I’ve had a few interesting encounters with the unawakened ones – “agent smith” programming coming online when around the awakened/awakening Ones.
first experience i’m on a walk with my girl. Â it’s a spectacular day – 70’s and sun. Â no clouds. Â no trails. Â just brilliant blue. Â coming around a corner one of the aggressive type dogs around here decided to growl and spit and bark through the fence suddenly – scaring my girl who then ran across the street. Â the owner, who has allowed her dog to lunge at myself and my girl w/o a word of apology, was lamely telling the dog to stop. Â the dog of course not listening. Â i had my walking stick – my stick of protection as i call it – and for the first time used it. Â i stuck it in the dog’s face and said “STOP IT NOW”. Â the dog backed off – i continued on my way until i heard a mutual neighbor laughing over our encounter. Â “i find nothing funny in an aggressive dog scaring a child” i said and walked away.
later on my girl wanted to call up some family. Â all was going well. Â my girl was sharing what she has learned in the school of mama lately, to which the family members were very impressed. Â all was going well until i was asked when i was going to put my girl in a “real” school with “real” teachers.
wow. Â WRONG thing to say. Â and yet i am quite used to that from members of the family and know how to deal with it without causing further stress. Â i made it clear she was in a “real” school with a “real” teacher. Â this family member pushed back with their programmed agenda (agent smith was on fire today) and i pushed right back. Â changed the subject.
there is a saying you cannot pick your family. Â i no longer follow that. Â you CAN choose who you have in your life. Â and i no longer put myself in situation where i don’t feel supported and where i feel i can trust the other people to show me love and respect. Â i want to teach that to my child so she doesn’t feel this sense of “obligation” because someone is put into the label of family. Â CHOOSE the relationships consciously – CHOOSE the experiences consciously.
and be within thyself so solidly and assuredly that you are equipped to deal with those situations when the agent smith programming kicks in. Â from thyself and especially from others who are slumbering away in their cushy matrix pods. Â for ALL are being shaken awake – some continue to heed the call – some do not. Â but awaken ALL – that is the result of this transition in which we are going through. Â transition. Â liberation. Â Freedom. Â it’s been quite the ride, hasn’t it?
love,
victoria
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