Confession time:
It is so lonely being here now.
This awakening has created so much division.
It’s like all of our individual pains, wounds and trauma’s are spilling out all over the place
and no one has a plan
or any idea how to really deal with this.
So we project it all onto one another.
Sometimes when I play the piano, I get totally lost in thought.
I go deep within my Soul.
And I “see” all of the people no longer in my life.
And I get all emotional.
Sometimes I cry.
I feel I have been slowly cut out of life here.
And I’m left now thinking “ok, NOW what?”
Where do I go?
Are there any new people for me here?
Any new friends (like REAL friends)?
What do I do with my time?
Is anything out there going to change?
Going to become AFFORDABLE and thus DOABLE?
Sometime?
Am I ever going to truly be free and healed from all of this trauma crap inside of me?
I cannot tell you how often I have looked like a monkey, jumping up and down, grabbing at invisible energy within saying “GET OUT OF ME” or “Here God/Universe/Jesus (depends on where I am at the time emotionally) – TAKE IT. I give it to you!”
And it remains.
This PSYOP has not only pushed us to see our own wounds and pains, it has also created this ugly division.
I was thinking back to that post put out on the 8chan board by that individual who identified himself as “R” and portrayed himself as John Kennedy Jr.
He said something that has bothered me.
How we are all being watched.
I found that incredibly invasive.
I don’t consent to anyone watching me – ever – I don’t GAF who or what that is.
R went on to infer that anyone who created division will be “left behind”.
WTF kind of judgmental crap is that to put onto another person?
What are they?
God?
You and I cannot be the only ones held accountable for this division.
For as long as those running the PLAN allow the media to spin LIES – DIVISION continues.
And:
The insiders of this plan are all well insulated.
Provided for.
Meals. Beds. Shelter. Guaranteed $$.
The rest of us?
We’re fucking on our own.
Exhausted.
Being in survival mode takes a toll on the nervous system.
And when that is compromised long enough, your patience will be more difficult to sustain.
This feels like some kind of midevil torture chamber where we have a group of individuals running a movie script while
ALLOWING DIVISION to fluorish,
ALLOWING financial crushing to continue,
ALLOWING so much suffering – mentally and emotionally especially
while expecting us to trust some plan
and expecting us to NOT BE divided.
See the puzzle I just painted?
The only beings able to be as this R person says we are supposed to be
are
fucking
ROBOTS.
Those things without a human spirit and a Soul.
Because when you intentionally IMPINGE the Human Spirit and the Soul
you are going to see things get ugly at the very most
and withdrawn at the very least.
I will not be psyop’d anymore.
Maybe it’s time we walk away from this plan.
Stop doing the comms.
The dates.
The puzzle piecing.
And KEEP IT SIMPLE.
This place is a fucking prison loosh environment for our Spirit, Mind and Soul.
And until we know otherwise – it is ALL OF THEM in positions of power.
And it ends when WE SAY IT ENDS.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
THE MOVIE GETS TURNED OFF NOW.
AND THE FULL TRUTH IS NOW REVEALED.
