to start, i had an interesting synch today. Â a fun one. Â last night i was dreaming of coins – silver coins. Â when i woke up i was guided to continue the collection of silver coins (which in our opinion, is the most under-valued of metals – gold being the most over-valued – in terms of abundance and use in this realm). Â so….earlier today my mate went to return a movie and on a hunch, decided to check the coin machine (coin star). Â he returned with a silver 1949 canadian piece.
looking online i see a lot of the new age philosophies – coming up and out – that serve one thing: Â the matrix programs. Â the first one was how it is up to each of us who is awake to awaken the rest to raise the vibration of the planet. Â false. Â first what is the truth of “awake”? Â we don’t know everything – yet – at least we don’t know all that has been hidden here. Â i can’t awaken anyone anymore than i can control another. Â all we can do is be ourselves and hold the knowing of who we really are within and be that – as we are in our current state of Being. Â will some of that “rub off” on others? Â yes – Â of course. Â we are all connected. Â but to hold the thought that it is our responsibility to awaken others? Â nah. Â that’s an individual doing.
the other one – that is actually one of those trigger phrases for me – it is our pain that allows us to know who we are.

uh, no. Â i do not align with this one in any way.
we come into this experience knowing who we are. Â we carry that with us. always. Â what happens is due to the “rules” and doing’s of the experience here, all suffer some level of trauma. Â the purpose of trauma is to BLOCK us from knowing/being/remembering and most importantly REMAINING in our True Selves. Â it’s been a cycle. Â hurt people hurt others. Â on and on. Â it’s part of the virus. Â we don’t need to go through “hell” to know “heaven”. this is a “new age” program that serves the continuation of harm. Â evil. Â free will. can any of you remember being a child – or even an adult – and having an experience that left you asking “WHY are you doing this to me?” Â pain ensues. Â we have this response because we KNOW it doesn’t align with who we are.
so let the healing continue. Â but let us also embrace the Truth that we don’t need to continue the cycle by essentially asking for more of the same. Â for if we believe it is true that pain helps us remember who we are – we are actually calling for MORE pain to enter our experience. Â who in their full self – right state of being – would do that to themselves?
Love Heals. Â Love Awakens. Â Love Supports. Â THAT is what we REALLY need.
and as my trauma healing practitioner reminded me this week – the strength (and Truth) of YOU has always been inside.
embrace it. Â know it. Â Be it.
love,
victoria
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