7/24/2020 reflection and finds

 

today songs speak to me.  i woke up hearing a tears for fears song (which i cannot recall) and tonight i headed out for a few things (alone – YES!!  lol) and on my drive, i heard two tears for fears songs – literally back to back.  the first “Shout” and the second “Everybody wants to rule the world.”  The line “nothing ever lasts forever” stood out.  i have been feeling the weight of eternity lately and i hear in my mind “this won’t last forever”.  it provides some comfort – temporarily.  mostly i want to “SHOUT” it all out now. today the chaos of the world has put me in this state:

seeing people in masks – every day – is challenging my Spirit.  it’s traumatizing.  over and over and over.  this is what i see when i see so many masked persons:

i get the whole “comply for work” thing…or “gotta get food, etc. so mask up for a few”……i can talk myself into understanding that..a little anyway….but when i see them in their cars and walking and biking and running with them on – and when they have been put on the beautiful faces of our children – jesus……that is when i know IQ points have plummeted and we are now in a new twilight zone.

so we are intending on a new location presenting itself.  easily.  very rural – few people and of those –  like minded.  mask-free space.

as i have been thinking lately – “i can’t believe i am even writing these words much less forming them in my mind!”

Life will open up that door.  it always has.  staying here feels like what Captain Von Trapp said to Maria in The Sound of Music about how they had to get out of Austria – before things got worse.

i know that theory others share – we have to let things play out.  things have to be exposed.  and yet why?  why is that?  why not just shut things down now before the chaos increases?  why is it evil is having its way while we are being forced to go along with the insanity?  why is evil having so much negative influence on our lives?  i don’t get it – i never have – i never will.  i don’t want to have understanding of that.  it doesn’t align with my mind.  with my heart.  with my Soul.

for i don’t play games.  i am not good at puzzles or figuring out movies.  i have sucked it up and done enough of that. i want freedom.  i want transparency.  honesty.  kindness.  generosity.  if by finding a new space to live and create we have a bit more of that, then i am ready.  oh i am so ready.

here are some finds.

love,

v.

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EEEWWW

powerful picture that speaks VOLUMES….Hong Kong – they carry and honor the flag….in Portland, they burn it….

NOW BETTER BE NOW.  seriously we keep hearing “almost time” and “now” for over 2 years.

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

2 thoughts on “7/24/2020 reflection and finds”

  1. “In the end, you will think the whole world has gone insane”. “At the last moment, when you think all is lost, God will intervene.” Host of Heaven quotes, 1211
    God, are we there, yet?

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