean?
— April 1978🗣 (@April19782) January 28, 2021
So apparently the “markets” are in turmoil today….not that I follow that stuff. Even if I had the wealth to invest, no way would I feed that beast. I like tangible assets I can HOLD and SEE instead of a bunch of numbers on a screen while other people I am supposed to “just trust” manipulate the data. They can steal at whim without consequence because “that’s just how the markets work”. Something’s happening……
*U.S. STOCKS EXTEND DROP; S&P 500 FALLS 2.3% TO SESSION LOW
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) January 27, 2021
Translation: all the insider trading and false valuations are imploding. The stock market as we know it is dunzo! This will wipe out hedge funds, private investors, and the very-so-much over leveraged banks! No more riding on the small investor backs! FINALLY!
And then we have these “issues” ~ all began at pretty much the same time too…
User reports indicate Playstation Network is having problems since 1:01 AM EST. https://t.co/FUuKl1GHAD RT if you're also having problems #PlaystationNetworkdown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Xbox Live is having problems since 12:54 AM EST. https://t.co/7ARxEDnIS3 RT if you're also having problems #XboxLivedown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Comcast is having problems since 12:48 AM EST. https://t.co/OA6SUusRG7 RT if you're also having problems #Comcastdown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Hulu is having problems since 12:44 AM EST. https://t.co/EjLndPlVH1 RT if you're also having problems #Huludown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Amazon is having problems since 12:44 AM EST. https://t.co/mvshvCq4ww RT if you're also having problems #Amazondown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Twitter is having problems since 12:37 AM EST. https://t.co/qqqwagygy9 RT if you're also having problems #Twitterdown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
User reports indicate Twitch is having problems since 12:37 AM EST. https://t.co/Ue9W5F7JnB RT if you're also having problems #Twitchdown
— Downdetector (@downdetector) January 28, 2021
Buyers remorse?
White House closed for Republic restoration…until further notice.
[will the swamp things remain in Georgetown or return to the dark abyss?]
Of interest–corruption is systemic:
“BREAKING EXCLUSIVE: The Same Clandestine Companies Involved in the Certification of Dominion Voting Systems and the 2020 Results in Georgia Were Chosen for the Upcoming Arizona ‘Audit’
https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2021/01/breaking-exclusive-companies-used-audit-elections-certify-2020-results-georgia-chosen-arizona-linked-dominion-voting-systems/
Thanks for sharing about the crying. Happened to me too. I thought at first just frustration from being sick, again, not able to work, but then realized I couldn’t “feel.” Anything. It’s like being in a dark hole, cut off from not just Home, but everything. Including hope. Sitting here dizzy, nauseous, recovering from some kind of psychic attack, and trying to think of even one reason to live. In this hell, no, not even one.
A week ago, I legit “felt” 💯 that the hell was over. That we were safe, on our way out. What. The. Ever-loving. FRAK. Happened?! This is like 2012 and the faux-lection and every other letdown. Punk’d by Spirit yet again, getting my hopes up before the trainwreck hits. It’s beyond cruel. False hope is worse than none. I remember growing up with people saying the rapture was “soon.” They lived and breathed hard lives in poverty waiting and praying for that hope to manifest. Meanwhile, many decades later… 🤦🏻♀️ They kept finding excuses for God’s “delays” while I was shaking my head. This hope of Exit now feels just as futile to me. I can’t help but wonder if it’s all been some awful trick. I read someone comment on YRFT that they also felt cut off from Home and in despair, so maybe this is just what it is right now, but looking at the bigger picture… Come on. How long are we supposed to “keep the faith?” Weeks? Months? Years? Did I trade in one life-wasting, unfulfilled prophetic hope of rescue for another one? That’s where I’m at. The new cage folks would come at me with “save yourself, we’re the ones we’ve been waiting for, suck it up, we’re here to build a new world,” etc. Bullshit. If we could have, we would have, long since. Even “the plan” has allegedly taken decades. Is it sad that I have more faith in our wonderful, brave military than in heaven? Them, I trust, respect and believe in. ❤️🇺🇲 Heaven – yeah, I’m gonna need proof. Anytime now. ⏱️
Sorry for the rant. I’m just… Like you said. UGH. 😭 (assuming fetal position)
i feel a shift today – are you feeling that? i hear you sister – every single word – and YES – if we are to build a new world (and i am DOWN with that if this one is sticking around and us w/it) – then we NEED the $$/supplies to do so. and the awesome repressed tech to do just that! when i have asked “ok HOW do we build that new NOW?” when given the same words you have received – i never receive an answer. it’s a difficult pill to swallow – that you’ve been in a prison/controlled experience.
Thank you! (Hugs) I have yet to feel the shift. Fingers crossed that this “ugh” lets up already. 🙇🏻♀️😭Truthfully, I have zero interest in building the new or anything else in this vah/prison planet/matrix/whatever the heck it is. I just want OUT. If I had a partner, children, friends, my health, literally anything of joy here to stay for, I might feel differently. But all I have are distant family I barely see, who love me in their way, but think I’m nuts. This existence has been one KO punch after another (a psychic accurately saw my life and cried), and after I lost my pet, that was it for me. Ready to check out. If “the plan” or the Exit doesn’t pan out in my idea of soon, which isn’t long – I honestly don’t know what I’ll do. If there is a higher power, it owes us all one hell of an apology.
I’m glad that you have people to hold on for and be close to thru all this. A friend you can talk to about all this. A mate. A child. Cherish them. A life without that is no life at all. Much love sis. Thanks for all you do. ❤️