4.1.24 ~ Checking in………..Finds

 

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i don’t like this day – april “fools”.  never have – just like i never liked st. p’s day where you risked getting pinched – at home and at school – if you didn’t have green.  serious boundary violation “helliday”.

doesn’t it feel like every day here is april fools?  i just don’t resonate with deception – certainly not at other people’s expense (naivety) – and don’t understand the mentality to engage in making people believe a lie and finding humor in that.  and to do this NOW?  of all times?  during this psyop war where so many are traumatized and exhausted seeking truth and some hope?  the number of alleged anons and truther’s who engaged in pranks today is disappointing.  they all should know better.  oh well – maybe this is more weeding out the fake and showing more truth – reminding us of the one phrase of absolute truth from the Q drops and that is:  WATCH WHO YOU FOLLOW.

i did some self promoting online today.  that’s always been hard for me to do because it feels like i’m bragging about myself – so at times the self promotion stuff makes me come off sounding afraid or too aggressive when i’m feeling desperate.  today – i felt that shift a bit inside.  who am i in all of this?  and i come to this:  i just want to know the truth.  and i share what i feel and what i find.  i vet my information.  i refuse to engage in clickbait (hey go HERE and you will find THIS – bringing in the sucker who comes here and finds that “THIS” doesn’t exist).  yes, i want bigger numbers.  this is a pay to live prison and i would much rather use my gifts and energies in sharing the truth (or what i feeeeeeeeeeeel is truth) than engaged in some profession where i’m lying to people to get them to buy things they don’t need or teach the youth b.s. toxic agenda’s, etc.  that said – we all do what we have to do to survive.  so no judgment – just saying i’m doing what i feel my heart has called me to do.  although off and on lately – the growing feel of “what is my purpose now?” has been around me.  anyone else?

it’s really hard right now – mentally.  something is attacking – i feel it.  my anxiety is up.  while i can find center – the battle has me unbelievably mentally exhausted some moments.  plus my personal life challenges and feeling oh god so alone here some days.  i am simply struggling at a new level.  that’s all.  seeing an increase in people requesting prayers so i know i’m not alone.  and now – i don’t even know who or what to pray to – so i feel – for myself – it’s best just to ask others to send an energy of love and protection and do the same in return.  the days of praying to the magic man or father or whatever up above or wherever – yeah – just not going there….we have each other.  that’s it.  until i see or experience otherwise.  watch who you follow.  watch who you give your energy to.  including the lies in the brain.

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and yet as i told a friend today – i’m so done with any and all battles.

here’s what i’m seeing.

love,

v.

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Mysterious Foul Smell ‘Resembling Sulfur or Burnt Rubber’ Reported in Finland’s Capital Helsinki

 

DEVELOPING: Driver Rams Vehicle Into Front Security Gate at FBI HQ in Atlanta (VIDEO)

 

California Highway 1 Collapses Leaving 2,000 Tourists Stranded

 

Massive Crane Being Used in Baltimore Key Bridge Clean Up Operation Has CIA Past

 

Niagara Falls Declares State of Emergency to Prepare for Total Solar Eclipse

 

 

now this is interesting………

 

hmmm….

 

 

 

 

this was in Leave The World Behind…….so we’ve had plane issues, cargo ships ramming into things, microwave/high frequency attacks causing physical injury…….hmmm well in the movie after those things it was evil waiting for the people to start civil war and attack one another………the weapon is real – but the rest of this headline narratiave is b.s. imo……..

U.S. Investigator on 60 Minutes: Russia is Behind ‘Havana Syndrome’ Attacks on More Than 100 U.S. Officials — They are Believed to be “Wounded by a Secret Weapon Firing a High-Energy Beam of Microwaves or Ultrasound” Causing Mysterious Brain Injuries

 

 

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https://www.zerohedge.com/political/i-didnt-do-biden-reportedly-has-no-idea-he-issued-trans-day-visibility-proclamation

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/russia-mass-deportations-muslim-migrants-surge-after-moscow-terror-attack

 

MrMBB333……….this is really bizarre………

It appears to be happening WAY too often! What is REALLY going on?

 

quake in Japan – 10km……..

4.5 magnitude earthquake near Ishigaki, Okinawa, Japan and Taipei, Taiwan : 2024-04-02 00:03:22 UTC (earthquaketrack.com)

 

 

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