Tonight’s Reflection on today’s energy experiences

 

one word:  hot.  and sweaty.

ok – two words.

something was making me hot today and it wasn’t the sun.  yes it was warm – but i noticed this inside the house.  i touched my back and noticed my tank top was damp.  sweat.

my mate – same experience.

cellular happenings perhaps.  i was also unbelievably exhausted and even with a nap could not muster up the energy to take my daughter on a bike ride so while she went with a group of friends and parents, i went to the store, picked up some cupcakes and my mate and i enjoyed them together.

other than that, i spent some moments reflecting on what to read – who to follow – questioning a lot – in particular how much longer will i allow myself to hold out for those things i see/desire/read about etc. etc..  feeling i am reaching a space of letting it all go and taking my experience here in a different direction.  i long for new and that longing for new has not subsided but only increased over many months.  something big is absolutely happening – and yet i am feeling fatigue from speculating and going within in search of answers of the myriad of unanswered questions i have…only to either feel silence or hear:

allow rest be.

3 words i keep hearing.

that and “in between”……..

in between what?

ah another question.

which i am just going to let be and walk away, whistling…. doot doot doot do do do do.

if someone else is up to speculating, feel free to do so.  lol

love,

victoria

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