Usually, when I have my picture taken, I make sure I check a mirror. Primp a little. I didn’t do that tonight.
Tonight I sat in solitude as I ate my dinner alone. A welcome experience. I listened to some beautiful classical music on the radio and cried like a baby. Lord of the Dance. Pachelbel Canon in D. I mean it when I say BEAUTIFUL music. It was perfect for the space I was in. The fatigue. The weariness that goes right into the Soul. Also thinking of a beautiful sentiment I had read just 20 minutes or so prior – a woman showing empathy for all of those suffering and saying “I wish I could hug away all of the pain in each of these people”. That went straight to where it matters. After I processed things out, I decided to add an image to the authenticity of my words, picked up my camera and took a photo.
A rare thing I do these days.
I’m 60. I feel I have aged 20 years in the past 5. I’m so fucking weary of hearing “things are happening,” and yet are any of our lives better now? Have we seen public justice and accountability? I don’t want to hear “soon”. I just want it over.
NEED it over.
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Victoria
25 years and still – no justice. The same lies continue to spin. Those who put things together decades ago and received so much judgment from friends and family. Lies divide. Truth unites. I just don’t get anything now.
THIS. I am surrendering. Letting go. I’m too damn tired to fight now. If this “plan” delivers a new world with real freedoms, etc. – wonderful. If not? So be it. If I am left with no choice but to live in a tiny studio, so be it. I’ll get a dog for company. Doing right by everyone else’s rules, expectations, and demands has caused enough damage to my heart and Soul. I have nothing left to prove. No explaining to do. It’s just me – damaged – alive – a simmering flame that says I’ve survived this shit pit. lol
๐ฅน๐ I agree – we need $$monies going towards people like this – our own people in our own country who needed help long ago. The means are there. Always has been. Personally I like the idea of taking all of the wealth stolen from us by Congress and giving it to good people in need.
Something’s going on with this. I read a comment in a private chat last week about a woman who lives in Alabama, went into the woods for a stroll, and when she returned, her body was covered with tiny tics. I have yet to see one of those boxes – that could just be fear porn. But I know tics are still around and are being seen in states not usually found.
Remember that Supernova in the constellation Leo I shared last week? I asked the owner of Dobsonian Power if he was going to be doing an update on it, and he said “yes”. I will share when I see it dropped.
This is sad – and sweet – and sobering at the same time. That said, I don’t trust anyone in a truck bringing me packages.
At least publicly:
What kind of sick human would evict a 75-year-old woman?
More explosions/fires:
Hungaryโs New PM Says He Would Arrest Israelโs Netanyahu For War Crimes
WATCH: Animals Are Thriving on Contaminated Land in Chernobylโs Radioactive Exclusion Zone
US Military Blows Up Drug Boat in the Caribbean, Kills Three Narco-Terrorists (VIDEO)
Trump Reveals JD Vance and His Negotiating Team โHeading Overโ for Second Round of Iran Talks
The same group met with Iranian officials earlier this month.
The talks themselves have been widely expected. The New York Times reported Sunday that Trump. However, the exact timing has not been made public.
โWeโre supposed to have the talks,โ Trump said. โSo I would assume at this point nobodyโs playing games.โ
I asked GROK if this was normal. It ain’t:
RT reports sustained high numbers of US Emergency Action Messages (EAMs) following a spike the previous day, framing them as linked to nuclear command-and-control systems with coded phrases sounding ominous.
EAMs are encrypted high-priority transmissions broadcast via the High Frequency Global Communications System to direct US strategic forces including nuclear submarines, bombers, and missile crews during alerts or exercises.
Radio monitors detected nearly 100 EAMs in 24 hours around April 20, 2026, coinciding with E-6B “doomsday plane” activity over the Atlantic, though such broadcasts can be routine tests amid broader global tensions.
This is brilliant:
I don’t watch:
I love the birds in the mornings. Living in this neighborhood for almost 15 years, prior to that I had never heard the Mourning Dove. We have had them here – consistently – and they make such a wonderful Song.
