I know it’s tough now. R E A L L Y tough. I know the urge to run away – hide in the blankies – just tune out the world – FOR GOOD – is so strong. I know the heaviness just to get out of bed and do this dayem groundhog day b.s. I know the let down when you try something different and new – feel empowered to do so – only to have the newness wear off – quickly – leaving you back to “ok, now what?” I know the feeling of needing PDQ and only seeing or being offered ABC when that is simply absolutely positively not what you need. I know the feeling of fear that creeps in – when you wonder how much longer you can hold out financially alone. I know when that ugh when it wakes you in the middle of the night – leaving your heart pounding. I know the anger and frustration when you intend for what you truly want and power up and intend protection – over and over and over again – and see those intention get smacked around or even denied or destroyed only to have to pick it all up and keep going. And I absolutely GET the weary voice that says “I honestly do not know how much longer I can. do. this.” I’ve heard it in my own head, felt it in my heart too many times and heard it in the voices and words of many of you.
Challenging day – one of those where I was pushed thiiiiiiiiiiiis close to the edge – wondering how much more of this I can endure. Fought off a 15 minute panic attack tonight at the store – while in line. I came thiiiiiiiiiis close to screaming. Usually I can push through those things w/o anyone noticing. Tonight – it showed. PTSD is so challenging at times. Sometimes you just have to ride it out. And I realized – for as weak as I feel at times – those times I feel I’m nothing much more than a 5 year old child inside of this woman’s body – the fact that I can endure what I have – that I can stand in line and suddenly hit with a panic attack – when many if not most people would run out and catch their breath – the fact that I can be in that situation and hold the line – shows how f’ing powerful I really am.
Or just flat out ridiculous. 🙄😜
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— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (@nina_leone11) February 14, 2024
— US Debt Clock .org (@USDebtClock_org) February 13, 2024
— US Debt Clock .org (@USDebtClock_org) February 11, 2024
I don’t know what the flip he’s talking about as I remain off of the political bandwagon – but that last part about MAGA staying home – plus the 2.22 number interesting……..
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (@nina_leone11) February 14, 2024
there was that woman who said her antarctica cruise had been cancelled suddenly (shared it here in recent days):
Heard from a fren that:
Nana, Norwegian has canceled 7 months of sailings, Royal Caribbean canceled 2 alaska cruises, Princess cruises nearly all of it's cruises til Dec. Carnival has canceled 11 cruises.
Wondering what's up?
Who owns all these?
What they know that we don't?— Nana – Angels Here (@blondie425) February 13, 2024
Oh wow this is kinda Huge
Australia 🇦🇺 https://t.co/ORCK0UPuCl— Red Edge (@72_rededge) February 14, 2024
BREAKING UPDATE: DHS Secretary Alejandro Mayorkas Impeached by US House in 214-213 Vote!
Watch the full TV interview with Admiral Richard E. Byrd as he discusses his discoveries in Antarctica.👇 pic.twitter.com/nRCWqN89W8
— THE FLAT EARTHER (@TheFlatEartherr) February 7, 2024
In Major Blow to Joe Biden, House Speaker Johnson Won’t Put Senate Aid Bill on Floor
with REAL healing – not the nightmare toxic b.s. offered today:
How about NO FOREIGN AID until every homeless American has shelter, every US Veteran is taken care of, no American kid is hungry, EVERYONE in need of housing and help is helped, and every mentally ill citizen is looked after. How about that! #HELPTHOSEWITHPTSDFIRST https://t.co/LhpgScvWKl
— Luciana Nina Leone ~ Z (@nina_leone11) February 14, 2024
— kouji (@yoyonofukuoka) February 14, 2024
in today’s uh duh uh duh uh………..people are suffering – so many are homeless – so many are hungry – so many have horrible health issues so many are barely holding on by the tiniest of threads – just ENOUGH (and see above). HEY HEAVEN HEY JESUS HEY GOD WE COULD USE SOME MIRACLES AND HELP INSIDE HERE OK??!!!
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/over-70-service-members-say-they-felt-coerced-taking-covid-19-vaccine-survey
as someone who knew people who lived in Gaza – lovliest people/neighbors you’d ever want to meet – they been doing this kind of sheot for over 20 years……..
that’s why i encourage handwritten letters in this house…….today’s teachers – it’s all about typing and linking via google docs……….i still insist on handwritten papers when i’m in charge………..
https://www.zerohedge.com/medical/study-finds-handwriting-increases-brain-connectivity
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